revenge in the name of love

Love turns out to be much like a firework that we go to wait and see.The moment it blooms, it is full of courageous burning and the brilliance of disillusionment, we look at it and think that there are so many passions in our hearts.When you make a decision that you think is right, reality slaps you in the face—this is God teaching you to bow your head.Heartbreaking love is real, only happiness is fake.The flowers that I once thought were perfect... Love is just a game set by fate.

"Boom!" This is my second punch on the wall!

Why?You ask me why?

You look at how Kim Ho Wol looked in "Bart"!Drunk, seductive, and extremely attractive!There are so many greasy men sitting around him!

What did you say?Who can't hold it!Who is jealous!

I, Qin Feng, am neither a nympho nor a hooligan, why can't I control myself! ! !

What?You say that men are animals that think with their lower body?You only use your lower body to think!Your whole family and the whole community use their lower body to think! ! !

Watching a fat man gently lift Haoyue's small chin with his fat hand, and lick his earlobe with his mouth.Another person took a glass of wine and forced it into his mouth. I watched him cough violently and saw him limp in the man's arms.I clenched my fist and slammed it hard against the wall, making a muffled sound.Jin Haoyue!You didn't resist him!You didn't reject that fat man!You actually let someone... touch you!

Nothing more than three!I immediately pushed the door open and entered "Bart" again!

But before me, I saw a familiar figure rushing into the corner where I stared at it for two hours—Yixun.

Yixun was talking about something with his mobile phone, the group of people suddenly stood up and snatched the mobile phone from Yixun's hand.I was afraid that something might happen to Yixun, so I ran over quickly. As a result, those people left "Bart" cursing.

The hanging heart finally let go.I quietly sat at a table in front of them, listening to their conversation silently.Fortunately, they didn't notice my existence.

"Haoyue, are you okay!" Yixun opened his mouth.

"Master..."

"What's wrong with you? Do you know how dangerous it was just now! If you were raped by someone else, how would you let Qin Feng live!"

"Qin Feng? He won't care!" His tone was slightly stupefied, "Master, in fact... I don't love him a long time ago!"

My heart suddenly tugged, he doesn't love me anymore!He said he doesn't love me anymore!I heard him say...he...has long...had stopped loving me, Qin Feng!How I wanted to rush up, pull his collar and question him, why!Why don't you love it!Why the hell don't you love me anymore!Do you have someone you like?who is it!How am I inferior to him?Jin Haoyue!tell me!

Unfortunately my mind tells me that I can't do this, I want to hear him go on, to hear him tell me something I don't know.

"Master, let me tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was a beast. One day, it was accidentally injured, so it ran to a cave to hide, and then licked the wound by itself. It can't bear it..." He choked up as he spoke.

How could I not know?Your so-called strength, your so-called perseverance, and your so-called firmness form a steel-like mask, but under the mask, your weakness, your contradictions, and your sensitivity are all in my heart.I didn't respond to you, but do you really think... I can't feel the warmth you brought me...

"Haoyue, I used to think that I could die for love, but in fact, love can't kill anyone, it just sticks a needle in the most painful place, and then we want to cry but have no tears, we toss and turn, we become a doctor after a long illness, and we become steel after a hundred years of tempering You are not Feng'er, and he is not Sha, no matter how lingering you are, you can't reach the end of the world, come on, wipe away your tears, tomorrow morning, we all have to play our roles well."

"Yixun...I'm so tired...I'm really tired...Why, is it so difficult to love someone? I don't understand! I don't understand!" He kept sobbing, holding back, and howling .

How could I forget that old saying - after taking the initiative for a long time, everyone will be tired, not because I don't love anymore, but because my heart is tired.

After Yixun supported Haoyue to leave, I slowly stood up and walked out of "Bart", just as quietly as I approached them.

The weather outside is bitterly cold, who can understand this feeling.After letting go, will you still vaguely remember me?The cold wind pierces through the body, who cares about me walking alone on the street in the dark night.When will I be freed from being locked in memory.

Looking at himself in the window with a wry smile, Qin Feng, Qin Feng!How could you... be so embarrassed...

Dangling inexplicably, he came to Haoyue's apartment again, took out the backup key from his pocket, opened the door and entered.

The huge room was shrouded in darkness and felt extremely lonely.Only the bathroom was dimly lit, and there was the sound of crackling water.

Through the half-closed door, I saw that extremely strong man sitting on the ground, with his back against the wall, his hands covering his cheeks, the hot water slowly gathered along the contours of his cheeks to his chin, dripped on the tiles, and made a sound softly.

It turned out that the saddest thing was that the tears were dried up, but the heart was still so painful.

"Don't you know you'll catch a cold?" I opened the door and went in, turned off the shower, pulled the towel next to him and wiped his hair and body continuously.He looked up at me, his eyes were red like a rabbit, and he looked helpless.

"Why did you come?" He immediately regained his composure, covering his expression with his hands.

"Let's not do this again, okay?" I held him in my arms and persuaded him.

"Qin Feng!" He pushed me away and retreated far away from me, his eyes were full of guard, "I will forget you! After I forget you, I won't be in such pain!"

"Oh, is it..." But I want to say that's not the case!I think we do it all over again, I want us to be okay.But, then you will be very tired... Such an ending can be considered satisfactory!Jin Haoyue, fortunately...you can forget me.

I put down the key on the table, and left there with heavy steps. How I wish Haoyue could stop me and keep me. With just one movement and one look, I will compromise!I will kiss his soft lips!But... nothing...

Walking under the yellowed neon lights, the reflection on the ground is so abrupt and so lonely, looking up, they are all accompanied by two people, the chill in the bones rises from the heart, as if lost, the afterimage appears in the mind again, Haoyue—— The smile is like a flower, but these are all in the past and no longer exist, only to remember that I lost something called love at that moment when the fireworks were lingering.

If there are a hundred people in the world who love you, I am one of them; if there are ten people who love you, I am one of them; if no one loves you, then please bring a bouquet of flowers to my grave I.

Hundreds of people have a hundred love appearances, and the descriptions are colorful.

Love is a nerve in the heart that can live without it.It's just numb, and maybe at a certain moment, it will be unbearably painful.

There is no reason for two people to be together or not.

If you want, then whatever you say is beautiful, knowing that that person is unreliable, you will fly to the flame.

No, the explanations are all wrong, and it is a waste to regret to kneel on the ground.

Perhaps, some people are doomed to wander in fate, with fateful wounds.Those humble wounds can only be comforted by people who are equally wandering and displaced.Just like when we first met, we tried to gain warmth from each other.Who knows, but it's just wound to wound, loneliness to loneliness.This fragile emotion is easy to be hurt and lonely... ——Qin Feng