revenge in the name of love

Things in this world are very strange. Every couple in love wants to give each other the deepest and most true love. They always think that with love, two people can live a life like heaven, but they never thought that love can also hurt and also There will be pain and there will be scars.Falling in love makes people have more opportunities to hurt each other, because the door of both hearts is open to each other, because there is no defense, because the softest part is exposed to each other, it will be easier to hurt each other, so that love becomes Got scarred.

The dream is broken silently, the heart is broken without a trace, only the rain of tears floats into the past, the pain of longing cannot escape, cannot be forgotten, it hurts the heart every silent night, the fragile heartstrings are broken by the tears of longing, scattered in the world of mortals In the impatience!The love is deep and the relationship is shallow, this life is a sad song, a turn around, strangers in the world, only heartbreak, dreams and souls!Every time I wake up from a dream, I feel lonely, who knows when my heart hurts, who knows when I cry, sometimes I really hope that I am no longer myself, I always say to myself: just take a deep breath, but I take a deep breath I tried it many times, but I couldn't let go of the heavy heart.Every night is quiet and only the sound of heartbreak can be heard. At that time, I discovered that the so-called forever is just a distance away from turning around.

I woke up as usual, and I saw Feng Yuqing sitting on the chair beside the bed and falling asleep.The sun shone on his hair, exuding a charming light. Looking closely, the proper sideburns on both sides of his ears perfectly modified the lines of his cheeks, and the stubble on his chin filled his whole body. A haggard layer.

Why are you falling asleep here?Why do you have to be so ambiguous?You obviously don't love me!

"Woo~" He seemed a little uncomfortable, and opened his eyes when I was unprepared.

He looked at me with a smile in his eyes, just when I was about to keep a distance from him, he took my arm, raised my chin lightly, pressed my lips, and nibbled slowly and gently bite.

I'm not used to this feeling, not like him nor the way we get along.The French kiss ended with my resistance.

"Don't treat me like this, we...we are brothers after all." No matter how much love there is, it is still defeated by reality after all.

He frowned and said, "When you and I were together, did you ever think that we were brothers? When you kept asking me to fuck you, did you ever think about it?"

"..." That's not what I want!You forced me!I looked into his eyes, but there was silence for a while, and tears fell quietly during this period.

Crying doesn't mean I give in, taking a step back doesn't mean I admit defeat, letting go doesn't mean I give up.Just as I smile doesn't mean I'm happy.Slowly exile me alone.Close your eyes and use tears to feel what heartache is...

"Feng Yixun! Your tears are worthless!" He looked at me and sighed coldly.

"I hate myself like this too..." I hate myself after being hurt. Repeated injuries make people decadent to the point of nowhere to retreat.

He didn't pay attention to what I said, and slowly walked out of my sight.I also continue to live a boring life here.

"Master..." I turned around and saw a young man with breakfast in his hands. Even with his head down, he could see that he was extremely haggard, and his pale lips were still trembling.

"Haoyue?" I looked at the person in front of me and braced myself, "What's wrong with you? Sit down first."

I took the breakfast in his hand, helped him sit on the armchair, and poured him a glass of milk.

"What's wrong with Haoyue?" I looked at him worriedly.

"Master... I'm fine..." He was about to stand up, but I grabbed him, but I heard him whimper.

I secretly felt that something was wrong, and slowly pulled his sleeves away, only to see criss-cross welts.I wanted to reach out to pull his coat off, but he stopped me.

He grabbed the collar tightly, looked at me warily, and called out in panic: "Master!"

"let me see!"

"Master, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first." He put on that cold expression again.

Heartbroken, she pushed him onto the bed and pulled off his coat.He was wearing very little, just a vest inside, but the scar on his chest could be seen faintly, I stared at it blankly, brushing my finger over the hideous wound.Haoyue stopped struggling and turned her head away, not looking at me.

"Feng Yuqing!" I murmured his name and knocked on the bed indiscriminately, making a muffled sound.

Haoyue seemed to be frightened, looked at me in surprise, and called me tentatively: "Master?"

I ignored him, turned and ran out of the room. "Uncle Zhong, where is Feng Yuqing?"

"Eldest young master is in the study, young master, you..." The housekeeper, Uncle Zhong, looked at me suspiciously.

I hurriedly ran to the study on the second floor, and broke into the study without warning.

Feng Yuqing gave me a cold look, then continued to look down at the document.I snatched the document from his hand and slammed it on the ground.

He said dissatisfiedly: "Feng Yixun! Are you crazy!"

"You are the madman! Feng Yuqing, how can you be so ruthless!"

"What are you talking about? I don't understand." He narrowed his eyes and warned me not to challenge his limits.

"Haoyue's injury! You did it!"

"So what! He did something wrong and should be punished!"

"What qualifications do you have, what right to hurt him! I was revenged by you, played by you, and hurt by you. I deserve it all. I asked for it all! But Haoyue is innocent! What the hell is wrong with you?" Come to me with satisfaction, don't hurt others!"

"You care about him so much?! Feng Yixun, you are so generous! You can accommodate Qin Feng, Jin Haoyue, and Xia Chengxi in your heart. I don't know if you can accommodate another me!"

"It's because your heart is too small, you can only pretend to be Xiao Xun'er!"

"Crack!" The blow without warning was so piercing that the whole room could hear it, and I could feel the taste of rust in my mouth, tasting the gift he gave.

"Haha!" I smiled, "I thought that with your Feng Yuqing's character, everything could be lukewarm, but I didn't expect that she is a wound in your heart that will never heal!"

He looked at me with undulating eyes, he stretched out his hand, and I opened his hand reflexively.

"Feng Yuqing, I'm not a fool! I won't be beaten twice for nothing!"

There was a silence in the study room, he didn't speak for a long time, and finally he just repeated that sentence: "Xun'er, pay attention to your identity!"

Everyone will have a past that they don't want to mention. As time goes by, the memories that don't want to mention become deep and shallow wounds, which are hidden in the deepest part of their hearts, and can only be examined when they are most lonely. Then weep in pain, but you can't touch it, even if it's inadvertent, because those wounds will hurt, so painful that you can suffocate... Even though Xiao Xun'er has been dead for 16 years, but... this is still me and Feng Yixun is a hurdle that can never be crossed.Some people say: True love has no secrets behind it.Those who say this know neither love nor secrets.Sometimes I want to give up, I will start looking for the lost self. ——Feng Yuqing