[Liai] Trapped beast

Looking into the distance, the vast expanse that can't be seen at a glance really resembles that person's unfathomable eyes, and the little silver light that rises with the microwave on the sea surface... It seems to be the slightest palpitation that he occasionally passes by. move.

It was so deep... so deep that he wanted to sleep in it all the way, and never wake up.

The young man is not sad, nor will he feel lonely, because he already has the most precious memory, the dream that is so enviable... It is like an illusory light, driving away the surging darkness in his heart.

Even though he stumbled again and again in the dream, even though the dream that was completely deviated from reality was ridiculously false, but he knew that the man in it had been gentle, warm, anxious, and sad to him... not always. All are lies, although he can't tell which ones are true and which ones are false, but he is satisfied, relieved, and will no longer pursue those truths that do not belong to him.

Everything will become the past with his departure, even after many years... He can still recall everyone and him again and again with this not beautiful dream...

Forever and ever, will never forget...

He will no longer escape the feeling hidden behind the real pain.

After a while, Allen turned his head, and the silver light that pierced through the clouds fell, and he was slightly stunned when the light and dark intersected.

The moonlight slowly poured down from the seaside, and the cold and handsome man was covered with light spots, and when the cold silver changed, it was so beautiful that people couldn't help but hold their breath.

"If you don't report the situation to me, you will be punished if you leave the Corps privately, Alan Yeager."

It was still such a piercing gaze, and the bright moonlight also formed another shadow on his face.

The young man smiled bitterly, unwilling to answer.

"You should understand that you can only survive under my nose."

Looking at the other party's indifferent expression, the usually calm eyes showed anxiety, even cruelty, and he really didn't hide his emotions at all, as if he was... a bit different from the usual Levi.

However, the doubts that have been circling in Allen's mind since just now, "...Soldier, why do you know that I am going this way?"

"Go back immediately."

The young man was indifferent, just staring at him blankly, those stubborn and vivid eyes were different from before, with too much calmness and indifference that didn't suit him, as if he had already made up his mind and it was impossible to give in.

Of course Levi knew the look in his eyes, and his voice couldn't help but become deeper and more terrifying, "You better understand what you're doing."

"I just know too well what I'm doing... so I gotta get out."

The man frowned, and pursed his thin lips.

The young man watched the man get closer and closer, and the man stared straight at him. The waves receding from the beach seemed to follow the man's progress, making many small crackling noises, retreating out of a road that stretched at least in front of him.

The two just faced each other silently, and they didn't even look away from each other, as if whoever looked away would be the one who bowed his head and surrendered, and had no choice but to retreat.

"Tell me why."

Levi's words made Allen a little surprised. To be honest, he was already mentally prepared to be kicked or maimed.

But, what can I do if I ask... It's just so that he can leave without any regrets.

"I..." The boy seemed to be still hesitating.

"No one will come after you." There was absolute unyielding in those deep eyes, "Say it, what are you thinking, Alan."

The sudden wind for no reason messed up the hair of the two of them, Allen just stared blankly at the man in front of him, and Amber's eyes dimmed a bit.

"Okay," he smiled again in an instant, but the smile on his face seemed powerless, "Then I'll tell you everything, including what you want to know and what you don't want to know, I'll tell you everything, It's just... Captain Levi, it might be a bit long."

There was a strange feeling in Levi's indifferent eyes, "I'll be patient until the end."

The young man lowered his eyes, stepped away from the man, stepped lightly into the diffuse sea water, let the undulating waves drag his heavy ankles, it seemed that the coldness under his feet would allow him to maintain a little composure .

With his back turned to the man, he raised his eyes silently, only to realize that the stars tonight... are extremely eye-catching, the sky is full of stars one after another, lighting up the entire lacquered night, and it is very lively. However, such a starry sky is It only sets off the isolation of the ocean.

"Captain, can you dream?"

Levi was slightly taken aback, and the scene of the boy standing under the cherry tree flashed in his mind, but he was speechless and silent, with deep eyes.

"Haha... That's right, the strongest human beings don't seem to be able to dream."

The young man smiled sadly, but he didn't look back at the man, "However, I know a boy who likes to dream very much."

The sea breeze smoothed his hair, and gently swayed it again.

"Because in the dream... he can always chase someone's back..."

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"Because only in a dream...he can keep chasing that person's back."

Allen narrowed his eyes slowly, letting the coolness from the deep sea wipe away his fleeting pain.

"I've always known him very well. On the surface, he is strong and stubborn, but in fact he is a stupid and very brainy person..."

"Everyone scolded him, saying that he was a fool who was in a hurry to die... But, he really likes to dream..."

"He always dreams that he can become very strong, and he always dreams that he can become as strong as the person he is chasing... Then, he can fight side by side with that person to drive out all the giants."

"Maybe, he thought that that person would be able to notice him a little bit..."

The eyelashes fluttered slightly, and the squinted boy let out a soft laugh. That hearty and crisp smile made his pronunciation tremble a little inexplicably.

"So, he began to work hard to become stronger, in order to be useful, in order to be able to help that person all the time, and at the same time, for his own goal of expulsion... He finally began to become a giant."

"However, he didn't realize until later that as the number of times he became a giant increased, in essence, he was getting farther and farther away from that person... He just changed from an ordinary soldier to a real monster."

"He hurt his friend unintentionally, the boy at that time was indiscriminate, smashed other people's heads against the wall, and when he went crazy, he even broke the arm bone of the person who tried to protect him ...he almost killed the only family he had..."

"He's really... going to break..."

There was an incoherent choking in the dry and hoarse throat, which was a kind of deep pain from the bottom of my heart.

Levi's unchanging eyes looked deeply at the person standing in the water, that stubborn and lonely figure contained a stinging confusion.

"He can't control his body... The sleep time is getting longer and longer. He may hurt anyone who approaches him at any time. The blood of the giant has made him unable to be a normal human being."

However, the young man's back was straight, as if he was rejecting the man's desire to get closer. He tensed his stiff and cold body, telling everyone silently that he didn't need any sympathy or comfort.

He sniffed, but the next moment, his voice became completely relieved, as if it didn't matter anymore...

"Although, the days with that person were like a dream, although... he finally got a little closer to that person, but the other party only took him with him as a plaything after all..."

"The boy is really confused..."

"He no longer, can't tell whether the man is really treating him well, or just treats him like a rag that he picked up at random, he really...even the sincerity and delusion, reality and dreams... are almost indistinguishable .”

"I think maybe it's because he's about to lose even the last of himself..."

"Who made him... a monster from the very beginning."

As if facing the unguarded heart calmly in front of the other party, the young man turned around, and his eyes met the man inadvertently. Those amber eyes, which were filled with black mist, dimmed too much at this moment. Shaking, no tears, but with a hint of wetness.

He smiled abnormally thinly, obviously weak and vulnerable, obviously covered in scars, yet still so stubborn.

"However, he has never hated that person. Although he is very reluctant, but... the dream will eventually wake up, and now, the time to return to reality is not far away."

The man's calm eyes trembled slightly, as if more elusive depression was forced upon his tightly locked eyes on the boy, as if he was silently, tightly, no matter what, he wanted to hold on to the boy.

"In order to fight on alone, in order to eliminate the giant that can disturb his consciousness, in order to kill those giants... in order not to implicate his companions..."

"Also in order not to hurt the person who made him dream... The boy decided to embark on his own journey alone."

Stillness filled the dark pupils, and there were clusters of flames flickering faintly. The youth's immaturity and anxiety in the past had turned into some kind of uncompromising emotion.

The young man withdrew his gaze from the man, whether he didn't notice the eyes that seemed to know everything, or deliberately ignored him, his light smile didn't change, and the bottom of his eyes was blank when he began to look at the distant sea. It seems to be looking at something, and it seems not to be.

Because I was afraid of hurting the people I cherished, I had to leave.

Because I don't want to become a real monster in front of him, I have to endure...

Because, he has been inextricably immersed in the dream he gave him, no matter whether it is a nightmare or