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After all, he still couldn't choose to forget those past years.

Knowing that remembering these things will only occupy the position in my heart, I still want to see if there is any chance to change my mind.

If all the problems could be solved easily, it would not seem so difficult.

In the past, Ji Chenfeng never felt that there was nothing to care about in his own world.

Life is nothing more than that, one day at a time.

But now, he has found his direction and understood many things, which are not as simple as he thought.

At least in his eyes, no matter what happened before, he could face it with a very relaxed attitude.

But now, he needs to think too much, so he doesn't make his own decision.

Ji Chenfeng didn't know how much wine Shen Nanyan had drunk now, and when he was talking to him, he occasionally stopped talking.

I really don't know what problem in his heart can't be solved, and he actually has to rely on something like wine to relieve himself.

Ji Chenfeng has no way to talk about him yet, it is obvious that he is not in a good mood, and he also knows that there must be a lot of unfinished things in his heart, otherwise, he would not become so upset.

At the beginning, he really didn't think about so many questions.

But after so many things have passed, it is no longer the same as before, with no desires or demands, and nothing can be ignored.

There is a big difference between the him now and the him at that time.

This may be why, no matter what, I can't get back the original feeling.

After all, there is no way to get what he wants, and the past has become a memory in his heart.

From the start, it won't be a fair competition.

Some people are destined to live only in memories.

But the reality is still in front of us, so no one knows exactly what to do.

It is really only possible to take one step at a time, and it is basically impossible to solve everything at the same time.

Not to mention the past, even now, it is still the same.

Ji Chenfeng believed that neither he nor Shen Nanyan had the ability to do it.

But now they are still in different worlds, no matter how many problems there are, he thought, there will always be a day when they will be solved.

As long as they are still here and have not caused any serious consequences, they may all be able to find a way to make up for it.

All thoughts are nothing but hopes.

Ji Chenfeng thought about all the results, but in the end he still felt that, in his own eyes, he might have hesitated for a while, and then he would not be able to find his way.

For him, every step now is very important.

If you make a mistake, you will lose some opportunities, and his world cannot tolerate such mistakes.

What he wants to do is not that simple.He won't just let it go, he believes that all causes and effects must have a certain timing in the end.

He was always looking for it, but he hadn't found it yet.

Who will give the rest of the time is also a question.

Now they are no longer young, what to do is the best, no one knows.

I don’t know exactly what those stories are. Many questions remain in my heart, and I want to tell myself what is the best thing at the first time.

Ji Chenfeng has been thinking about this matter for a long time.

But in the end, he still felt that he was not suitable.

Maybe there are still many problems in his body, and he doesn't know what is the most suitable for him.

Shen Nanyan who was sitting in front of him, what kind of past did he have that made him so sad.

Ji Chenfeng was able to guess how much, but he was still not sure.

In the past, he may have many problems, and many things are waiting for him.

Now he doesn't know anything, no matter how many questions there are, if he doesn't say anything, then how many questions a person has in his heart is the most correct, he doesn't know.

I only know that the feeling in my heart will not change, even if the feeling in my heart is deceiving, he should be able to find a better way.

Ji Chenfeng is always looking for reasons to comfort himself, otherwise, he doesn't know what to do when facing Shen Nanyan, so as not to think too much.

In his world, there is not so much right and wrong, and there is no need for many stories waiting for him.

No matter what happened, treat it as a story. Even if you can't remember anything at the end, you still have to remember that the original appearance was actually quite beautiful.

At least he doesn't have to think so much, right and wrong together, at this time, there shouldn't be any big problems.

If you want all the stories to find their original reasons, then you just think that no matter what happens, you will still be able to give some reasons in the end.

Probably this is the reason why he wanted to do this. No matter who it is, at this point in time, there is no right or wrong result.

Shen Nanyan said that he didn't want to face the past because there was a lot of pain in the past, and he didn't want to admit it.

Even if it is proved that those things really happened, it will still have a great impact on him.

Since this is the case, it's better to pretend that you didn't see anything from the beginning.

Selective evasion is just a kind of self-protection.

Shen Nanyan glanced at Ji Chenfeng, and suddenly put down his wine glass.

"When I met you, I felt that you were different from what I thought. You wrote the story, and I read the story, but I have never read your story."

It's a pun, probably only Ji Chenfeng can understand it.

From Shen Nanyan's words, it can't be seen that he looks like a drunk person.

Because his thoughts can obviously be felt, and he is very sober.

Although he didn't know what he really wanted, but in Ji Chenfeng's heart, it was enough to have a sentence related to himself.

There was no need to ask so many questions. From the very beginning, he knew that there might not be any ending between the two of them.

All your own imaginations, where they start, must end there, otherwise, they will only sink themselves deeper and deeper.

He is trying his best to avoid this from happening. Although he has his own considerations on many things, he is not the best decision maker after all.

What he wants is too far away, and that person is too good, he seems to feel a little scared even if one of his own approaches.

He seemed really confused about whether it was right or wrong to do so.

He still remembers what happened in those years.

But what is it? Is there any change in the feeling in my heart?

No, in his heart, those things that have never changed are his own heart.

At that time, even if too many things happened, he never thought about how to face them.

But now, the person who needs to face is Shen Nanyan, and everything seems to start to be discussed in the long run.

Ji Chenfeng could understand what Shen Nanyan said, but now, he suddenly didn't know how to answer.

"My past? It's a blank sheet of paper, but it's not."

"I don't like my past, and I even want to forget it, but I know I can't do it. No matter what, those things are real. I thought, if so many things didn't happen when I was young, Will there be me now? The answer is naturally no. I am very clear about what I am facing. More often than not, I want to wave goodbye to the past, because it doesn’t mean much to me. More meaning, the life I want, I need to fight for myself.”

"No matter what happened in the past, it is meaningless to me. I will not choose to remember, let alone let these things affect my life. What has happened, there is no way to care about it. Then in the future life, There are still many things that must be faced. You and I both know in our hearts that what I want, I can only rely on myself."

Ji Chenfeng knew very well in his heart that he could speak out without hesitation about some problems.

But some can't, all the secrets in his heart are related to Shen Nanyan.

But now, this person is sitting in front of him, no matter what, he can't do nothing.

Therefore, Ji Chenfeng knew that he couldn't give Shen Nanyan the answer he wanted.

He knew what he was asking, but he didn't decide the beginning of the story, and naturally he wouldn't know what the ending was.

All I know is that these problems had nothing to do with him at the beginning, although I don't know why it has become like this.

But there was nothing he could do. He was really trying his best to avoid all of this, but he didn't expect it to happen.

He has used all the methods he can use, and he doesn't want to face such a situation.

No matter how many endings there are now, they are nothing.

No matter how many stories have happened in his heart, there will be no going back.

It shouldn't be these things that he wants to remember.

Ji Chenfeng couldn't say it because he knew it too well.

Otherwise, all the painstaking efforts may be in vain.

At the beginning, he thought that liking someone was his own business, but he didn't know how to express his feelings.

He is the only one who still looks like a fool after writing books for so many years.

At that time, he never let anything hold him back, nor did he think that there would be so many stories waiting for him.

Now, half of the years have passed, and there is no need for him to be unable to let go of his past.

Wouldn't it be a good thing to think of ways to keep those past things away from yourself?

Why is he always unwilling to accept those things that bring him many thoughts?

Ji Chenfeng also couldn't figure out what he was thinking about.

Many things seem really simple.

But when it comes to him, it will become troublesome.

Sometimes, the more this happens, the more impatient I become, and I don't know what to do in the end.

When he was young, many people were waiting to see his jokes and see what he would become in the end.

But unexpectedly, he surprised everyone. If this is the end, then what exactly is he trying to do.

There are many stories in Ji Chenfeng's heart, and it seems that many changes have taken place before they are told.

No matter what, in the end, there must be many questions.

So many things, before they are said, no one knows what is going on.

Even if it was resolved, many questions were left in his heart, but so what.

No matter how many things are placed in front of Shen Nanyan, is there any use?

Ji Chenfeng really had to think about it, because he never knew what it would be waiting for him.

The beginning of everything, what is the relationship with him, the desired result, seems to become silent inadvertently.

No matter what his initial thoughts were, as long as it wasn't like this, there wouldn't be so much right and wrong.

What is the persistence in the heart?

"Although I don't know what you want to hear from me, I know that it must not be the answer you want."

"My past was not so perfect, but your words made me reborn."

"I don't know what the meaning of life is, but I know that if I don't do anything now, I will regret it."

As Ji Chenfeng said, he snatched the cup from Shen Nanyan's hand again, and patted a stack of RMB on the table.

"keep the change."

After finishing speaking, Shen Nanyan was framed up.

If he was allowed to drink like this again, he probably wouldn't even think about leaving here tonight.

I really don't know what to drink, if you encounter a problem, you should solve it, what kind of man is escaping.

Even he knows the truth, will Shen Nanyan not understand?

From this point of view, the problems he encountered may be more complicated than he thought.

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't be so helpless, and he wouldn't have to come here late at night to get drunk.

Shen Nanyan watched Ji Chenfeng's movements, smiled, then closed his eyes and fell asleep.

I fell asleep, just fell asleep.

And it's a very quiet kind, neither loud nor fussy after drinking too much, and doesn't say a word.

Ji Chenfeng started to get tangled up, he hadn't come and asked where Shen Nanyan's home was, and now that the situation was like this, it wouldn't be possible to throw him on the street.

So what to do now, a drunk person who is unconscious and hasn't opened his eyes after shaking for a long time, do you expect him to tell the address of his home?

In the end, Ji Chenfeng really had no other way, he was definitely not taking advantage of others' danger, he definitely couldn't find any better way.

I can only take Shen Nanyan to my home first, if that's the case, let him stay for one night first.

Just one night, he will never be allowed to stay longer.

Thinking of this, Ji Chenfeng suddenly felt that this was nothing.

The whole person's feeling is not very good, and he never thought that things will become like this.

It was really beyond his expectation, but it didn't matter, it had already happened anyway, no matter what happened, it seemed like it couldn't be undone.