From God's perspective, I complained about the world

...Ah, being led away.

Akashi Seijuro still lowered his eyes slightly, looking thoughtful.

Although I was a little dazed, I could still feel that the emotions of the young boy next to me were ups and downs like a roller coaster.

But I don't have superpowers and can't read minds, and although my young boy is a boy, his heart is more delicate than a girl like me... Naturally, I can't understand what's going on in his mind at all.

But to be honest, I think Akashi Seijuro of the second personality is actually slightly "childish" compared to the No.1 personality...

Although I usually don't treat Akashi's two personalities separately as two people, I can always see the difference between his two personalities...

Although a person is one person, it is indeed split apart in the true sense.The two personalities have different thinking and behavior patterns... Should it be said that they are the extreme manifestations of the two sides of a person's personality?

It is impossible for human beings to show everything about themselves. Human beings all have a side that they show in front of others and a side that they hide.Whether it is No.1 personality or the personality displayed by the second personality, they are actually part of Akashi Seijuro, but the positions have been reversed.

The second personality interprets Akashi Seijuro's pursuit of "victory", but because he was completely born when he was about to lose to Murasakihara, the source of his birth is also the burden and pressure that Akashi Seijuro has always been on.

So I have reason to suspect that in the state of the second personality, Akashi Seijuro is more vulnerable than No.1 personality.

Because of his "vulnerability", he is now more "emotional" than when he was No.1, even though his current style has become more aggressive and powerful.

In fact, it was still difficult for me to see this kind of expression on Ah Zheng's face... If he is unhappy, he will really show his unhappy expression (?

Now, I find that it is really easy for him to express his emotions on his face.

That's why it is said that he with the second personality will appear relatively naive.

"...Ah Zheng, could it be that you are unhappy?" Although it was a question, I was actually sure.I tugged the hand that he had been holding me from just now until now, and asked him a little strangely.

Why are you unhappy, you obviously won the game, right?Although it is true that there is nothing to be happy about winning that level of cannon fodder... But it is not suddenly unpleasant, so why is this attitude now?What he was thinking like that, I can't understand.

"I'm not unhappy." He seemed to realize something, changed his expression, and when he looked at me, his tone and expression became very calm.

- This is a lie.

As a person with high emotional intelligence, excellent character, and good education, Akashi Seijuro does not like to use his emotions to influence others.

To put it simply, he is a slightly "boring" guy.

Excluding wins and losses, competitions and other principled issues that will make him stand out, and don't consider what other people think of him.

Let me just talk about the characteristics I have seen when I have been with him for so many years, his temper and habits when dealing with people close to him——

Akashi Seijuro is a very good talker, he is very good at communicating with people, even if I talk to him about some fields that he has not been involved in too much, he can perfectly answer the topic I said.In other words, he can take the initiative to understand and understand my preferences, and he has a strong ability to accept everything.

But usually, he just says things that make me happy and happy.So getting along with him will be very easy and pleasant.

But what about himself?Probably because of the strong character, not to show weakness.He is the type. If there is any unhappiness and depression, he will probably keep it in his heart, and he doesn’t like to tell others about his troubles. That’s what happened in the basketball team in the past, because I didn’t involve him, so he never Will take the initiative to tell me.

And he is also the type who will take the initiative to take on a lot of responsibilities and help others solve their troubles, so the pressure will always be so much...

But he is just a teenager, even if he can be perfect in schoolwork, it doesn't mean that he can also be perfect in interpersonal relationships.The end result is - this aspect of the basketball department is really not handled well.

Our personalities are completely different. I am a person who says what comes to mind. I actually like to share my various emotions with my friends-so every time I see him "bored" like this, I also It's always going to be a little bit of a bummer.

It's fine if I don't find his emotions, but once I find out, I'll definitely be a little angry when he still doesn't say anything.

Other people he knows may choose not to ask any more about this situation, because Akashi Seijuro seems to be omnipotent, they feel a sense of distance, or feel that Akashi is the type who can handle his own affairs completely .But I don't think so at all, after all I know well that he's not that indestructible.

I also sometimes feel that I am actually a little too much.

After all, I'm really not the gentle and considerate type.

Normally speaking, based on the difference in personality between me and him, it would be better to say that I am actually the type he would feel the worst at dealing with.But we are young people who grew up together, this is not a relationship that can be alienated just because of personality differences.

When getting along, Akashi Seijuro will always be more accommodating to me.Even if there is any disagreement, the other party will always compromise first.

Even the second personality who is currently in the second stage of middle school and always says: "I don't allow anyone to disobey", basically doesn't treat me with his second year side. ...Except for the issue of choosing a school before, well, it turned out that even if he treated me in the second grade, it was useless, so he compromised again.

——I know all of these gentlenesses that belong to Akashi Seijuro, so I hope he can tell me directly if he has any troubles.

It's the same now, it's hard to meet each other, but he doesn't know what inexplicable troubles have arisen.Seeing that he didn't say anything, I simply stopped, grabbed his hand to make him stop, and raised my eyes to stare at him stubbornly.

But seeing my expression like this, the red-haired boy in front of me suddenly bent his eyes and laughed.

"As expected, Mingyin, you will always be like this." He said like this.

"Huh?" I was puzzled by his sudden speech.

"No matter how others change, you are the one who will never change."

"...I didn't know for a moment if you were praising me."

"I'm complimenting you. It's good that you've always been like this." He affirmed, "Speaking of which, what do you think of Tsunayoshi Sawada?"

"Eh? Why did you suddenly ask such a question?" The topic changed too quickly, and the unexpected question also confused me. I was stunned, and subconsciously said the most simple and understandable impression, "A Tsunade, he is a good boy... His type... is a hot-blooded heroine."

"...And I'm the villain boss of the Sports Fan?" Akashi's tone became strange.

"...Why did you go back to the note for me again! I have obviously changed it! Besides, can you set points for your own people!"

I raised my hand, clenched my fist, and wanted to punch him angrily.As a result, he easily grabbed the wrist that didn't use much strength.

I tried to withdraw my hand, but was stopped by his strength. I glanced at his white, bony hand holding my wrist, and looked up at him again.He tilted his head in confusion.

"...Akane, I won't lose, no matter what it is." Akashi Seijuro just lowered his eyes, looked at me with strange-colored pupils, and said to himself, but his serious expression and tone did not allow it. Doubt.

Me: "... Oh."

Does he think he won't lose so he doesn't admit that he is a villain boss? After all, villain bosses are destined to be defeated by the protagonist.

So what else can I say, tell you not to continue to set the flag, you will not listen at all.

"Will you cheer for me?"

I:"?"

Me: "Isn't this nonsense? Can I still cheer for others?"

I'm not a completely sane type of persona.

I figured this out when I was in middle school.

Even if you are really the villain boss of the Sports Fan.

Even if I have predicted the development trajectory and ending of your "story".

Even though I know that it's not good for you to put too much emphasis on winning... But I never hoped that you, my young tame dye, and Akashi Seijuro would lose.

It's just that I don't know what kind of spiritual energy that I don't understand this person got in my words inexplicably.

Akashi Seijuro suddenly laughed again.

Now I can't feel any unhappiness in him at all.

so what?Does this mean that emotions come and go quickly?Is a man's heart a sea needle?

I really don't understand...

"So why were you upset just now?" On the way back, I looked at him incomprehensibly.

The question just now was completely interrupted, but I still didn't get the answer.

"Do you think I'm unhappy..." Akashi Seijuro glanced at me, then moved his eyes away, and looked forward, "Sometimes I feel, Mingyin, that your powerful insight will never be used in a useful place Woolen cloth."

"You seem to be complaining about me seriously, Ah Zheng, what do you mean? I feel resentment."

Akashi didn't answer, but asked instead: "...Ming Yin also met a lot of new friends in the new environment."

I can't understand why the topic changed suddenly, but: "Aren't you the same about this? New school and new environment, of course you will meet new friends."

"..."

"If teammates in the basketball department count..." He rubbed his chin.

"Teammates are also friends! These are teammates who fight side by side! The friendship on the court is the best in the world! You should relax a little bit and communicate with your teammates! So, it's normal for us to have new friends, right?"

I also hope he makes more friends!

"..." Akashi glanced at me again, then looked away again.

What the hell is his stare and silence? !

"...so I'm not happy."

Me: "???" What the hell.

Since no one could translate Akashi Seijuro's speech for me, I tried to translate it myself.

His focus is not at all whether he has new friends.

It's me making new friends in a new environment = he's not happy.

ha? ...Primary school student? You are.