The general attack is coming: the difficult editor-in-chief is online

The reason why Shen Nanyan came to look for Ji Chenfeng was because he felt that when talking to Ji Chenfeng, there were not so many taboos.

If it was Lin Yufeng's words sitting in front of him at this moment, he would consider whether he should say so many things.

If saying all those words would bring him a lot of troubles, Shen Nanyan would definitely choose to bury them in his heart.

He is that kind of person, if he is destined to bring him a lot of trouble, he will definitely not make such a choice.

Many things are unpredictable because there are too many accidents.

But in his heart, Shen Nanyan knew that there were too many things hidden.

There are even many that Lin Yufeng doesn't know at all.

He thought he could become stronger, especially after what happened to Qin Zhifeng, he was no longer the boy who didn't understand anything.

He has his own ideas and knows what he should do.

But it seems that just saying this is not enough to save him.

He can judge right from wrong, but after that, what should he do.

Could it be that he and Lin Yufeng are really going to part ways?But this is obviously impossible. From the very beginning, he knew that the relationship between himself and Lin Yufeng, to put it bluntly, was broken.

No matter when, it is impossible to really give up.

I have known him since I was a child, and no one understands me better than him, just like no one understands his feelings better than myself.

So, no matter what, it is impossible to really let go.

As long as Shen Nanyan thinks of these things, he will feel a headache.

How long has he been, and he has never seriously thought about these things.

It's not because he wants to escape, but because he can't understand what he thinks.

It's not a bad thing if you can escape.

But the point is that when he can't hide, he still has to face it after all.

Fortunately, Lin Yufeng didn't ask anything, otherwise, he really didn't know what to do.

When I met him, I never seemed to have thought about how many things would cause him so many problems.

Now, I realized how many things were waiting for him.

Shen Nanyan thought for a while, even if he could handle all the matters of the publishing house well, he would still be completely wrong when faced with emotional problems.

Perhaps his intolerance is his greatest weakness.

Knowing that it's not very good to be so far-fetched, but between Lin Yufeng and Lin Yufeng, there is never a way to really draw a clear line.

Just keep entangled with each other like this, and one day, everything will end.

He can only deceive himself like this, never caring what it is for, and even saying that he doesn't care what happens during this period of time.

He thought that his inner feelings would not deceive people, but now, he suddenly understood that those stories on him actually produced so many effects.

Then what should he do next, to change everything in front of him.

It was the first time for Shen Nanyan, and he didn't know what to do.

Obviously at the beginning, he had his own judgment, why now it seems that all his efforts have been in vain.

He didn't know where these principles came from, but in his heart, it had become a mess.

If possible, he would rather live a simpler life by himself, so that he would not have to face these things.

All the stories, if he said that they didn't have a beginning, wouldn't there be so many right and wrong.

Thinking of this, Shen Nanyan would have a little bit of resentment towards himself.

Because no matter what time it is, the person who was once courageous and able to make a judgment in an instant has already buried himself in the long river of time.

What to do, what to do, he has no idea.

Every step he takes now is nothing more than a temptation.

If he steps out without any bad consequences, then he will keep walking. If there is any reaction, he will immediately retract his feet and choose a new direction.

Shen Nanyan also knew that this was not good, but he seemed to have nothing to do.

He promised Lin Yufeng that he would adjust his state as soon as possible, and then the two of them would save the publishing house's performance again.

But now, after all, he still hasn't been able to understand what he has to do to truly let go and not care.

The matter with Qin Zhifeng has become a thing of the past, and he won't be able to help thinking about it when he has nothing to do.

But is this the result?Shen Nanyan asked himself again and again, no, this is definitely not the result.

His relationship will not stop here, one day, he will meet someone better than Qin Zhifeng.

Even if he is not as good as him, at least he will be better than him, and that is enough.

Shen Nanyan drank glasses of wine, while Ji Chenfeng stood aside, looking at him so decadent, felt for the first time that he didn't know what to say.

The words of persuasion have been said more than once, but where Shen Nanyan's knot is, he doesn't know.

From the very beginning, he knew that maybe he and Shen Nanyan were people from two worlds, and it wasn't like others who could blend into each other's world through more contact.

He is just a little author who stays at home and struggles at the bottom. As for Shen Nanyan, no matter how you look at it, he looks like an elite living in the upper class.

Comparing two people, there is basically nothing to say.

But why did the two meet each other inadvertently? Ji Chenfeng still remembers the interaction on Weibo until now.

No one has ever given him so much inspiration so easily.

In the past, he always felt that even if it was Calvin, he would definitely be able to find his own way to make himself spring up.

But I never thought that it would be solved so simply because of someone else's two words.

Therefore, Ji Chenfeng's feelings for Shen Nanyan are complicated.

I vaguely feel that there are many stories about this person, although he doesn't know anything yet.

But his expression was telling himself that he was not happy.

What's the point of being alive if you can't even make yourself happy.

Ji Chenfeng doesn't know how many things have happened to Shen Nanyan. If possible, he doesn't mind solving Shen Nanyan's problems, but the premise is that he must tell his own affairs, otherwise he will not know anything about it. Ji Chenfeng, that is the real embarrassment.

He doesn't know how to read minds, even if he wants to help him, he doesn't know where to start.

I don't know when this story started, but it has been following Ji Chenfeng.

Many times, he wants to tell himself not to get too deep, they are not from the same world.

The more you get in touch, the more uncomfortable you will be.

But he still couldn't help it, the only warmth he wanted to keep, appeared inadvertently, and it was the only forever he wanted.

Ji Chenfeng is used to living alone, no matter how many things happen, he can solve them well.

Since his parents decided to abandon him, the last of his relatives left him.

At that time, he also thought about giving up his life.

But later, after all, he backed down.

No matter how many things happen, you still have to live well, don't you?

No matter how many difficulties there are, as long as we overcome them, there is nothing impossible.

He believes in himself and has enough confidence to believe in the future.

Time will never be so cruel. After taking everything from him, there is not even a way out for him.

At that time, Ji Chenfeng comforted himself in this way. Later, he finally understood that the self at that time was the most admirable.

Because he resolved his mood with a few words, which was never possible before.

I don't know what kind of changes he experienced in his heart at that time. In short, at the end, people can still understand that in these things, his heart has struggled and hesitated, but in the end , or found the direction.

Fortunately in misfortune, he knows what to do, which is the best.

As for how he has lived these years, in fact, even he himself is not very clear.

I only know that if a person has a goal, then everything is easier to do.

When he was floating before, he never felt how easy it is to settle down.

He has no relatives, so naturally he has no ties, he doesn't need to have any scruples, as long as he lives his own life well, that's enough.

Never have to worry about those unrealistic problems, let alone, there will be any unfair things waiting for him on his body.

Some problems, after experiencing more, there will not be so much right and wrong.

In the past, Ji Chenfeng also felt that he would not care so much.

But now, seeing Shen Nanyan like this, he suddenly felt that there were many problems, and he didn't seem to be able to completely ignore them.

In his heart, there is still no way to let go.

Even though there can be many stories in a person's heart, in the end, there is only one ending.

What kind of method should be used to prove oneself is the most important thing.

As for Ji Chenfeng, he already knew what to do to make himself feel relieved.

He said that no matter what happened in these years, as long as he can still stand here, then everything will not be a problem.

He thought that he should be able to find a way to prove that the life he has lived for these decades, even though it is a bit unbearable in the eyes of others, at least he obtained it through his own efforts.

These words, no matter who he is facing, he can say them.

Although he never forgot the past years, at least he didn't remember them for so long.

No matter how much you think, it is better to put it into practice. In Ji Chenfeng's eyes, a person can have many choices.

But how to do it is the most correct, and that is the question that needs to be considered.

And now Shen Nanyan is like standing at a fork in the road of life, maybe if he is not careful, he will get lost, and what he has to face is to face such a situation.

If possible, Ji Chenfeng really wanted to help him.

In this way, there won't be so many helpless stares at him, but he doesn't say anything, he only knows to drink. If drinking can solve the problem, there will be a lot of drunkards in the world long ago.

Although Shen Nanyan drank alcohol, his thoughts were not like that, he didn't know anything.

At least, he knew who the person standing in front of him was, and he knew who he was talking to and what he was talking about.

He just couldn't control his behavior, and some words didn't go through his brain, but he could still understand others.

Alcohol, if you drink too much, will have no effect.

And Shen Nanyan had too many things that didn't go his way, after time and time again, among other things, his alcohol capacity had already improved.

It's just that Shen Nanyan now makes Ji Chenfeng feel a little distressed.

In my own impression, he shouldn't be like this, half drunk himself, until finally he was unconscious, and didn't know what to say to him.

He should be the kind of person who is proud, stays away from the world, and can see through all the essence no matter what happens.

But the current world is really different from what he thought.

Ji Chenfeng didn't know what he should do now, after all, something that couldn't happen had already happened.

Ji Chenfeng has already escaped, so it is impossible for him to choose to escape at this time.

No, he is not such a person.

He is a person who can treat everything as if it doesn't exist, and he can turn a blind eye to other people's eyes. A Shen Nanyan will naturally not have much influence on him.

Ji Chenfeng has been hypnotizing himself all the time. He thinks that he can warn himself not to get too close to Shen Nanyan.

Some people, from the very beginning, do not belong to themselves, no matter how delusional they are, they will never become possible.

Why let yourself have any thoughts, it's just another weight to torture yourself in life.

Ji Chenfeng didn't drink, he was sober and knew what he was talking about.

He had already realized it from the very beginning, but even so, he still couldn't hold it back. When Shen Nanyan made a phone call, he finally came here.

He didn't know what to say, let alone how many things had happened over the years, but there were always some feelings that needed to be buried in his heart.

It's not suitable to say it, and it will change the taste if you say it.

What's more, he didn't know Shen Nanyan's thoughts at all. If it was just his own wishful thinking in the end, then even he himself didn't know how it would end.

It is true that many problems cannot be just looked at on the surface.

If you like someone, you don't have to say it.

He knew that such a story was a bit strange to him, but even so, he recognized it.

Now that we have met, why run away?

If one day, it is destined to be like this, there will be no embarrassment in his heart.

Ji Chenfeng can understand his feelings, but he can't control them.