kinda straight me

When Hao Shi returned home, Aunt Fang, the servant, was preparing dinner in the kitchen, and her mother was serving the flowers and plants she carefully cultivated in the small flower house.

My father met Weiwei when he was off work, and the two of them entered the house together. The mother happily took the hand of the prospective daughter-in-law and gossiped about the family affairs, and the father who was sitting on the sofa interjected a few words from time to time.

A scene of harmony and harmony.

Hao Shi only needs to sit there without saying a word, which is also a perfect foil.

After dinner, after sending Weiwei home, Hao Shi walked into the room without turning on the light, and sat quietly in the dark for a while.

From yesterday to today, it seems to have been a long, long dream.

In the dream, there were him and Qiao Zhibin when they were young, and there was their unspeakable love in the dream.

The boy in the dream is laughing recklessly and flamboyantly in the sun, and the boy in the dream is calling him softly, chocolate, chocolate...

Pain welled up in his heart, and he didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Pulled out of his pocket the man's out-of-use cell phone for over a year.

The standby picture is actually a piece of chocolate with "Hershey's" written on it.

With a sore nose, he closed his eyes for a while before picking up the phone again.

There are very few photos inside, mostly landscape photos, and the only few photos of people are a little blurry, like old photos taken with a mobile phone.

There is always a constant protagonist in the photo.

That was the only person he loved in his short life, the one he would never forget until his death.

Hao Shi quit the photo album and turned on the player.

Sure enough, as the woman said, there is only one song in it, and it has been sung continuously for nearly ten years.

When he pressed the play button and the accompaniment sounded, his heart was instantly tightened.

This song……

He, unexpectedly, unexpectedly...

In the midsummer afternoon, there were cicadas chirping outside the window, and the ceiling fan above was blowing on the two of them. Hao Shi, 20, stood by the bed, cleared his throat, and nodded to Qiao Zhibin.

Qiao Zhibin pressed the recording button.

is there a window

so that you do not despair,

Take a look at Huahua World, it turned out to be like a dream

The boy's voice was not very pleasant, but he sang more seriously than ever.

The boy who stood by his side stared at that young, handsome but tense face with infatuation.

Hao Shi put the phone aside, let the slightly sad music flow in the room, and turned on the computer.

The woman tweeted Qiao Zhibin before leaving.

According to the address given by the woman, he opened the closed door.

That was Qiao Zhibin's world, a world he couldn't break into.

Qiao Zhibin, who had just arrived in the United States, was depressed. His sister arranged a school for him, but he didn't take much care of him because of his work.

Qiao Zhibin repeats the three-point and one-line life of dormitory, classroom, and library every day.

Like a fool, he would walk through the library on several floors, trying to find that familiar figure; he would sit by the high clock tower and look at the empty lawn; he would subconsciously buy two meals and look at the empty seat next to him Say a word, chocolate, eat.

He was so sad that he couldn't bear it, and he would run to the river and cry hard.

Crying for his love that ended without a cause, crying for his chocolate that can never be seen again.

If I knew it would end like this, I really shouldn't have put so much emotion into it.

Now, who can teach him how to recycle.

The tears flowed dry, and the sadness still lingered.

Until one day, he saw a whole row of chocolates in the supermarket.

Too many brands he didn't know, fancy packaging, and strong aroma, he walked in unconsciously and stopped in front of a box of chocolates.

hershey's

He was caught by the name, Haoshi, Haoshi, he couldn't help stretching out his hand.

The clerk recommended it to him. This chocolate tastes good and is cheap.

He bought a whole box, and when he returned to the dormitory, he dumped them all on the bed, stared blankly, and smiled blankly.

He must have been possessed, trying to grab his chocolate in this way.

The next day, he ran all over the streets and alleys of the town, looking for chocolates of various brands and flavors.

After saving a lot, he packed it into a box and wanted to send it back to China for the boy who has hypoglycemia and needs to keep some chocolates on him all the time.

After the impulse passed, when he calmed down, he opened the box, and the chocolates ran out in one go.

He unwrapped a heart-shaped piece of chocolate and put it in his mouth.

Fragrant and rich, with a touch of bitterness and sweetness that stimulates the taste buds.

The box of chocolates was not sent out in the end, and he ate up all of them a day.

someone cry

someone laughs

someone loses

someone old

to the end

still not the same

Qiao Zhibin's Twitter is like a diary, with short words recording every place he has been to, every friend he has met, happy, troubled, joyful, and sad.

Every article, every article, no matter how short the content is, he will write down the name of a piece of chocolate at the end.

This is the chocolate he eats every day, the taste he tastes every day.

Use this bitter and sweet taste to suppress the thoughts in his heart.

After his friend found out, he advised him to get rid of this habit. It is not good to eat too much of this kind of food, and he must control it.

He smiled, it would be great if he could really control it, but what to do, he is already addicted.

After so many years, I couldn't quit.

Hao Shi followed his footsteps to strange cities, experienced the customs there, knew that he had sponsored several African boys, knew that he had taken photos with international superstars, knew that he had signed organ donation documents, and knew that he had made The greatest building in the world.

He realized his dream, he should be happy and joyful.

is there a kind of love

keep you from getting hurt

How many intimate words for you have accumulated over the years.

But he was alone and lonely, returning to the empty house alone, chewing the sweet taste and swallowing the bitter pain.

The feeling that lasted for ten years has never been forgotten.

He had tried another man, an American as successful as himself.

They talked happily in the restaurant, and they met on horseback riding fields, golf courses, and even movie theaters where young people loved to go during their holidays.

They held hands, kissed, but couldn't make it to the next step.

There is a name engraved in my heart, no matter who it is, it cannot be replaced.

He finally gave up trying, he didn't want to force himself to live a loveless life.

In the end, there was only one person.

what wine

can't wake up

what hurts

Can not forget

If you move forward, it is impossible to look back and forget.

Hao Shi read all the content over the years without missing a word. He read it very carefully, for fear of missing a word.

The familiar Qiao Zhibin seems to have come to life, taking him with him to travel his life.

Chocolate, one day in the future, I will become a world-famous architect, how about we travel around the world together

What year was that? I'm afraid we both have to be grandfathers, so why don't we carry our grandson behind our backs?

You underestimate me so much. Besides, I don’t want to have grandchildren. I just need a wife. I’m content with my wife traveling around the world with me.

Friends don't cry

I'm still the home of your heart

Friends don't cry

have to believe in your own way

In the world of mortals, there are too many ignorant and infatuated pursuits

你 的 苦

I also feel

Qiao Zhibin stopped tweeting a year ago, when he was hospitalized.

Because of the news of his engagement, that person even lost his confidence in fighting the disease.

He wrote some small things about his hospitalization, including the patients in the hospital, his sister who cared about him, the unfinished scenery outside the window, and the dialysis again and again.

The last one was very short, so short that Hao Shi read it in just one second.

Those were the last words he left in this world.

Also, chocolate for him, last words.

"Chocolate, Hershey's is the best, what do you think?"

Friends don't cry

I've been in the deepest part of your heart

Friends don't cry

I will not be alone with you

In a sea of ​​people

It's rare to have a few real friends

this love

Please don't care less.

Hao Shi's tense strings broke in an instant, and his tears could no longer hold back. He looked at the short line of small words on the screen, which gradually blurred and gradually collapsed.

The crying couldn't be concealed, it burst out from the depths of his heart, he stretched out his hand and grabbed the screen tightly, the heart-piercing cry resounded throughout the room.

Qiao Zhibin, Qiao Zhibin, can you come back...Qiao Zhibin, I was wrong, I'm sorry, come back and see me...I won't let go of your hand again, Zhibin, let's be together, Zhibin...I'll accompany you You go to travel around the world and eat delicious chocolate with you, Zhibin... Please, come back to see me again, Zhibin, I was wrong, I was wrong, Zhibin...

"Ah...ah...ah..."

His heartbroken cries woke up his parents, who kept banging on the door to ask him what happened.

His body trembled uncontrollably, his teeth bit his lip, and no amount of pain could suppress the feeling of heartbreak.

He gripped the position of his heart tightly, his chest heaving violently.

There has always been a person living there. He has loved deeply for ten years, but he never dared to speak out.

But now, the people who live there will never come back.

Even the chance to regret, along with him, disappeared forever.