fall in love with a mentor

A few days later, it was my cousin's wedding. In order for Junyi to attend, my cousin specially arranged for Junyi's vacation.This happy event undoubtedly dilutes the haze of Junyi's father's hospitalization, but it sprinkles salt on the wound of Junyi who just broke up.The wedding ceremony was very successful. In the luxurious big hotel, the table was full of guests, and the banquet was very lively.A long-lost smile appeared on the faces of Junyi's parents.Tired of dealing with hypocrisy, Junyi sneaked out of the banquet, looking for a private room to rest, but accidentally found his cousin's ex-boyfriend, Xiaopang, drinking away his sorrows.

"Why are you here?" Jun Yi wondered.

"I also received the invitation card." Xiaopang was already a little drunk, and took out the red wedding invitation card from his pocket and shook it, "Cousin, sit down, we brothers have a drink."

Junyi really couldn't figure out what his cousin invited him to do, and he didn't understand why Xiaopang even accepted the invitation. Could it be that these people have self-abuse mentality?

Seeing a jug of wine on the table, Jun Yi couldn't help pouring himself a glass too.

"Brother, I really admire you." Xiaopang said with his tongue out.

"What do you admire about me?"

"I've heard, cousin, about you and the man?"

"Yeah, so what?" Junyi said displeasedly, he didn't want to hear someone gossip in this situation, he couldn't help going up and punching him twice.

"I really admire you. I heard that you don't care about anything just to be with him," Xiaopang said, pointing his thumb. Go to hell, but she married someone else for money, God doesn't have eyes! Brother, you're so kind, a real man, really kind!"

Junyi smiled wryly, "I'm not anymore, I don't have the guts, but you still have the guts."

"What did you say?"

"I just broke up."

"Brother, is there still true love in this world?" Xiaopang cried while talking, and the two frustrated men were drinking and crying in the room. When everyone found them, they were both drunk as hell. mud.But at the same time, Chen Han was sent to the emergency room of the hospital because of stomach bleeding.

Junyi already understood that even if the fact of breaking up eased the atmosphere at home and allowed him to get more care from his parents, it could not make up for his feeling of home.This is no longer his haven, his shelter.His love, his youth, and all the beautiful things are buried here.

Half a year later, he married Snoopy shortly after graduating from his Ph.D.At the moment when he put on the wedding ring, Junyi knew that he buried his own life too.A few days after getting married, Jun Yi returned to the United States and began to study for a postdoctoral fellow. Soon after, Snoopy also came to him as an accompanying student.For Junyi, the pain has just begun.Tired of being a good husband, Junyi spends almost all his time in the laboratory. Sometimes he does not go home for a few days, eating and sleeping in the laboratory. While his academics are advancing by leaps and bounds, his family life is a mess.Every time Jun Yi went home to take a bath, go to bed, he took the two changes of clothes and went out.That place wasn't home at all, it was a place he avoided.So every time they meet, there will be some quarrels, so Jun Yi will go home less often, and even go back in a hurry during Snoopy's working hours, and leave again before she gets off work.To be honest, as a friend, he didn't hate snoopy, but now that she appeared in his life with another identity, he could no longer treat her like before.Perhaps unconsciously he thought she had taken Chen Han's place.

This lasted for almost a year, and this kind of quarrel between husband and wife finally led to the involvement of Junyi's parents.In order not to make his father angry, he had to compromise again and again. Finally, his parents and his wife came to the unanimous conclusion that if they had a child, they would definitely be able to pull Junyi's heart back from work to life.

Well, a child is a child, anyway, he has almost become a walking dead, if he can stop their mouths, then his request will be satisfied.In such an absolutely irresponsible way of thinking, Junyi let himself jump into another pit of fire.Snoopy was sent back to China on the grounds that he needed to be taken care of during pregnancy. It was a rare time for Junyi to live a normal life after breaking up with Chen Han, but he put almost all his enthusiasm in the laboratory, and rarely Time to recall the past, only occasionally seeing new shoots emerging from the tree, or completing a new reaction, will say in the bottom of my heart, "Han, is spring coming?" "Han, the experiment is going well recently!" Said After it is over, you will feel endless loss.Since that midnight, I have frozen my heart, so I can no longer feel the joy and sorrow in life, but John, only you can let me know that I am still alive and living in my own sins .Breaking up with you was the worst decision I ever made, why did I just let it happen?Yes, you have always let my waywardness go like this. I have always been a wayward child in front of you, right?

When Snoopy is about to give birth, Jun Yi asks for leave to go home to fulfill his father's duty.Went to the hospital for a routine checkup, Junyi sent snoopy back to her natal home, while his parents went shopping for the unborn child, the rare joy filled the face of the old man, and Junyi also felt a little bit of relief .Only Junyi and his cousin who came to see him were left at home, sitting on the sofa watching TV, the cousin suddenly said, "Cousin, you have changed all these years."

"Oh, is that right, it will change when you grow up." Junyi, who had been in a state of distraction, responded casually.

"Cousin, you used to be the one who talked the most. Now I've been with you for a long time, but I haven't heard you say a word. It's been hard these years, isn't it?"

Unexpectedly, the person who knows me best is my cousin. Everyone thinks that they are the happiest person, with such a beautiful wife, such tolerant parents who don't care about past suspicions, and a child who is about to be born. "Well, that's how it is!" Jun smiled and replied vaguely.

"Cousin, do you hate me? If I hadn't slipped my mouth, you wouldn't be where you are today."

"Fool, that's the truth, you can't blame others." If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself who couldn't withstand the pressure and break up, right?But I really want to thank that there is another person in my life who understands me so well and can be keenly aware of the slight changes in my life.

"Cousin, it's hard work living with someone you don't love!" The cousin burst into tears suddenly, making Junyi feel a little overwhelmed. The so-called growth is to hide your feelings in your heart and say that you are suitable on suitable occasions. words?But as a middle-aged cousin, she suddenly burst into tears, which made Junyi suddenly feel like going back in time. She had been wronged before and had been venting her grievances here.

"Fool, get a divorce if you don't want to live together? Xiaopang is still single, there is still time." Junyi held her in his arms and comforted her softly.This time when Jun Yi came back, he had already heard that his cousin's marriage was red lighted. However, for her mother's family who had been very supportive of this marriage, her cousin rarely went back, so in this matter, she was almost an enemy of everyone.

"Cousin, I finally understand your feelings." The cousin lay in his arms and burst into tears.

"Fool, I..." This kind of late support is meaningless, but Junyi is still very grateful for this understanding.

"Cousin, if Chen Han is still waiting for you, will you divorce?"

"will not."

"Why? Because of my uncle's illness?"

"I have made mistakes again and again, and there is no room for redemption. Let's just make mistakes like this to the end! This is God's punishment for me." Jun Yiwen's wrong answer showed his despair.

The cousin looked at him with tears in her eyes for a few seconds, perhaps shocked by his expression, and whispered, "It's not God's punishment, it's Uncle."

"what?"

"My uncle doesn't have high blood pressure at all."

"What did you say?" Junyi, who had already given up his mind, was still taken aback.

"It's true. I heard what my mother said. It was just an accident. When I was in a hurry, I felt uncomfortable. They saw that you cared so much about your uncle's health, and they thought it might save your heart. Colluded with a good doctor to say that."

"You... Really?" The truth of the matter turned out to be like this?They just told a big lie and lied to themselves for more than two years?And I didn't even doubt it at all, they just took advantage of their filial piety and successfully ruined their life's happiness.Junyi laughed, how should betrayal under the pretext of love be defined?He didn't know, he didn't even know if he should hate them. After they wanted to bring their son who had gone astray back to the right track, after making countless efforts to no avail, they were lucky to find the last straw, and They made good use of it, and this time God finally favored their parents who moved heaven and earth, and rewarded them, and everyone has been happy ever since.Isn't this kind of story the plot that the public loves to see?

"Cousin, are you okay? You smile so creepily." The cousin looked at his strange smile, a little surprised.

"It's okay, it's okay, what can it be?" Anyway, all the crimes are only for me to bear, Junyi thought to himself.

"Cousin, will you be with him?"

"No." Not only did he have to face the mistakes he made, but he also had no face to see Chen Han again.The baby is just a few days away, and he has no turning back.

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☆, terminally ill