not sad planet

"The success rate of wrist cutting is only 5.00%," Yu Ling stared at the drawing in his hand, his voice was cool, "but she succeeded."

They stood at the vent, and the icy cold wind blew straight.

One by one clues gradually surfaced, linking up a clear past.Without needing any more words from the young man in front of him, Liang Shu finally got a glimpse of the nightmare that has been haunting Yu Ling.

In the suicide manual, the boy's figure was vividly drawn, and the small black characters next to it introduced the possible suicide methods and places by category. considering.

Until now, Liang Shu was finally willing to believe that Yu Ling had seriously considered how to end his life.

They didn't know how long they stood downstairs, and it was completely dark.

Maybe it was because the wind was blowing too hard, Liang Shu saw Yu Ling blinked quickly, and the eye sockets gradually turned red.

Compared with the real world, Ji Shutao here adopted a less tragic death method.

But it still ended in blood.

"Don't read it." He took the diary from Yu Ling's hand, raised his hand and gently covered his eyes.

Liang Shu's palm was icy cold, with some wet tears on it, it seemed to become hot.

"Is it my fault?" Yu Ling lowered his head, his voice was very deep, as if he was suppressing something.

Liang Shu opened his mouth, wanting to say that it wasn't your fault, but he couldn't say it out.Everyone is an accomplice and not innocent, including him.

In the end, he just patted Yu Ling's shoulder silently, then opened his arms and hugged him.

Yu Ling's forehead rested on his shoulder, putting all his body weight on him, as if he was extremely exhausted.

When he raised his head again, half of Liang Shu's shoulder was numb. He moved his shoulder and said to Yu Ling, "Go back, it's too cold outside."

"En." Yu Ling glanced at him, nodded, turned and walked back.The back is bleak and lifeless.

Liang Shu grabbed Yu Ling's arm and smiled at him.He also felt very uncomfortable, and he tried to cheer up and comfort others: "I haven't had dinner yet, let's go, I will take you to eat something first."

There is a noodle restaurant across the street, the door plaque is dilapidated, and the vermilion signboard has faded in large areas.

Seeing the signboard swaying slightly in the wind as if it was about to fall, Liang Shu suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart, why is it a noodle shop again?

People here seem to like eating noodles very much, and noodle restaurants can be seen everywhere on the street.

Does Yu Ling like to eat?Liang Shu recalled it carefully, and found that in his own memory, he didn't seem to have any food that he particularly liked or hated.

Walking into the store, the heating is very strong, and the warm yellow lights will dispel the chill in an instant.It was time for dinner, but there was no one in the shop.

Liang Shu ordered noodles in sour soup and asked Yu Ling, "What do you eat?"

"Whatever," Yu Ling finished speaking, and then changed his words quickly, "It should be the same as you."

The two sat facing each other, silent for a long time.Yu Lingben has a rather dull personality. As for Liang Shu, no matter how many people talk, there will be times when they lose their desire to express themselves and don't want to talk. For example, at this moment, his mind is muddled and his thoughts are chaotic. Think about whether you have completed the task and when you can leave here.

Two bowls of sour noodle soup were quickly brought up. The heat in the bowls rose, forming a hazy mist, separated between the two, and they couldn't see each other's faces clearly.

Yu Ling was probably really hungry, so he picked up his chopsticks and ate noodles.

Liang Shu didn't have any appetite, and looked at Yu Ling in a daze.

Weird man, bizarre death, indifferent boy.The connection of the scenes is like some shoddy suspense dramas that Liang Shu has seen before. The difference is that no one cares about the truth of death.

In Yu Ling's eyes, he was probably very strange, but facing such a strange person, he didn't ask anything.

He seems to have no interest in everything, lack of curiosity and desire to explore.

"Boss, take two servings of fresh shrimp noodles, take them away." A girl in school uniform rushed into the store, bringing in a gust of cold wind.Carrying a drawing board behind her, she is an art student who has just finished training.

While waiting for the noodles to be cooked, the boss chatted with her: "Is the unified exam coming soon? My daughter is also learning to draw, she will be a senior in high school next year."

"Yes, there are still half a month."

"Which school do you want to go to?"

"Gome."

……

The door curtain was raised and closed, and the girl left with two copies of noodles.

"Yu Ling, what do you want to do in the future?" Liang Shu raised a few noodles.

He didn't mention dreams. The pressure of exam-oriented education is on every student, and dreams are too far away from them.

Yu Ling finished eating the noodles in his mouth, and then said flatly: "I don't know, I haven't thought about it later."

"I haven't thought about it now." Liang Shu was not surprised to hear this answer, "What about before? You must have thought about it."

"It's like me..." He paused, then continued, "I have a friend who thought it was cool to fly a plane when he was young, and wanted to be a pilot. Later, when he was recruiting for a flight, he missed it for some reason, so he took a step back and wanted to be a flight attendant. But I didn't pass the medical examination."

Yu Ling's eyes were a little wandering, and he listened absent-mindedly, maybe he didn't realize that Liang Shu's friend was himself.

"and after?"

"Later he worked as a ground handler at the airport and was very close to the plane every day."

"Wouldn't it be more painful to see a dream that was so close to you but never come true?"

Liang Shu: "..."

pain?Not at all, he thought it might be because of his personality and mentality.Although Yu Ling didn't talk much when he was in junior high school, he was not as negative and pessimistic as he is now.

When did it become like this?

It seems to have started with his father's death.

"Do you know who I am?" Liang Shu asked suddenly.

?

Yu Ling raised his head from the dense fog, not knowing why.

"Is your father's name Yu Feng?" Liang Shu smiled at him.

Now Yu Ling was stunned, and looked at him with astonishment: "How do you know?"

His expression became much more vivid, and finally it was no longer that lifeless look.

No matter how mature he looks on the surface, he is still just a child after all.

"He and I," Liang Shu's brain spun quickly, and found a suitable reason, "We were colleagues before, and we have a good relationship."

"No wonder, you seem to...know me very well," Yu Ling looked directly at him with clear eyes, with a hint of scrutiny, "but I don't know you."

Do you understand well?Having known each other for so many years, Liang Shu never felt that he knew Yu Ling very well. Liang Shu didn't know many things related to him, but he heard "knowledge" from Yu Ling many years ago.

Liang Shu thought for a moment, then continued: "Yes, he often mentioned you to me."

Yu Ling stared at him with burning eyes.

"Every time he mentions you, his tone is always very proud."

"Did he tell you before? I hope you can be a great person." Liang Shu spoke slowly and slowly. He saw Yu Ling's expression dimmed, his eyes lowered, and the light in his eyes became weak.

"But then he told me again." Liang Shu deliberately paused for a long time, until Yu Ling raised his eyes again, wondering why he didn't continue talking.

The eyes of the two met, and Liang Shu's voice was soft and gentle: "Yu Ling, he hopes you have a good time, and it doesn't matter if you don't become a great person."

This is his greatest expectation for young Yu Ling, Liang Shu thought, Yu Ling's father must also think so.

"Yeah." Yu Ling raised his head and closed his eyes.His Adam's apple rolled a few times, and he suddenly smiled, "Unfortunately, I didn't have the chance to hear him tell me personally."

The noodles in this noodle shop are very flavorful, the soup is rich, and the acetic acid is tangy.Liang Shu watched Yu Ling finish eating the noodles slowly, and the two sat for a while relatively silent.

The cold wind was howling outside, howling and crashing against the glass windows and heavy curtains, but the small shop was very quiet.

Liang Shu glanced at his watch and suddenly remembered something: "What time is the access control in your dormitory?"

"10:30."

At this moment, there are less than 10 minutes before the gate control.

After walking out of the store, Liang Shu sighed, turned to look at Yu Ling and said, "Run."

"If you don't run, it will be too late."

Liang Shu took his hand and led him to run wildly.

The street lights on both sides of the street were very dim, and the endless night rushed towards them and was divided again.

They kept running, with nothing but the sound of the wind in the seemingly endless night.

As he ran, his field of vision suddenly became brighter. The strong impact on the retina from one dark to one bright made Liang Shu couldn't help closing his eyes. Gradually, his heartbeat returned to calm.

The hand clenched and loosened unconsciously, and the temperature disappeared.He knew that he had returned to the house with the puppy Yu Ling.

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I don't know if anyone still remembers what was written earlier...

#Pathway to a sea