revenge in the name of love

Loving someone will strongly desire to have all of him. Ever since one has self-awareness, people have a desire to possess.But the paradox is that on the one hand, people desire to possess the person they love, and on the other hand, they are afraid of being possessed. When they love someone deeply, they are also worried about losing themselves because of love.I thought love could overcome everything, but sometimes it has no power, I thought love could fill the regrets of life.However, it is love that creates more regrets.The ups and downs of yin and yang are repeated in love.

When I was performing surgery on Yixun, I accidentally discovered that Feng Yuqing might not be Yixun's older brother.

I adjusted the blood type reports of Yixun's father and Aunt Lan, and found that they were both type AB, that is to say - if Feng Yuqing is not type AB, then he is not from the Feng family.

Recently, Yixun's situation has stabilized, and I'm going to wait for him to wake up before telling him and helping him out of that unfair revenge game.

"Don't!" he screamed, getting up from the bed, as if having some nightmare.

"Yixun! You're awake! Great."

He looked at me and forced a smile: "Qin Feng." His voice was very hoarse.

I poured a glass of water for Yi Xun, and he took the glass and drank it slowly.

"Qin Feng, no matter what... thank you..." He put down the water glass and said to me.

"Yixun, move out." I mustered up the courage to tell my suspicions, "Feng Yuqing...he is not your brother at all."

"Qin Feng, stop joking. I...can't move out yet..."

I don't understand why Yixun came out differently. In that place, all he can gain is harm.Is that person so important to him?He would rather live in the fantasy of being covered in bruises than face reality.Why?

"I didn't..." Just as I was about to explain, the unexpected guest arrived.

"Mr. Qin, I think Xun'er has made it very clear." Feng Yuqing pushed open the door and walked in, sitting beside him, stroking his hair like a family member, "Xun'er...is very family-loving. " I watched Feng Yuqing's overly intimate behavior, and unconsciously increased the strength of the hand holding the stethoscope.

I smiled wryly, and said to Yixun gently, "Yixun, take good care of yourself." During this period, there was a sense of frustration.

He lowered his head even deeper, I frowned, and wanted to touch him and tell him that Qin Feng will always be by Feng Yixun's side... But, I can't!

The moment I closed the door, I felt dark.

"What? Are you so decadent after being rejected?" Haoyue leaned against another wall.

"Haoyue..." We haven't seen each other for several weeks, even if we met a few days ago, we didn't speak.Like... a stranger...

"Young master can't do it here, don't you have other goals in this hospital?" He looked at me with a sneer

"Target?" What do you mean?

"Do you dare to do it or not? This is not like your Qin Feng's style!" He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took a cigarette out of it, and put it in his mouth.

"Smoking is not allowed in the hospital!" I didn't know why I was so angry, he never smoked before... I took the cigarette from his mouth and threw it on the ground, trampling it to pieces.Looking up at him, only to realize...he has changed...his ears are pierced and his neck is tattooed.

I wanted to see the words on the tattoo clearly, but he turned up his collar to block the words in English.

I stretched out my hand to cover that stern face, but it was opened violently, and the back of my hand hurt badly.

"You have changed..." Become indifferent, become indifferent, become...don't love me anymore...

"You too!" He wrapped his coat tightly, turned and walked towards the end of the corridor, turned around and disappeared.

"I still love you...it's just that you've changed..." I covered my mouth, trying not to cry out.If I could choose again, I would rather go back to that cold night and slap him hard to make him completely die of the idea of ​​breaking up, than to be in a stalemate like now, refusing to say a word of my heart talk.

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Except for showing up during routine inspections... Qin Feng never met me in private again.

I don't know when it started, I fell into insomnia, this long night, I tossed and turned and still couldn't fall asleep.I never knew that it turned out that life was so difficult.

Turning over and getting out of bed, still lacking any strength in his body, he put on his shoes with difficulty, stumbled towards the door, leaned against the door frame with difficulty, slowly pressed the doorknob, and opened the door.

"Where are you going?"

Hearing the voice as sweet as red wine, there was no surprise as expected, my heart seemed to miss a beat, and my whole body shivered in unison with the pain.

Feng Yuqing turned on the desk lamp, the orange light reflected on his face, there was no trace of warmth, only sadness.

"Where are you going?" He asked repeatedly, and there seemed to be something mixed in the same indifferent tone as before.

"..."

"Are you trying to escape?"

Look how good he is!Obviously he hurt me the most, and now he accuses me here again, with such innocent eyes, with such a lonely figure, with his fragility that he hasn't shown for a long time.

"Yes." It's better to surrender than to be tortured into a trick, which is convenient for both yourself and others.

"You're just like that..." He didn't continue, looking at me annoyed.

I began to wonder if the person in front of me was Feng Yuqing who acted vigorously, who tortured me thousands of times and still looked at me with a sneer, whether it was Feng Yuqing who never showed her true feelings... …

I don't think about it anymore, and I don't dare to think about it anymore, I'm afraid that all this is another scam... Every time he used me, he would make me think that Feng Yuqing, who loved me deeply, was back.After the tenderness, I was abandoned and spurned again.I'm scared, I'm really... scared.

Out of nowhere, I flung open the door and ran out of the room that suppressed my breath.

Walking aimlessly on the street, I can no longer feel the breath of Christmas, just like removing the warm egg tart, it becomes stiff and stale from the inside to the outside.

Unknowingly walked to "Bart", it seems that I haven't been here for a long time, I wonder if this place is... still the same old taste.

Pushing the door open, the old seat of the bar was empty, and my heart throbbed.Sit on the red bar chair and watch Kim mix various cocktails in an orderly manner.

"Hey, what a coincidence today! Everyone got together?" Kim looked at me with a smile on his face.

"What do you mean?"

"In the evening, Qin Feng came here for a drink. Not long after he left, that kid came again. Now, Young Master Feng, you are here too. Could it be that it will snow tomorrow?"

"That kid? Who is it?"

"Then, that's him!" Kim didn't stop what he was doing, and pouted towards the corner of the restaurant.

I saw a bunch of people around there, walking over suspiciously.A group of rich and powerful nouveau riche sat on the sofa, hugged a brown-haired boy, and started to touch him.I quickly recognized that boy——it was Haoyue.

"Come on, drink this glass of wine!" The man hugging him picked up a glass of "Royal Salute" and forcibly downed the wine without Haoyue's permission.Haoyue is like a puppet, letting them play with her.

"This kid has delicate skin and tender flesh, he must be very refreshing."

"Why don't you do it here?"

Hearing this sentence, my pupils dilated, seeing that group of vulgar nouveau riche were about to gang rape Haoyue, I sat down on the table without thinking, picked up the phone on the table, and called 110.

"Hey, 110? I want to report that someone here is gang-raping a teenager!"

"Where is such a hindrance, destroying our nature!" Those people let go of Haoyue, took the mobile phone from my hand, and ran away in a hurry.

"Haoyue, are you okay!" I looked at the disheveled Haoyue with a worried expression on my face.

He turned to look at me blankly: "Master..."

"What's wrong with you? Do you know how dangerous it was just now! If you were raped by someone else, how would you let Qin Feng live!"

"Qin Feng? He won't care!" He raised his head and drank a glass of vodka, then said slightly drunk, "Master, actually... I don't love him anymore!"

I don't know how to answer him, maybe because I have nothing to say, maybe... there are too many things I want to say, and I don't know where to start.

I said I don't love anymore, I said I don't want to, I said I forgot, I said I gave up; sometimes, people's memory is always so fragile.Often a glass of wine, a song, or an intersection; it will bring back your memory, and it will appear in front of you like a mirage.Through the wine glass, I saw his beauty, his smile, and his tears.

"Master, let me tell you a story." I drank the wine, regardless of whether he agreed or not, and started talking to myself, "Once upon a time, there was a beast. One day, it was accidentally injured and killed itself. He ran to a cave to hide, and then he licked his wounds and persisted, but once he was greeted with care, he couldn't stand it..."

"Haoyue, I used to think that I could die for love, but in fact, love can't kill anyone, it just sticks a needle in the most painful place, and then we want to cry but have no tears, we toss and turn, we become a doctor after a long illness, and we become steel after a hundred years of tempering You are not Feng'er, and he is not Sha, no matter how lingering you are, you can't reach the end of the world, come on, wipe away your tears, tomorrow morning, we all have to play our roles well."

"Yixun...I'm so tired...I'm really tired...Why, is it so difficult to love someone? I don't understand! I don't understand!" Haoyue leaned on my shoulder, her whole body trembling shake.

I smiled and hugged him tighter.In winter like this, it's really warmer to hold each other together...Accidentally seeing the tattoo on Haoyue's neck, her smile deepened.

Haoyue, who sent Yixun back to the hospital, went back to the apartment and immediately went into the bathroom to take a shower. The smell of alcohol all over his body made him unbearable for a moment.I took off my clothes, enjoyed the shower, looked up suddenly, and saw the tattoo on my neck in the mirror, and my heart began to ache again... I'll always remember that I'velovedyou. (I always remember that I loved you) Fortunately, I just loved you. Fortunately, I still have time to forget you!

The most painful thing in the world is when sadness comes, and you have to pretend to smile.On the one hand, the tears are full of twists and turns; on the other hand, he proudly raises his face and smiles at the white clouds in the sky.Just when I thought that nothing had changed, as long as I was happy, I could fall back into your arms and never come out. In fact, everything has changed. I am like a nautilus hiding in its shell, waiting for me to poke my head out When I came to look at this world, the sea where I used to live had become an unattainable mountain range, and I was a fossil dead on the cliff.The wound is like me, a stubborn child who refuses to heal, because the heart is a warm and humid place for anything to grow. ——Jin Haoyue