[Liai] Trapped beast

The side effects of backlash should not continue to worsen.

Everything is deteriorating as the man expected, the more Allen becomes a giant, the closer he is to an ordinary giant, and he gradually loses his human self.

According to Mick's report, when Allen left the cemetery where Phase 104 was stationed, he was also unconscious. This situation is similar to some kind of mental control, or a hint in the subconscious.

However, with the efforts of many people in Hanji, at least Alan's loss of control was restored, but the price was that he would no longer be able to transform into a giant for the Survey Corps. If he was forced to become a giant, he might never be able to find him again. back to self.

To be honest, such a result is irrelevant to Levi. They have already taken back Wall.Maria, and based on the clues provided by the basement of Ellen's home, they headed all the way to the outside of the wall, just to find the secret of the giant and the disappearance of the boy. father.

However, after experiencing all kinds of events, the original purpose seems to be no longer so important at this time.

——Just be alive.

The man lowered his eyes and leaned against the hole with his arms crossed, just speechless.

He would occasionally look back inadvertently, to stare at the young man who seemed to be trapped in a nightmare, and after quietly confirming the other party's situation, he would leave without looking back, just as silent as when he came.

Mikasa stayed by Alan's side every step of the way, and it is estimated that this parting made her worry more about Alan.

I don't know when, Levi's approach made the girl very vigilant, and over time, the man didn't bother to accept the girl's hostile gaze repeatedly. A person like him who is too lazy to reveal his mind doesn't need to worry about a little girl What.

It's just that Levi doesn't know that Mikasa's attitude towards him deteriorated only because the sleeping boy would always call his name over and over again in his sleep after everyone left.

055

Allen could no longer distinguish between reality and dreams.

His world froze, and all the breath seemed to be frozen, and it seemed that only the dizzy self was left, still existing.

Just in an instant, a gust of wind passed by, and he cast his confused eyes in the direction of the wind, but he saw a large pile of snow, and heard the thick and dull thunder, and the scattered powder and white inadvertently invaded his mind. In space, his heart couldn't help shaking, and the aftermath kept rippling.

The falling cherry blossoms floated, twirled and flew, and spread out a magnificent sea of ​​flowers at the moment of landing, unfolding a boundless field of vision, the cherry blossoms gradually dived into the deep blue sea, and the stagnant air began to cool down gradually. A pile of dark blue is also slowly gathered.

He seemed to have turned into a drowning person in an instant, caught in a vortex where he couldn't tell the direction, and completely lost control.

He struggled desperately, pleading for help as if tearing his throat... But in the end, he actually forgot who he was shouting to...

He seemed to recall many truths, and lost countless memories in the constant forgetting.

He was so dizzy that he couldn't distinguish the four directions, and the pain seemed to be so bad that he couldn't even control his body. He lost consciousness, but felt that the chaotic picture made his mind extremely confused.

He is sinking continuously, and the pressure on his body is constantly rising. He has no room to escape from this pressure, but he will never give up struggling, as if his body, his bones, everything about him is gone Belonging to himself... In the end, only his consciousness remained, struggling to survive.

The moment the space was torn apart, someone desperately reached out to him in this boundless deep sea...

The running water blurred the man's face, but he unconsciously held the other's cold fingers.

"Captain Levi..."

The boy frowned, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyelids flapped shut repeatedly before he slowly opened his eyes.

Alan Yeager was truly awake, and he recovered very quickly. It should be said that the injuries on his body can heal quickly even without treatment, but only Han Ji and others understand that the real scars of the young man are deeply imprinted on the in the deepest level of consciousness.

On the second day, after Allen's sanity and consciousness, including his ability to think, were diagnosed correctly, he was officially transferred from the confinement cave to the soldier's camp.

On that day, the partners from the 104th issue went to greet him by coincidence. Accompanied by Mikasa and Armin, the boy kept smiling. Ni bickered, and let each other for no reason start to taunt each other.

When he asked about the missing Sasha, the teenager realized that the gluttonous girl was rescued by a rescue team in a cave somewhere in the forest, and sent directly back to the wall for recovery because she was extremely weak.

Originally, there were very few people left, but now, the seats for four people were vacated all of a sudden, and it was unavoidably much deserted.

No one mentioned Reiner, Berthold, and Arnie anymore, and the topics about them seemed to become scars that everyone subconsciously didn't want to touch anymore.

Regarding the bandages on Armin's head and Mikasa's broken arm, the young man faintly saw it, and smiled as if he really didn't know the truth...

They sat on the ground, as if they surrounded him in the middle, and laughter lingered in their ears from time to time. Everyone used this daily communication method to accept the boy who had been missing for nearly two months very kindly, and tried their best to calm him down. Fear of the scars, gently contain him, close to him.

However, Allen's heart couldn't stop trembling, only playing the former Allen Yeager, using a soft smile to cover up his already scarred soul.

After an unknown amount of time, Allen withdrew his eyes from communicating with everyone, and the eyes that moved at that moment made him discover the man.

At the side of the tent some distance away, the man in a neat uniform was standing quietly, his whole body shrouded in the shadow cast by the fire. Allen couldn't see the man's expression clearly, but the only thing he could be sure of was that the other party was also watching look at yourself.

Maybe he just discovered himself, maybe... he has been staring at himself from a distance.

The endlessly noisy camping area suddenly became silent in the young man's ears, everything seemed to be peacefully asleep, and even everyone's laughter became extremely distant in an instant.

The two just looked at each other like this, without any words, without any movement, as silent as the silent world in their ears.

Soldiers in twos and threes came in an endless stream, passing between the eyes of the two of them frequently. Under the interlacing of figures and firelight, the man's expression seemed hazy, but Alan knew that the man was still looking at him.

A broken wind passed by gently, as if bringing out a deep pain from the heart, Alan closed his eyes tremblingly, and then he looked away, never gazing at those indifferent eyes again.

Allen's expression looked extremely calm, and he couldn't see a trace of waves. It was a calmness as if he had experienced many struggles, as if he had made a certain choice...

After all, Mikasa saw something. The young man's strong posture seemed to make people feel a subtle sense of alienation. She grabbed Alan's sleeve imperceptibly from behind, but in the next second, she only got a very relieved look from the other side. gentle smile.

The girl suddenly realized that she couldn't understand Alan's thoughts anymore. People who had been together day and night and existed like family members, at this moment, she couldn't guess the boy's true emotions.

She didn't know whether he was sad or happy, whether he was sad or happy...

She couldn't see the real mood under Alan's smiling face.

After the partners left, Allen said sorry to Almin and Mikasa softly...

Then, he personally re-bandaged the wound on Almin's head, and applied the medicine in the bandage for Mikasa. Finally, after the lights in the camp were turned off, the three of them lay down in the prepared tent. Like going back to five years ago, when the city wall was not destroyed, they often lay together on the roof of the second floor of Allen's house when they were young, counting the stars facing the vast night sky.

Facing the dark tent roof, the three of them couldn't help revealing their thoughts of nostalgia, warmly immersed in the past sleep.

In that deep night, after an unknown amount of time, when Mikasa woke up, she and Almin were the only ones left on the messy bed.

Yes, in fact, Alan has long understood... There is no second way for him to go...

The hazy yellow shimmer lightly sprinkled on the scattered tents, giving people a sense of peace of mind. The night was watching everything overhead. Allen escaped the sight of the night patrol soldiers and walked out without wearing any equipment. Cracks in the seaway, stepping into waves of darkness.

The soft light of the bright moon is still moving, and with the sound of the tide that is strong and weak, and occasionally the wind blows, many cold silver spots on the sea surface are also swaying. At first glance, it looks like a sea of ​​shining and undulating light.

The gentle sea breeze, with a salty smell, gently caressed the young man's forehead hair. He walked quietly along the coastline alone. The cold sea fog bathed the lonely footprints, and the layers of waves were very cold, but he didn't feel it at all. Cold, so close to the long-awaited sea, even the mood of leaving... seems to have been strangely comforted.

Sorry, he's leaving everyone.

Forgive him for leaving without saying goodbye, because he can no longer survive in the crowd...

He had... turned into a real monster.

In fact, why does he have to rely on others?He is different from ordinary people, even without relying on the survey corps, he can fight alone.Now, even if he doesn't need to be a giant, he still has super self-healing power and aggressiveness, and leaving is the right choice.

The boy is walking by the sea, but his eyes can't help