revenge in the name of love

The tragedy is that God gave you hope, gave you the right person, gave you the opportunity to meet and the fate of knowing each other, but he didn't give you all his love all his life, and broke your hope every day.Even if it is a tragedy, how can it all be attributed to "God's will"?Is it possible for a person to clap his hands and claim that he has no responsibility at all?

I am Jin Haoyue, Feng Yuqing's confidant.Maybe, not now...

A few days ago, I sent Feng Yuqing home, only to find out that Feng Yixun had run away from home.The young master dispatched everyone to look for the second young master, but found nothing.That night, I received a call from Qin Feng. He told me that the Second Young Master was with him but wouldn't let me tell the First Young Master.I know that he has always liked the second young master, but nothing happened.

Once, when I went to Bart's restaurant for dinner, I saw Qin Feng's lonely back.He was drinking dull wine at the bar, I went to persuade him, he looked at me with tears in his eyes, with a little confusion.

"Xun'er...I love you!" After saying that, he kissed my lips, and I tasted the vodka in his mouth.Love is a kind of encounter, but it cannot be foreseen.I like him, from the first time I saw him, I liked him.I know there is such a thing as love at first sight, romantic but not necessarily long lasting.It is difficult to fall in love with each other for a long time, but it is even more difficult to separate.Love at first sight is always related to appearance, and love over time is always related to habit.The slower you fall in love with someone, the longer you will love.I want him to get to know me slowly and fall in love with me.Love can last for a moment, but true love takes time.But I forgot that the legs of love are not strong, and the longer the time, the more tired it becomes.wait. ...maybe not easy; hurting...is easy.

That night, we kissed and entangled, and he kept calling the second young master's name. I smiled, but I couldn't hold back the tears from the corners of my eyes. I smiled, but my heart hurt, it hurt so much with.We have maintained this relationship ever since.

According to what Qin Feng said, I didn't tell the young master until the day before yesterday, when one of my subordinates said that the second young master was in Qin's house.I called Qin Feng before leaving, but was caught by the young master.He locked me in the room, asked the servant to look at me, and said: "If I don't see Feng Yixun, I will bring Qin Feng here to see how you get raped by others! See how he ends up I like you or not! Let's see if it's worth it for you to do this!"

Finally, the young master was brought back.At night, the young master entered the room where I was imprisoned, lit a cigarette, and smoked slowly.

"Hao Yue," he flicked his cigarette, "Why did you betray me? I can tell that Qin Feng doesn't like you. You did it?"

"Master, I know he doesn't like me, but I like him."

"You can't wake up because of love. Just like him, no, like them..." He put out his cigarette, "You are not allowed to go out for a week, and you will be punished with 10 lashes every day!"

Love can't wake up, one sentence breaks the secret in obsession.It's not that I don't want to extricate myself, but that people are in it and their hearts can't help themselves.People are smart and reduce their longevity, and they have never lost their blessings.If people can let go?Does it look happier?But who can let go?Feng Yuqing, you can't let go of yourself, so why bother to expect others to let go...

After I finished these 70 whips, I finally started to live a free life, but some people walked by me and said some harsh words.However, there is no need to look back to see who is cursing you?If a mad dog bites you, are you going to lie down and bite him back?

I went to Qin's house, and the weather was getting colder and colder. I breathed into my palms and kept rubbing them.

"Haoyue?" Yixun who opened the door surprised me, but it made sense after thinking about it.

"Yixun, come take a bath, I've put away the bath water!" Qin Feng walked out of the room, happily like a child.When he was with me, he never smiled or even looked at me.

"Jin Haoyue?" The smile on his face froze and he said in a deep voice, "What do you want from me?"

I looked at Yixun, and he immediately noticed that he said he was going to take a shower, let the two of us chat, and left us awkwardly facing each other.

"Why did you come here without saying hello?"

"Are you afraid that I will spoil your good deed?" I said coldly.

"What's the good thing! Haoyue...you" after saying that, he stretched out his hand.

"Don't touch me!" I avoided his hand, turned and ran.

The cars on the street came and went, I crossed the road in a hurry, and a car drove straight towards me without any intention of slowing down.

"Be careful!" Someone behind me backed me to the side of the road.I turned around and saw that it was Qin Feng.

"Are you OK?"

"No……"

"Why are there so many scars on my body?" He saw the whip wounds on my back, "Is it Feng Yuqing?"

"Don't worry, I'm really fine, but I just finished reading a very funny and absurd love novel, and I think there is a sentence in it that is very interesting... Do you want to listen?" I rubbed my eyes and looked at the night sky with a wry smile , tonight, there is not even a single star in the sky.

"kindness."

My voice was surprisingly quiet, but my tears were endless like broken beads: "I searched all over the world to find you." Looking at him, I smiled and cried, "It's ridiculous... Even if you find it... so what? I found you, so what? You only love Yixun, you never looked at me directly, even when you fucked me, you yelled His name!"

My question left him speechless.He opened his hand to hug me, but I opened it hard, and I said: "See you again." Leaving him alone on the street.

Perhaps, love has no eternity, and it will never end. At the end of life, love is short and long.Standing at the edge of the years, those beautiful freeze-frames and heart-broken loves are all buried by the four seasons and are gone forever.The only thing left is this desolate flower full moon, following all the way, wandering around the world, whose thoughts are on the back?The most painful thing in the world is waiting. I don't know how long he has been waiting for me. I always thought that I would never have the chance to see him again. He asked me why I didn't love him.Suddenly, I didn't know how to open my mouth, I didn't know how to say the first sentence, tell him that I really love him.It turns out that there are many troubles in the world that are easy to solve. As long as you are willing to look at some things in reverse, you will have a different situation. I finally understand what it means to be quiet.In fact, as far as love is concerned, there should be me in you, and you in me. It doesn't matter who is who, it doesn't matter if two people are happy together.A person can fall in love with many people in his life. After you get the happiness that really belongs to you, you will understand that the pain in the past is actually a kind of wealth, which allows you to learn to better grasp and cherish the people you love.Love is not a kind of vanity, you have to show it off in front of everyone; love is not a beautiful dress, you have to wear it outside for everyone to appreciate; love is not a task, you have to explain it to your relatives and friends.The most regrettable thing in life is to easily give up what should not be given up, and stubbornly persist in what should not be persisted. ——Qin Feng.