fall in love with a mentor

The never-before-seen strangeness between the two made their dialogue unsustainable. Perhaps both of them knew that Junyi's parents had become a barrier in front of them. Get along like before.

However, such a sudden visit brought things to an impasse again.

"Please let Junyi live with me? I really love him." Chen Han said straight to the point, perhaps because he had confronted many times, Chen Han, who has always been shy, did not have stage fright at all this time. .

"Don't be kidding, don't say you are all men, what future do you have with him? Can you stop being so selfish? Do you know how shameless you are, and even came to beg us in person, when you threatened us back then? Where did the strength go?" Junyi's father accused loudly.

"You must have a conscience. How did we treat you before? How could you drag Xiaoyi down this road?" Junyi's mother was sobbing.

Perhaps he had already prepared for such a reproach, Chen Han didn't show any expression, but turned his head to look at Junyi and said, "Junyi, can you say something?"

"You go back first, okay, let me have a good talk with him." Jun Yi felt that the atmosphere was too tense, and it was useless to solve any problems. What he should say has been said many times, and if he repeats it again, it is just the past A replica, and Chen Han's presence is sure to make the scene out of control.

"There's no need to talk about it. I'll tell you something today. If you're determined to be with him, treat me as if I never gave birth to your son. Do whatever you like, and it will never have anything to do with us again!" Jun Yi's father was so angry that he was so angry that he issued an ultimatum.

"How can you say that? Why is he also our child..." Junyi's mother persuaded with tears in her eyes, "Xiao Yi quickly apologize to your father."

Caught in the middle, Junyi had no choice but to persuade Chen Han to leave first. He could not let go of his relationship with Chen Han, nor could he forget the decades of nurturing grace.

The always gentle Chen Han was unexpectedly stubborn this time, a fragile smile bloomed on his haggard face, "Jun Yi, is this your answer? I will never appear in your sight again when I walk out of this door today."

"What are you talking about?" Junyi said angrily, at this juncture, why did Chen Han come to join in the fun and put pressure on himself?

"I'm serious this time, Junyi."

"This kind of thing...you let me think about it, okay?" Junyi responded helplessly.

"Consider?" Chen Han smiled even more bleakly, "Junyi, you can't even think about the outcome of this kind of thing."

Yes, what Chen Han said was right, this was just an excuse for him, time has already made it impossible to resolve this dilemma, and it is impossible for his parents to compromise.

"Don't force me, okay?" With nowhere to vent his depression, he yelled at Chen Han, "Why do you even force me? You said you would never force me?"

"I..." Chen Han lost the words to retort, and his eyes gradually dimmed. Although it was unintentional, Junyi's words undoubtedly reminded him to keep his promise. Junyi also promised that he would never leave him. To be with him forever was his best refutation, but he couldn't say it.

"I see." The trembling lips finally uttered these words, and Chen Han turned and left Junyi's home.

Chen Han's back looked very bleak, Junyi was shocked and wanted to chase him out, but his father suddenly held his chest and said that he was not feeling well, Junyi hurriedly called a taxi and took him to the hospital.Junyi spent the longest night of his life that night.

"Your father has high blood pressure," the doctor told him.

"Really? He was healthy before." There were so many ups and downs, and Junyi was a little overwhelmed.

"There are many reasons for high blood pressure, and depression may also be one of the reasons. In short, don't make him angry."

"is it serious?"

"If you insist on taking antihypertensive drugs, keep exercising, and create a pleasant living environment, you should not get sick. You know that people will have various diseases when they get older. The important thing is the attitude towards the disease." The doctor warned. After a while, he left.

The exhausted Junyi sat on the bench, and couldn't help but think of the happy family situation a few years ago, the father was kind and the son was filial, and the joy was endless, but now the so-called family happiness no longer exists, and the place full of gloom and gunpowder smoke can no longer be called It is home.Chen Han's family should be similar, right?And all because of their unethical selfish love.Maybe Chen Han is right, there is no way for a person to compete with a family or a society.Maybe they shouldn't have started the relationship at all.

"If you must be with him, just watch me go into the coffin!" This was the first sentence Junyi's father said when he saw him, "You are old enough to be very clear about what you want to do , as long as you don't regret it."

Yes, regret, if his father died of a high blood pressure attack because he chose to be with Chen Han, how could he not regret it?

"If you want me to get better, get married quickly. Let me stop worrying about you."

Junyi came out of the ward and walked into the cold night. Looking back on the lives of the two of them these years, people said that the distance would create a gap, but the two of them managed to maintain this love for eight years despite living in two places. Nine years, it should be considered a miracle, right?In the past two years of fighting with his family, Junyi has truly realized what exhaustion and boredom are, and the original sweet love they have always wanted to maintain is now full of bitterness. Maybe it is time to break up and let each other return to normal live?Even if they win this war, they can no longer find the feeling they once had. They have been burdened with too many sins, and they can no longer smile innocently.

On the quiet street, hollow footsteps sounded behind him, Junyi turned his head and found that Chen Han had followed him at some point. Chen Han, who was wearing a windbreaker, seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and the clothes on him looked empty.Slowing down and waiting for Chen Han to follow, the two walked side by side, Jun Yi, who had always been talkative, also fell silent, and the sound of footsteps knocked on the hearts of the two of them, making people flustered.

I don't know how long I have been walking, there is no purpose, and I can't see the end.

The sound of the lighter made Junyi turn his head away. Chen Han had already lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and the smoke he exhaled was quickly blown away by the wind.

"Want one?" Chen Han stopped, and raised the cigarette case in his hand.

"When did you learn to smoke?"

Chen Han smiled and said, "Recently. Do you remember that we smoked like this before?"

Junyi also smoked one, and Chen Han lit it for him.What Chen Han was talking about was when they were in high school. Curious about tobacco, the two of them lit a cigarette when no one was around. As a result, Chen Han choked as soon as he came up and coughed until his face turned red.

"I really don't understand, what's the use of this thing?" The two extinguished their cigarettes and laughed.

The faint firelight reflected the faces of the two people, and Junyi suddenly realized that they were much older, the innocent people who regarded smoking as a novelty no longer existed, and standing here and now were the two who were about to enter Middle-aged men, through smoking to get rid of the helplessness and sadness of life.

"Hasn't been together for a long time?" Chen Han said.

Junyi nodded, the last time we met was half a year ago, and too many things happened during this time, enough to make people believe that the sky is old and the land is old.

Chen Han pointed to the sign of the hotel with the light still on next to it, but Junyi didn't speak.

"Last time?" Maybe he had seen Junyi's decision long ago, Chen Han smiled self-deprecatingly.

Although he was full of guilt for such a decision, Jun Yi did not want to use this method to commemorate their pure and flawless love.And if he hugs Chen Han's body, he doesn't know if he still has the courage to say goodbye.

"Then kiss goodbye? You won't refuse this?" With tears in his eyes, Chen Han asked with a smile.

Snowflakes fluttered from the gloomy sky, and were blown away by the wind before they hit the ground.

Hugging Chen Han's thin body, the desperate kiss almost emptied all the feelings of the two of them, and tears slid down each other's faces intertwined.If it weren't for the passing vehicles spoiling the atmosphere, maybe no one would want to let go.

Chen Han waved his hand, turned around and left, the street lamps dragged his long shadow on the ground.

"Han, I'm sorry, I couldn't keep my promise." Jun Yi said to the back.

Chen Han turned back and smiled, "I don't blame you, I said, we were too young at that time." After hesitating for a moment, Chen Han said again, "If you say that I also have a terminal illness, would you give up on me for me? What about your parents?"

"What did you say?"

"No, it's nothing, just asking casually." Perhaps feeling that his extra words ruined the romantic atmosphere of parting, Chen Han didn't wait for Junyi to answer, and said, "Junyi, no matter what happens in the future, I hope you will be happy."

"You too."

Without you, what happiness do I have?Holding the same thought, the two waved their hands almost simultaneously.Watching Chen Han turn around and disappear into the night, Junyi squatted on the ground and cried bitterly, he knew that their lives were over like this.

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