not sad planet

The lights on the roof were still dim.

Unlike the last time I came back, there was a small light on the bedside socket.

Liang Shu remembered that it was delivered by scanning the QR code at the entrance of the cinema. The duckling night light made of silicone was transparent and gave off chaotic light.

"Where did you find this?" He was very surprised, lifting the puppy from the bed by the neck.

"I found it in the drawer." Yu Ling was unprepared, and was suddenly strangled by someone's neck. As if reacting to stress, his ears fluttered, "Can you put me down?"

"I'm so excited," Liang Shu hurriedly put him on the bed and rubbed the puppy's head, "I'm sorry."

The puppy avoided his hand and jumped to the innermost part of the bed, away from the beam tree.

"Ji Shutao, she..." Yu Ling didn't ask any further, Liang Shu's expression said everything.

As he expected, not to mention disappointed.

Although memory will fade with time, the traces left in life cannot be erased.

Many secret memories hidden deep in the heart will not be remembered often, but will pop up without warning at certain moments to remind you of what stupid things you did in the past, what mistakes you made, and some of them follow the time The river drifted away, but some of them could not make up for it. They gathered bit by bit and washed the embankment over and over again. The water droplets splashed on the body, it was cold, and there was a little pain.

It's like being trapped in a nightmare space, unable to find the exit no matter what, dreaming back countless times, waking up in the middle of the night, and so on.

Yu Ling's tone was calm, as if he was narrating something unrelated to him: "Ji Shutao told me that she had no friends, and asked me if I would like to be her friend, and I said no. Later I often thought, what if I If I agreed at the time, would she not be so desperate?"

"Maybe." Liang Shu nodded, and then shook his head: "But you also know that this result will not change. We don't know where her crux lies."

He sat on the side of the bed, fished the puppy into his arms, and purred the fur on the puppy like playing with a doll, "Yu Ling, I don't know where your crux is."

At every stage of Yu Ling's past, he couldn't find his direction, and could only bump around like headless chickens.

"I saw the one you drew," Liang Shu hesitated, "the manual."

Yu Ling didn't deny it, "Well, I also had that thought, but it was just a thought."

Liang Shu held his breath nervously: "What about now?"

"I want to live now." Yu Ling said.

why?Why do I have thoughts of not wanting to live?Liang Shu felt that maybe he should ask, but he remained silent.

He is very stupid, he can't speak nice words, and he is not good at comforting and explaining people.If you insist on doing something you are not good at, you will turn yourself into autistic.

There were many moments like this when he could approach Yu Ling, Liang Shu stopped in his tracks.

The effort you put in is meaningless, like a pebble falling into the sea, without splashing a little wave. There is nothing more frustrating than this.

Such a silent Liang Shu made Yu Ling feel uncomfortable.

"Is there anything else you want to ask?"

The back of his hand was itchy, Liang Shu lowered his head, and saw the puppy gently rubbing its paw against his hand.

"No, I don't know what to ask." Liang Shu is a person who easily retreats in the face of difficulties. "It's not very useful to ask."

"Would you like to listen when I tell you about my college days?"

"No, I don't want to hear it." Liang Shu deceived himself and covered his ears.

He is curious about everything about Yu Ling, but when the past gets closer to him, he becomes more timid.

He felt more and more that the things he experienced were illusory dreams, and he was just dreaming.

Like many time-travel novels, the protagonist goes back to the past, experiences joys and sorrows, and encounters love, and finally finds out that it is just a big dream.

Go back to the time when you first met your former lover, go through the past again, and fall in love with him again.Liang Shu had seen so many such clichéd plots that he was tired of looking at them and couldn't arouse any interest.

"Then I'll start talking about it from the third year of high school until I graduate from college. As long as I can think of it, I'll tell you everything."

So Yu Ling found a comfortable position, nestled in Liang Shu's arms, and talked about his backwater high school to the colorful university.I don't like majors, I have a high grade point ranking, I have made a few friends, and my attitude can be regarded as positive.When I went abroad as an exchange student in my junior year, when I was the most energetic, I thought I had enough ability to control my own life.

However, fate is unfair to everyone. In the face of unpredictable fate, people can only be teased.

In the graduation season after returning to China, Yu Ling missed the re-examination for the school recruitment of his favorite company because of his mother's illness. Tired of the intrigue and complicated interpersonal relationships there, I proposed to resign.At that time, when her mother was diagnosed with breast cancer, Yu Ling put down all the affairs at hand and stayed by her side the whole time.My mother underwent several surgeries, and the cancer cells spread, but she still couldn't make it through.Yu Ling was depressed for a while, and went to a construction unit, and then began to run around without a fixed place.

Yu Ling's voice was cool, and there was no emotion when he narrated, but it was surprisingly hypnotic. Liang Shu listened, his eyelids became heavier and he dozed off.

I don't know when I fell asleep.

Liang Shu forgot to turn on the light, and only the little duck night light was still on in the room.

Outside the window, although there are large dark clouds covering it, there is still a ray of moonlight penetrating through the thick clouds and shining into the window, adding light to the gloomy night.

When he woke up, he found that the surroundings had become strange.

Liang Shu was lying on a small bed, barely stretching his legs and feet.With the width of this bed, even turning over is afraid of rolling down.

Unlike any college dorm or faculty apartment bed.

Liang Shu looked at the surrounding walls, then looked up at the roof, and fell into collapse again.

Who can tell him why dormitory managers live in prefabricated houses?

If the identity this time is not the dormitory manager, it is not impossible for cleaning and security.But which school is this? Liang Shu couldn't help wondering, Yu Ling's university is considered a famous school after all, and the conditions are so difficult?

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Let’s make a transition in this chapter, guess where the beam tree landed