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After a long sigh, Xu Hui pulled away Jin Meixuan's hand, and put on a cold face again, "Since you're fine, you can take a good rest. I have to go to work tomorrow, so I'll go back first."

"Xiaohui..."

"Xu Hui!"

He didn't want to say anything more, the people who gave birth to him, raised him, loved him and spoiled him no matter what he said, how many times he said, and tried everything he could, they couldn't accept his way of life and his love.

They are two types of people who cannot talk to each other.

Xu Hui gave up the unnecessary negotiation, turned around resolutely and left, letting his aunt yell and scold behind her regardless of her image.

Xu Hui opened the door of the ward----

"what----"

Heart-piercing screams pierced the sky above the ward, Jin Meixuan got out of bed, rushed to Xu Hui's side barefoot, tightly hugged his leg and refused to let go.

"Don't go, Xiaohui, mom please, mom please, you poor poor mom, can you please mom, don't go, Xiaohui..."

The aunt stood aside in shock. She had known her for more than 30 years, and she had never seen Jin Meixuan like this.

The woman who was pushed to the limit, shed her gorgeous clothes and noble temperament, she was just a poor woman who lost her son.

Tears kept falling, snot dripped to her mouth, she couldn't care about anything, she really couldn't live such a terrible life anymore.

She didn't want her biological son to be her enemy for the rest of his life, to see and ignore her, and even replace her identity with a sentence of Mrs. Xu.

She doesn't want any of these.

"Xiaohui, mom can't stand it anymore, don't treat mom like this again, come back, come home, mom please, you can blame me and scold me, I just beg you to come back, come home, Xiaohui, let mom watch over you every day, mom doesn't want anything, Xiaohui..."

The mother's heart-wrenching cry also drew holes in Xu Hui's heart. He bent down, half-kneeled beside the woman, took her hand, and held it tightly.

He stared into the tearful eyes of the woman, "Mom, I want to go home."

Jin Meixuan was taken aback for a moment, then nodded excitedly, "Okay, okay, okay, go home, go home with mom, Xiaohui--"

"I want to go home."

Jin Meixuan raised her other hand and put it on Xu Hui's, "We're going home now, Xiaolin, your car----"

Before she finished speaking, Xu Hui interrupted again, "I want to go home, Mom, I really want to go home."

With tears in his eyes, he looked deeply at his mother's face, "Let me go home, Mom."

Jin Meixuan froze there.

Xu Hui's tears, Xu Hui's words nailed a nail in her heart.

"I want to go home."

Go home, take the man he can't live without, and go home together.

More tears fell down the corner of the eyes, and the woman closed her eyes in pain.

Xu Hui's begging words still rang in his ears, "Let me go home, Mom."

Hao Shi's wedding is scheduled for December No. 18. Weiwei, who is nearly [-] years old, finally got her wish and put on a wedding dress. After choosing a style, she excitedly took Hao Shi to take a lot of selfies and posted them on the Internet, with the title: I want get married.

The little sisters sent blessings one after another, and some people praised the groom for being so handsome. If it wasn't for your appointment, I really wanted to snatch him over.

Their wedding photos were magnified by the photo studio and placed in the window. Some of the passers-by stopped and watched for a long, long time.

A few days before the wedding, Liao Shengying proposed to hold a bachelor party.

Hao Shi was regarded as acquiescing when he didn't make a statement.

The party was held on the top floor of the xx hotel, and most of the people who came were their college classmates, as well as some Hao Shi's colleagues and friends.

Liao Shengying called Wu Jingan, but the latter said that he was at work and could not ask for leave.

Xu Hui suddenly felt a little sluggish, Liao Shengying slapped his hands, and said dissatisfiedly: "Okay, don't pretend to be a lover here, tonight is a chocolate bachelor party, I don't want you to have fun for a while."

That night he went crazy, Hao Shi was drunk a lot by several people, all the beautiful girls on the stage had two heads and four hands, when Xu Hui walked up to him with a cup, he kept waving his hands, "No I can't drink any more."

Xu Hui put the cup in his hand, "This is water."

Hao Shi drank the water in the glass in one gulp, lowered his head and smiled, "If I had known it would be like this, I wouldn't have agreed with him to hold a bachelor party."

Xu Hui: "Lao Ying still has a good conscience. I didn't do it on the eve of the wedding. I guess it was because I was afraid that you would not be able to get up the next day. Your judge father-in-law would judge him for some crime in a fit of anger."

Hao Shi squinted his eyes and looked around, "I can't, I really can't hold on anymore, you cover me later, I have to slip."

Xu Hui nodded, "OK."

Hao Shigang stood firm when a 35-year-old woman suddenly appeared in front of him with a faint smile on her lips.

"You are, Hao Shi"

Hao Shi searched for information about this woman from the memory bank, but due to the stimulation of alcohol, his mind was almost empty.

"Yes, may I ask who you are--"

The corners of the woman's mouth widened, and she looked at him with complicated eyes, "I'm Qiao Zhibin's sister. I heard that you are getting married. Let me congratulate him."

Hao Shi's polite smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and Xu Hui asked in surprise, "Where is Qiao Zhibin's sister, Qiao Zhibin, isn't he here?"

The woman blinked, as if trying to hold back something, "Zhibin, I can't come anymore, he has passed away for more than a year."

A thunderbolt exploded above Hao Shi's head, and he was more than half sober. He couldn't stand still for a while, and fell back into his chair.

Xu Hui asked in disbelief, "Did you mean him—how could it be?"

The woman still couldn't get over the grief, her voice trembled a little, "He didn't tell any of you, just because he was afraid--"

The woman's eyes were on Hao Shi, and her eyes were full of blame and resentment.

Hao Shi didn't know how he stood up, he stared blankly at the woman like a wooden man, "He, he..."

He couldn't continue speaking, and what the woman just told him kept ringing in his mind.

Qiao Zhibin died, a year ago, died.

Xu Hui shook his head unacceptably, Hao Shi stretched out his hand, trying to grab the woman and ask her if all this was a prank.

By the way, didn't Liao Shengying say there was a special program, it was just this one, a joke, it was all a joke, to actually make a joke about Qiao Zhibin, these people are too much.

The woman took out a note from her bag and handed it to him, "This is my phone number. This time I went back to the country because of a friend's business. I saw your wedding photo by chance, so I knew you were going to get married. I I don’t have much time in the country, so if you think it’s necessary, give me a call, or throw it away if you don’t.”

After the words fell, the woman turned and walked out the door.

Hao Shi couldn't find any expression on his face, he could only silently look at the woman's back.

But he didn't expect the woman to turn back soon and slap Hao Shi's face heavily.

The woman's tears couldn't stop falling, and Hao Shi, who seemed indifferent, completely hurt her nerves.

She pursed her lips, venting all the sadness and resentment of the past year.

"It's really unfair. Why can you get married, have children, and live such a happy life, while Zhibin, Zhibin can only lie in the cold ground forever. I have loved you all my life, and I miss you so much, but I can't bear it." I want you to see him for the last time. Hao Shi, you may be right, you are not wrong at all, but I am Zhibin's older sister. I watched him suffer for you for ten years, and I will never forget you when he dies. Can only hate you. Hope you can continue to live your happy life after learning of his death."

The woman's eyes of hatred and resentment shot straight at Hao Shi's unchanged face.

After the woman left, Xu Hui recovered from the shock.

Qiao Zhibin is dead, Qiao Zhibin and Hao Shi, how is this possible...

He only knew that the two of them were really good in college, they went in and out together, they were like shadows, but Qiao Zhibin went abroad as soon as he graduated from college, and only came back once in ten years.

How could it be possible for two people who have almost lost their connection...

Hao Shi didn't give any explanation, just said calmly "I'll go first" and walked out the door with heavy steps.

When he walked past Liao Shengying, he was grabbed by the shoulders, "The groom-to-be is going to run away. It's a good idea. If I don't force you down today, don't even think about coming out of this door."

Hao Shi continued to walk forward as if he didn't hear him. When Liao Shengying wanted to arrest him, Xu Hui stopped him.

Liao Shengying yelled at them dissatisfied, and Xu Hui said with a straight face: "Qiao Zhibin is dead."

Liao Shengying opened his mouth wide and looked at him in disbelief.

Hao Shi walked out of the hotel and got into a taxi. He knew that he had drunk a lot and couldn't drive.

He didn't hear the driver calling him a few times in a row. The driver suddenly turned his head, and Hao Shi looked at the familiar face in astonishment.

Joe, Zhibin.

The driver shouted in displeasure, "Where the hell are you going!"

Hao Shi blinked, and a fierce and strange face immediately appeared in front of him. He shook his head and reported his home address.

Weiwei called and asked him if he was over, if he drank too much, pay more attention to his body, and go to bed early.

Hao Shi could only answer her with a series of "um".

When I got home, my mother heard the noise and came out of the bedroom and smelled the alcohol all over his body. She frowned, "What are you drinking so much for? Go back to the house and rest. I'll bring you a glass of honey water."

Hao Shi turned his head and looked intently at his dearest person in the world.

His mother felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, "What's the matter?"

Hao Shi didn't say anything and went back to the house.

After closing the door, he came to the bookcase, took out a copy of "The Rule of Law", opened it, and an old photo from many years ago suddenly appeared.

In the photo are two 20-year-old boys, under the tall ginkgo tree on campus, laughing at the camera with a fake smile.

I don't take pictures, I don't like taking pictures.

Just take a photo, chocolate, we have to keep some memories for the future, right? If you find out that you don’t even have a group photo after graduating from university, wouldn’t it be two years in vain?

As you said, just one piece.

I said you smiled too, I don’t owe you any money with a dead face... Classmate, please, take a photo for us... Come on, say eggplant...

Hao Shi's gaze sank little by little. The person in the photo turned out to be so young.

But, it's dead!

When he was a child, when his grandfather passed away, he once asked his mother what death was

To die is to never see him again, no matter how much you think about him, you will never see him again.If you call him a hundred times, a thousand times, or ten thousand times, it is impossible for him to hear it.

He completely disappeared.

Turning on the lamp on the desk, he stretched out his hand and gently stroked the person who disappeared forever in the photo.

Qiao Zhibin, can you hear me? Hey, Qiao Zhibin, Zhibin, are you back?

Never, never again.

Gently, the corners of the mouth raised, evoking a smile.

dead, eh?

How good it is to die, I won't miss it anymore, I won't be sad anymore, death is the end.

He's already dead, so he doesn't have to blame himself anymore, forget about this person!

She will be married to Weiwei in a few days, and she will have her own child in a few years. Mom and Dad can rest assured that they should live like this.Live normally.

He thought he would be very sad, at least shed a few tears for that person's departure.

But for some reason, he couldn't cry.

I didn't even feel like crying at all.

It was as if something had blocked the tear ducts, and the eyes were dry and there was no water to flow.

It seemed that even the heart was blocked together, and it hurt so badly.