The general attack is coming: the difficult editor-in-chief is online

When I met Qin Zhifeng, he was only a sophomore, and when I left him, he was a senior.

During the two years in between, I got used to all the companionship, even though there would be a lot of discomfort when we separated, so what?

Sooner or later, you have to get used to being alone, but now Shen Nanyan is not in the mood to talk about love.

He may still need a period of recovery to adjust his emotions.

The scar was uncovered again, and it would be a lie to say it didn't hurt.

After all, I really thought about giving up everything, just to have a result with Qin Zhifeng.

In the end, even this wish became a luxury.

In the final analysis, it was because there was no way to help him, and there was no way to realize his ambition.

Just like a pawn, when it has no use value, it will be thrown away at any time.

Shen Nanyan felt that he was quite similar to a chess piece, and the person who threw him away was Qin Zhifeng.

It took him several years, but he couldn't completely forget this person, let alone the relationship between Lin Yufeng and him for so many years.

So Shen Nanyan never felt that this would bring any burden to him, Lin Yufeng must need time.

After all, some things cannot be forgotten so easily.

He has experienced it himself, so he can understand that feeling better.

If it weren't for his own affairs, he might not have understood Lin Yufeng's thoughts very well.

But now everything is different. If he still doesn't understand the obvious things, then all this experience will be considered in vain.

"I can give you a lot of time until you let go of this relationship. Even I don't know what's good about me, let alone you. I wanted to give you an answer so much, but I don't know, you What do you want, the past time, what is it to you?"

Shen Nanyan is really confused now, because he is a little uncertain about everyone's thoughts, and he doesn't know what is waiting for him.

After struggling on this road for so many years, he finally has some ideas of his own, so he must know what to do to make his life more meaningful.

If it can be done, then no matter how many things happen, it doesn't matter.

Anything within his acceptable range.

It's just that there is always a great gap between ideas and reality. The life he wants to live is not so easy to achieve.

The seemingly simple things are full of troubles when they are done.

Shen Nanyan knew that it might not be the best thing to do.

But he also has no choice. According to the previous statement, he must deal with all these things clearly before he can continue to do what he likes.

Shen Nanyan is a person with a lot of dreams. Before that, for the sake of love, he could hide his edge, but he didn't show it.

But now he suddenly wanted to get back his passion back then. He was still young, but he always thought about living the life of an old man in his head.

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't be unable to do anything.

Shen Nanyan hated himself who had accomplished nothing, it was not like his original appearance at all.

He was the only one who persisted in the decision he had made.

He really couldn't remember what the original appearance should be like.

Shen Nanyan really wanted to get back to his original self, and didn't want to wait any longer.

He knew too well that if he continued to degenerate like this, he would still have no dreams at all.

Even without Qin Zhifeng, he is still a man.

He has to understand what he is doing, and that is the most important thing.

In Shen Nanyan's heart, he was also a person who had great dreams.

But in the end, his choice is the most incomprehensible.

Perhaps this is Shen Nanyan's truest thought, he wants to live more clearly.

Because no matter what he does, he strives to be the last, which inadvertently increases his requirements a lot.

Shen Nanyan has been waiting all this time because he is very aware of this matter.

As long as you adjust your own state, you can do it more perfectly.

He didn't want to take advantage of Lin Yufeng. The reason why he was always helping him was because their majors were the same.

Two people who are familiar with each other are better than one person who has to explore.

In short, with Lin Yufeng's help, Shen Nanyan is like a tiger with wings added, and there is no need to explain many things.

He just needs to do what he wants, because Lin Yufeng will naturally solve it later.

Such a tacit understanding is not something that just anyone will have.

It is precisely because of this that Shen Nanyan is unwilling to lose this right-hand man.

In any case, whether the relationship between the two of them ends will not affect their work.

This is what they have already said. It is wrong not to bring personal feelings to work. What's more, they both understand that there will be no results between the two of them.

The so-called obsession, in the end, there will be no resentment because of love.

If you don't even have such confidence, then Shen Nanyan really looks like a fool.

From the very beginning, he already knew that those stories had nothing to do with him.

He never denied anything, so he naturally understood that in the end, he would definitely find a better way to solve all this.

In the future, when Lin Yufeng meets someone better than himself, he will voluntarily give up.

He was the only person he had been in contact with since he was a child, and it was inevitable to have feelings for him.Shen Nanyan was very clear about these situations, so he didn't care about them.

It's just that there is still a long way to go, and no one is sure what will happen.

What's happening right now doesn't represent the future, can it?

At least in his heart, Lin Yufeng is good enough.

So he deserves better, this is part of Shen Nanyan's thinking.

The main reason is that he doesn't know exactly what Lin Yufeng's thoughts are now. He tried it before, but there was no result.

So there is no way to be sure about this kind of thing.

Shen Nanyan didn't want to comment too much on Lin Yufeng's matter.

Shen Nanyan always doesn't know where to start, because he always feels that there are many things that can't be put down so easily.

So Lin Yufeng's thoughts, he has stopped trying to figure it out.

You will never be able to guess it clearly, it's like being covered with a veil, no matter how much you want to see the true face of this person, it seems to become a little awkward.

We've known each other for so long, I don't know anything about it.

Just thinking about it, I still feel somewhat guilty in my heart.

When he first met Lin Yufeng, he thought, why is there such a gentle person in the world. .

No matter what you say or do, you always think of others.

Shen Nanyan has known him since he was a child, so it can be said that he has been taken care of very well. Many of his current bad habits are caused by him.

Now I can't change it even if I want to, so if I really follow the previous speculation.

Lin Yufeng had planned it long ago, and raised him like this, even if he liked someone, he wouldn't feel much about it.

However, this idea was shattered.

The above is just Shen Nanyan's self-entertainment.

He never doubted Lin Yufeng's intentions, being able to stay by his side all the time, without asking for anything in return, if he really had ulterior motives, he would not have waited until now.

Shen Nanyan just felt a little guilty, and didn't know how to face Lin Yufeng at all. What he said was not that he didn't understand, but that he didn't want to understand.

Because from the very beginning, he had expressed his attitude, and there would be no result between the two of them.

But he waited for a long time on this obsession.

What Shen Nanyan is most afraid of facing is emotional debt. If the girl is okay and the two of them break up, he will always have many ways.

But Lin Yufeng meant something different to him.

He couldn't say those decisive words.

Hurt Lin Yufeng, he will be sad.

That's why he kept pretending to be stupid, thinking that in this way, the relationship between the two of them could be restored to its original state, but obviously, he was overthinking again.

This is right and wrong, right and wrong, where there is then agree and forget it.

In his world, it is also necessary to pay attention to reason when saying that it is black or white.

For no reason, Shen Nanyan suddenly wanted to find someone to drink.

Then he thought of the man who had been on his list, writing stories.

When talking to him, you don't have to worry so much, and you don't have to think about what to say and what not to say.

Because he didn't have much to do with his own world, even if he said it, it wouldn't have much impact.

That's why, when Shen Nanyan and Ji Chenfeng get along, they feel relaxed and happy.

Shen Nanyan is a man of action, and decided to ask Ji Chenfeng for a drink. After that, he immediately dialed the phone.

Ji Chenfeng was a little surprised to receive a call from Shen Nanyan at such a late hour.

It's past eight o'clock, no matter how many problems he had before, he never thought that he would receive a call from Shen Nanyan at such a late hour.

"Hey?"

"Do you have the time?"

Ji Chenfeng glanced at his computer, and he could write almost the same words today.

"Well, today is not very busy, it will be over soon."

"I'll give you a location, you can take a taxi and stay with me for a while."

Shen Nanyan didn't know why he said it so smoothly, and he didn't think it was any strange.

"Okay, then you have to wait for me for a few minutes, I will clean up, and then go to find you."

"It's okay, I'm not in a hurry."

So the phone call ended like this, Shen Nanyan looked at his mobile phone, the passing time was two minutes and 22 seconds.

It's really amazing, anything can happen.

This figure looks strange no matter how you look at it. Could it be that he is very second now?

Shen Nanyan shook his head, and decided not to think about this question anymore. At this point in time, it really surprised him a lot.

I didn't expect such a problem to appear on the mobile phone even at this time.

He really didn't want to touch this number.

I remember that in the past, no matter what happened, he could face it calmly. That's because, in his heart, he always had his own goal to stick to.

Deep down, that feeling doesn't lie.

A casual and free-spirited person like him once had nostalgia for the past when facing the past, but at the end, he still returned to peace.

Even Shen Nanyan himself didn't know what he wanted in his heart.

Picking up the car keys that were left aside, he drove the car all the way to the bar, then used WeChat to send Ji Chenfeng a location, it was an easy place to find.

Ji Chenfeng said that he wanted Shen Nanyan to wait for him for a while, but he still cleaned himself up quickly.

It only took 10 minutes from receiving the call to finishing everything.

He didn't know Shen Nanyan very well, but he helped him a little and brought him a lot of inspiration.

The point is, under his persuasion, he decided to forget the past.

The person who brought him back to life was Shen Nanyan, so he will always remember this love.

Seeing that the position sent by Shen Nanyan was a bar, Ji Chenfeng thought for a while, he must have encountered some problems and wanted to drink away his worries.

Although he doesn't know how to drink, it's better than drinking alone.

What Ji Chenfeng can bring him is company.

Quietly listen to Ji Chenfeng talking about his troubles, and be a good listener.

Of course, this and everything are just his guesses. He hasn't seen Shen Nanyan yet, so many things cannot be said with certainty.

Ji Chenfeng rushed to the bar very quickly. When he went, Shen Nanyan was wearing casual clothes and sitting at the bar.

I chose a quiet place, not as noisy as other places, and it is not very noisy. Once people come in, they will have a very comfortable feeling.

Although Ji Chenfeng doesn't go to this kind of place very often, but others say it will be very messy.

So he usually doesn't come here very much. If it wasn't for Shen Nanyan today, he would definitely refuse.

But facing Shen Nanyan, he really couldn't be cruel.

Listening to his tone when calling, his appearance will emerge before my eyes.

Ji Chenfeng felt that he might have been poisoned, and everything about Shen Nanyan would make him unable to judge seriously.

He's a story writer who didn't expect to be deceived by his own story.

After so many things happened, he could somewhat understand that Shen Nanyan still had a certain status in his heart.

Even if Ji Chenfeng would not agree with what he said, he would at least think about it.

Compared with those who were rejected by him before even saying a word, Shen Nanyan was lucky enough.

It's just that Ji Chenfeng doesn't want to be so obvious.

Many things are most beautiful when they are not said.

He believed that it must be the same in Shen Nanyan's heart.

When Shen Nanyan looked up, he saw that Ji Chenfeng had arrived, and he raised his hand to signal that he was here.

Ji Chenfeng walked over quickly and took a look at his expression, it was indeed a little different from before.