fall in love with a mentor

His life took another dramatic turn when his child was a month old.When he checked his mailbox that day, he accidentally found an email from Chen Han.In the past two years, Chen Han had no news, as if he had disappeared from the earth. He called him and found that the phone had been shut down.He left him a message online, and he never replied.Maybe Chen Han really hurt his heart and wanted to clear him out of his own world. With this idea, he would not continue to intervene in his life.At this point, the two lost all contact.

The trembling hands could barely hold the mouse, and it took him two tries to open the email. The suppressed emotions surged from the depths of his memory, and it was only at this moment that he realized that he still loved him so much.But the letter was not sent by Chen Han, but by his sister.

"Hello, I'm Chen Han's sister. My brother refused to give me your mobile phone number. I just found your email from his email. If you see this letter, please call me, I have something urgent to tell you, please."

There were several other letters that were sent at almost the same time, all with similar content, except that in the last one, at the end of the letter, it said, "My brother is seriously ill. Please come and see him."

sick?The sad smile on Chen Han's face when they broke up suddenly flashed in Junyi's mind, "What if I also get terminally ill? Will you give up your parents for me?"

I was so depressed that I could hardly breathe, God would not arrange it like this!But Chen Han, who never lied, had no reason to say that kind of thing at that time, no, no!There must be something wrong.With trembling hands, he dialed the phone number left on the letter and got an answer soon.

"Tell me what disease your brother has?" The trembling voice sounded a little strange to himself.

"You are……"

"Xiao Junyi."

"My brother has...stomach cancer."

It was like a bolt from the blue, and Junyi's world collapsed again.Hardly thinking about it, he left his wife who was still in confinement, and his newborn son, and rushed to the train station.

Chen Han's sister told him that before they broke up, Chen Han had been diagnosed with stomach cancer. Not long after they broke up, Chen Han had a gastrectomy. According to the doctor, the operation was very successful. question.But in the past two years, Chen Han has almost been humiliating himself. Although he didn't do it intentionally, he has never been able to get out of his frustration. He has hardly lived a good life. Not long ago, he was admitted to the hospital again because of stomach bleeding, and cancer was found in his stomach again. The cells, this time, were fatal, and the doctor said he had not many days left to live.

Chen Han, if you didn't bear the pain of losing me, why did you let me go so lightly, why didn't you tell me and let me make such a cruel decision when you already knew about the condition?

Seeing Chen Han again two years later, Junyi hardly recognizes him.When Junyi rushed to the hospital, Chen Han was still sleeping deeply, with sunken eye sockets and high cheekbones, he was so thin that only his bones remained.The life that was so fresh two years ago has become lifeless. Jun Yi held his bony hand, tears streaming down his face.All the guilt, pain, and depression of the past two years turned into tears and poured out.

"John, please, give me a chance to make amends? Don't leave me like this! Let me love you again, this time without any hesitation, and without being swayed by anything!"

"Junyi...is that you?" Chen Han was awakened by his crying, with a heartbreaking hazy smile on his face, as if he was still in a dream, "Am I dreaming, Junyi?"

"No, it's not a dream, it's real, I'm here to see you." A kiss was printed on his forehead, and handsome lips fell on his lips, holding his face in both hands, staring at Chen Hanshang The eyes with a glimmer of life have gone through so many twists and turns, and his body has been destroyed, but these eyes are as warm and moist as before, and have not been stained with any dust. "Why didn't you tell me all this?"

Chen Han held Junyi's hands with his stiff fingers, and said with a slight smile, "People say that color fades and love relaxes, I really want to keep the scene of the night we broke up in your mind. I think that night was the most beautiful night in my life. It's time to be a man..." The smile on Chen Han's face rippled, purifying the sickness on his face.

Junyi knew he was joking, so he also wanted to make the atmosphere more active, "Then what are you at other times? A woman?"

"It's fine to be your woman at other times, but when you break up..."

"Why were you such a man when we broke up, you bastard, why didn't you hug me and cry?" Jun Yi lay on his hands, crying loudly, if at that time Chen Han had a little hesitation and a little weakness , maybe he couldn't make up his mind to break up.

"Actually, I really want to hug you now." Chen Han stroked his hair with his fingers, as gentle as ever.

"Me too." Jun Yi choked with sobs and raised his head.There are no ifs in life, so all he can do now is cherish the time they have left.Junyi sat on the bed and held Chen Han's thin body in his arms, it was so warm and solid.After two years of hibernation, the vitality sprouted in Junyi's body again.The two years did not seem to leave any gap in the relationship between the two people. Perhaps for the two people, life has been frozen at the moment of breaking up, and all the time that slipped away in the middle failed to leave any traces in their hearts.

"When are you leaving?" Chen Han whispered in his ear after quietly enjoying the hug for a while.

"Walk?"

"Yeah, you are all married people, so it's not good to be so willful."

"I won't leave. I won't leave for the rest of my life." Junyi said solemnly.

"Speak willful words again." Chen Han looked at him with eyes full of smiles, tolerant of all his temper.

"Just let me be self-willed once, and let me feel better, okay?"

"Junyi is not your fault, breaking up is a matter between two people."

"Who said it wasn't my fault. You didn't want to hear me break up when you went all the way to find me. Why didn't you tell me that you were sick?"

"I don't want to affect your judgment!"

"You are too much, give me everything, and let me bear the sin."

"There's nothing wrong with it, Junyi. If I hadn't known that I was sick at that time, I might have proposed to break up. I couldn't bear that kind of pressure."

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☆, broken life