[Liai] Trapped beast

It's the same! "

The man smacked his lips, he didn't expect the boy to react so violently to his touch.

He admitted that the opponent's evasive action like a snake and a scorpion made him feel a sense of anxiety similar to frustration, but the inherent arrogance and dignity would only make him use those cold eyes Straight to Allen.

Seeing his menacing gaze, the young man tensed up, turned around and was about to run, the man went up a few steps and grabbed his wrist.

"No... Captain!"

Allen couldn't break free for a while, seeing Levi's force suddenly burst out, he pulled him quickly, approached him, took his hand, and placed it gently on his chest.

Subconsciously, he wanted to crazily pull his hand away, but Levi's dark eyes stared at him blankly, filled with no emotion, those eyes... seemed to be the dead night, buried Some kind of light that should be clear.

The boy stared blankly at the bottom of those lifeless pupils.

Levi looked at him, his expression seemed to be focused for a moment, and he also looked at the man, his eyes that could always look straight into the depths of the soul... It was cloudy, the eyes of the two seemed to be apart for a long time, in the Intertwined in each other's eyes, inseparable.

The man just pressed his palm against his chest.

Suddenly he couldn't see the stars in the sky, and he couldn't hear the cry of the tide in his ears. He just stared at the man like this, but his whole body began to tremble uncontrollably. His chest full of rejection seemed to suddenly lose his center of gravity. His heart was beating wildly, and there was a group of traces of uneasiness rapidly expanding in it.

Allen lowered his head slowly, looking at the man's chest in a daze.

"Do you still dare to say that I am different from you, Alan?"

The boy just stared blankly at the man's unmoving chest...

And the man's bloodless face under the night light overlapped exactly with the warm face that was sitting quietly under the window of the stone house back then.

"In this world, there is no longer the so-called strongest human being."

The man was still looking at him, only looking at him intently, his lacquered eyes revealed a quiet sadness, that indifferent look of pain, as if it didn't exist anymore, it felt like...

It's like a bunch of helpless lonely souls.

"I'm already dead."

What is he talking about?Allen suddenly couldn't understand at all. He tried to open his eyes wide, and his trembling palms desperately felt the pulse of life that should have been there... but he only felt that his body had become cold and heavy due to the frightening fact.

"If that's what it feels like to be a monster, then so be it."

"why……"

He wanted to say something, but his hot throat seemed to be choked.

"I don't know, it becomes like this after waking up, the wound will heal automatically, and the movement will not stop after being fatally injured, and all the senses become weak. In Han Ji's words, it is a dead body that stays forever In a state infinitely close to giantization."

The man has no heartbeat...

forever gone...

The boy's eyes trembled... For a moment, only these two sentences kept floating in his mind, and after overlapping, they scattered chaotically, constantly floating out fragmented despair.

"Alan, my time has stopped."

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Gradually, Levi's fingertips relaxed, and he stared at Allen intently. His gentle and cold eyes, and the strength to hold the other's wrist seemed to be taking care of and caring. He showed an unprecedented A look that was almost tender.

"Isn't it you who made me like this?"

The young man couldn't believe it, because of the truth revealed by the man, and also because of the man who never showed his emotions... The calm face under the moonlight made people feel shocked and unbearably moved.

"I……"

Allen unconsciously grabbed the root of the hair on his forehead with the other hand. He was worried, but he was even more afraid.

"I'm sorry... My memory of that time is also very vague... After seeing the commander in the camp, I was even more shaken. I thought I was dreaming those days..."

His eyelids were lightly closed, and he seemed to hang his head in a daze, as if there was a kind of endless regret spreading in his heart.

"I just didn't want you to die, so I just messed around and did stupid things like injecting blood... Sorry, I should have left earlier, but... I have implicated you and turned you into a monster .”

The two stood in the turbulent waves, the clear moonlight flickered far away, and the flowing water was floating on the ankles.

"I'm sorry... I didn't do it on purpose," he withdrew his wrist suddenly, his trembling voice seemed to be his trembling emotion, "I won't let you stay like this... I, I will definitely go back and restore you to your original state Methods."

He began to back away dully, pulling the hair on his forehead tightly, "So, please don't blame me..."

"Want to run away again?" The man's expression was indifferent, turning a blind eye to his wavering, "Little devil, are you so scared?"

"No, I had to leave because I was broken..."

"You just don't want to recall the feeling of hurting others, and use 'leave so you won't implicate others' as an excuse."

The man's sudden voice seemed to be filled with deep grief and anger. Allen's heart beat wildly, and his pale lips trembled, "I, I'm not..."

"Just the same as before."

The man's attitude was still calm, looking directly into his eyes, the intense and profound things seemed to be probing and evaluating everything hidden in the young man's heart.

"When you heard the fact that I died and found out that my blood had made me like this, you began to apologize to me without hesitation and longed for my forgiveness. That was because you were strongly afraid that others would blame you and regard you as a A real monster."

Looking into the man's eyes, because the shimmering sea reflected a certain kind of unwavering determination, the young man lowered his eyes in shame and inferiority, and dared not look at him, bit his lips desperately, but couldn't say a word of excuse. come out.

"Stop mentioning childish words like 'broken' to me, and deceive yourself out of fear, isn't that what you look like now?"

Allen stayed where he was, unable to move as if he had been pinned. He was shaking involuntarily, violently, and his throbbing chest began to hurt unbearably.

"It's not... I'm not afraid...!"

He turned around stubbornly, with his back to the man, his hands tightly clutching his heart, his frail shoulders trembling terribly all the time.

"I'm already... a qualified soldier, and I've also become a qualified member of the Survey Corps... I've been chasing the pace of the captain... and now I'm getting stronger and stronger..."

His vision became blurred, and the tears falling from the corners of his eyes continued in the darkness, pattering down, and his heart... was beating as if it was about to burst.

"Even if I can't become a giant... I am getting closer and closer to a monster, and my physical strength has also been strengthened..."

Suddenly, he broke down crying, and closed his eyes tremblingly, his distorted expression showed the panic in his heart.

"So, I won't, how could I..."

However, he is still desperate, hesitant, constantly struggling, and constantly escaping.

"Why, why..."

Levi narrowed his eyes slightly, his hair fluttered by the sea breeze, he took a few steps forward, and at the moment when a gust of wind picked up, he gently stretched out his arms from behind, holding the pretendingly strong , could not help trembling back, gently embraced.

"what……"

In an instant, tears flowed like a fountain, and feeling the man's chest pressed tightly, Allen couldn't help but wiped away the weak tears with both hands, which represented the weak.

"...Why, why are you... Even this kind of thing..."

There was a slight sigh in his ear, but there was a faint gentleness in his low voice.

"Because, this is what a normal 15-year-old kid should look like."

All of a sudden, all the emotions came to his heart so overwhelmingly, and in his eyes blurred with tears, Alan could hardly see his own hands in front of him.

"……what……"

He was sobbing, shivering, and trembling, and some kind of intense emotion made him almost speechless.

"Obviously, you will only ask me to obey...Obviously, you said that kind of thing from the beginning..."

There were cold tears all over his cheeks, and he couldn't stop it no matter what, the more he suppressed the constant sadness in his heart, the more unbearable the tears became.

"Obviously, he will only use this method to trap me... Captain, you have always been so cunning..."

"You kid really knows how to hold grudges," Levi closed his eyes gently, leaning on Alan's shoulder as if helplessly, and let out a long sigh of relief, with a faint sound, light and slow, "Don't take a It’s true that the man struggled before he died...you bastard, now I’m serious.”

The hands that hugged him became more and more forceful, making Alan's eyes burn continuously, "Impossible..."

He lowered his head, not daring to look back for a long time, but he couldn't help hiding his cowardice and fear with his fingers.

"For a brat like me, Captain...it's impossible to be serious."

Deep sorrow, inadvertently revealed from the broken tone, the young man kept sobbing in the man's arms, but inadvertently looked at his feet thoughtfully, the sea water smudged by the night fluctuated back and forth, like The man embraced calmly and tolerantly, deeply and gently embraced all his sorrows and faults into his bosom.

"I do not want to lose you."

As if turning a deaf ear, cuddling together