[Liai] Trapped beast

It was a beautiful dream, and he couldn't escape the feeling of being addicted to it.

But he knows that he can't stop his progress, and he can't look away because of pain.

"I've finished speaking, Captain Levi...Thank you for listening patiently to my last words."

——Thank you... for giving me a dream to remember with my life.

——Although I have woken up, I will never forget it.

The boy's footsteps passed the man's eyes one by one, and the man kept looking at him, looking at him intently.

That figure seemed to be about to melt into the night of the deep sea. Under the man's menacing sight, he stubbornly refused to look back... However, none of these could stop those eyes that seemed to be burning.

Levi just stared at him like this, his cold voice...but as tough as breaking through some kind of thick shackles.

"Little devil, you will regret it."

Amidst the endless waves, his extremely flat tone seemed to be stating an irrelevant matter, however, Allen could hear from behind... how much intense emotion was hidden behind it, As well as accusations against him, questioning him, and even strong feelings that can be called sentimental...

He couldn't help but pause for the sentimentality of the unrevealed man.

"I already regret it very much," he was so stiff that he couldn't even turn around to look at Levi, "I have always... regretted it all the time, regretted hurting Mikasa and Armin, regretted that I have always stagnated Before... I regret that I almost let you die for a monster like me..."

"But... I regret why I didn't realize it earlier? I've been betraying everyone in the Survey Corps until now..."

The man seemed to be stunned unexpectedly, he stared in disbelief at the man who couldn't stop trembling in the frenzied wind, that man was hugging his crumbling body tightly, as if he didn't do it...he just He was about to collapse immediately, as if he didn't do this... He was about to lose even the last of his courage.

"Ha...even the captain didn't notice it?"

"Maybe it's because I'm getting closer to the monster, and I'm gradually thinking about being controlled... After the 60th time I came out of the wall, when I was approaching the forest... the person who betrayed the information of the corps to the traitor, no Is it me...?"

Tears burst out of the dike, and the boy's long-standing patience finally broke out at that moment... He seemed to be crying, but his voice seemed to be laughing.

"A monster is a monster. Even if it pretends to be the same as a human being, it can't change its filthy nature. Up to now, it's even more difficult to hide its monster nature."

"Little devil, that's enough."

The man couldn't restrain his eyes trembling slightly. The excessive shock and Alan's abnormality made him unable to suppress the uneasiness in his heart.

"Haha... Captain Levi also thinks it's ridiculous...? I didn't lose my mind and ran away, but I automatically cooperated with those giants to kill my companions. I don't know how many people were killed by me at that time... Afterwards, I kept losing my memory... I actually dared to pretend that I was a victim, and was protected by the captain again and again... and almost killed the captain because of it..."

"How could there be... such a stupid thing..."

He hugged the arms on both sides tightly, and began to grab desperately with enough strength to tear himself apart, "How could I...would do such a thing...!"

"Shut up, that's enough." The man's steps suddenly lost control.

"It turns out that my hands have long been stained with the blood of my companions... I have long been an unforgivable monster."

Levi strode close to him, the wind screamed in his ear, but the young man completely lost control of himself.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... it's all because of me..."

"Ellen!"

He didn't have time to react, and suddenly a strong force grabbed him from behind, and when he was roughly turned face to face, the upper arms scratched on both sides were also tightly held by Levi's fingers. His body was cut off.

However, the tears paralyzed the young man's face, as if the pain and fragility that should have been shown on the face had been sucked away by the tears. Alan's pale expression left only a clearly visible emptiness and dullness.

"I can't go back anymore... There is no place that can tolerate me, a monster... I betrayed everyone in the Corps..."

Seeing that he didn't even cover up any emotions, and exposed all his weaknesses nakedly, the man's hands with increased strength seemed to imply endless sadness.

"shut up."

"I'm sorry...it's all my fault, I have to take everything down..."

"...Noisy."

"I'm sorry...Captain Levi..."

"Bastard, give me enough time...!"

In the frantic wind, Levi hugged the silently crying boy tightly, as if he was afraid of losing him.

"Have you said enough?"

The man's words that fell into Alan's ear brought out an extremely hot breath, but the other party was expressionless after all, and more tears just kept overflowing like this. The calm face made it impossible to guess whether he was sad or in love. pain.

"Stay, Alan Yeager, don't think you can run away from me if you are afraid."

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"Stay, Alan Yeager, don't think you can run away from me if you are afraid."

Gently, another gust of wind poured in, and the moist and salty smell rushed into the lungs in an instant, which couldn't hide the violent beating of thousands of hearts in the young man, but it instantly aroused the chaotic mind, that A certain emotion that keeps creeping up...

Allen is really all too familiar with this.

Did men feel the same way as him...?He didn't know very well, and he didn't have the courage to speak out, so he could only sink silently, in the hands of the other party embracing him forcefully.

He misses the gentleness of a man, and the addictive touch always makes him weak-willed, like clouds and mist, bringing a sense of unreality like a dream, which is extremely subtle and incredible... It's just this randomness After a hug, it seemed that Cai Cai's broken and trembling heart calmed down a lot.

The man always treats him so tenderly with his body, and he is very happy with it, even though he has always been very clear that he has never been anyone for the other party, and the man can't be someone for him, the ending is already doomed.

However, now he doesn't even have the qualifications to deceive himself and others, he can no longer indulge in the tenderness given by men... He is just a monster who can hurt others.

Even if we part, even without him, the man will still not change anything.

"I can see the captain here again... I am really very happy."

The boy began to struggle slightly, gently, to reject those arms.

"Don't use this method to stop me anymore, and don't have to sympathize with me, because... I am no longer the same as the captain."

He rested his hands on the man's chest, and lowered his head, unwilling to look directly at the man's face.

"People like me will only harm you... Before this monster like me has done anything irreparable to you, the only way to do this is the most correct way."

"Besides, I can basically no longer turn into a giant, and I'm useless to the survey corps. If I disappear soon, I won't bother you any more, and won't embarrass you, so I..."

"That's really nice to say, kid."

As close as there was no gap, Levi stared at him fixedly, with an almost terrifying obsession on his handsome face.

"Go to hell with your messy excuses, Alan Yeager, you're just scared."

"Huh...?" Alan stared blankly at him with his eyes wide open, but at the next moment, his eyes that were shrouded in a layer of mist seemed to wake up suddenly, and the anger of trying to resist broke out in an instant.

"No...it's not because I'm afraid...I...!"

"If it wasn't for that woman," Levi whispered with a sigh, with an extremely serious meaning, "under my watch, you can't hurt anyone at all, don't compare those two brats to me, the same thing There's no way it could ever happen to me or anyone else, and other than that, all the babbling is bullshit."

"How could it be all nonsense...!" Allen rejected everything fiercely, unable to understand the meaning of Levi's words, "I betrayed the people of the Corps! Those people who were killed by me...how do I , It is already impossible to save their lives!"

"Ah, you are indeed a murderer."

The man's deadly words, like the venom of a snake, made the young man's heart bit by bit...everything was corroded and destroyed wantonly.

"So, you just need to stay by my side from now on."

The hot breath of each other passed by the nose, and Allen stared into the bottomless eyes in surprise, without blinking.

"I will monitor you... so that you will no longer have a chance to be controlled."

The pupils as deep as a black pool reflected his extremely shocked face, the man's fingertips clenched his jaw, and as the distance gradually increased, he almost saw the person in the man's pupils...it didn't look like himself at all. The face that wants to go all the way.

The amber pupils tightened for a moment, and the hidden sorrow surged up with the surge of emotions.

"Do not……!"

Allen couldn't hide his surprise, his face was flushed, and he resisted breaking away from the opponent's embrace.

"Enough is enough... Captain Levi, please don't use this method again...!"

He doesn't want to be confused for the rest of his life, in the dream that the man gave him.

"I don't want to stay by your side like this, and...you and I are no longer at all