book of contract

——[Even if the power of destruction can be used for protection, if you choose to give up like this, do you have the heart to watch him die for you? ]

——Feiyin! ! ! ——

He finally heard his call, but at the moment of the explosion, he opened his eyes and chose to respond...

Sure enough, I still couldn't bear it.

Fei Yin appeared in the Strike Gundam's cabin out of nowhere, all the energy of the Strike Gundam was shut down by Kira, and she continued to fall deep in this atmosphere, facing the surrounding high temperature and the constant noise of the Strike Gundam. Fei Yin didn't pay attention to the sound of the alarm, but just looked at Kira who was almost unconscious in the driver's seat.

Looking at the cracks on Kira's helmet due to the lack of resistance from the previous Gundam's close-range explosion, his face seemed to be stained with blood.She reached out and hugged his blood-stained helmet, never expecting that he would really show no resistance and let the high temperature burn his body.

I didn't think that he would really choose to die, what a fool.

"Kira, isn't it good to choose to live? Isn't it good to fight for yourself? To live only for yourself... What kind of belief... What is it that forces you to drag such a scarred body to the Before?" He subconsciously asked the person who had given up resistance in the high temperature and lost consciousness.

Obviously he chose to stay and fight, didn't he?Why did she call her name with such a sad voice at that moment, why did she give up when she could still live... There are so many people behind him who need to be saved by him, right?

In the haze, Kira, who almost gave up her own life, felt as if someone she knew was hugging her, and her blood-stained eyes seemed to vaguely see that Feiyin was beside her.He raised the corners of his mouth sadly, Feiyin, are you here to pick him up?

Did Fei Yin forgive him for leaving her alone on the boat?Feiyin...

"Concubine... Concubine..." I wanted to call her name, I had a lot of things to say, but I could only make a vague gasp with all my strength, in this high temperature environment, under the noisy siren In the movie, he just looked at the person who hugged him, even if it was a hallucination, it didn't matter, he just wanted to stay by Feiyin's side like this, and wanted to be with Feiyin.

"I'm sorry... Feiyin... I won't... keep you anymore..." After speaking vaguely, Kira completely lost consciousness, gave up resistance and closed her eyes.

He didn't see Fei Yin who showed a shocked expression because of his unconscious answer.

"Is it... me?" So... everything is because of me?Is it worth it for you to choose to die for such a me who has not told the truth?

Kira's answer was always beyond her expectation, no matter what she said or did, he could always forgive her so easily and consider for her.

Obviously she made such a cruel choice, and obviously said so many exaggerated words regardless of his mood at the beginning, knowing that his choice would lead to misfortune and decided not to stop it, has she really paid for Kira?She kept apologizing for this.

Why did you forgive her so easily.

How can there be such a gentle person... Because of this, it is even more difficult for her to let go completely.

——[If your previous choices were all wrong, then it’s better to be wrong to the end, and turn your mistakes into the only right, because we have no chance to turn back except to move forward. ]

"Actually, it's not that I've been by your side all the time, it's not that I've been gentle with you all the time, but that you stretched out your hand to me at first..."

Kira, you will always be so stupid, and you will always be so desperate for people who have nothing to do with you... I am the one who should say sorry, I am sorry, I once said that I would always be by your side, but I almost broke my promise, I am sorry , I didn't do what I promised.

At that moment, I had the idea of ​​giving up on you, sorry...

Hearing his voice, she couldn't put it down, couldn't watch him die for her.

For such a gentle man, even if his identity is revealed, he...

"Guard the enchantment."

In this critical situation, Feiyin's body exuded a silver-white light, like a mist of ice that surrounded the unconscious Kira like a pupa, and the black book that Kira held at hand quickly flipped through. Go through many pages.When she let go, Kira seemed to be covered by a thin layer of transparent ice, insulating the high temperature in the cabin.

Feiyin turned around and just grasped the joystick when she made a scorching sound, and the pain made her frown.At that temperature, the joystick inside is like a soldering iron. If Kira was not wearing a driving suit, he would have been cooked by such a temperature that almost burned.

At this moment, the black book shone like it wanted to attract her attention, as if it was half-floating in the air, and the pages were turned quickly. When it stopped on a certain page, a row of strange characters automatically appeared on it.No one can understand what is written on it, but Feiyin knows, she took a look... "The self-repair program has encountered obstacles, the program part is damaged, can't it be repaired immediately...?..." Ignoring the back has lost consciousness Kira, she herself is not much better, the clothes on her body are burnt by the explosion, and the exposed skin is also dripping with blood. After all, she is facing the explosion of the shell head-on, even if she moved to Kira's side also received a strong shock.

The body formed as the main program was destroyed, facing such a warning, she did not frown, and said to herself. "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't fix it."

Her ten fingers quickly jumped on the keyboard of the Strike Gundam, and her proficiency was no less than that of the new human Kira. After all, she had collected all the information of this world, and she had completely dissected such a machine.Facing the red warnings that kept popping up from the window, she didn't care.After all, Kira is protected by her, she is not human, no amount of harm will do her any harm.

Holding the iron-like manipulator with her bare hands, she activated the energy source of Strike Gundam. In this critical situation, she completed everything in an instant, and then turned on the communicator.

Hearing the urgent call from inside, "Kira Yamato! Please answer! Kira Yamato!" It was Maru, and she felt very relieved that they did not give up Kira.

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She shouldn't have agreed to involve Kira again in the first place, shouldn't have dragged him in, and she was full of regret at the moment.Kira stayed, and the girl named Feiyin was pushed onto the boat by him?And in the face of such an explosion, Kira he...

"Captain, we must ensure the survival of the Archangel. The Archangel was defended by Admiral Halbarton of Menelaus with his life. We must first consider landing, and we can't drag it any longer." Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu said. remind.It is necessary to reach the earth as soon as possible, otherwise not to mention Admiral Halbaton, even Kira will be sacrificed in vain.

For the survival of the majority of people, there is no room for hesitation.

The Archangel bears the future that Admiral Halbarton expects.You must never give up, and you must never fall here.

"No, you can't give up Kira Yamato, and the Strike Gundam must be taken back!" Maru's unquestionable answer made Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu unacceptable.

"captain!"

Mario didn't want to give up on Kira. At that time, Kira's unexpected choice to stay was enough to shock her. On such a battlefield, a child like Kira would choose to fight to the death.Even if the other party didn't respond, she didn't want to give up hope of keeping Kira alive.If even the captain admits the fact that he is dead, then it is really tantamount to giving up his life.

"Kira Yamato, please answer when you hear it! Kira Yamato!"

"Captain, the communication connection with Strike Gundam is connected!" A soldier said in surprise, and before Maru answered, he immediately connected to Strike Gundam, but what appeared on the screen was not Kira Yamato, but Feiyin Feixiu made them unbelievable for a moment.

"Concubine, Concubine Yin!?" Why is she in the cabin of Strike Gundam?

"Have you received it, Captain Mario, please move the Archangel as close as possible, I can control the Strike Gundam to land." In the red cabin, there was faint sweat on Fei Yin's forehead, it seemed that her condition was not good. Well, her voice wasn't clear amidst the sirens.

"Fei Yin, why are you there!? How is Kira Yamato?"

"Kira is fine, but he just passed out, so I will do it for you. There is not much time. When I am controlling the Strike Gundam, please use the Archangel to open a way for me to land. The Strike Gundam's energy is no longer enough. Already!"

"Okay, okay." They stopped talking nonsense, changed the landing track of the Archangel, and headed towards the Strike Gundam.Although such behavior was disorderly, in the end Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu didn't say anything to stop him.

It wasn't until the Strike Gundam successfully landed on the Archangel that Fei Yin breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, they didn't give up on Kira.

The Archangel abandoned the original landing site, and they were not sure where they were when they landed on the earth, but the first thing they greeted was the Strike Gundam that fell into the third layer of the atmosphere and came back alive.Before, the temperature in the cabin was enough to burn everything, including fat, because Feiyin was not wearing a pilot suit, she was holding the joystick and other facilities with bare hands, so her flesh and blood were almost hot, so she let go of the joystick. Almost tearing off the flesh and blood abruptly.

That is an environment that ordinary people can't even imagine.Successfully landed on the earth, the cabin door opened, and the ice-like barrier on Kira's body disappeared instantly. When she supported Kira down from the Assault Gundam, she almost killed Captain Mu, Captain Maru, and Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu. scared.I have never seen Concubine Yin in such a state of embarrassment and scars, her white clothes are almost soaked in blood, and blood is also flowing from her knees.

"You guys, what the hell..." What happened?

Fei Yin didn't answer Captain Mu, but just pushed Kira back to him. "Check him out."

"I think you should be checked the most." Captain Maliu looked at her seriously.

"My injuries are all superficial, and they will recover soon."

However, Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu didn't listen to her groundless rebuttal, and grabbed her uninjured wrist and walked towards the lounge with the medical kit.

I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, no one asked her how she appeared in Strike Gundam, they were just shocked by the torn and bloody wound in her palm, which even had burnt black marks on it. The temperature and environment in the cabin.

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And Kira didn't wake up after getting off the Strike Gundam, fell into a deep coma and fever, seemed to be trapped by a nightmare, but struggled profusely with sweat but didn't wake up.

In the dream, he repeatedly experienced the scene of the ship exploding, and couldn't get rid of the pain.

Fei Yin was sitting beside him, two bloated hands that were wrapped in white steamed buns were about to touch his forehead, trying to cool him down with strength, but Kira suddenly woke up at that moment, opened her mouth He squinted and grabbed her hand reflexively, causing her to tremble in pain.

However, although he woke up, he did not recover from the fear of the dream, his pupils were dilated, and his thoughts were blank.It took a long time before he came back to his senses slowly, and the things that happened before slowly began to come back from his memory, including the most painful fact, he saw the ship where Fei Yin was on explode, but he couldn't save her in time.

He obviously didn't want to live anymore, why did he still wake up at this moment, tears flowed out uncontrollably, and he clenched his hands subconsciously.

"It hurts." A soft cry made Kira's eyes widen in disbelief, and he didn't dare to look aside, lest it was his own illusion.

"Kira." Seeing that Kira was in a daze again, Fei Yin called out his name, "Kira, is there something uncomfortable? Why are you crying again?" Ra's embrace, Kira's embrace is so hard, as if he wants to integrate her into his own flesh and blood, as if she will disappear as soon as he lets go. "Concubine Yin, Concubine Yin, Concubine Yin..."

With a crying voice, calling her name so urgently, he remembered that he saw the ship explode at that time, he only felt that his heart was about to burst, and it was so painful that it was difficult to breathe. He thought it was all his fault, no Can protect her well, kill her.

"Is it true what I saw? Are you really by my side? I thought I lost you forever, I thought I would never see you again." At that moment, I just wanted to see her, even the next moment He is willing to die.He couldn't really confirm the temperature of her in his arms, or the voice of her in his ear, for fear that if he let go of his hand, she would disappear again, for fear that this was an illusion caused by his excessive thoughts.

The blood from the needle pierced on his arm to deliver him the nutrient solution began to flow back, and he didn't care about it, he just hugged her tightly.It seems that desperate people hold the only straw.

"Am I still alive... Tell me, Feiyin, all this is not my illusion, right?" The warm liquid fell on Feiyin's neck and flowed down.

"Ah, you're still alive... It's not an illusion, I'm by your side." Feiyin's eyes showed sadness, and she seemed to make Kira cry all the time, "I'm sorry, I'm the one who made you so sad again."

Kira, who was holding her, didn't let her see his expression, but just shook his head, "I'm very happy, Feiyin is still alive, I'm very happy... I can still hear Feiyin's voice, and I can still hug her like this. See When the spaceship exploded, I was really scared..."

It seems that I have become a person, as if I have been left alone in a completely strange world. ...really scared.

Hearing Kira's sad whisper in her ear, feeling the uneasy hug of the drowning man begging for help, she stretched out her hand to wrap around his back, hugged him back, listened to his voice, just stayed in his Listening to his anxiety, "..."

"It's really useless for me like this... There is no way I can live without Feiyin." After a long time, Kira stopped trembling and pressed her forehead against her neck, "Will Feiyin find me like this very annoying? Obviously everyone died because I didn't protect her well, but I'm only glad that Concubine Yin is alive."

"It's okay, I said it, don't take all the mistakes on yourself."

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"I'm Mirialia, can I come in?" A familiar voice came from outside the door, and the automatic door opened as soon as she finished speaking, and she was very happy to see Kira waking up, "Kira, you're awake Ah, you two wounded patients, don't move around!" Seeing the horror of blood backflowing from the infusion tube in Kira's arm, she couldn't help but amplify the volume.

Kira seemed to have just discovered the needle on her arm, she let go of the arm holding Feiyin, and pulled out the needle tube indifferently, "Ah, it doesn't matter to me anymore, Milia, what you are holding is ?”

"It's bandages and medicine."

"I didn't..." Just when Kira was about to say that she had no trauma, she seemed to notice something, and saw that Feiyin's hand she was holding was entangled one after another, like a white steamed bun.

"You are not injured, it was Feiyin who was injured." Mirialia put the medical kit aside, but Feiyin was very uncooperative and did not extend her hand.

"It doesn't matter to me, this kind of injury can recover soon."

Regarding Fei Yin's unreasonable troubles, Miria finally understood why Second Lieutenant Bucky Lulu was so angry before, "No matter how special your body is, no matter how stronger you are than us, you still need wound medicine to bandage your wound!"

Feiyin didn't refute, but she was still unwilling to stretch out her hand. Just when the two of them were in a stalemate, Kira said, "Milia, leave the medicine and bandage, I'll bandage her up."

"Then leave it to Kira."

"No!" Fei Yin stood up abruptly, as if she was about to run away, but was forcibly held down by Kira.As a result, Miria left, and Feiyin had to face people who didn't even want to reach out.

"Show me your hands, Feiyin." Faced with Kira's tough attitude, Feiyin finally stretched out her hands helplessly, and even after wrapping so many bandages, there was faint red blood oozing out. Only then did he recall that it was her injured hands that he held tightly before.Kira looked distressed, "I'm sorry, Feiyin, I held your hand so hard just now, it hurts."

Faced with Feiyin's shaking of the head, Kira didn't say much, but carefully untied her bandages layer by layer. Looking at the bandages that were almost dyed red inside, his movements became lighter and lighter until they were all untied. Looking at the hands exposed in the air, he knew why she didn't reach out.There is almost no intact skin, especially the skin on the palm of the hand, which is covered with blood and blood, as if the whole piece of flesh has been torn off, which is shocking.

"Is that why Feiyin didn't show me?" He gave her medicine for fear that she would be in pain.Seeing her wound, many puzzled questions were solved.

At that moment in the cabin, the person who saw him, the person who saved him was not a hallucination, it was Feiyin.

"Because it looks scary, doesn't it? I don't want to scare you." Seeing Kira's sad expression, Feiyin tried her best to smile and said, "Actually, it just looks scary, and it will get better soon. got up."

As soon as he raised his head, his lips were tightly blocked, and his pupils shrank suddenly in shock.Catching the gaze of Kira, who was close at hand, the movement that originally wanted to push him away also stopped.

Kira avoided her wounded hands and kissed her.

The liking in my heart can no longer be suppressed, the longing and forbearance every day, when facing the loss, suddenly burst out, I can't bear it anymore, I can't let go anymore.He could no longer suppress the feeling of needing her, and nothing could replace the sense of gratitude and satisfaction she felt by his side.

I can't stand such a real loss anymore.