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Chapter 102: His Past
It's just that he never said it out. In fact, no matter how many things are hidden in his heart, no one will know.
He used to think so too, but later he realized that in his heart, those stories were the most nostalgic before they were told.
As for what kind of turmoil there will be in the future, no one knows.
But at least let your face feel calm.
Otherwise, how to think clearly about all this.
Too many things have already happened, it is not so easy to let go.
They all know each other well, but they are still hiding these things, which is actually meaningless.
But Shen Nanyan insisted on doing this, so Ji Chenfeng didn't ask.
Because I know that even if I ask, there will be no results, so why bother myself.
Didn't he already have the answer in his heart?
All guesswork ideas, in the end, will still come true.
It doesn't matter what he said.
Everything started as he had imagined, and it wasn't enough for two people to be so frank.
"Even if it doesn't make sense, at least we can't just give up all hope."
For a moment, Ji Chenfeng hoped that Shen Nanyan could listen to his own words, but at the end, he suddenly felt that some problems had already been deeply rooted in Shen Nanyan's heart.
He might not believe these truths. People who have been hurt always become cautious, and they will never be as unpredictable as they seemed before.
But Ji Chenfeng still doesn't understand Shen Nanyan's current thoughts.
As for the past, does it really have anything to do with it?
No, perhaps from the very beginning, he was able to understand what is right and wrong, what is right and what is wrong.
But in the end, he still chose to let himself forget about it.
Only by forgetting can he not care.
In the rest of the journey, he must be sure enough to know what he wants.
Before that, he could treat all thoughts as if they didn't exist.
In the future, there will be no connection between him and Qin Zhifeng.
Many of these stories are all because of him, so naturally at the end, it will end with him.
It doesn't matter how many reasons there are.
He believes that one day, these things will never happen.
In his heart, what is the firm attachment?
Shen Nanyan's drinking slowed down, as if he was thinking about something, and it seemed that he already knew something.
It's just that on many issues, he seems to never be able to become so sober.
He is always avoiding something, this is the only thing Ji Chenfeng can feel.
The man in front of him was excellent enough, but he also had many secrets.
You seem to be unable to get any useful information from him, what is he hiding, Ji Chenfeng looked at it for a long time, and finally had to give up his unrealistic ideas.
It turned out that it was so difficult to see through a person's heart, and he couldn't figure out what kind of intersection would happen between the two of them after that, but it didn't seem like his style if he just let go.
Ji Chenfeng felt that no matter what he did, it seemed to be a wrong choice.
But this step, he had to take it.
Otherwise, he may never be able to face himself.
No matter how many stories came to him, he couldn't find any way to end, let alone what he would do in the last time.
I only know that at the beginning of these stories, none of them participated in the play, and at the end, I don't know why they all participated.
Many things, some people have already lost before they even started.
And none of them knew what was waiting for him behind so many stories.
Ji Chenfeng used to have a little longing in his heart, but at the end, he also persuaded himself to give up this idea.
In front of Shen Nanyan, no one knew what exactly he wanted.
When walking a path that even he himself is not sure about, he doesn't know what method is the best.
You can only take one step in this way, count as one step.
As for what will happen, or what problems are waiting for him, he can only take one step at a time.
After all, after so many things have happened, many problems can't be ignored like that. They all know in their hearts that no matter how many thoughts a person has on emotional matters, if he doesn't say anything, he has nothing to say. meaning.
Perhaps Ji Chenfeng's heart is clearer than Shen Nanyan's.
But he never talked about these problems. For him, no matter how many problems there are, as long as they let nature take its course, they can be solved.
What he believed in was his own kind of faith.
Even if it comes to an end, there must be a way to turn back.
There is no reason to give up now, not to mention their future, there is still a very beautiful scenery to face.
Both of them knew what was going on in their hearts, and there was no need to cover it up.
"What I used to yearn for was just that kind. I don't need to do anything. As long as I'm still standing here, everything will look the best. But later, I realized that I can't do it. Those things are right. For me, it is too difficult. Whenever I decide to take this step, there will always be many problems waiting for me, even if I don’t want to face them, they will still be in front of me.”
"You may not believe it, but it is the truth. I have thought about many endings. At the end, if you think about it, forget it."
"I have no way to care about what happened, but after that, I must face many choices. At that time, what should I do."
"When I met you, I had such considerations. You may not understand why I am so late. Call you and ask you to come out and chat with me."
Ji Chenfeng pricked up his ears when he heard this sentence.
That's right, he really wanted to know the answer, and also wanted to prove whether his thoughts were right.
"I think it's good to get along with you, so I don't need to care so much. It may be because we have never met before, and we have different circles of contact, so I feel this way. If I change my friends, there may be many, I can't even tell."
Shen Nanyan didn't hide anything, just say what kind of feeling he should feel.
He has already known that there are some problems that cannot be concealed.
What's more, each of them can understand these things.
Everyone has their own ideas, don't force them.
If there are destined to be many problems to deal with, he can figure out how many problems are waiting for him.
More stories have been buried deeply before they have been told.
And he didn't know what else belonged to him in his own world.
"It's rare for me to find someone who is so close to me. I haven't met someone for a long time. Now that I have met, naturally I should cherish it."
Shen Nanyan's unpretentiousness made Ji Chenfeng believe that his own existence is still different after all.
Although it is different from his thoughts, it is not very far away.
He can still accept such an explanation.
"I don't have many friends, and some of them broke up after walking. Although I don't know why, but after so many things happened, I suddenly understood a truth. Many things, If you just look at the surface, then the loser must be me. At the beginning, I thought about solving all the problems, but later, I realized that I couldn't do it. I didn't imagine It was so great in the movie, I couldn't let it go. So I lost, lost outright."
Shen Nanyan also wanted his world to become very simple, just like in the beginning, he never thought about it so much, even in the end, he didn't need to feel any burden on himself.
But now, he couldn't find his direction, and he couldn't find what he should do to make up for it all.
What has happened, how can it be made more perfect.
The answer is, there is no way.
No matter how much you have to do, no matter how many difficulties you have, there is no way to stop what has already happened.
Maybe you will never understand what kind of role you played in it, but these are not important anymore.
You can't go back the way you've traveled.
Just like those people who have decided to let go, there is no way to find them anymore.
Thinking about this, Shen Nanyan can still feel relieved.
At least it was completely different from what he had imagined. His world didn't need to be so complicated. As long as he was still here, there wouldn't be too many problems.
Before, I always felt that I was alone.
But after thinking about it carefully, it's not right, he still has Lin Yufeng by his side, although the two people have different ideas, but this does not affect the final decision.
And all he wanted was long-term company.
In his heart, he felt a little lonely.
It was good enough that he didn't become withdrawn when his parents left when he was young.
And there are today's achievements, how difficult it has been along the way.
As long as he doesn't say anything about the things he has experienced, no one will ever know, and naturally no one will know. His world was once gray and white.
I can't see any hope, and I can't see where I should go.
It seems that everything is right, and it seems that nowhere is right.
Such a choice added a lot of burden to Shen Nanyan. In the end, he still thought about it for a long time before deciding to open up a path of his own.
Didn't you say that there is no way out?He just wants to let others see that he, Shen Nanyan, is different from others.
Then he finally arrived.
After several years, he finally achieved his goal.
It is a bit surprising, but also somewhat reasonable.
From the moment he decided to do it, he was destined to succeed.
Because he works very hard and is very capable, which is an innate factor.
Everything he has is obtained by himself, so there is nothing to envy or hate.
Besides, everyone who experienced his youth may not be able to become a person like Shen Nanyan.
Not everyone can have such determination in the face of hopelessness.
At least in Lin Yufeng's eyes, there was only one Shen Nanyan who could do it.
The people he believes in must be the best.
No matter what he thought at the beginning, he will definitely find the world he wants in the end.
A long time ago, he was also able to understand what kind of things would happen when or where.
But in the end, he still selectively forgets.
Those stories belong to the past.
For a while, he wanted to say goodbye to the past.
After all, that was the past that he didn't want to face, no matter what time it was, he didn't want to see each other again.
Since this is the case, why give yourself so much miss.
No matter what, there is no way to go back to the past, and thinking about it will not help.
Ji Chenfeng rarely listens to a person's past so seriously, although Shen Nanyan doesn't talk much.
But in his heart, it also left a deep impression.
Finally, I understood what Shen Nanyan once said, they look alike.
They all grew up in such an environment, and they are all relying on their own efforts to get to where they are today.
He might already know what Shen Nanyan was thinking.
It's a pity that the two of them have a lot of time difference.
The inexplicable fate brings the two of them together, but there are many things, not just this is enough.
On many issues, they all know that there are still many unresolved issues in their hearts.
At least not now, no matter how much you think about it, it is a kind of past.
The story, as he wished, is still going on. They are just spectators, watching all this happen.
As for the future, there will be things of his own waiting for him.
No matter how many things in the past, or how much love and hate, so what.
The thoughts in my heart will never change.
Then the ending may have already been foreseen.
It's just because there are so many things, there is no way to explain them all clearly.
No matter what, it can't just be the case.
He didn't participate in the beginning of everything, but at the end, Ji Chenfeng hoped to have his own place, and that was enough.
I have never expected so much, and I don't know what is the last confession.
But he knows that these things have stayed in his heart for too long. If it continues like this, maybe even he himself doesn't know how long he will bury this feeling.
It doesn't matter how long ago
So he also knew that it was not that there was no chance at all.
At least he can understand in his heart what he wants, which is a very important thing.
After this, there must be many stories.
He used to think so too, but later he realized that in his heart, those stories were the most nostalgic before they were told.
As for what kind of turmoil there will be in the future, no one knows.
But at least let your face feel calm.
Otherwise, how to think clearly about all this.
Too many things have already happened, it is not so easy to let go.
They all know each other well, but they are still hiding these things, which is actually meaningless.
But Shen Nanyan insisted on doing this, so Ji Chenfeng didn't ask.
Because I know that even if I ask, there will be no results, so why bother myself.
Didn't he already have the answer in his heart?
All guesswork ideas, in the end, will still come true.
It doesn't matter what he said.
Everything started as he had imagined, and it wasn't enough for two people to be so frank.
"Even if it doesn't make sense, at least we can't just give up all hope."
For a moment, Ji Chenfeng hoped that Shen Nanyan could listen to his own words, but at the end, he suddenly felt that some problems had already been deeply rooted in Shen Nanyan's heart.
He might not believe these truths. People who have been hurt always become cautious, and they will never be as unpredictable as they seemed before.
But Ji Chenfeng still doesn't understand Shen Nanyan's current thoughts.
As for the past, does it really have anything to do with it?
No, perhaps from the very beginning, he was able to understand what is right and wrong, what is right and what is wrong.
But in the end, he still chose to let himself forget about it.
Only by forgetting can he not care.
In the rest of the journey, he must be sure enough to know what he wants.
Before that, he could treat all thoughts as if they didn't exist.
In the future, there will be no connection between him and Qin Zhifeng.
Many of these stories are all because of him, so naturally at the end, it will end with him.
It doesn't matter how many reasons there are.
He believes that one day, these things will never happen.
In his heart, what is the firm attachment?
Shen Nanyan's drinking slowed down, as if he was thinking about something, and it seemed that he already knew something.
It's just that on many issues, he seems to never be able to become so sober.
He is always avoiding something, this is the only thing Ji Chenfeng can feel.
The man in front of him was excellent enough, but he also had many secrets.
You seem to be unable to get any useful information from him, what is he hiding, Ji Chenfeng looked at it for a long time, and finally had to give up his unrealistic ideas.
It turned out that it was so difficult to see through a person's heart, and he couldn't figure out what kind of intersection would happen between the two of them after that, but it didn't seem like his style if he just let go.
Ji Chenfeng felt that no matter what he did, it seemed to be a wrong choice.
But this step, he had to take it.
Otherwise, he may never be able to face himself.
No matter how many stories came to him, he couldn't find any way to end, let alone what he would do in the last time.
I only know that at the beginning of these stories, none of them participated in the play, and at the end, I don't know why they all participated.
Many things, some people have already lost before they even started.
And none of them knew what was waiting for him behind so many stories.
Ji Chenfeng used to have a little longing in his heart, but at the end, he also persuaded himself to give up this idea.
In front of Shen Nanyan, no one knew what exactly he wanted.
When walking a path that even he himself is not sure about, he doesn't know what method is the best.
You can only take one step in this way, count as one step.
As for what will happen, or what problems are waiting for him, he can only take one step at a time.
After all, after so many things have happened, many problems can't be ignored like that. They all know in their hearts that no matter how many thoughts a person has on emotional matters, if he doesn't say anything, he has nothing to say. meaning.
Perhaps Ji Chenfeng's heart is clearer than Shen Nanyan's.
But he never talked about these problems. For him, no matter how many problems there are, as long as they let nature take its course, they can be solved.
What he believed in was his own kind of faith.
Even if it comes to an end, there must be a way to turn back.
There is no reason to give up now, not to mention their future, there is still a very beautiful scenery to face.
Both of them knew what was going on in their hearts, and there was no need to cover it up.
"What I used to yearn for was just that kind. I don't need to do anything. As long as I'm still standing here, everything will look the best. But later, I realized that I can't do it. Those things are right. For me, it is too difficult. Whenever I decide to take this step, there will always be many problems waiting for me, even if I don’t want to face them, they will still be in front of me.”
"You may not believe it, but it is the truth. I have thought about many endings. At the end, if you think about it, forget it."
"I have no way to care about what happened, but after that, I must face many choices. At that time, what should I do."
"When I met you, I had such considerations. You may not understand why I am so late. Call you and ask you to come out and chat with me."
Ji Chenfeng pricked up his ears when he heard this sentence.
That's right, he really wanted to know the answer, and also wanted to prove whether his thoughts were right.
"I think it's good to get along with you, so I don't need to care so much. It may be because we have never met before, and we have different circles of contact, so I feel this way. If I change my friends, there may be many, I can't even tell."
Shen Nanyan didn't hide anything, just say what kind of feeling he should feel.
He has already known that there are some problems that cannot be concealed.
What's more, each of them can understand these things.
Everyone has their own ideas, don't force them.
If there are destined to be many problems to deal with, he can figure out how many problems are waiting for him.
More stories have been buried deeply before they have been told.
And he didn't know what else belonged to him in his own world.
"It's rare for me to find someone who is so close to me. I haven't met someone for a long time. Now that I have met, naturally I should cherish it."
Shen Nanyan's unpretentiousness made Ji Chenfeng believe that his own existence is still different after all.
Although it is different from his thoughts, it is not very far away.
He can still accept such an explanation.
"I don't have many friends, and some of them broke up after walking. Although I don't know why, but after so many things happened, I suddenly understood a truth. Many things, If you just look at the surface, then the loser must be me. At the beginning, I thought about solving all the problems, but later, I realized that I couldn't do it. I didn't imagine It was so great in the movie, I couldn't let it go. So I lost, lost outright."
Shen Nanyan also wanted his world to become very simple, just like in the beginning, he never thought about it so much, even in the end, he didn't need to feel any burden on himself.
But now, he couldn't find his direction, and he couldn't find what he should do to make up for it all.
What has happened, how can it be made more perfect.
The answer is, there is no way.
No matter how much you have to do, no matter how many difficulties you have, there is no way to stop what has already happened.
Maybe you will never understand what kind of role you played in it, but these are not important anymore.
You can't go back the way you've traveled.
Just like those people who have decided to let go, there is no way to find them anymore.
Thinking about this, Shen Nanyan can still feel relieved.
At least it was completely different from what he had imagined. His world didn't need to be so complicated. As long as he was still here, there wouldn't be too many problems.
Before, I always felt that I was alone.
But after thinking about it carefully, it's not right, he still has Lin Yufeng by his side, although the two people have different ideas, but this does not affect the final decision.
And all he wanted was long-term company.
In his heart, he felt a little lonely.
It was good enough that he didn't become withdrawn when his parents left when he was young.
And there are today's achievements, how difficult it has been along the way.
As long as he doesn't say anything about the things he has experienced, no one will ever know, and naturally no one will know. His world was once gray and white.
I can't see any hope, and I can't see where I should go.
It seems that everything is right, and it seems that nowhere is right.
Such a choice added a lot of burden to Shen Nanyan. In the end, he still thought about it for a long time before deciding to open up a path of his own.
Didn't you say that there is no way out?He just wants to let others see that he, Shen Nanyan, is different from others.
Then he finally arrived.
After several years, he finally achieved his goal.
It is a bit surprising, but also somewhat reasonable.
From the moment he decided to do it, he was destined to succeed.
Because he works very hard and is very capable, which is an innate factor.
Everything he has is obtained by himself, so there is nothing to envy or hate.
Besides, everyone who experienced his youth may not be able to become a person like Shen Nanyan.
Not everyone can have such determination in the face of hopelessness.
At least in Lin Yufeng's eyes, there was only one Shen Nanyan who could do it.
The people he believes in must be the best.
No matter what he thought at the beginning, he will definitely find the world he wants in the end.
A long time ago, he was also able to understand what kind of things would happen when or where.
But in the end, he still selectively forgets.
Those stories belong to the past.
For a while, he wanted to say goodbye to the past.
After all, that was the past that he didn't want to face, no matter what time it was, he didn't want to see each other again.
Since this is the case, why give yourself so much miss.
No matter what, there is no way to go back to the past, and thinking about it will not help.
Ji Chenfeng rarely listens to a person's past so seriously, although Shen Nanyan doesn't talk much.
But in his heart, it also left a deep impression.
Finally, I understood what Shen Nanyan once said, they look alike.
They all grew up in such an environment, and they are all relying on their own efforts to get to where they are today.
He might already know what Shen Nanyan was thinking.
It's a pity that the two of them have a lot of time difference.
The inexplicable fate brings the two of them together, but there are many things, not just this is enough.
On many issues, they all know that there are still many unresolved issues in their hearts.
At least not now, no matter how much you think about it, it is a kind of past.
The story, as he wished, is still going on. They are just spectators, watching all this happen.
As for the future, there will be things of his own waiting for him.
No matter how many things in the past, or how much love and hate, so what.
The thoughts in my heart will never change.
Then the ending may have already been foreseen.
It's just because there are so many things, there is no way to explain them all clearly.
No matter what, it can't just be the case.
He didn't participate in the beginning of everything, but at the end, Ji Chenfeng hoped to have his own place, and that was enough.
I have never expected so much, and I don't know what is the last confession.
But he knows that these things have stayed in his heart for too long. If it continues like this, maybe even he himself doesn't know how long he will bury this feeling.
It doesn't matter how long ago
So he also knew that it was not that there was no chance at all.
At least he can understand in his heart what he wants, which is a very important thing.
After this, there must be many stories.
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