kinda straight me

After returning to the dormitory after the middle shift, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening. Afraid of waking up the morning shift colleagues in the same room, he carefully picked up the basin and went to the sink.

In April in P City, the temperature was frighteningly high, and his thin T-shirt was already drenched in sweat after working for half a day. He took off his shirt, wrung out a towel and wiped himself.

It has been almost a month since he came here, and he has gradually adapted to the environment here.

In the initial construction stage, many facilities are not complete. Fortunately, there is a simple canteen, so you don’t have to worry about eating. It’s the shower that makes most people a headache.

Without a bathhouse, they can only get hot water and simply rinse in the bathroom or, like him, just wipe it twice and it's done.

After wiping himself, he was not in a hurry to get dressed, but took out the cigarette in his pocket and lit it, taking a few puffs.

The fumes of troubles that could not be resolved pulled his thoughts far away.

He finally decided to come to P City, Jin Meixuan approached him and wrote a huge check.

He didn't want to accept it, and Jin Meixuan broke up his last pride with just one sentence.

Do you want Xu Hui to continue to live this kind of life that is not as good as a pig and a dog, and let him carry your family's debts until he dies exhausted?

Lost in pride he took that kind of check.

After paying off the debt, he bought a house at the foot of the mountain that was similar to the old dumb uncle. When he handed the key to the two of them, he bowed deeply.

This is what he owes the dumb uncle, and he must pay it back.

In the housekeeping company, I found an enthusiastic and diligent aunt to take care of the lives of the two of them. After finishing all this, he came to p city.

During this period, Liao Shengying came to him and asked him if he knew where Xu Hui was, but he couldn't get in touch.

Wu Jingan shook his head.

Liao Shengying was keenly aware of something and asked him what happened.

Wu Jingan broke up.

Liao Shengying didn't say anything, just nodded and left.

This is the ending he, or everyone expected.

It is not easy to survive until today.

Not only Liao Shengying, but even Hao Shi and Zhang Yin silently accepted this fact.

No one accused him, Hao Shi only sighed softly while drinking with him.

"Xu Hui, we will help you take care of him."

Wu Jingan poured the wine into his heart, and nodded gratefully to him.

When the cigarette burned his hand, he hurriedly let go of his fingers, stomped out the cigarette butt on the ground, and went back to sleep with the basin in his hand.

He didn't feel much, even if his arms and legs ached from exhaustion, he could only sleep for three or four hours.

Chen Lei, who was in the same room, asked him if he had any troubles. He would often be seen sitting on the edge of the bed staring out the window in the middle of the night when he woke up after a nap.

Wu Jing'an smiled, and hastily said a word of homesickness.

Homesickness, now at home, there is no one to think about.

He has no way of knowing where the person he misses is and what he is doing.

He didn't dare to call Liao Shengying and Hao Shi, and he didn't dare to ask about Xu Hui's news. He was afraid that if he knew something he shouldn't know, his firm heart would be shaken.

He didn't go home once in a month, and the dumb uncle asked him why he was so busy, and he forced a smile. It was just a busy time, and it would be fine to wait for a while to start production.

He lost more than ten catties in a month, and his colleagues looked at him puzzled. You were wearing this work clothes just right when you first arrived. Why is it like a robe now? You lost weight!

He thought about Xu Hui for 30 days in a month, without interruption.

He only dared to look at Xu Hui's photos and videos on his phone when there was no one in the dormitory, because he knew he couldn't help it. He would touch that person's face, kiss that person's lips, and call that person's voice. name, burst into tears.

He didn't know if other people would suffer as much as he did when they fell in love. He only knew that the pain could really be described as painful.

He put Xu You's ring on his ring finger, and when someone asked him, he said it was his wedding ring, and his wife didn't allow him to take it off, and Wu Jingan had a lover.

The name of his lover, engraved on the ring, engraved in his heart.

When it was time to get off work, Sister Wang packed her bags and glanced at the young man who was still concentrating on the computer, "Hey, Xiao Xu, it's time to get off work."

Without looking back, the young man said, "Okay, let's go later."

Sister Wang shook her head, "You, do you need to work so hard, I'll go first."

After everyone in the office had left, the young man leaned back on his chair and rubbed the space between his brows.

The phone rang, and after the connection, there was a noisy voice, "Huizi, where are you... Don't tell me you forgot my little princess's birthday today... Come on, bring the present... Don't talk nonsense , Come here quickly."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Xu Hui to explain, he hung up the phone.

With a sigh, Xu Hui resignedly turned off the computer, picked up the phone and keys and walked out of the office building.

He bought a big doll in a nearby shopping mall, and he took a taxi to Chen Qian's house.

After more than a year of hard work, Liao Shengying's dog-skin plaster was finally able to get two steps closer to Chen Qian. People who make progress always show in front of friends that our princess is longer and our princess is shorter, as if Chen Qian's daughter is really his kind.

Today is the little princess's birthday, Liao Shengying will not let go of this opportunity to flatter her, but his persistent intention of pulling Xu Hui together is rather puzzling.

The birthday party was very lively, Liao Shengying was around Chen Qian all the time, Hao Shi led Weiwei, Zhang Yin brought his family, and Xu Hui was the only one.

After presenting the gift, Xu Hui will leave.

Liao Shengying pulled him aside and said displeasedly, you don't have to leave your family, but are you planning to leave us brothers too.

Xu Hui lowered his eyes and remained silent, Liao Shengying forced him to finish his meal before leaving.

The whole city was illuminated by flashing neon lights, and Xu Hui walked on the bustling and noisy streets with his hands in his pockets, looking a little lonely.

It has been two months since I left that person, my mother found him from a place like a garbage dump, and tried to persuade him to go home.

Xu Hui never opened his eyes from the beginning to the end.

Grandma hugged him, who was all dirty, into her arms, and said tearfully, son, go home, just go home.

Xu Hui also knew that it would be good to go home, eat delicacies that he hated before, live in a luxurious and spacious house, have all kinds of excitement and fun with his friends, and if he got into trouble, someone would solve it for him.

That kind of life is like what I have experienced in my previous life.

He sat up straight and said to his family who loved him but pushed him to such a desperate situation, I am fine now and I can support myself with my own ability.As I said, I will not go back to Xu's house until I have made any achievements.

Grandma grabbed his hand and patted the back of his hand. No one will care if you are successful or not. As long as you come back, the family will be waiting for you, Xiaohui.

Xu Hui pulled out his hand calmly, Grandma, wait a little longer, when I make some achievements, I will take that person back with me.

Xu Hui dumped it back into his garbage dump, and no matter how much Ren's family tried to persuade him, there was no response.

A few days later, when he was carrying cement on the construction site, he met Fang Wei, a colleague who had been playing in the supermarket.

Fang Wei could hardly believe the change in him, but Xu Hui seemed to be a completely different person after not seeing him for a few months, dark, thin, and in an unhealthy state.

Fang Wei asked him if there was any trouble, Xu Hui shook his head but didn't say anything.

Fang Wei saw that he had something on his mind and didn't ask too much. During a meal together, he mentioned that the small company where his cousin worked was recruiting, and asked him if he would like to try it.

It was a very small foreign trade company with only three employees. Xu Hui was hired on the day of the interview. Before the bench was warmed up, he ran to the factory after the boss gave an order.

After two months, he went from being at a loss at the beginning to being handy now, all thanks to his serious and hard work.

In the factory, he ate simple lunch boxes with the workers, and humbly asked him about the world he didn't know.

The technician's office is also a place he often goes to. Gradually, the factory workers who have worked with him all know that this young man in the xx trade is not only handsome, but also has a good temper. .

In the company, he came the earliest and left the latest, browsed various foreign language websites, followed his predecessors to learn and analyze customer inquiries, and made quotations, contracts, packing lists, invoices, etc.

The 30-year-old Xu Hui is no longer a child who cries loudly when he can't eat candy. Although the pain is still stuck in his heart and is very uncomfortable, he still survived.

He rented a small house near the company, and he lived a life alone.

He would laugh at his colleagues, would occasionally say a couple of jokes in cooperation, and would have a meal and drink with Liao Shengying and the others.

On the way home, he would turn to the house where he used to live, and smoke a cigarette for an hour or two in silence.

He knew that Wu Jing'an was no longer here, but he didn't have the courage to take the key on the key ring to open the door that once belonged to him.

He was afraid of touching the scene to make him fall in love, he was afraid that his tears would become uncontrollable, and he was afraid that fragility and heart-piercing would strike again.

Back at someone's home, cook a bowl of clear water noodles, listen to the voice from the TV next door, and eat a lonely dinner in silence.

My mother called, and the strong and accustomed woman finally couldn't hold back her tears. Tomorrow is my mother's birthday. No matter where you were before, no matter how crazy you were, you would come back to celebrate your birthday with your mother on this day.Xiaohui, I don't ask for anything else, just come back and have a meal, one meal is enough, mom, please, is that okay?

On Kim Mi-sun's birthday, Xu Hui went there with a gift he could afford.

In order to take care of Xu Hui's emotions, the birthday party really only had a family sitting together, and the table was full of Xu Hui's favorite dishes.

Grandpa, grandma, father, mother, aunt, and aunt, all with gratified smiles on their faces, didn't say much but pulled him to the dining table and advised him to eat more.

Facing a table full of exquisite dinners, Xu Hui felt anxious, "I can't eat it."

Jin Meixuan put some vegetables in his bowl, "At least eat something, this is made by mom herself, try it, the craftsmanship has deteriorated."

Jin Meixuan's smile was sincere and beautiful, Xu Hui lowered his eyes and picked up the chopsticks.

My aunt kept up the atmosphere, my grandma laughed heartily, and even my grandpa, who is usually reticent, couldn't help laughing out loud.

Everyone was quietly looking at the expressionless Xu Hui.

In the middle of the meal, Xu Hui stood up suddenly, and rushed into the bathroom with a painful expression.

Everyone was startled, and hurriedly followed. Outside the bathroom, they saw Xu Hui who was throwing up in the dark while holding the toilet.