not sad planet

They simply don't know where to find someone.

Every corner of the school and the surrounding areas have been checked, and it is still in vain to go a long way.The Malatang food stall at the school gate has not been set up, and obviously it will not be open today.

There were very few lights at night here, and the surrounding buildings fell asleep early. The two stopped at a street corner with dim street lights.

"Who is she to you?" Yu Ling asked again.

He didn't believe that the man in front of him had nothing to do with Ji Shutao.

"Friends." Liang Shu said after a long time.

Yu Ling glanced at his watch, "I'll accompany you to find what you want, and if you can't find it, there's no way to bow your head." Glancing at the slumped Liang Shu, he added, "Wait for the news, maybe The police have found her."

"Just don't regret it in the future." Liang Shu whispered.

At this time, a large truck full of goods came, and the roar approached, just covering his voice.

"what?"

I'm just worried that you'll regret it later.

Liang Shu rubbed his temples, feeling tired inside: "It's nothing."

Yu Ling stared at him for a few seconds: "Let's go, the access control of the dormitory." Turning around, his voice seemed alienated and cold in the night.With his back to Liang Shu, he strode forward.

Liang Shu looked at the back of Yu Ling leaving, and the turbulent traffic gradually submerged his figure.

At this moment, Liang Shu realized very deeply that fate was like a sharp knife reaching his chest, and warned him not to make unnecessary struggles, as no one could escape.

The next day, as soon as Yu Ling walked into the classroom, he felt a commotion, and the students gathered together to discuss something.

Keenly grasping certain words, his first reaction was that he heard it wrong, and asked his deskmate: "Has the girl who disappeared yesterday been found?"

"I heard he committed suicide."

Yu Ling was stunned for a moment, and it took him a long time to realize, "Then, has the person been rescued?"

"No."

It is not uncommon for high school students to commit suicide due to too much pressure. Maybe this topic is too heavy for them, so they quickly changed the topic.

Throughout the morning, the classroom was shrouded in the shadow of the suicide of the students around me, and the atmosphere was particularly dull.In class, teachers of various subjects also reminded students to pay attention to the mental health of classmates around them, seek help from family members and teachers in time if they have problems, and seek medical treatment in time.

Listening to the teacher's speech on the stage, Yu Ling still didn't feel too much trouble in his heart. He just suddenly remembered the strange man yesterday. Did he know the news?

What can I do if I know.

In fact, Yu Ling saw him standing outside the window for a long time yesterday, and didn't know what he was going to do.

But he didn't know Ji Shutao at all, and he rarely even had contact with girls.

In the afternoon, the police came to the school routinely to investigate and collect evidence, and questioned Ji Shutao's teachers, classmates and friends respectively.

Sitting absent-mindedly in the classroom, Yu Ling listened to the people around him start a new round of discussion.

"Why do Ji Shutao have so many ex-boyfriends? I heard that the police called away a total of ten men in the end, ranging from freshmen to seniors."

"No way? Then is it possible that she didn't commit suicide but homicide? Was killed by an ex-boyfriend..."

"Oh, don't talk nonsense, but she really doesn't have a good reputation in their commuting department."

Yu Ling didn't pay attention to how many boyfriends the girl named Ji Shutao had, but was just curious, was the person yesterday also one of Ji Shutao's ex-boyfriends?

However, Yu Ling didn't see him again until after school.Went to the rooftop in the evening, but he didn't appear there as Yu Ling expected.

Yu Ling felt at a loss like never before, and didn't understand why he was looking for him subconsciously. He had only met him twice, an inexplicable stranger.

Last time, he took away all the drawings on the roof, but Yu Ling checked it again with worry.

He didn't want to lose his things again.

After locking the door to the roof, hearing footsteps behind him, Yu Ling turned around as if he had expected it.

Sure enough it was him.

Liang Shu had a nightmare all night, after a night of slumber, his eyes were dim, and the tiredness between his brows could not be concealed.

Yu Ling stood there stupidly, and said hesitantly: "You know——"

"Ok, I know."

"I might have to leave soon," Liang Shu paused, and said to himself, "I want to visit her house before I leave."

"Her mother must be very sad."

Unable to think of any comforting words, Yu Ling could only say dryly, "You, don't be too sad."

"What about you? Are you sad?" Liang Shu suddenly looked at him.

"..." Yu Ling hesitated for a moment, then shook his head slightly, "It's okay."

Strangely, Liang Shu didn't say that he was cold-blooded, but stared at him for a while, showing a pale smile, "That's fine."

It should be regarded as the completion of the task.Liang Shu said silently in his heart.

"Goodbye, Yu Ling." After saying this, Liang Shu hoped that the system could hear his inner prayer and let him see Ji Shutao's mother before sending him back.

Maybe the system really heard it, he waited for a while, but did not return to the puppy Yu Ling.

The person in front of him was still the 17-year-old Yu Ling, who looked at him gravely without saying a word.

Liang Shu raised his eyebrows suspiciously, "Why don't you leave?"

"I go with you."

Liang Shu bought some fruit supplements in a small supermarket near the residential building, and planned to quietly leave them at the door of Ji Shutao's house if there was no one there.

Yu Ling quietly followed behind him, helping him carry the things he just bought.

"Let's ask someone first which floor she lives on."

Liang Shu stood still and waited for the residents in the building to appear.I saw a woman with a hunched back and a gray face coming from a distance, walking slowly into the building as if she had lost her soul.

Seeing her clearly, it was the woman she saw at the food stall that day——Ji Shutao's mother, Liang Shu didn't dare to rush forward to disturb her.

After a while, the sound of quarreling came faintly from upstairs, the man roared impatiently and the woman cried hysterically.

A few minutes later, a middle-aged man with an unshaven beard and a swollen face came out of the corridor, holding a black nylon luggage bag in his hand. He stood in front of the trash can, and with a "crash", the contents inside were blown away. He poured it in, and went upstairs without hesitation.

Liang Shu turned his head, Yu Ling looked back from the trash can, and looked at each other.

"Is that Ji Shutao's stuff?" Yu Ling asked.

"should be."

The two walked over.

Liang Shu glanced roughly at the trash can, it was full of books, newspapers and other things, and he could still see fancy notebook covers, which were very new, as if they hadn't been used.

He sighed.

"Does she have a bad relationship with her family?"

"En." Liang Shu nodded in response.

He gave up his plan to go to Ji Shutao's house, and was about to leave his things at the door and go upstairs.

"Wait a moment."

Yu Ling suddenly spoke.

He saw a corner of the manuscript paper sandwiched in a certain book page, with familiar painting traces on it, so he quickly turned out the crumpled manuscript paper and unfolded it.

"what happened?"

Liang Shu caught the fleeting change on his face.

"what is this?"

"My sketch."

The distance was a bit far and the sky was getting dark, so Liang Shu couldn't see what was painted on it. He wanted to get closer and look at it, but Yu Ling folded the paper.

"What did you draw?"

Yu Ling looked dazed and didn't answer.

"Why is your painting here with her?" Liang Shu's brain was spinning rapidly, and a guess emerged in his heart, "Isn't it... This is what you said you couldn't find before."

Yu Ling was silent for a moment, and then answered the wrong question: "I didn't know her name was Ji Shutao."

"You found out that she took your things?" In a flash, Liang Shu thought of what Yu Ling had told him before he came here.

The boy in front of him shook his head, "No, I've seen her near the rooftop a few times before, but I didn't know she was Ji Shutao."

The clues have been connected in series since then.

In this world, Yu Ling did not pick up Ji Shutao's student ID card, but they still met unintentionally.

What happened in the past must happen again, but in a different form, and all his efforts were meaningless.

Liang Shu was immediately discouraged and thought of quitting.

It's time to go back, and now I want to go back immediately.

Yu Ling dug out another notebook from the trash can. The cover looked old and there were some signs of damage.

This is the notebook with the sketches.

Flipping through the pages, the first few pages are messy graffiti and some bills for daily expenses.

Behind it is the diary, which is not marked with the date, but judging from the color and degree of scribbling of the handwriting, it should not be written on the same day.

Seeing Ji Shutao's handwriting, Liang Shu subconsciously wanted to close the book for Yu Ling.

But seeing that Yu Ling's expression didn't loosen, he had no choice but to continue reading.

It hurts.Why aren't they dead yet?It's useless to call the police.

She told me to bear it.

In love, he treats me very well.happy.

Break up, not happy.

In love, why do men like to do this kind of thing?It hurts.

It hurts and is disgusting.

To hear him call me a bitch behind my back.go to hell!

Die, die, die!

The parent was invited, and he said that I insisted on pestering him... The head teacher said that a girl like me would definitely not be able to get into college.

No more pain, but still nausea.

It's over, I forgot to buy medicine.

The wind is really strong, and I saw a handsome guy on the roof.

It turns out that he is Yu Ling, who is more handsome than my previous boyfriend!

Damn, why is he ignoring me?

It's fierce to save him.

In fact, I know what they say about me.

stole his paintings.

Turns out he had the same idea as me.

He only said two words to me, one is can you be quiet, one is don't touch my things, thank you.Hahahahahaha I'm already like this, he didn't scold me and even said thank you to me!There is no mistake!

No one will believe me if I say it, I just want to be friends with him.

Really.

I was persuaded by him (the painting), and I stopped jumping off the building.

Since the end of the diary, the following words have become more and more scribbled, and the shape of the characters can only be barely recognized.

The only name that appeared in it was Yu Ling.

The biting wind blew his face like a knife cut, Liang Shu stood in the unscrupulous cold wind, his hands and feet were cold, he was unconscious, almost frozen to death.

"What the hell did you draw?" He asked again.

The voice was hoarse.

"The Suicide Manual."

Liang Shu opened his mouth and lost his voice for a few seconds, "What is that?"

Yu Ling didn't answer him, but said to himself: "Do you know that jumping from a building is the most painful way to die? Internal organs are ruptured, bones are smashed, and bleeding is profuse. You may not die immediately if you jump down. Watch it consciously." With my own brains pouring out,"

"So, she didn't choose this way of death."

Liang Shu looked at his bloodless thin lips, but still didn't quite understand what he meant.

Looking inadvertently into the distance, the taxi with the red light sign of "Empty Car" passed by them, and a small piece of dazzling red appeared in the eyes.

The wind was still howling, and the burned wilderness was blackened.

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No matter how I write this chapter, I am not satisfied...