kinda straight me

When he was a child, Qiao Zhibin was a child who acted recklessly and caused headaches for his parents.

When I was seven years old, I rode an adult's bicycle and led a group of children at the entrance of the alley into the camp of several junior high school hooligans who liked to charge "protection" fees.

Kid Qiao, who was beaten badly, stared at a pair of big vicious eyes, wiped the blood dripping from both nostrils indiscriminately, and said to the gangster who grabbed his hair: "Come on, beat me again, if you have the guts, do it!" Beat me to death, if you don’t dare to beat me to death, I will come to you again. I can’t beat you once or twice, but after ten or twenty times, it’s not sure who will win. I’ll give you back twice as much. Let me tell you , Don't try to get money from any of us, we won't give you a penny. Listen up, everyone, we don't have to be afraid of them. Grit your teeth, anyone who dares to cry is not my brother. They move their fists at most, no one dares to beat us to death, I am not afraid of you, come on!"

This one-sided battle, although the process was very tragic, ended in an unexpected victory.

Since then, those little bastards have never come to them again, and the daring little Qiao Zhibin has also become the leader of these little friends.

When I was in high school, my parents died in a car accident.

The elder sister who had stepped out of the country was rushing to the important stage of the exam, Qiao Zhibin didn't inform her, and settled the funeral with a few relatives.

During the night vigil, he poured himself the first glass of wine in his life, held up the glass and smiled at the photos of his parents, saying, Dad, Mom, don’t worry, I will take good care of myself, get into college, find a good job, and meet a The one you like, after a lifetime, just watch it in the sky!

When the university started, he packed his bags and came to the long-awaited S University by himself.

Became roommates and friends with a guy named Hao Shi.

How should I put it, Hao Shi is the kind of good boy and good student in the eyes of parents, neighbors and teachers.

However, you must not be deceived by his appearance.

In fact, this guy is usually super lazy and never gets up until the last minute. At that time, their relationship was pretty good, so they agreed to help each other make the bed, buy meals, and occupy seats.

Say it's mutual, but in the end it's always him doing it.

Classmate Xiao Qiao couldn't help but remind him again and again, and he would always put on that gentle and kind smile, oh, is it my turn?Sorry, please help!

Xiao Qiao scolded in her heart: Damn, you could die if you woke up one minute earlier!

Later, Xiao Qiao had an idea and proposed the method of boxing guessing; later, Xiao Qiao discovered that boxing guessing is a technical job; later, Xiao Qiao helped him make the bed, buy meals, and occupy seats every day.

Damn, who said that there is a 50.00% chance of guessing punches. What about my fifty, has he eaten it? Give me back fifty, fifty, fifty...

A year later, the hardworking and conscientious student Xiao Qiao got the nanny qualification certificate from Hao Shi.

Qiao Zhibin, answer the phone.

Moses Moses.

Qiao Zhibin, pour a glass of water.

Be careful.

Qiao Zhibin, bring me some paper.

Come on, pp pouted, be good... (Hao: Get out!!!)

Liao Shengying, who shared the bed, was unhappy: Damn, if you want to show your affection, you can wait until the dormitory is empty. I just fell out of love, so don’t provoke me, or I’ll show you my insanity.

20-year-old Qiao Zhibin loves his chocolates to the fullest.

When he was sweeping his parents’ grave, he said to the photos of his relatives on the tombstone, Dad, Mom, I seem to have messed up the order, and I found someone I like before I graduated, and it’s still a man, it’s not bad ! However, I will treat him very well. In the future, if there is an opportunity, I will definitely bring it to you.Dad, you have to cheer for me! Mom, please bless me to bring this daughter-in-law to you.

At the evening party organized by the school, Hao Shi, as a representative of the student union, had to submit a program.

Hao Shi chose to sing, but it was still an old-fashioned song.

Friends don't cry.

Qiao Zhibin is well-known in the whole school for singing, and was once known as the prince of love songs.

Someone who was always out of tune in singing was in a hurry, and grabbed his old nanny to make up for the music.

Fortunately, after a few days of assault training, I basically stopped being out of tune, but there were always a few notes that I couldn't grasp correctly.

Qiao Zhibin brought a walkman and asked him to sing the whole song, and then recorded it to find out how he felt.

On the day of the party, although Hao Shi's song was not enough to make people complain about it, it was good to hear it.

Qiao Zhibin sat under the stage and listened carefully, every note, every word, as if it was the most beautiful string music in the world.

The people on the stage winked at him and rarely showed a mischievous smile.

Qiao Zhibin was drowned in this smile and never escaped in his whole life.

During the holidays, Qiao Zhibin didn't go home, he worked part-time in City S, and would invite Hao Shi to the library from time to time.

When the third whispered conversation got someone else's eyes, they passed the note instead.

Hao Shi reads books very seriously, and those difficult and difficult legal provisions will become eloquent when spoken from his mouth.

The note Qiao Zhibin handed over always took 10 minutes to get a response.

And usually short two or three words.

On the return bus, Hao Shi waved to him, go back quickly, it's so cold.

Qiao Zhibin nodded with a smile.

After the car drove away, Qiao Zhibin walked down the bus route step by step. It took him more than an hour to get downstairs to Hao Shi's house. Looking up, there was light shining through the small window.

He imagined that Hao Shi might sit at the desk by the window and read a book for a while, lie under the warm blanket and listen to English for a while, or think of him occasionally.

It wasn't until the lights suddenly went out that he looked away, put on his headphones, and walked to the school.

In my ears, I kept ringing the song "Don't cry, my friend", which is not very nice.

One day in the second semester of junior year, Xu Hui invited him to dinner, and they all went.

Xu Hui's girlfriend at the time wanted to match up his best friend and Qiao Zhibin, and forced them to get together and say some ambiguous words.

Someone asked Hao Shi: Your good friend is going to be abducted by someone, so why don't you stand up and say a few words as a genuine wife.

Hao Shixiao, I abdicate to Xian, my brother's happiness is important, we can't delay it.

Qiao Zhibin's hand holding the wine glass stiffened, and he raised his eyes to glance at someone who was having a good chat with someone opposite.

That day, he vomited after drinking, and after being taken back to the dormitory by several people, he fell asleep on the bed.

Liao Shengying went home, and when Hao Shi slept until midnight, he heard someone whispering.

Chocolate, chocolate, I like you, I like you, I like you for a long time, do you know...

In the silent late night, those slightly sad ravings have been ringing out for a long, long time.

That night, Hao Shi stared until dawn.

Later, it is natural to gradually alienate.

Qiao Zhibin didn't understand what happened. After several times when he couldn't find anyone, he became anxious. He rushed into the student union and dragged Hao Shi out, asking him why he avoided him.

Hao Shi stared at him intently, and said something cruel, I don't like men.

He didn't know how deeply the words he said lightly hurt Qiao Zhibin.

In the following year, they were strangers, and even if they pretended to say it in front of them, they didn't say more than ten sentences.

Liao Shengying once wondered: This model couple has also reached the stage of divorce. Tell me, who are you two having an affair!

Before graduation, Qiao Zhibin invited Hao Shi outside, saying that it was the last meeting.

He is going abroad. In fact, his sister has urged him to go there, but he has been reluctant to leave. He even thought about finding a job in China and settling down in the future.

But now, his reluctance was meaningless.

He said to Hao Shi, I love you.

A true confession, an unforgettable love.

Qiao Zhibin cried for the first time in front of Hao Shi, and he couldn't control his crying.

He sketched their future for Hao Shi, an architect, a lawyer, they can live well.

A house that doesn't need to be too big, some well-chosen furniture, an obedient dog or a tame cat, this is their home.

Hao Shi, can you give me a chance, I really want to be with you, Hao Shi...

It was dawn when he opened his eyes, and Hao Shi sat at the desk all night.

After rubbing his cramped calf, he went to the bathroom to take a shower, changed his clothes, and went to the office.

One morning, no mood to work.

In the afternoon, he called Qiao Zhibin's sister and agreed on a time and place to meet.

When we arrived at the cafe, the woman was already waiting there.

As soon as Hao Shi sat down, the woman took out a mobile phone from her bag and handed it to him.

"This is Zhibin's mobile phone. He usually has no hobbies. He surfs the Internet and listens to music. He likes listening to music very much. He always wears earphones on his ears. When exercising, when he is in a daze..." The woman chuckled "I thought he would download a lot of songs on his phone, but I didn't know until after he passed away that I checked his phone. There was only one song in it."

A song that he has listened to for more than ten years, keeps repeating, even in the last period of time, he always likes to wear headphones.

Listening to a song that won't get boring over and over again.

Hao Shi's heart throbbed, and he nodded as calmly as possible.

The woman later chatted about Qiao Zhibin's life in the United States.

He would ride his bicycle through the boulevard behind the school every morning, with the not-so-nice song routinely playing in his headphones.

He doesn't like western food. After class, he will go to the supermarket to buy some fresh ingredients and make them for himself when he goes home.Occasionally, when a friend comes to the door, he will strongly recommend the good dishes he is good at.

He usually has no hobbies, the only thing is the strangest, he likes to collect chocolates.No matter which country he went to in recent years, he would buy some chocolates and bring them back.All kinds of brands that I have never heard of, no matter what taste, he likes them.

I introduced several girls to him, but he rejected all of them. I was very angry and asked him again and again before he told me that he had someone he liked, and he was still a man.

It was hard to accept at first, but I gradually thought about it. As long as he can live well, what about men? There are many such things in the United States. Later, I also introduced a man to him, but he still unwilling.

It wasn't until the year before last that I had a big fight with him that he agreed to try to accept another person.

I thought it would be successful this time, but after half a year of dating, he still proposed to break up.

I asked him why, and he said in an unscrupulous tone that he couldn't do it. The person living in his heart hadn't moved yet. He tried his best, but he still couldn't accept another person to live in.

I said how many years have passed, how could I still think about it.

He said, yes, it’s been so many years, why do I still think about it, is this person too bad, just relying on my mind and refusing to leave, what can I do.Sister, please, don’t force me anymore, and you don’t want me to be forced to be with another person, so be unhappy! Just let me go!

He showed me your photos and told me about the details of being with you. At that time, he smiled so happily, and only at that time, he would have this kind of smile.

Even I am amazed, how can I remember so clearly after so many years.

He said, every day, every day, he will recall it again, and he will never forget it even if he wants to!

I asked him, since he loves so deeply, why didn't he try his best to catch you.

He stopped laughing, but said nothing.

Hao Shi understood that the confession on the eve of graduation completely cut off all his hopes.

At that time, I must have been cruel. I took a sharpened knife and stabbed it into that person's heart bit by bit, and it hurt for so many years.

The woman said, since then, I will not care about him anymore.Can you believe that a person can love another person for so many years, so many years, so many years and not feel alone.Just stick to one song, a pile of endless chocolates, and just live like this.