book of contract

Hearing Kira's words, she was pushed onto the boat, and finally the door closed in front of her eyes. She watched Kira's leaving back through the small window, but finally failed, and finally decided to take him away. She should have expected La's character and his choice, but she was still a little uncomfortable.The raised hand finally fell to his side, turned around and followed the soldier to the depths of the cabin.

"Sister, sister, sit here." The girl who gave Kira a small flower before waved her hand. Because Feiyin is often with Kira, this child is also very enthusiastic towards her. "Didn't that big brother come up with his sister?"

"Ah, he still decided to stay, probably fighting for you in this universe." Feiyin spoke calmly, with an indifferent expression, avoiding the girl's passionate touch with a trace of alienation.The ship has already set off towards the earth, Fei Yin did not go to a place full of people and seats, but stood alone in the corner of a small window, watching the vast universe and stars moving slowly, among them Mixed with cannon fire bright collision flickering.

From here, you can clearly see the scene of the blue and white Strike Gundam moving under the artillery fire. He tried to hold down three Gundams of the same series by himself, which was an impossible task.

"Fengjue." The strange words were released with incredible power...

When Feiyin realized that she had reacted, everything seemed to be frozen by a dark space seal, and all the scenery seemed to be cast in a dark tone and lost their vitality. Those who drank the water were still there, and even the poured water was still at the moment it flowed out.

This is a power that does not belong to this world. Every space and time has a gap, and this power uses that gap to create a new space to stop this large area of ​​time and space.In her memory, there were no more than three people with such power.

"Don't meddle in your own business." Fei Yin didn't turn around and still faced the scenery outside the window, her expression was indifferent.

"I saved your life." A green-haired, blue-eyed girl appeared out of thin air in this still area. In this silent and gloomy place, it seemed that only she and Feiyin had vigor and life, and they could move with their own colors. The presence.She walked up to Feiyin and pointed to the cannonball fired towards them outside the window, which was quietly stopping in front of her eyes. If she hadn't stopped everything in time, the cannonball would have come into close contact with the ship , the ship would be blown up immediately.

"That's why I said you meddle in other people's business..." Feiyin said impatiently, "Besides, I don't think you have the time to meddle in my life."

The green-haired girl seemed to be indifferent to her words, and walked around Feiyin twice, not only did not answer her words, but changed the subject, "Oh, I didn't expect you to use such an image, I'm really not used to it ah."

"This image is more convenient than in the past. It is easier to be accepted."

"En? You are lying, you have used that image for nearly a hundred years, so the sudden change is more about wanting to forget everything in the past? Are you in such a hurry to get rid of the past?" The green-haired girl poked Fei Yin almost maliciously. The fact that she didn't want to talk about made her frown.

"Nothing to do with you."

"Then with your appearance, should I call you Concubine Yin?"

"up to you."

"It's really indifferent." The green-haired girl was silent for a long time before she opened her mouth, "It's not that I have nothing to do with it. I'm here this time just to tell you that I will wait for you to complete the mistakes you made because of your unbearable behavior before." .”

Hearing her words, Fei Yin's pupils shrank suddenly, "Feng Feng, I won't allow it!"

"I just saw that she was your former contractor, so I came to tell you, as for our behavior, you can't stop it!" The green-haired girl called Fallen Wind said irrefutably.

Fei Yin's expression showed a little pain, "Feng Feng, I know, you don't want to see me, and you don't want to call me by my name, so I never appear in front of your eyes, why do you appear in front of mine now. What right do you have to meddle in my affairs now!"

"Because she violated our taboo!" Luofeng replied without hesitation, without even the slightest room for maneuver, "Every time and space has its own rules, except for our managers and those recognized by us. Existence is the only way to enter other worlds through the correct passage. You are an exception, so I will not demand you, but she is a contractor who was abandoned by you. She neither belongs to you nor recognized by us. All kinds of forbidden techniques are performed. Anyone who violates the [rules] should be wiped out!"

"It's up to me to do it myself!"

"Are you sure you can do it? Isn't it because of her that you disconnected everything you used to do and escaped here!? You have added so much trouble to me, and you can't solve the mistakes you made. Since you can't bear to do it Kill her, you shouldn't have given her that power in the first place!"

Luofeng's question made Feiyin speechless, and she continued, "I admit that you are right, I don't want to see you, but the bond will not disappear just because you want to, and you will always pay attention to where you all are." There is always something that I can’t see, what I have done.” It’s not because I hate Feiyin and I don’t want to see it, but because I think of the sad past when I see it, and the one that caused the sadness no longer exists anywhere people.

It is precisely because there are so few eternal lives that they cherish each other even more.Even if he didn't want to see Concubine Yin, he couldn't completely ignore what that person had done for her.

Feiyin's consciousness was born in that person's soul.

"So, for you and for my duty, she must die. If you can't do it, someone will do it for you. Feiyin Feixiu, find another contractor."

"Since no matter how many contractors I find, it is doomed to end like that, why should I drag people into this abyss?" Feiyin turned around to face the still battlefield outside the glass, looking at the place that seemed to be heading in her direction. Chasing away the still Strike Gundam, I feel sad from my heart.

"That's why you let him go?" Luofeng looked at the blue and white striker where Feiyin was looking, "I thought you would take him away forcibly, or stay by his side and never give up, after all That's what you did in the beginning. Feiyin...do you know which liking that boy said?" Just after asking this sentence, Luofeng didn't stop and turned to leave, and his back blended into the dead scenery like water waves , without leaving any traces.

Hearing Luo Feng's question, Fei Yin fell into silence, and clenched the hand hanging by her side suddenly.Close your eyes to cover the trembling and struggling in your pupils, how could you not know...

——I like Feiyin.

——My liking is different from Feiyin's liking...

How could I not know.

——Even so, I still want to protect Feiyin.

Protection, what a beautiful word, even she had to admit that such words made it hard for her to let go.

If Kira knew she didn't need protection, would he still choose to do so?

I really want to know...

The corners of the mouth are slightly raised, as if smiling, but it seems to be an illusion caused by shadows.

[Already afraid to pay?Are you afraid to sign a contract? ]

It seems that I heard a voice asking myself, if she is a weapon that knows nothing, how good it is if she doesn't know anything and doesn't know how to choose.

[In fact, in this short period of time, you care about him more than you imagined, so you promised to stay with him for a while... For this, do you regret it? ]

Enough is enough, stop talking!

Because I like it, because I care about it, I can't bear to gamble on his future. In fact, maybe he was right to choose to stay. The result of his choice to stay is much better than leaving with her.Because her wishes are never to be reached, Kira and her will only step from this war to another killing field.

There was a bitter smile at the corner of his mouth, maybe it was time to say goodbye, Kira.

Even though Kira would have fought for her, she had to give up.What Luofeng said was not wrong, it was all her fault, if she hadn't signed a contract with that child at the beginning, that child would not have fallen into madness, and now what is waiting for the way forward is the fate that has to be eliminated.

It would have been fine if she hadn't given that child strength at the beginning, and it would have been fine if she had let go like she did with Kira at the beginning. She gave the child hope, and in the end she gave the child despair.

I really want to find a quiet place to bask in the sun, Feiyin is a little tired looking at the still scenery outside the window, being forced to run around in such a war all the time, it is really exhausting, whether it is to escape or not, She doesn't want to argue anymore... Even if it's just a short ten years, decades, let her rest before the damaged program is restored.

His forehead was lightly pressed against the cold glass, and the fingertips were faintly compressed by a strong force, and the light was instantly scattered away.

"untie."

Wherever the light went, the gray power receded, the still scene came back to life, the stopped water flowed into the cup, the child threw himself into the arms of his parents, and the still gunfire light regained its scorching power and speed towards the ship.

Facing the destructive artillery fire and explosion head-on, Fei Yin just slowly closed her eyes.Let the destructive explosion devour all her senses.

[My mother, can you hear me?You said that I have the ability to judge by myself, the ability to choose by myself.But I can't tell the difference anymore, I can't continue to choose, I don't want to choose anymore.I have chosen wrong many times and hurt many people.Is it true that anyone who makes a contract with me will eventually become a ghost?Because my existence is evil and killing, which is inevitable. ]

[Even if the power of destruction can be used for protection, if you choose to give up like this, do you have the heart to watch him die for you? ]

"Feiyin!!!—"

And at that moment, someone seemed to be shouting hoarsely for the life that had been drowned in the fire, a desperate cry of mourning to the soul.It seemed that even the universe couldn't help mourning for him.

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When watching Zaft's Gundam angrily aiming at the civilian ship during the battle with him, all thoughts disappeared from Kira's mind, and Feiyin on that ship became his mind. The only information in .

As long as he thinks that Feiyin might die... That kind of fear immediately fills his whole body, heart, and blood. "Don't!" He shouted hoarsely, increasing the speed of the Strike Gundam, trying to rush to the ship to block the artillery fire at that moment, even if he died.His heart seemed to be tightly held by invisible big hands, almost crushing it, making him unable to breathe.

Please... Hurry up... It doesn't matter if you kill him... as long as you don't attack the ship where Fei Yin is on.

In the clamor of panic in his heart, even if he expected so much, the depths of his soul screamed desperately, wanting to go faster and faster, but he couldn't stop the instant explosion.In the end, he couldn't catch up with the speed of the artillery fire, his pupils spread unconsciously, everything seemed to slow down, and it seemed that he couldn't hear anything except the explosion.

In that explosion, he seemed to see Feiyin's extremely sad face for a moment, the light blocked his vision, and then looked at Feiyin, who had disappeared into the flames just like the boat, with all the sounds and colors fading away. The short journey is almost separated from the other side, the sound of severe panting, mixed with the heartbeat, tears fall from the eye sockets like broken beads,

He knew that he would not be able to reach the place where Feiyin was no matter what...

——I don't have a clear... home... As long as there is no war and no killing, it doesn't matter where I go, it doesn't matter where I go.

He clearly thought that fighting would make Concubine Yin happy... so it turned out that these were all his wishful thinking?

——But it’s okay, because Kira will be with me, Kira will lead me to a peaceful and happy place, right?

——It’s so good, I really want to see it, the green field without any war, Kira, you know, I like the moment of peace with Kira after the war every time you come back. .

——I once thought about this, find an ordinary quiet place, and then have a small house, just me and Kira live.

——Then there is no fighting, no fighting with each other, just a happy smile, it is best to have a big tree in the yard, and when there is sunshine, you can bask in the sun in the afternoon, and you can lie comfortably under the tree.

Just thinking like this, he couldn't restrain the despair that almost cried out. Looking at the gift that Feiyin gave him, thinking about the wish that Feiyin had expressed, he couldn't protect anything in the end.

The only concubine who tolerated him, the only concubine who was sincere to him, died...?

There seemed to be a cracking sound somewhere in the heart, and when he raised his head again, there was only a raging killing intent in his tear-stained eyes, other than that, everything about him seemed to disappear at this moment.

Under everyone's unbelievable eyes, the Strike Gundam moved, shot down a Jayne almost instantly, and then rushed towards the Gundam that fired.Kira remembered that this Gundam was almost destroyed by him at the beginning, but it was rescued by Zaft. This time, he will never let him escape.

"Isaac!" The other Gundam pilots in Zaft's army panicked. Aslan stood in front of Kira almost without thinking. With a murderous conviction, he raised his sword at him.And Aslan never thought that Kira would really want to kill him.

"Aslan!" Nigel drove Thunder Gundam and suddenly pushed away Aslan's Holy Shield Gundam, and took Kira's sword for his captain.The sword directly penetrated the cockpit, cutting the Thunder Gundam in two, and then Kira let the Strike Gundam avoid the explosion of the Thunder Gundam and move in front of the Gundam driven by Yi Zhak, shocking everyone.

Before they had time to grieve for the killed Nigel, they saw that Yitzhak's Gundam had been cornered by Kira's Strike Gundam. It was the center of the atmosphere, where even people would be killed by the temperature dead.

Originally Aslan wanted to rush up, but was stopped by Storm Gundam with force. The pilot Diego of Storm Gundam also wanted to rush to save Yizhak regardless of his life, but Nigel was dead. If Lan rushed over, their ZAFT army would not be able to afford such a loss. None of them thought that Strike Gundam would suddenly erupt. Obviously, the opponent should be like them, and their energy is almost exhausted.

"Let me go, Diego!"

"Do you think I don't want to save Yitzhak! But rushing over is just to die! Calm down, Captain Aslan!" Diego's voice seemed to be weeping.It was the first time he called him captain.However, they could only watch Yitzhak's Gundam being dragged into the atmosphere by Strike Gundam from outside.

"Kira, Kira! Come back!" Everyone on the Archangel was stunned by the crazy Strike Gundam. They never thought that Kira could destroy two enemy Gundams, but his current situation is very bad. Well, the energy is almost exhausted, and it seems that with the mentality of dying with the other party, they turned on the communicator to call.

"Kira! Come back, the ZAFT army has retreated, come back!" Captain Mu also called to him.

However, hatred filled Kira's brain, and killing and destruction devoured all his sanity.

It was his fault that he had clearly promised to protect Concubine Yin, but he single-handedly pushed her to death.

Concubine Yin is his belief in fighting, only Concubine Yin, only Concubine Yin can't die.It was agreed, to protect her, to protect her wishes.

If he can't even protect what he cares about, then why should he fight? It would be nice if they all died!

Don't try to escape, even if you die, you will be buried with me.

"Kira, come back!" He ignored the nervous calls in the communicator. With a kind of desperate madness, he dragged the enemy's Gundam towards the earth's atmosphere, holding down the opponent tightly to let the opponent Unable to roll over.Finally, he drew out the giant sword and stabbed it completely into the Gundam cabin that was held down by him and had no energy. He seemed to hear the enemy's screams in his ears, but he was not at all happy.

Kira couldn't dodge Gundam's close-range explosion, and the impact bounced him away for a certain distance.

In the atmosphere, the whole body seemed to be burned by fire, and the whole body was in pain as if melted by fire, but Kira didn't care about his pain, but tears flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably, and he sat in the cockpit with some self-abandonment , let Strike Gundam take him into the atmosphere.

The Archangel is not far away, and he doesn't want to control Gundam to leave this death.

When the spaceship was blown up, did Fei Yin feel the same pain?

If he doesn't struggle, can he also share some similar pain for her?

"Kira! Your situation is very dangerous, answer as soon as you hear it, Kira!——" Everyone panicked and worried about Kira.

Kira opened his eyes blurred by tears, raised his hand with all his strength, and turned off the communicator, cutting off all the worried shouts of the people on the Archangel.

If he hadn't chosen to stay, if he had left with Fei Yin, it wouldn't have been so painful to die with her...

At least it's not too late now, this is the way to get rid of the battlefield forever.

The tears evaporated in the high-temperature cockpit without falling, but the tears did not stop and kept falling. Kira showed a sad and weak smile. Slowly reaching out her hand to the black book, Feiyin...

If the person he loves the most dies, then everything is meaningless to him. Because of her existence, it is meaningful to protect the world. Whether she is belittled or cursed, nothing is worth her gentle words.

Even if I fall into the dark abyss, I want to see you... I can't imagine a future where there is no hope, and I can't imagine a future where I will never see you again.What's the point of being alive?

I used to think that no matter where I am, I will continue to love and miss you...

It wasn't until this moment that I realized that I couldn't do it.If it is because of the fantasies and self-deceitful extravagant hopes that only exist in the same night sky, there is no place in this world to place his thoughts on.

stop it...

stop it...

Let all the fighting, all the sorrow, stop now, leave it all in the world he had lived in.

It doesn't matter if you can't see anything, you can't hear anything...

— Kira, you promised to leave with me!

ok, i'll go with you...

I just want to see you.

Even at that moment, this simple wish turned into a luxury that could no longer be realized, and even so, it could not change the only remaining wish.

At that last moment, he seemed to have seen a hallucination... It seemed that he vaguely saw Fei Yin hugging him gently.