From God's perspective, I complained about the world

The black-haired and blue-eyed girl in front of her showed a confused expression, and the desire to complain in her eyes was not concealed at all.

Regarding his speech just now, she clearly wrote in her eyes: Are you a primary school student?

Akashi Seijuro sighed softly.

In fact, he couldn't expect the other party's brain circuit to think the same way as he did.

However, at this time, maybe he can breathe a sigh of relief, after all, he can't get her brain circuit into the right track now, which means that it is the same for anyone else.

Moreover, in terms of familiarity with her, he is better.

But sometimes it is inevitable to feel that being too familiar may not be a good thing, because if the distance is too close, some things will become invisible.

This is a common problem of childhood sweethearts.

Moreover, when people face the existence that is too cherished, they always hesitate and think over and over again, because they don't want to imagine any possibility of becoming estranged from her, but how to change the relationship Feeling distressed...became cautious.

In fact, this is not like Akashi Seijuro at all, let alone a vigorous second personality, so it is only natural that she can't see what he is thinking.

He can't allow himself to fail, but in this kind of thing, the person who can decide whether he wins is not himself.

When Akashi Seijuro came back to his senses, he saw the girl in front of him raise her hand, signaling him to lower his head slightly.

Akashi lowered his head obediently and moved a little closer, but he didn't really know what she was going to do.

Her hand suddenly landed on the top of his hair, stroking his hair lightly.

He was slightly taken aback.

There is a gentle touch between the hair, with a little soothing meaning.

In fact, he would often use this kind of intimacy on the other party. This is a privileged intimacy unique to Xiao Xunran, but it needs to be reversed—no one can imagine that anyone can treat him like this Akashi Seijuro.

But if it was made by her, it was taken for granted.

It's just, what was she thinking suddenly...

Later, Akashi Seijuro heard her say: "No matter how many new friends I make, Ah Zheng is my best friend."

——It’s comforting.

He couldn't help laughing a little.

He obviously didn't mean that.

And the girl in front of her continued to say: "How could you be jealous for such a reason, like a child. Ah Zheng, you are really naive, but you are actually quite cute."

Saying this, she frowned and suddenly laughed.

Akashi Seijuro looked at her, his thoughts drifting away a bit.

In fact, he was not as naive as she imagined.

The so-called "childish" performances are all based on his current one-sided feelings, some of which are revealed inadvertently, and some of which are really irresistible.

.........

Akashi Seijuro actually can't remember exactly when the different feelings arose.

He was born in a famous family, had high hopes, and was extremely cold at the top. His father was extremely strict, and since he was a child, he has received all kinds of elite education that adults can't stand.

As the eldest son and only son of the Akashi family, Seijuro Akashi's duty is to keep winning and becoming a master.

In the cruel childhood with heavy tasks, only his gentle mother was his spiritual support. Fortunately, when he was still young, he met a girl who was a green plum.

Even the strict father did not object to him having such a playmate, probably because the girl was good enough both in her family background and in herself.

After losing his mother, she has always been by his side.

For Akashi Seijuro, there are too many memories with Todo Akane, those are his past memories, which have nothing to do with heavy pressure, colorful bright colors.

She is free in nature, optimistic and cheerful enough, can always find a variety of interesting topics, and has always been able to ignore and break all "fixed" atmospheres and atmospheres.

In the eyes of others, Akashi Seijuro is too good, but it will discourage his peers, and he will draw an inherent boundary with him unconsciously, so he has no close friends since he was a child, except her.

After all, all she saw in her eyes was his playmate named Seijuro Akashi.

She will be happy for his victories and successes in all aspects, and she will also lament his hard work from the perspective of her peers.

She has many characteristics that are opposite to his. Although Akashi, who has understood his position since he was a child, will not have such emotions as "envy", but she does have some characteristics that he will "yearn for".

She is indeed different from ordinary people.

Akashi also heard his mother talk about the girl's physical problems, but Mingyin just didn't take it seriously, and she said confidently: "This is obviously a problem of the world."

In terms of views on certain things, Dongtang Mingyin is actually very stubborn. It is difficult to tell from the outside that she has such a firm self-will.

Sometimes Akashi Seijuro will inevitably feel that even if people all over the world are the same, only she is different, she will feel confidently that all this is a problem with the world. ——But it doesn't matter, Akashi thinks she is very cute who insists on herself like that.

The gentle mother once said to him with a smile: "Xiao Zheng is a boy, so take good care of Xiao Mingyin."

He also took it for granted.

The girl who is Qingmei looks tough but fragile, and he substituting himself into the position of protector unconsciously.

And human life is fragile. On the day his mother left, Akashi Seijuro had an epiphany.

On the day his mother died, he knew the girl's secret.

The other party can actually see those existences belonging to the other side.

She recounted word by word the advice left to him by the soul of her mother who died of illness before she became a Buddha.

She told him that human beings have souls, so death does not mean disappearance, it really just goes to a distant place.

But she added that it was still painful for those left behind, so he should cry if he wanted to.

Instead of adhering to the attitude that the only son of the Akashi family, "Akashi Seijuro", maintains the necessary etiquette, and uses an empty expression to cover up his inner sadness.

When she said this, her eyes were red, and the tears really couldn't stop falling down.Akashi Seijuro had never seen her cry, it was the first time.Even when she was younger, she accidentally fell, and the glaring, hard-to-heal wound kept bleeding and looked painful, and she only frowned slightly when the doctor cleaned the wound for her.

In fact, she liked his mother very much, and he was not the only one who was sad about his mother's departure.

After the death of his mother, Akashi Seijuro's schoolwork increased and his free time became less and less.

She probably couldn't understand many things, whether it was the indifferent family he lived in, or his attitude of never refusing any pressure.

But she also knew that Akashi Seijuro had chosen to accept this, so she had nothing to do.

People are different. Although no one can say that they can understand each other's situation from their own point of view, if they are different people, they will probably make different choices when facing the same situation.

One day, when she dragged herself to the amusement park, he accidentally caught a glimpse of a "wonderful" expression on his father's always serious face.

Akashi Seijuro couldn't help substituting and imagining for a while... If Mingyin was in her position, with her overly free temper, the Akashi family would probably fall into "big chaos" beyond imagination.

But no matter what, Akashi Seijuro is Akashi Seijuro, he is not Todo Akine, he will stand at the top, he will continue to win, he still strictly demands himself and fulfills his responsibilities.The education that has continued since childhood has actually been engraved into the bone marrow. This is an unchangeable fact.

However, on that day, the lights and fireworks in the amusement park were very dazzling, but her smile was even more dazzling.

She asked him if he was happy.

In fact, Akashi Seijuro also knew that she always wanted him to be a little happier.

After all, there are many, many things that she would feel happy about.As a playmate since childhood, she always wanted to share with him.She would wish he had it easier.

His answer was unquestionably happy.

But at that time, what he wanted to say was that as long as he was by her side, no matter what he did, he would be equally happy.

However, I didn't think about it when I was a child.

It should be there by your side, but there is no reason why you will always be by your side.

Akashi Seijuro is actually very clear that Todo Akine is an "uncontrollable" existence.

She is not the type like Momoi, because she is a child tame relationship, she will put herself in the caregiver's side.

Rather, the relationship between them is the opposite of Aomine and Momoi.

It was Akashi Seijuro who was more used to how to take care of Todo Akine.

However, Mingyin is not the type who will make people worry all the time.She is a fairly independent individual and doesn't feel like she needs to be cared for all the time.

His green plum girl is good enough, she has a beautiful appearance, a smart and clear mind, and keen insight.

Although she is habitually lazy and doesn't like to be strict with herself, no matter what she wants to do, as long as she really wants to do it, she can do it best.

When interacting with people, his personality is also quite easy-going and easy to get along with.Wherever she goes, she is a presence that shines and attracts others.

But she has no self-awareness, she is too free, she acts spontaneously, she is full of curiosity, she can do whatever she wants, and often runs to pursue some things he cannot see without planning and inexplicably.

From an early age, he could feel that her perspective on the world was different from that of ordinary people.But she can always be so straightforward, full of confidence in her own views, and she can always see through the surface to see through the essence, and perceive many things that even he can't.

It would not be an exaggeration to say that the two have completely opposite personalities.

It is actually quite reasonable to say that she is the type he is least good at dealing with.

Two people who are so different, as children who grew up together, have different personalities, and it is impossible for them to have no friction at all.But he is the one who compromises without exception.But Akashi Seijuro felt that there was nothing unfair about it, after all, she was good enough.

She knows him enough, she cares about him, she believes in him, there will never be the sense of distance between her and him that there is with other people, she can detect any changes in him, and no matter how he becomes , even if she disagrees with some, she will support him from his point of view.

but.

Although she did care about him, she didn't depend on him.

The feelings of two people are not the same, so the current distance in reality is like this.

She doesn't think it's a big deal, and it's only natural that it's impossible for youngsters to stick together all the time.What's more, in her eyes, Akashi Seijuro is not the type who needs others to stare at him all the time.

Moreover, she had something that he didn't understand, but she was looking for inexplicably.

But not in the same school, or the other party will not choose to go in the same direction as him.For the current state, he is undoubtedly insecure.

Akashi Seijuro once thought that she just needs to be free and happy, and do what she likes to do.

After the birth of the strong but more "fragile" second personality, it is actually impossible to understand the stagnant thinking of the No. 1 personality.

In that case, he would lose her sooner or later.

Feelings shape thoughts, and deeper feelings create more cravings.In the past, Akashi Seijuro probably didn't realize the deep feelings he was hiding.But now his real thought is undoubtedly to keep the other party by his side.

Before, when it came to choosing a school, whether to indulge the other party or refute the other party's ideas to make the other party obedient, the second personality actually chose the latter at first.

People will always lose some things. Akashi Seijuro doesn't want to lose, so he relies on victory to maintain those things that he doesn't want to lose. This is why he was born with a second personality.

But Dongtang Mingyin is a person who does his own way and has an unbelievably strong sense of self-consciousness.

He has a strong rebellious heart and cannot treat her with a tough attitude, otherwise everything will backfire. He has really seen this with his second personality.

—Only her.

It has nothing to do with "winning".

It's not like they haven't competed since they were young. From ordinary exams to his favorite chess, or her favorite games, and even to the simplest guessing boxing, these have been compared countless times.

Akashi Seijuro will always be the one to win, there's no doubt about that.

But she never cared if she lost.

Occasionally, when playing games, I would ask him to release the water, but in fact, I just wanted to see how helpless he looked.And her sly expression is very cute, so Akashi Seijuro didn't mind pampering each other at those times.

She wasn't one of those "Generation of Miracles" that he could continue to rule after he won.

So it's not that "winning" her will keep her by his side all the time.

It is impossible for the second personality, who was born for victory, not to suffer from it at all.

No.1, he didn't fall asleep completely, but one day, he suddenly woke up.

Akashi Seijuro, No. 1, did not intend to change his consciousness at this time, and never commented on the style of the second personality in the basketball team.But it's not like he didn't take the initiative to speak out when it came to dealing with Qingmei.Therefore, the two personalities also had a brief communication in consciousness.

The No.1 cell said to itself in consciousness:

"Admit it, you just can't do anything about her, and you have to treat her in my way in the end."

She won't hate you though.

But I don't like your attitude.

She will not change, the person who changes has always been you.

Even though she can accept Akashi Seijuro's change, she knows better than anyone that all of this is Akashi Seijuro, but it doesn't mean that she can understand this feeling now.

And you can't afford any risk, any possibility of her actually staying away from you.

In the second personality, he fell into a brief silence.

Cell No.1 felt his displeasure.

Akashi Seijuro is undoubtedly competitive, no matter what.

It is also very strange to say that it is obviously a person, but even if it is with another self, it will secretly compete.

The second personality said to herself: "We all have nothing to do with her."

Otherwise, if you realized it earlier and let her not leave you for any reason, it would not be like this now.

——However, even so, it is not impossible to think of a way.

It's just a matter of distance in reality, as long as it doesn't become a real distance.

The idea of ​​wanting her to stay by his side is the same no matter which one Akashi Seijuro is.

For this reason, it seems that it is no big deal to make changes.

...

.........

I think boys are such amazing creatures that they seem to become more and more childish as they get older?

Although I really want to complain about this kind of elementary school thinking: "I'm not happy when you make new friends", but it is undeniable that I am a little bit cute, after all, it is really cute.

My young boy is a very serious person, and he often gives people a serious feeling when dealing with others.From childhood to adulthood, I have never seen his willful appearance. (The state of the second child should be excluded. The lines of the second child disease are too shameful. I just want to dig his toes!)

Therefore, he is a little willful in the normal mode now, or does it give me a feeling of being coquettish?In fact, it seems to be very contrasting...the contrast is so cute.

So, subconsciously went to comfort.

It was the same in the first place, no matter how many new friends you make, friends like You Xunran are absolutely irreplaceable.

Although he would have such an idea, it was completely unexpected to me.

But this is also proof that you are valued, right?

The boy bowed his head in front of me, with an inexplicable soft and cute feeling, completely different from the haughty state he was on the court before.

I raised my hand to touch his hair, the red hair rubbed between my fingers, it was soft to the touch, actually very good to the touch, and suddenly I understood why Ah Zheng liked to touch my hair.

Although I don't know why he looked a bit complicated afterwards, but he didn't say anything, just smiled helplessly.

I think my little thoughts may have been discovered, but my thoughts are not wrong, after all, it is indeed——

"How could you be jealous for such a reason, like a child. Ah Zheng, you are really naive, but you are actually quite cute."

Sighing like this, I wanted to laugh a little bit, and I couldn't help laughing when I bent my eyes.

The red-haired boy in front of me glanced at me, and the expression on his face had returned to calm.He raised his hand to support his chin, looking like he was thinking, and after pondering for a moment, he asked thoughtfully:

"Childish... Mingyin, do you think so?"

"Huh?" I tilted my head and looked at him with a puzzled expression, "Otherwise, what else could it be?"

Isn't that what he's showing... a little bit of that feeling.

Although other people who know Akashi Seijuro don't think he is naive, maybe he doesn't think so?

But—however, his performance just now does not belong to the mature range, does it? !The antonym of childish is mature!This kind of thinking is definitely not mature!

Akashi Seijuro did not continue to entangle with me about whether he was naive or not.He paused, then continued to ask calmly: "Speaking of which, Mingyin, you mean that feeling is cute?"

Wow, from "childish" to "cute"!This person is so good at biting words in his words. Could it be that he wants to take my words apart and analyze them one by one?Why? ?

My heart was full of complaints, and I raised my eyes and looked at him inexplicably.

However, there is nothing wrong with his acting cute.

"...Do boys hate being called cute?" I asked hesitantly.

He has a strong self-esteem, and the current second personality is a relatively arrogant (?) type, don't you like being said that.

Words like childish, cute, etc.Will be hated by him?

I raised my eyes to look at him, and he was also looking at me. Under the fine red hair, a pair of pupils of different colors stared at me. His eyes were actually very unique. The corners of the eyes were slightly raised, and the pupils seemed to be erect , Looking at it carefully, it feels like a cat.

Before the eyes changed color, they were docile cats and cats, but now with different colored pupils they are cold cats and cats.

The aloof Maomao suddenly narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he had discovered some secret, and laughed a little abruptly.

I looked at him in bewilderment, his lips rose a little bit more, and his expression suddenly softened a lot.

"No, I don't hate it."

me."

"As for the so-called childishness, it may be because the distance between you and Mingyin is a little far away..."

me?"

"I'm not used to it, and I feel a little lonely."

Me: "Huh?!"

I was totally shocked.

What is he saying?What did he say?My ears shouldn't be broken, right?Is it possible that he is really acting like a baby with me?

I have always played the role of "mother" habitually, and I will worry about my baby in various ways.

Although I know he is not invulnerable, he does have a vulnerable side.But I always feel that he is definitely not a character who will "show weakness" to others.

I think he is "fragile", but it doesn't mean that I can think that one day, he will directly express such "fragile" thoughts to me.

Although just now I was still saying that he felt a little naive.

But it is undeniable that he is better than me in every aspect, and he should be able to handle it easily in the new environment, and there is no need for others to worry about his daily life——

What he said, for the separation of two places from me, the school is different.

Shouldn't it be as a character who habitually takes care of me and feels worried about me from time to time?It's not like... what is this like, help, I couldn't find a suitable adjective for a while.

Anyway, I, I didn't think that I had such a big influence on him...

Akashi Seijuro seemed to see through my thoughts, and continued:

"Why does Mingyin think that I can get used to it? Obviously we have been together before."

Akashi Seijuro was calm and composed, his tone was serious, and he didn't have the slightest consciousness to say something that didn't fit his personality.

"So Mingyin, you need to care more about me."

me."

Because it was too shocking, I became a useless person who can only make short syllables.

I suddenly feel guilty.What exactly is going on.

So the previous quarrel with him was too much for me.

At that time, he just didn't want to be separated from me and felt that he would be lonely, so he denied my school choice so much.

That's right, he has very few friends, and he doesn't know if he has become real friends with his new teammates in the new school. It must be very lonely by himself.

So seeing that I am still so happy here, I will feel unhappy, so I will say that he is not happy that I have made new friends.

He is so pitiful, I am guilty, I am a big villain, how could I treat him like that.

"Speaking of which, when I come back from the next vacation, let's go to the amusement park together." Seeing my walking speed getting slower and slower, and my face full of guilt, Akashi Seijuro changed the subject as if nothing had happened.

"Huh?" I hesitated, "The ones that are reserved are still ordinary."

"Is this your first reaction?" He laughed a little, "Well, this time I want to try the feeling of how crowded it is."

"That's normal?"

"Well. It's not bad."

...

Even after bidding farewell to my baby boy in the evening, I couldn't recover from the terrible shock.

With complicated emotions, I took my mobile phone and sent a message to my best friend.

[Me: In May, did you ever... suddenly feel that Qingfeng has become very fragile and cute. ]

[The most beautiful peach: Xiao Ming, don't scare me! ! !How is it possible for Ada!Lovely? !If you really want to do this, it's the level of nightmares at night, okay? ! ]

[Me: Then can you imagine what it would be like for Akashi Seijuro to be lovable. ]

[Most Beautiful Peach: ………… Shocked]

[The most beautiful peach: I can't imagine that Akashi-kun is linked to the word lovable. ]

[The most beautiful peach: Although I can't imagine it, if it is Akashi-kun, it will be a little bit different unexpectedly. ]

[Me: Right. ]

Although the incident was a bit shocking and incomprehensible.

But I think people can't, at least shouldn't limit their imagination.

If Aomine's type is fragile and cute, let alone May, even I will be scared and have nightmares.

but.Ah Zheng would be fine.

I am reflecting on myself, is it because I am too used to it and feel that I know the other party too well, I always subconsciously use my own perspective to guess what Xiao Xunran is thinking, but my guess is not necessarily accurate.

I can't read minds after all!

In short, I must be wrong in this regard.Since you are wrong, you should reflect on yourself——

Ah Zheng lacks love more than I imagined, I must care more about him in the future!