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Wu Jingan went to Xuyang's building by car, and after reporting his name, he arrived at the office on the top floor smoothly.

Xu Zhengyang sat steadily across from him, with his hands together, not the slightest bit surprised by his arrival.

Wu Jing'an knew that he had already lost. All his pride, self-confidence, and rhetoric were nothing more than a swollen face, and they couldn't stop the Xu family from destroying everything.

He used to think that the kneeling and begging for mercy in those miserable TV dramas were all fabricated by the author in order to gain sympathy and tears. Think about it, so what, if you beg, the young master's family can accept the maid as a wife

Only fools will do things that don't make sense at all.If you have that skill, you might as well think more about how to fight against people.

But now, he realizes that for those who are driven to a dead end, this is the last straw.

He asked Xu Zhengyang if he knew that Xu Hui was exhausted and was hospitalized, or if he knew that Xu Hui went to the construction site to move bricks after he left the hospital.Family, it shouldn't be like this.Pushing Xu Hui to such a point, can it really be said that it is for him?

The expression on Xu Zhengyang's face did not change, and he said in a flat tone: "Wu Jing'an, don't you know that you are the last person to say such a thing? For his own good, if it is really for his good, you should let go. Hold on to him tightly , do you think that I will leave any way for you to survive?"

Wu Jingan didn't give up, and shouted at him excitedly, didn't he see Xu Hui's progress? He is no longer a rice bug, and he is no longer willing to be a waste that is raised by your Xu family.He is moving forward step by step relying on his own ability. If you didn't stop him, maybe he would be able to realize his value soon.Aren't these the most important?

The corners of Xu Zhengyang's mouth curled up slightly, revealing a sneering smile, "The Xu family would rather raise a rice worm than allow him to go down this crooked path. If he insists, then he will have to break his wings and let him only be another Insects that can’t even fly.”

Wu Jingan's eyes widened in surprise, he didn't understand how Xu Hui's superior father would say such harsh words.

He is always his own son, but is it not as important as those reputations and rumors?

He thought of his father, the person who almost had a "blood feud" with him.

Wu Haozhong and Xu Zhengyang, they are very different, but they are surprisingly similar.

Xu Zhengyang didn't care about Xu Hui's growth and progress at all, or in other words, he had really given up on Xu Hui.

But for the sake of those false names, he insisted on pulling Xu Hui's body back.

Now, what else can he do to win the Xu family's conscience.

His knees limp and fell on the cold ground, he only hoped that the warmest word "family" would give Xu Hui a way out.

Xu Zhengyang stood up and walked in front of him, looking down at him condescendingly.

"Wu Jing'an, let me give you one last warning. The next time the severity will not be as mild as before, you should be prepared. Once something happens, there is no room for recovery."

Walking out of the Xuyang Building, Wu Jingan boarded the bus home in a daze.

The scenery of the city kept receding outside the window, and his heart sank a little bit.

Xu Hui called and said that he would not come back after dinner with friends at night.

Wu Jingan endured his sadness and said hello.

Can Xu Hui still have friends?

He didn't dare to ask Xu Hui's friends for help. Hao Shi and Zhang Yin had already been implicated by them, and now Xu Hui could only struggle alone.

And he could only watch helplessly, unable to help.

He got off at the next stop, transferred to No. 36, and came to the construction site where Xu Hui worked.

The workers who caught up with the meal time sat on the floor, wiped their faces with towels, and ate their rice bowls.

Xu Hui didn't have time to take off his helmet. He seemed to be exhausted, sitting on the ground and only panting for breath. Wu Jing'an looked at the man whose chest was rising and falling not far away, and felt unspeakable distress over his limbs.

After resting almost, Xu Hui picked up the bowl, but the hand holding the bowl trembled unconsciously.He grabbed the steamed bun and took a big bite, then quickly picked up the vegetables in the bowl.

Wu Jingan stood behind him and saw the cabbage tofu and two pieces of fat meat in the bowl.

He watched the once pampered young master pick up the fat and stuff it into his mouth without hesitation.

The meal was settled in a short while, Xu Hui wiped his mouth, picked up the bowl and turned around, and saw Wu Jingan standing behind him.

Xu Hui was taken aback for a moment, and then forced an ugly smile, "You, why are you here?"

Wu Jingan frowned, but he just asked him, why didn't he go home for dinner?

Xu Hui glanced at the people around him, "I have to work overtime later, you go back first!" Seeing Wu Jingan's unsightly expression, he added, "I'm fine, everything is fine. In fact, this work I'm not too tired, it's just that I didn't tell you because it's not decent. Don't think about it, go back quickly, you are on the night shift, if you are free at night, I will pick you up from work. "

Wu Jingan took a deep look at him and turned his head.

"Xu Hui, I...wait for your return."

In the end, facing Xu Hui who was exhausted but still trying to smile at him, he could only say these four words.

The ending seems to be getting closer.

The last time should be warm and beautiful.

The dumb uncle was in a car accident on his way back from grocery shopping, and he was in a coma for a day and a night before waking up.

Slight concussion, broken left leg, and will not be able to leave the hospital for a while.

Wu Jingan grabbed the driver by the collar and took him into the police station.

The other party had a good attitude and expressed willingness to pay all the medical expenses and compensation, no matter how much Wu Jingan hated him, there was nothing he could do.

He didn't dare to tell Uncle Zhang about Uncle Dumb, and only lied that Uncle Dumb had an accident at home and went back to the countryside for a few days.

Unexpectedly, on the third day after Uncle Dumb was hospitalized, Uncle Zhang stumbled into the hospital after receiving a call from a stranger.

Although it has been seen that Uncle Dumb is fine except for his leg injury, Uncle Zhang, who was overly frightened, vomited blood that night.

The shocking pool of blood completely shocked Wu Jingan.

He remembered Jin Meixuan's words: Even if you can hold on, don't care, whether these people around you can also withstand blows again and again.

When things don't end.

And whether Uncle Dumb, Uncle Zhang, or his mother, Uncle Fang, who knew nothing about it, would suffer even greater harm.

Will you be so lucky next time?

It's really like what Xu Zhengyang said, once something happens, it can never be undone.

Is he going to gamble on the kindness of the Xu family again?

At this point, Wu Jingan had no choice.

That day, it was two o'clock in the morning when Xu Hui returned home, and Wu Jingan had been sitting on the sofa waiting for him.

As soon as Xu Hui entered the house, he noticed something strange about him. Gradually, a bad feeling came to his mind.

Wu Jingan said, let's talk.

Xu Hui avoided his gaze, "Tomorrow, I'm very tired and want to rest."

Wu Jingan said, "Xu Hui, we can no longer escape."

Xu Hui turned his head and looked at him without saying a word.

The simple two words were stuck in Wu Jingan's throat, and he couldn't say them after many attempts.

Xu Hui's gaze was like a sharp awl, piercing his whole body with pain.

Xu Hui walked forward slowly, obviously his body felt as if he had been run over by a wheel, he was so sore that he couldn't find any strength.

But he still walked up to Wu Jingan, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

Wu Jing'an couldn't stand his gentleness, it would make the courage he had accumulated so hard disappear.

He opened his mouth and uttered a few words with difficulty, "We, we, for now, let's separate!"

Xu Hui's body froze, and he gradually let go of his hand, his eyes lowered, "For now, how long?"

Wu Jing'an couldn't answer whether it was a month, a year, ten years, or a lifetime for the time being.

Xu Hui raised his eyes little by little, and took a closer look at the man in front of him who was holding back his grief, "Jing An, can it be that you can't hold back anymore?"

Wu Jingan shook his head, "Sorry, I can't do it."

Xu Hui: "Jing An..."

Wu Jing'an: "Let's separate for a while, it's good for you and everyone. I..." Sadness tugged at his nerves, but he couldn't say the lines he had planned.His voice choked, and the pain stuck in his throat, unable to spit out or swallow.

Xu Hui slowly clenched his fists, his body seemed to be torn apart, and his heart twitched in pain.

"That's good for me, you really think so"

Sadness mixed with anger hit him, his voice trembled, and the man in front of him gradually became blurred. "Temporary is what you want to say, it's not temporary at all. Wu Jingan, are you blaming me? I caused all of this. You even think that if you didn't meet me back then, none of this would have happened. You said Maybe already living the peaceful life you want with another person, isn't it!"

Wu Jingan closed his eyes, facing his accusation, but chose to remain silent.

"You have always been a person who can afford it and let it go. What am I, Xu Hui? I broke up today. After a while, you forgot about me. Don't you often say, who in this world is gone? Who can't live. Breaking up also means a new beginning, and you Wu Jingan can start another life soon, right?"

"How stupid am I to fall in love with you? In your eyes, I am just an ordinary relationship in your life. But do you know what you mean to me? Wu Jingan, you have loved Others, if you separate from me, you can fall in love with another person. But I, Xu Hui, have only loved you from the beginning to the end, and you Wu Jingan is my everything. Break up, really break up, I don’t I know whether I can fall in love with others, whether I can start a new life, and whether I can live without you. Wu Jingan, do you still think it’s for me?"

Xu Hui's words tightly strangled Wu Jingan's neck, making him unable to speak a word in pain.

He knew that such a decision was unfair to Xu Hui. He didn't hurt anyone, but he had to bear such a heavy burden. He had to pay for all the crimes by himself.

If Xu Hui is a ruthless person, he can reduce the pain.If Xu Hui could forget Wu Jingan earlier...

For them, it's all relief.

Wu Jingan pretended to be calm and looked up at him, "Xu Hui, you can do it. It may take a little more time, but one day you will start a new life and forget this past. One day, you-- --"

Xu Hui yelled at him furiously, "You know everything, use your damn standards to predict my life. Wu Jing'an, I'm not you, I'm not you, what you can do, I can't, I can't do it Arrive. We want to break up, unless I die, come on, come and chop me with a knife, my family is going to force me to death, and even you don’t plan to let me go! Wu Jingan, I’m so fucking tired , working eighteen hours a day, and even having time to eat and go to the bathroom. Why do I have to work so hard, why would I rather live a life that is worse than a dog than go home and be a young master. Jing An, I am so fast I'm exhausted, and I don't know how long I can last, but I only have one wish, and I just ask you one thing, don't say those two damn words to me. No matter how tired or bitter, I want to return I can see you and hear your voice when I get home, so I can hold on, hold on. Jing An, are you going to take away my last hope? Jing An..."

Xu Hui's tears welled up in his eyes and flowed into Wu Jing'an's heart.

How much he wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, and tell him comfortingly that there was no separation, go to hell, they did nothing wrong, they owed nothing to anyone, no separation, absolutely no separation.As much as Xu Hui loved Wu Jingan, Wu Jingan cared about Xu Hui as much.

They should not be separated!

But he only took one step, and the impulse was dispelled by reason.

He said: "What else can I do? Your family has already driven us to a dead end. I don't want to break up with you. Do you want me to watch Uncle Dumb and Uncle Zhang get killed by them? Xu Hui, those are the things that gave birth to you!" You care about the people who support you. But I also have people I care about. If something happens to my relatives, I even have the heart to die with your family with the gasoline can. Xu Hui, when it really comes to that time, Do you think we can still be together? We must go to that step, and someone must sacrifice to make us realize? At that time, we will separate, and the damage caused can be repaired? Alive, eat, sleep, and do whatever you want. No amount of affection can equal a human life. Xu Hui, when the time comes, you can still go back to be your young master, but I can only Hold on to the hurt you gave and a heart that hates you. Do you feel okay with this ending?"

Xu Hui frowned and looked at him in disbelief.

He had always known that Wu Jingan was calm and heartless enough. To him, Xu Hui, Wu Jingan had always been able to do whatever he wanted.

If it wasn't for his insistence, this relationship would have died a long time ago.

He understood what Wu Jingan said, and he was not really such a cold-blooded and inhuman person. Uncle Dumb, Uncle Zhang, Mama Wu, Uncle Fang, these people were no longer just people related to Wu Jingan, he slowly accepted them in his heart These kind and simple people are also trying to integrate into their world and become a family.

But now, knowing that these people may be hurt even more, he still refuses to let go and compromise, so why?

Now that these words come from the mouth of the person he insisted on, it is the biggest blow to him.

what can he say

Wu Jingan cared about Uncle Dumb, Uncle Zhang, his mother, and Uncle Fang, but the person named Xu Hui could only be completely removed from his life.

Xu Hui smiled silently, and walked towards the door with heavy steps.

He put his hand on the doorknob and said calmly: "Jing An, no matter what you think, I will not agree to break up. Even if the end is that you hate me to the bone and want to kill me with your own hands, I will not agree to break up with you. "

He opened the door, straightened his bent back, and walked out of his sight without looking back.

Wu Jing'an twitched the corner of his mouth, and sent him away with a smile. With a smile, tears welled up in his eyes.

Xu Hui, whom he loved deeply, left, and Xu Hui, whom he thought he could accompany until old, left.

The clearly agreed oath was still ringing in my ears, but I never kept it.

Until the figure of the man was no longer seen at the end of the stairs, he closed the door.

He told himself that this is right, Xu Hui no longer needs to live at the bottom of the society, and he doesn’t need to tire himself out anymore, he can go back to be a young master, but this time, he should be a mature and stable young master!

His life can be repeated.

Thinking about it, an unbearable sadness welled up in his heart, and he leaned against the door and wept bitterly.

Will his Xu Hui come back to see him one day, even three, five, or ten years later?

Even if there are several wrinkles on his face, even if his temples are stained white by snow and frost, even if his name can no longer be called.

He forced himself to stand up, walked into the bedroom, sat in front of the desk, and took the key to open the bottom drawer, where there were only two boxes, one big and one small.

He took them out carefully, and opened them one by one. There was a coconut-carved piggy engraved with the promise of your safety, and a ring engraved with the promise of you.

He never threw it.

Even though Xu Hui had done that kind of harm, he even raised the coconut carving high, but in the end, he didn't throw it down.

How could he not love Xu Hui, his love has already exceeded what he can bear.

He has been looking forward to the ten-year anniversary of their togetherness, on that day, he will personally give him these two gifts.

To commemorate their ten years.

In memory of them, may you be safe.

Now, there is no such opportunity.

His tears fell on the sparkling diamond ring, and on the little man engraved with the word Xu.

It drips on the feelings that can no longer turn back.

Xu Hui, let's go.