The general attack is coming: the difficult editor-in-chief is online

He once hoped that he would have nothing to do with anything.

But in the end, I realized that there is still a lot of helplessness in this matter, and there is no way to say it.

The ending he wants may not be able to wait.

No matter how many thoughts he has in his heart, the person he wants to face is Shen Nanyan, which is destined to add a lot of trouble to him.

This person is not as simple as it seems on the surface.

"Mr. Shen, I have known you for a while. I don't think you are a bad person, but judging from the feeling you give me, you may be a little strong when dealing with certain things, or your thoughts may be a little bit Extreme, but that's not a problem. At least not in my opinion."

"I don't know what kind of problem you encountered that made you want to drink, but I want to tell you that drinking can't solve any problems."

Ji Chenfeng is very sober, his calmness is a bit scary.

In this bar, his presence is like an exception.

He stood there looking out of place.

Maybe he doesn't belong to this world, if not for Shen Nanyan, he probably wouldn't have come here.

But many problems can not be put down just by saying this.

In Ji Chenfeng's heart, it is impossible to leave Shen Nanyan here alone.

Since he chose to call himself, it proves that there are many things that he doesn't want people close to him to know.

As for why he was found, perhaps only Shen Nanyan knew in his heart.

But that's okay, this gave Ji Chenfeng an excuse to meet him.

Otherwise, he really couldn't find any better words to disturb Shen Nanyan.

They both have their own lives to live, and it's not suitable for them to be mixed together, especially when it comes to many things, it's not as simple as it seems.

Ji Chenfeng can also understand that Shen Nanyan's world is more complicated than he thought.

He also knew that from the very beginning, he had no intention of going in.

Sometimes, just looking at it from a distance like this is actually not bad.

That way, you won't get hurt.

He was watching Shen Nanyan from a distance, since he could relieve the thoughts in his heart, and he didn't have to get involved with him, so why not do it.

In the past, he didn't think that he was such a generous person.

He can find the most suitable solution for all problems.

But after meeting Shen Nanyan, it was as if his brain had suddenly opened up.

It is easy to find a solution to those problems that I could not think about in the past.

It's just that the current time seems to be a little wrong.

But this doesn't mean anything. In the beginning, he really had nothing to say.

Because in his eyes, there is not so much entanglement between Shen Nanyan and himself.

It's just an occasional meeting for a meal, so don't worry too much about it.

But later, he suddenly realized that the person he never forgot was him.

After meeting, I will look forward to the next time, maybe I don't know when, I will easily fall into it.

This is not a good warning, and he also knows that it will not be so easy to get out.

Although he has his own ideas about many things, he still needs to know when to do something.

Otherwise, even Ji Chenfeng might not be able to find a way.

A man like Shen Nanyan is one in a hundred, and he may not be able to meet him.

When Ji Chenfeng met Shen Nanyan for the first time, he could feel the excellence of this man.

But what he usually sees is completely different, he thinks, it's not just seeing two sides.

But never thought that there would be so much involvement between the two of them.

I don't know how much will be involved in the future stories, and the previous ideas are completely useless now.

In other people's world, Ji Chenfeng doesn't know what they think.

But here, I don't want anything to happen to Shen Nanyan.

When a person's thoughts are held by another person, it proves that he is really moved.

There are a lot of things that don't necessarily have to be said to be considered perfect.

As it is now, it's good to just be by his side silently. When he needs anything, being able to be there on call is the only privilege Ji Chenfeng gave Shen Nanyan.

It is impossible for others to enjoy it.

When Shen Nanyan didn't show up, Ji Chenfeng would often stay at home and think about many things.

But in the end, all that came to mind were Shen Nanyan's face.

Probably from that time on, he knew that his world had changed, became strange, yet somewhat familiar.

A person who appeared suddenly changed everything about him.

He didn't know how to say these words, but at least he believed that his feelings would not lie.

His feeling towards Shen Nanyan is indeed different.

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't have so much right and wrong.

All the indecision is because of him.

What you love is only for one person.

This point, Ji Chenfeng really couldn't be more clear, but every time he saw Shen Nanyan, he was hiding his thoughts.

Shen Nanyan held the cup in one hand while looking at Ji Chenfeng.

His eyes were a little blurred, his scrutinizing eyes passed over Ji Chenfeng's face, and finally stopped on the wine glass, he shook the wine glass lightly.

Suddenly, he said, "You know what? You are very similar to someone I know."

"But he is too persistent."

Shen Nanyan was talking about Lin Yufeng. In a sense, Ji Chenfeng can find a lot in common with Lin Yufeng.

But the two of them are completely different.

Compared with Lin Yufeng, Ji Chenfeng seems to be more brave.

A kind of courage can be seen in him, and I don't know how to describe that feeling.

But Shen Nanyan could feel that it was not the kind that could make the person in front of him choose to back down with just a few words.

"Really? That's really my honor, and I'm also persistent, but what's the matter?"

"What about love?"

Shen Nanyan's question has nothing to do with it. I don't know why he asked such a question at this time.

But Ji Chenfeng hardly hesitated, and the answer blurted out, "I will not regret it until I die."

"Don't you regret it?"

Shen Nanyan shook his head, he used to think so too.

But in the end, I decided to let it go.

He already knows how difficult it is to love someone.

Now, he no longer thinks about so many things.

There will be pain in the heart, and the broken heart does not know what can be repaired.

The story he wants to face, when can it be counted as the end.

Ji Chenfeng tilted his head, looked at Shen Nanyan, "Is there any problem?"

He didn't know what was wrong with his answer, but he could feel that Shen Nanyan's expression was a little strange.

He had never seen such an expression on Shen Nanyan's body before. He used to think that Shen Nanyan was the kind of person who didn't care about anything.

But right now, that's not the case.

Ji Chenfeng felt that his idea might be wrong.

But it didn't matter, he had already realized it from the very beginning.

"Do you know? I used to have the same thoughts as you, and never regretted it until I died. But later, I realized that I was just a joke. A complete joke, but even so, I still can't forget it for a long time , Thinking about it now, I feel like I was a fool, from the beginning to the end, I was completely played by others."

Shen Nanyan thought of that person, and didn't know what kind of words he should use to say it.

At the beginning, he did think about joining hands with Qin Zhifeng for the rest of his life.

But he broke his fantasy with his own hands, and there was nothing left.

It's just a pawn, it's been from the very beginning, and it's never been his turn to make a decision.

Just because it has no effect on his ambition, so he can be easily abandoned, right?

In the past, Shen Nanyan could find excuses to defend him, but now, he is too lazy to even open his mouth.

Whatever happens, there is a cause and an effect.

In his heart, this matter has been turned over.

Bringing it up again now is just adding a lot of burden to myself.

"But not everyone is like this. You just haven't met the right person yet."

Ji Chenfeng's voice was getting weaker and weaker, he couldn't find any better adjectives, he knew in his heart how he felt about Shen Nanyan, even if he didn't say it, it was enough for him to commemorate him for a lifetime.

After that, no one knows what kind of entanglement there will be between the two of them, but he thought, if it continues like this, it is actually a very good thing, isn't it?

It's just that I don't know what Shen Nanyan is thinking in his heart.

After experiencing so many things, whether he can still believe in love, whether he can still believe in himself.

After thinking about it for the last time, Ji Chenfeng still felt, forget it, saying it now would only make it more embarrassing for two people.

His world is fundamentally different from Shen Nanyan's.Reluctantly together, there will be no good results.

Didn't he already foresee this ending?

Why now when I think about it, I still feel that the things between this and myself are somewhat different from what I imagined.

"I know that everyone is different, but for me, once bitten by a snake, I am afraid of well ropes for ten years."

"I'm such a person, so I don't dare to believe in anything anymore, I'm also afraid, and I don't know what to do."

Shen Nanyan's heart, from the very beginning, expressed his thoughts. He is not the kind of person who is afraid of everything, but now, he really needs to think for a long time before taking a step.

If he is wrong, he has no idea how to turn back.

Many things have long been different from what he thought, and even if he has many reasons, there is nothing he can do about it.

Hearing such words from Shen Nanyan again, even Ji Chenfeng didn't know what to say before he could continue.

What he was thinking in his heart was completely opposite to Shen Nanyan's.

The shadow Qin Zhifeng left on Shen Nanyan was too great, even if he let go, he still couldn't get out of his own world.

This was not a good phenomenon for Ji Chenfeng, and unintentionally, it created many difficulties for him.

They are really enemies, Ji Chenfeng pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.

After thinking about it, he snatched the cup from Shen Nanyan's hand, "You've already drunk enough, don't drink any more, okay?"

Shen Nanyan didn't respond, and picked up a cup next to him, "Actually, they are all the same. The result is that I will get drunk sooner or later. Why do you care so much?"

"What's more, for me, even if I'm drunk, I don't have to think so much about right and wrong, you know? It's hard to live, and I need to think about everything, which will waste time and energy. The point is there hasn't been a better outcome."

Shen Nanyan once thought about everything, but in the end, he had to give up his thoughts.

It's too difficult. If there are so many problems in front of you for a moment, what should you do to solve all of them.He doesn't know, doesn't know.

Everything that was thought at first became a joke in the end.

If this time has passed, he might not have the leisure and elegance to come here for a drink.

Ji Chenfeng has nothing to do with this person, what he said proves that he is still sober, but he is not allowed to drink, and he will not do it.

Is it so difficult if you don't drink alcohol?

Is wine really that good?

Although he was curious, Ji Chenfeng still didn't intend to try it.

His alcohol capacity is not very good, he has already drunk one Shen Nanyan too much, if he drinks too much later, he doesn't know what to do.

I don't know what Shen Nanyan called him over today, but when he came, he was drinking all the time and didn't do anything.

They said they were chatting, but they didn't say a few words at all.

"I don't want to mention the past, it's meaningless."

"There will be no future between him and me. I know, I know everything."

"It's impossible for me and him after all."

There was still sadness on Shen Nanyan's face.

When I mentioned it again, I also thought about what happened in those years.

But now, they still parted ways and went their separate ways.

Anyone can live a good life without anyone, so there is no need to worry about it.

At least, those things in the past will only become a memory in the end, and I can't think of any reason to remember.

In a sense, Ji Chenfeng can understand Shen Nanyan's feelings, and he also wrote this in the story.

But seeing it in reality is another matter. He doesn't know what he understands in his heart will become in the end.

All I know is that there must be many secrets about Shen Nanyan that he doesn't know.

And these, he never mentioned, nor said.

Not even a single word, otherwise, he would definitely not forget.

Ji Chenfeng's concern for Shen Nanyan is not just a little bit on the surface.