deep desire

At the end of the live broadcast, it was almost stuck. Lu Jingshen was out of shape. When Lu Chixie talked to him, he nodded and shook his head, completely unable to hear what the other party was saying.

Lu Chixie was helpless, seeing that the time was almost over, he simply asked Lu Jingshen to calm himself down, and he led the staff to leave first.

When he left, he also reminded Liu Jie: "Don't let anyone go in and disturb my brother, let him be alone for a while."

The office, which was noisy a few minutes ago, fell silent. Lu Jing collapsed into the seat, closed her eyes, and her back was covered with cold sweat.

It didn't seem that difficult if he really said it. As for what to face next, he didn't have the heart to think about it.

Closing his eyes and letting go of his thoughts, after gradually calming down, Lu Jing got up and went to the lounge in the inner room to wash his face, pouring cold water on his face, he raised his eyes to look at himself in the mirror, and his eyes stopped.

No longer looking tired and gloomy due to years of lack of sleep and mental stress, there seemed to be a bright light in his eyes, which was gifted to him by Feng Si.

The corners of her mouth slowly raised, Lu Jing looked at herself deeply, and smiled from the bottom of her heart for the first time.

It was just five o'clock when Feng Si arrived at the entrance of Shangxin Building, and it was not time to get off work. Before getting off the car, he called Lu Jingshen first.

Didn't say anything else, just asked him: "I'll be at your company in a while, can I go in?"

"Are you here?" Lu Jingshen's tone was the same as usual, "You can come up by yourself, or should I ask someone to come down to pick you up?"

Feng Si: "That's not necessary, I'll go up by myself, and we'll talk about it later."

Hanging up the phone, Feng Si walked into the Shangxin Building. He didn't have an employee card here, so he couldn't get into the elevator, so he went straight to the front desk.

The little girls at the front desk gathered together, watching the screen recording of Lu Jingshen's live broadcast confession repeatedly, Feng Si called them: "Excuse me..."

The little girls looked up, and the object of the confession appeared in front of them. The one holding the phone was so shocked that he almost slipped his hand and dropped his phone, and quickly turned the screen black when he regained consciousness.

Feng Si calmly asked: "I don't have an employee card, can I get in?"

There is probably no one who works in this building who doesn't know Feng Si, after all, many people have secretly kept the group photo.

"of course can!"

The foreman came out and took him to the elevator room, swiped the access control card for him, and pressed the special elevator for high floors.

Feng Si smiled and thanked him.

Five minutes later, he entered the secretary's office, and countless pairs of eyes fell on him at the same time.

The last time he attracted so much attention was when the photo was exposed. He came out of Lu Jingshen's office, took his clothes and left. Unexpectedly, when he returned after four months, the same scene reappeared.

And this time it was even more exaggerated than last time. After all, it was Lu Jingshen himself who came out to the public half an hour ago in the live broadcast room.

Although he didn't explicitly say who the object of the confession was, everyone here knew that there would be no one else except Feng Si.

Liu Jie greeted him, seeing Feng Si was inexplicably embarrassed, coughed lightly, and said, "Boss is in the office."

Feng Si greeted him calmly: "Secretary Liu, long time no see."

Liu Jie: "...Yes."

This is true, I didn't expect it.

Feng Si didn't care about other people's eyes at all, walked to Lu Jingshen's office, knocked on the door, and walked in.

Lu Jingshen was still reading the document, and his expression was no different from usual.

Hearing the movement, he raised his head and glanced at him, then fell back to his sight.

Feng Si stepped forward, walked around behind the desk, and leaned against the table to look at him like many times before, his eyes slowly wandering over his face.

"I thought that when I came in, I would see Mr. Lu regretting and being in a daze."

Lu Jingshen was already calm, but it was embarrassing to be teased by him like this: "You saw the live broadcast..."

"I can't help but see it," Feng Si said, "I heard from your younger brother that he has been on the headlines of major apps, Mr. Lu, you are really a celebrity now."

Lu Jing frowned deeply, and Feng Si stretched out his hand to help smooth his frown: "Do you regret it? Did you feel that you were too impulsive when you said that in the live broadcast room? Actually, you just need to tell me."

Lu Jing raised her eyes deeply, and said in a blunt tone, "I've said everything, I won't regret it."

He had already said it, and he didn't think about regretting it.

No matter how embarrassing this level is, he also stepped forward. As for the others, we will talk about it later.

"Can this make you feel safe?" Lu Jing asked deeply.

Feng Si was a little surprised: "You made such a big fight to confess your love, because of this?"

Seeing Lu Jing's deep acquiescence, he almost laughed out loud, without explaining that it was a misunderstanding: "Of course, you really said that, I'm quite happy."

It's obviously very embarrassing, but just to give him a sense of security, forcing himself to do such a shocking thing, it's hard for him not to like Lu Jingshen like this.

Lu Jingshen: "Just happy?"

"Okay," Feng Si coaxed him, "I'm very happy and flattered, I wish I could come and grab you and kiss you right away."

He did come running right away, but when he really saw someone, he just wanted to tease him.

After closing the document at hand, Lu Jing reached out and grabbed Feng Si's collar.

Feng Si staggered a step forward under his grip, and was forced to bend down, propping his hands on both sides of his office chair, with the same smile on his face.

Lu Jing raised his head deeply, and said that he wanted the loved one to stay still, so he kissed him himself.

Tongue stuck into Feng Si's mouth and messed around, Lu Jing kissed so deeply that he didn't know how to do it.Sensing his impatience, Feng Si finally raised his hand to hold the back of his head, entangled his tongue and massaged it gently and slowly, then pushed it into Lu Jing's deep mouth, intentionally teasing the most sensitive part between his lips and tongue.

Lu Jingshen's emotions gradually calmed down, and the kiss changed from a simple vent to a tender one. Her hands wrapped around Feng Si's neck, pulling him closer again and again.

The bent posture made Feng Si feel inconvenient, so he simply swept away the documents on Lu Jingshen's desk, and before Lu Jingshen objected, he lifted him up by the waist and hugged him onto the desk.

Lu Jing frowned deeply, the documents on his desk were very important, now they were messed up by Feng Si and half of them were swept to the ground.

"Don't be distracted." Feng Si put his arms on both sides of his body, leaned over and kissed him again.

Lu Jing was so deeply kissed that her body couldn't help leaning back, she could only hold Feng Si's shoulders tightly, and barely stabilized her figure.

The kiss became more and more intense, unlike Feng Si's drunken kiss last night, after expressing their hearts thoroughly, both of them couldn't hold back, eager to vent their emotions in this way.

It's just a pity that this place is wrong, Feng Si doesn't mind having an office play, but there is not enough time.

Lip to lip, he reminded Lu Jingshen: "Say what you said earlier."

Lu Jing panted deeply: "Which sentence?"

Feng Si: "The most important sentence."

Lu Jing's deep throat rolled, stared into his eyes, and finally said: "I love you."

Feng Si laughed softly and continued to kiss him.

At 05:30, Lu Jingshen left work early.

When he walked out of the office without looking sideways, he strode towards the elevator. Feng Si followed behind him, just like before, with his hands in his pockets, slouching and out of shape, but intentionally walked on Lu Jingshen's right side, helping him Blocked the eyes that seemed to fall over inadvertently.

Liu Jie followed, but was still blocked by Feng Si outside the elevator: "Secretary Liu, let everyone get off work on time this Friday, and you too, go back early and have a happy weekend with your girlfriend."

Liu Jie had nothing to say.

The boss's man is amazing, and he vividly interprets the four words "prosperous in the spring breeze".

The elevator door closed, and Feng Si put one hand on Lu Jing's back, reminding him: "Take a deep breath and relax."

Lu Jing shook her head slightly: "I'm fine."

Feng Si: "Are you all right?"

Lu Jingshen: "It's okay."

Feng Si patted him on the back: "Don't worry."

Lu Jing relaxed deeply: "Yes."

Ask the driver to get off work early, and they will drive by themselves and go back to Lu Jingshen's parents' house.

"Didn't you say you wanted to tell me something before? Can you say it now?"

The road was somewhat blocked, Feng Si tilted his head and smiled and asked the people around him.

Lu Jingshen: "All that needs to be said has been said."

"No way?" Feng Si raised his eyebrows, "Is there nothing else to say?"

Lu Jing thought for a while and asked him, "What is our relationship now?"

Feng Si: "You have the final say."

"Okay," Lu Jingshen said without the slightest hesitation, "You are my boyfriend. I will take you to meet my family now. We have established a relationship. Can you move back to my place? My place is not far from the school. It's just over half an hour by car, okay?"

The car that was stuck all the way finally cleared, Feng Si stepped on the accelerator: "Accompany me to school to carry things tomorrow."

They passed by a large shopping mall on the way, Feng Si drove the car into the ground parking lot: "Go shopping."

Lu Jing was puzzled: "What to buy?"

Feng Si unbuttoned his seat belt: "It's my first official visit, so I can't be empty-handed, right?"

Lu Jing deeply felt that it was unnecessary: ​​"There is everything at home."

"I know you have everything in your house," Feng Si said, "but Chinese people pay attention to these things, and you still have to have the proper etiquette."

Lu Jingshen: "...You don't seem to be Chinese."

Feng Si: "Fake foreign devils also have to do as the Romans do."

In the end, he went to the shopping mall to pick up two bottles of good wine and some fruit. Forget about smoking. Lu's father is not in good health, and they are quitting smoking themselves.

When Feng Si got back into the car with the wine in his hand, he asked Lu Jingshen with a smile, "Do you think I'm the one who came to propose marriage?"

Lu Jing glanced at him deeply: "If you propose marriage like this, my father may not agree."

Feng Si didn't believe it: "Why? I think your dad was quite satisfied with me last time."

Lu Jingshen: "He prefers Chen Sen's personality."

What he was talking about was Lu Jingqing's boyfriend, refined and knowledgeable, he was the good son-in-law that Lu's father liked, even a rascal like Feng Si.

Feng Si didn't take it seriously: "A really gentle person can't be an investment banker, but well, I can't pretend that I don't, but I don't want to marry your daughter. Your parents don't have that high requirements, do they?"

Lu Jing didn't want to play tricks on him: "It's enough that I like you, let's drive."

Feng Si raised the corners of his lips, put on his seat belt again, and started the car.

They were not the first to arrive home. Lu Chixie went to pick him up after the live broadcast. Ling Zhuo came first. He was watching the screen recording of Lu Jingshen's live broadcast in the afternoon with An Xin. He only pressed pause when he heard their footsteps entering the door.

Feng Si came over to say hello to An Xin first, and presented the meeting gift, An Xin happily took the things: "You don't have to be so polite, come to have a light meal and buy some gifts, and come with Ah Shen whenever you have time in the future."

Feng Si smiled and nodded: "Okay."

Lu Jing's deep gaze swept over the tablet on the coffee table, and Lu Chixie raised his chin at him: "I'm overwhelmed by the hot search, and after that, the highlight version of today's program on the live broadcast platform will delete your part, but the screen recording It’s already flying all over the sky, there’s nothing I can do about it, but don’t worry too much about it, it’ll be fine when things get over in a few days.”

Lu Jing thanked him deeply.

Lu Chixie waved his hand: "Thank you for thanking me. Brother Feng asked me to do it. He is afraid that you will be criticized."

But Feng Si also asked him for the high-definition recording of that segment, and Lu Chixie didn't bother to say that.

Lu Jing took a deep look back at the people around him, Feng Si blinked at him.

An Xin sighed: "I didn't expect Ah Shen to be able to say these words in public. It's not easy."

Ling Zhuo also took advantage of the opportunity to admire: "Brother Shen looks very handsome when he said these words, really admirable."

"Don't talk about it," Lu Chixie said with a smile, "Besides, I'm going to dig a hole and bury myself in it."

Lu Jingshen was still not used to joking with his family, so he found an excuse to go outside.

Feng Si chatted with An Xin and the others for a few words, then came out: "What are you doing standing here alone?"

Lu Jingshen stood by the landing gate, quietly looking ahead at the gradually falling night.

Feng Si put a hand on his shoulder: "I was very talkative in the afternoon, but now I'm being teased by my family, and I feel embarrassed again?"

Lu Jing remained silent, Feng Si suppressed a smile: "Alex, why are you so funny?"

Lu Jingshen: "...No."

"As long as you have it," Feng Si pressed lightly on his shoulder, "You performed very well today, but you don't have to pretend to be calm and unrestrained in front of me. If you feel uncomfortable, just say it. Coming out is hard, I know you don’t regret it, but embarrassment is always there, don’t force yourself, although I’m really happy, you don’t have to push yourself so hard, it’s good now.”

Lu Jing looked at him deeply, with the night light shining in his eyes.

Feng Si said: "Really, take it easy."

Lu Jing nodded deeply: "I know."

After Lu Jingqing also brought her boyfriend over, the family came to the table for dinner.

At the dinner table, Lu Jingshen formally introduced Feng Si in public again. The phrase "we are dating" was said by Feng Si, afraid that Lu Jingshen would be too embarrassed to say it, so he said it for him.

Father Lu looked calm, and only asked, "What are your plans for the future?"

Feng Si said: "I heard that Jing Qing and the others are planning to get married this year. Alex and I are also old enough to get married too."

Lu Jing looked at him deeply, with fleeting surprise in his eyes.

He didn't know that Feng Si had already considered getting married, but he didn't raise any objections.

Lu Chixie: "...how did you two get married?"

Father Lu frowned, obviously having the same doubts.

Feng Si explained: "I am a British citizen, I can marry, at least it is legally binding for me."

Lu Chixie: "..."

How do you feel like you lost again?

An Xin smiled and said, "That's pretty good too."

Feng Si: "Well, after Jing Qing's marriage is over, Alex probably doesn't have time to go to England with me now."

Lu Jingqing was very speechless, don't call me so affectionate by my name.

After leaving the Lu family villa, Lu Jingshen changed the car.

Feng Si counted the two red envelopes in his hand: "Your parents are very generous, and you can get red envelopes when you come to eat."

One is his, which is regarded as a formal meeting red envelope, and the other is Lu Jingshen's, which is their family's tradition, a reward for getting out of the order, and he is the last one among the three siblings to get it.

Lu Jingshen ignored him, still thinking about the marriage he said at the dinner table earlier.

"What are you thinking about?" Feng Si stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "The light is green."

Lu Jing returned to her senses, said nothing, and stepped on the gas pedal again.

Back in Mingyue Bay, Lu Jingshen didn't speak when he got on the elevator until he entered the door.

Before the lights in the room were turned on, his hand touched Feng Si's chest in the dark, his hot breath came close, and he asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you want to do it?"