revenge in the name of love

When people are most sad and panic, there are no tears. Tears will always flow at the end of the story, at the end of everything!If sadness cannot be omitted, then at least, please let me firmly remember every tear, and then let me wash away the element that brought me sadness with all the tears, even if there will be scars in the memory!

The classical clock in Qin Feng's house is ticking, looking at the hour hands inside, they are chasing each other inside, running around in circles, running back to the original point, but the days are gone forever.

I have stayed at Qin Feng's house for a week. Today, Haoyue seemed to have something to do with Qin Feng. When I came out of the shower, they had already gone out.I hope that Qin Feng can find what he really wants in Haoyue. In fact, the day I ran away from home, Qin Feng appeared in the rain, and I knew that Haoyue had an unusual relationship with him.It's already 10 o'clock now, it's not too early or too late.I was worried that calling would disturb their discussion, so I decided to wait for Qin Feng to come back in the living room.

In fact, these days, I tried my best not to think about Feng Yuqing, not to think about everything about him, but the more I didn't think about it, the more frequently I remembered our past.Memories always make people relive happiness, and they keep uncovering scars when they smile... I used to think that I was heartless, even if I was hurt, I would quickly forget to be my happy self, but it was not, everywhere They are all his memories, the more you want to forget them, the deeper you will remember them, and every time you think about them, you will feel very painful... So much love, so much love, just like this, it will disappear overnight and will not be left behind The slightest trace, this is just like me and Feng Yuqing.

"Ding dong..." A doorbell pulled me out of my memory, I mocked my uselessness and covered it up with a smile.

"Qin Feng, you..." I happily opened the door, but the person who knocked was not Qin Feng at all, but... Feng Yuqing!

The most annoying thing is when I try hard to let go, you appear in front of me again.However, the strange thing is that sometimes, I miss it day and night.But when the person you miss appears in front of you, you feel at ease.

It's just that what should come will always come, and blindly escaping only further interprets cowardice.I didn't want to be underestimated by him, so I bit the bullet and faced the difficulties.

"What are you doing here?" I frowned and looked at him warily.

"Is that why you don't want me to come?" He easily stepped into Qin Feng's apartment.

"Qin Feng is not at home. If President Feng needs to find him, please come back next time."

"I didn't come to look for him!" He squinted and looked straight into my eyes.

"What are you doing?"

"I don't remember when Xun'er became so cold." He approached me and said charmingly in my ear, "It's still towards me."

Therefore, smart people will not say: "I love you forever." They will only say: "I don't know if it is possible, but I will work hard." Such ambiguous words, and Feng Yuqing, who is best at saying ——xx's ambiguous love words.

"By the way, let me show you a video." After speaking, he took out his mobile phone and showed it to me.The person in the picture kneels on the ground with his upper body naked, enduring the whipping of another man in leather. "Crack! Crack! Crack..." After ten strokes, the person who was whipped slowly stood up, I saw his face clearly, and immediately covered his mouth - Haoyue.

"What do you want? Why did you do this to him!"

"Because of his betrayal, because of you! Haoyue betrayed me!"

"No! No! You can't do this to him!"

"It's none of your business what I do to him? Our Second Young Master Feng is really fraternal, but! Haoyue has been living like this for seven days."

"What do you want!" I roared, looking at the man in front of me.I used to love you so much, but in the end I chose to give up.Our only choice is to leave each other. If we don't meet each other, we don't have to fall in love. Not seeing each other is the greatest blessing.

"I want you to go home!" He raised my chin and forced me to look at him, "However, even if you don't go home, I won't make things difficult for him! After all, he is my confidant, but... I will send that DVD to the gossip company, or put it online... What do you think? Xun'er?!"

The most painful distance in the world is not that you don't understand my sorrow and my loneliness, but that I can't cry even though my heart hurts!

"You know I don't want to hurt anyone... I will go back for Haoyue, Qinfeng, Chengxi." I used to think I was rich, but I was not. I lost love, lost heart, lost happiness, lost The only thing I can't lose is my memory and my destiny...

I have given up a lot and never regretted it, because I clearly know what I need.When you understand that a love that can accompany you for a lifetime will always be entangled in the face of the gains and losses of love, always adding and subtracting the melancholy of the past to today, and mixing it with the vision of tomorrow, and the result will be a success What it looks like today.

Yes, when it hurts, you will let go. If you don’t let go, it’s because the thing hasn’t hurt you yet. One day it makes you feel unbearable pain, and you will naturally let go!Humans are the most intelligent animals in the world. When they get hurt, they will know how to protect themselves. Only idiots and fools will let themselves get hurt again and again.I am that idiot and fool.Feng Yuqing, my love is turned off, and my heart is surrounded. Since there is no possibility of them coming back, don’t let the loneliness come to the fore. I must bravely fight against it. I have been to many places and my heart will not hurt again. I hope I miss you. It will be more than one point zero.

I sent Qin Feng a text message, saying that I can't forget Feng Yuqing, that I'm cheap, that I regret it, and let him love Haoyue and take good care of him.

Until I returned to Feng's house, I didn't wait for Qin Feng's text message.Back in the room, I secretly called him, but he turned off the phone.

"Why, can't you bear to miss Young Master Qin?"

"Please go out!"

"This is my home! What qualifications do you have?" He pulled the belt off the windbreaker and tied my wrists behind the head of the bed.

river crab...

"Xun'er, it's very nice to hear! You stand up for me, tonight, I will reward you."

"Shoushen...ah...Feng Yuqing...you are too...uh...narcissistic...huh..." I was out of breath.

My stubbornness brought about even more rough treatment, until there were countless phantoms of him in front of my eyes, and when I couldn't identify the lights on the roof as a few light bulbs, I smiled brightly, hoping that I would never wake up again.

Xun'er, when the wind passed by, it failed to blow away the dust of the Queen Mother of the city. How many times of rain has never washed away your heavy sadness. Your sadness is as long as my despair. ——Feng Yuqing.