revenge in the name of love

The other party made a mistake, and you couldn’t forgive it, so you left. This is love; Can't forgive, but still continue to get along with each other, can't bear to give up and can't bear to mention it again, this is love very much; love is a beautiful thing, but loving very much is a bad thing...

During the days when he was in the hospital, it was freezing everywhere in this house, not even a trace of air was warm... Wait, wait, wait, I wait for him to come back, even if all he has left is a distraught body, even if all he has left With a broken heart, I also hope that he will come back and come back to me.

Finally, Haoyue took him back.

I specially prepared hyacinths in his room. When the breeze blew, the room was filled with the fragrance of flowers. I sat by the bed and waited for him.He opened the door and came in, his footsteps were a little shaky, he glanced at me lightly, and then refused to keep his eyes on me again.I silently watched him walk towards those flowers, he stretched out his hand and gently rubbed the petals, and said in a hoarse voice: "What is the flower language of hyacinth?"

"..." I looked up at him.

"Touching love?!" He looked at me mockingly, "I don't remember this feeling!" After saying that, he cruelly pulled the flower out of the pot.

"Xun'er!" I looked at him incredulously, "What are you doing?"

With a slight smile, he threw the pot of purple hyacinths next to him out of the window, and then there was a "bang", smashing my reason, my reason to pieces.

Human emotions are so complicated, they are not simply black and white right and wrong, they can be cut in half with one knife.But... people later betray those they love and also betray themselves.

I grabbed his hand and questioned: "You know what? What you spoiled was your favorite flower before!"

"You said it! That was before!" He met my eyes, and I couldn't see the emotion in his eyes, "People change! I don't like hyacinths now, and I even start to hate them!"

"Xun'er..."

"I'm not her!"

"I'm calling you!"

"What do you want to say? You said some ambiguous words to coax me?" He broke my hand, "Feng Yuqing! Love is a luxury, and some people have never been in love in their lives. Love is like a vase of flowers. To maintain eternal life. Besides, there is no feeling in this world that is not riddled with holes."

"Xun'er, you hurt me who you love the most!"

He looked at me in a daze, then the corners of his mouth turned up, and he smiled like a flower, but it made my heart ache: "Feng Yuqing, you are so confident!"

"Then who do you love?" I narrowed my eyes, "Qin Feng? Xia Chengxi? Or Ling Yuzhe?"

"It's not you anyway! It's definitely not you, Feng Yuqing!"

"It's okay." I pushed him against the wall and put his hands on top of his head, "Your body loves... me!"

His face is pale, I think I am even more embarrassed than him now!I'm really crazy, he just got out of the hospital and I want him so much.

"You are such a beast!" This is the first sentence he said to me after finishing.

"Don't you like it?" He regretted it as soon as he blurted out.

"Then do I still have to thank you for giving me such a special discharge gift?"

Quiet... everything is so quiet, I have a faint sense of foreboding.I remember feeling this way when my mother died, an indescribable panic.

"Feng Yuqing! No, I should call you Xiao Lanyuan."

Hearing this disgusting name, I accidentally slapped him. How could he know this name... How could he?This name, which is so disgusting that I feel sick to my stomach, has been discarded by me since the day I entered Feng's house.It once spilled from an old man's mouth. I remember that night, I almost crawled out of the devil's room, and on the way back to the room, I heard my mother talking on the phone.

[Brother Xuan, I know, I just beg you to save our child! 】

[Brother Xuan, if she doesn't like me, I will change it!If only you could get us out of here! 】

[Madam Feng? 】

【Madame Feng...I...】

[Thank you, Madam Feng! 】

At that time, my consciousness was too vague, my eyes were attracted by the darkness, and I passed out in the corridor like this.The next day, I was taken into a car and taken to a beautiful mansion. I saw an elegant middle-aged man greet me at the door, and I knew that he was Brother Xuan called by my mother.

{May I have your name? }

{My name should be decided by you. }

{Good boy, it really looks like me! }The man seems very satisfied, {he will be called Feng Yuqing from now on! } Not in a negotiating tone, but an announcement!

{Yi Xun! } The man yelled to the child playing in the garden, and the child ran over upon hearing the sound, {Yixun, he will be your brother from now on! }

The first time I saw him, I was attracted by his eyes. He looked so much like his younger sister Xiao Xun'er, so I breathed out casually: {Xun'er...}

The child raised his head, his eyes lit up, and he smiled: {Brother! }

"Xiao Xun'er complied with that sentence—how unlucky a beauty has been since ancient times!" Just such a sentence pulled me out of my memory.

"Snapped"!Another slap, this time, I didn't miss it, but was really angry.Since I learned of her death, I will not allow you to mention her again. Her name will only remind me how I escaped from the evil claws of that devil, and how to use the love between me and her to achieve my life!

"Do you know why I chose to save you when you committed suicide?" I pulled his collar and said fiercely, "To make a person suffer, you don't have to let him die, because death is often a kind of relief, as long as you let him despair, Life will be worse than death. You'd better not challenge my limits! Otherwise, I won't let you go back to the comfortable life before!"

He looked at me, his right hand tightly grasped the position of his chest, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter, and he spat out a mouthful of blood with a "wow".The off-white quilt was stained with the just changed, and blossoming red plums bloomed on the quilt.

"Feng Yixun! Don't pretend to me! Do you think..."

Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted me, being too obedient: "Okay..."

"Did you hear that?"

"Hmm..." He slowly closed his eyes, blood dripping wantonly from the corner of his mouth.

"Xun'er!"

"I'm not her!"

Watching him fall on the bed like a puppet with a broken string, his heart throbbed so badly that it was about to tear apart.I have kissed his pale face, pale lips, and pale skin one by one, but I didn't know that they were so bitter.

"Xun'er..." I don't know that you are not the same person!I don't know you love me!I don't know, my love hurts you again and again.You are now stabbed to pieces by me, how dare I have the confidence that such a miserable you will still love me who gave you all these disasters with my own hands.

You don't know how scared I am!Qin Feng likes you so much!Xia Chengxi likes you so much!Even Ling Yuzhe, who has only met once, likes you so easily.I know that there are many people who admire you besides them, and I know that they are more qualified to have you than me, but I don't want to let go!Xun'er, Yixun, Feng Yixun!Please... wake up, look at my embarrassment, look at my panic, look at my helplessness, look at my love!to you!Love to you, Feng Yixun!It turns out... I love you!

The world is so big, but it turns out that there is always only a little place where you can hide your heart.

Sometimes, we are frightened by all kinds of indifference in the world, so we can't help but look back - the first is the best, the best is the most loved, the most loved is the most unforgettable, the most unforgettable must be the most memorable, And the most memorable will be the ones that people want to pursue eternity.In fact, everything has already changed. I am like a parrot hiding in the shell and sleeping forever. When I poke my head out to see the world, the sea where I used to live has become an unattainable mountain range. A fossil dead on a cliff. ——Feng Yuqing