deep desire

When Lu Jingshen approached, Feng Si crossed his long legs and leaned against the wall without moving.

His vision was dim, and he couldn't see clearly the downcast Lu Jingshen's expression, but he could feel the warmth between the palms of his hands on his chest.

Fiery and sticky.

"Do it?" Lu Jing's deep breath stopped on his lips.

Feng Si raised one hand and slowly helped him unbutton the top button of his shirt. His fingers scraped across his Adam's apple, noticing that the person in front of him was breathing rapidly, and smiled softly: "Can't wait?"

Occasionally, Lu Jingshen really hates Feng Si's attitude of being able to do anything with ease at any time, especially now, he desperately desires, his body clamors for this person, but Feng Si is still calm, as if deliberately playing him.

Lu Jingshen didn't answer, silently took off his tie, took off his suit jacket, threw it on the ground, unbuttoned the remaining shirt buttons one by one, and reached out to pull Feng Si's clothes.

If Feng Si must do this, then he will take the initiative.

He also unbuttoned Feng Si's shirt, and when he pressed the zipper of his trousers, Feng Si, who had not moved all this time, finally raised his hand, pinched Lu Jingshen's waist and switched positions with him, pushing him against the wall, with one leg stuck between his legs.

Pushing her knees up, Lu Jing gasped heavily, and Feng Si's voice came close to him: "Okay, let me do it."

Right here in the entrance, the lights were not turned on, the clothes fell to the ground one by one, and the naked bodies were intertwined.

Lu Jingshen was not the only one who was impatient.

"The things are in the room..." Lu Jing took a deep breath, reminding the person whose hands were setting fire all over his body.

"No need," Feng Si's voice was hoarse, "You get wet so easily, you don't need those things."

The darkness covered Lu Jing's deep embarrassment. He is indeed very sensitive. He has always been like this from then to now, and he can easily be provoked by this man to react physically and be defeated.

I have always refused to accept my homosexuality, and there is probably a reason why I can't face my unbearable body.

"Don't feel embarrassed," Feng Si seemed to be able to see through his mind, and slowly rubbed his callused hands on his waist, feeling the light trembling of his waist, and couldn't put it down, "The waist is so sensitive, it trembles when you touch it , such a great body, not everyone has it, and others can't envy it, so what's wrong with it? And, anyway, only I can enjoy it."

Lu Jing couldn't stand his blunt obscene words, her throat rolled: "Stop talking..."

Feng Si's hand slowly slid down, kneaded his upturned and round buttocks, and then patted lightly: "It's the same here, it's so soft and so upturned, I'm afraid a woman would feel ashamed."

Lu Jingshen: "Shut up."

Feng Si laughed, and then moved his restless hands to the root of his thigh, stroking back and forth: "The muscles on the leg are also firmer than before, and it feels so comfortable to the touch. Have you been exercising recently? The results are good, no Know if it's tighter elsewhere."

Lu Jing's face was blushing to the point of bleeding, and she put her arms around Feng Si's neck and kissed him, gagging his mouth that kept talking.

Feng Si parted his lips obediently, exchanging lingering kisses with him.

He pulled up Lu Jingshen's leg, wrapped it around his waist, and pressed his body against it.

Lu Jing snorted deeply, tilted her head back uncontrollably, and pinched her fingers deeply into Feng Si's shoulder.

The feeling he hadn't seen for a long time, pain and happiness, making him live or die, was all brought to him by Feng Si.

There is no gap between them anymore, he is being completely possessed by this person.

This man he relied on, was attached to, and loved deeply.

The standing posture made them sweat profusely. When it was the most intense and unbearable, Feng Si suddenly stopped, clasped Lu Jingshen's waist tightly, and pressed his body closer to himself.

Sweaty hair blocked his eyes, and Lu Jingshen could only hear his own voice that was out of tune: "Don't stop..."

Feng Si bit his hot earlobe, and the sexy voice fell into his ears word by word: "Let's go together."

From the porch to the living room, then to the room and the bathroom, Lu Jing felt for the first time that even his soul was convulsed and trembling.

If tomorrow is the end of the world, he is also willing to go with the person who is embracing him at this moment.

At midnight, Feng Si leaned against the bedside and lit a cigarette, squinting his eyes and puffing in enjoyment.

Lu Jing was so tired that she couldn't even lift her fingers. She lay on the bed and looked at his side face quietly. The corners of Feng Si's eyes and brows were full of lazy comfort.

"Didn't you say you want to quit smoking?"

"I quit, just once in a while," Feng Si glanced over, "Do you want to try?"

Lu Jingshen nodded slowly, Feng Si conveniently brought his cigarette to his mouth, he stared at the wet cigarette holder, and lightly bit on it.

The smell of smoke choked into the heart and lungs, wrapped in the smell of hormones from the man beside him, Lu Jing's deep eyelashes trembled, and the desire that had just been dispelled in his body seemed to rise again.

His eyes stopped, and he stared blankly at the deep eyes of Feng Si in front of him, unable to say a word.

Feng Si was also looking at him. After the intense indulgence, the person lying on the bed seemed to be soaked in libido, and his eyes rolled around inadvertently. Coupled with the red eye ends, he was innocent and attractive.

Lu Jingshen is always like this. On the surface, he is abstinent and indifferent, but in fact, only he knows about the passion and enthusiasm hidden under the surface, and only he has tasted it, so he can't stop and never forget.

Pulling out the cigarette from Lu Jingshen's mouth, he casually snuffed it out in the ashtray on the bedside table, Feng Si turned over, pressed down his strong chest, clasped fingers with Lu Jingshen, and exchanged a wet kiss with the smell of tobacco.

"A Shen..."

Lip to lip, Feng Si murmured his name.

Lu Jing was a little excited, she responded vaguely, pulled him down and continued to kiss.

The body rubbed and collided, the big bed under him shook violently, and the passion continued to burn.

The night is still very long.

The next morning, after breakfast, they went out together to Jinghang Fengsi's dormitory to help him move.

Lu Jing was in trouble with those seven or eight suitcases, Feng Si squatted aside to pack his clothes, and said nonchalantly, "Don't worry about it, I called the moving company, they will be there in half an hour, let them transport these things over there first. "

He never opened these suitcases, as if he knew from the beginning that he would not live here for long.

"Come and accompany me to buy a car in a while."

Lu Jingshen: "Buy a car?"

"Ah," Feng Si nodded, "After I moved to your place, I can't take a taxi to work every day. Forget about your cars. The cheapest one costs more than 200 million. It's too ostentatious to drive. I'll buy a second-hand car." 10,000+ scooter will do.”

When he said that, Lu Jingshen couldn't raise objections, so he hesitated for a while and asked him, "Is your salary enough?"

With their current relationship, although Feng Si said that he still fulfilled the previous contract and tried to take time to fly with Lu Jingshen when he was on occasional business trips, he had already agreed with him that he would not ask for his salary anymore, so the income would only be this amount from the school. It's definitely not as good as flying a private jet for people before.

"Isn't it enough for you to support me?" Feng Si raised his eyebrows with a smile.

Lu Jing didn't know what to say. In fact, he didn't think it was impossible, but a big man like Feng Si would definitely not accept it. He looked for another job because he didn't want to get involved with money.

Feng Si saw his tangled expression in his eyes, smiled enough and said seriously: "Mr. Lu, my current annual salary is more than 40 yuan, which is far from before, and it is even more incomparable with your big spending. But compared to ordinary people, it's more than enough, not as miserable as you imagined, and I still have a lot of savings, and I plan to buy a suite here in the future."

Lu Jing asked subconsciously, "Do you want to buy a house?"

Feng Si explained: "Don't worry, I don't intend to separate from you, your house is very good, I mean, Tingting will come here to develop after graduation in two years, and my mother will follow, here Buy a house for them to live in."

Lu Jing nodded deeply: "But your mother is from the south, can you get used to it here?"

"She's been in London for 30 years, so she's not used to it," Feng Si said indifferently, "That can't be helped, why did her son ask for a wife here."

Lu Jing couldn't stand his nonsense, so he choked out a sentence: "Then congratulations, this year's New Year's wish has come true in the first half of the year."

Unexpectedly, Lu Jing still remembered a joke on the morning of New Year's Day.

Feng Si laughed loudly: "Congratulations, thank you Mr. Lu for your cooperation."

After 10 minutes, the moving company came and took away the large luggage first.

The other things were placed in Lu Jingshen's car, and it was almost done after two trips.

When he was about to leave, a colleague of Feng Si who also lived in the dormitory here came back, and he said he was going to move off-campus. The other party was a little surprised, Feng Si didn't explain much, chatted with him casually, and got in the car.

Lu Jing started the car deeply, and only after driving out did he ask him: "Will what happened yesterday affect you?"

Feng Si smiled: "Are you worried about this now? Didn't you talk about it yesterday?"

Lu Jingshen was really worried. After all, Feng Si worked in such an environment, and sexuality exposure was more troublesome than him.

Feng Si also said before that he likes this job very much.

"Don't worry, you didn't mention your name, others don't know it's me, and they don't like to pay attention to these gossips."

Feng Si was talking and gave him directions: "Don't think too much, just let nature take its course."

After that, they went directly to the 4S shop, chose the model and paid the deposit, and picked up the car three days later.

The time was approaching noon, and then I went to a nearby shopping mall to find a place to eat. When parking in the underground parking lot, I accidentally ran into an acquaintance.

It was Jiang Heng, the one who had confessed to Lu Jingshen in public before, and broke up with him after being rejected by him.

They just got out of the car when the other party called Lu Jingshen's name and walked over.

Lu Jing saw the person coming, and frowned. Jiang Heng greeted him, and turned his eyes around Feng Si who got out of the car one step later, with a complicated expression.

"What a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet here. Are you coming here for dinner? I also made an appointment with Song Ming and the others, do you want to come together?"

He was talking about a few other friends that Lu Jingshen also knew. Lu Jingshen directly refused, and said coldly: "No need, I have an appointment."

Jiang Heng blurted out: "I saw your live broadcast yesterday."

Lu Jingshen's face froze for a moment, and he didn't respond.

The other party continued: "Actually, I was very surprised. I always thought that you broke up with me after rejecting me because you were particularly disgusted with this relationship. I didn't expect you to be the same. I didn't realize until yesterday that you are It makes me feel very frustrated that someone like me can be accepted, but the person is not me, can you tell me why?"

No, he doesn't accept anyone except Feng Si.

Lu Jing was not interested in standing here and continuing to discuss sexuality issues with others, Feng Si called him in front of the car: "Alex, let's go."

After saying something to Jiang Heng, "I have something to do, I'm leaving first", Lu Jingshen strode forward to follow Feng Si.

When walking into the elevator, Feng Si glanced back at the other party, and pressed the door close button.

As the elevator went up, Lu Jingshen took the initiative to explain: "I broke up with him at the beginning because I was afraid of being exposed, and I also felt that he didn't say hello, and so many people made a fuss to help him confess to me, which made me very embarrassed."

Feng Si: "Well, what about now?"

Lu Jing thought for a while and said: "He has a bad attitude towards you and never looks at you. I know him. He is the kind of person whose eyes are above the top. He looks down on you and thinks that you are not a rich person in their so-called circle. .”

Feng Si reminded him: "Alex, do you think it's appropriate to tell me that you know other men in front of me?"

This person is always like this, he can say anything and everything anytime and anywhere, Lu Jing shook his head slightly: "Your focus is only on this?"

Feng Si smiled: "I know your point, it's fine. Others look down on your man, and you look down on him too. That's fine."

"Okay, you don't need to talk to this kind of person," he said seriously after laughing, "But Alex, besides me, you can also try to make other friends, or next time I go out with my friends, I will also take you Let's go together? Don't worry, it's not that kind of smoky place, I promised you before, I deleted all those messy people."

The mobile phone was sent to Lu Jingshen: "Or you can check it?"

Lu Jingshen didn't answer: "No need to check, I believe you."

He didn't want to act like he cared too much about it, although he did.

People like Jiang Heng don’t know, and neither do others. He is materially richer than most people in this world, but his spiritual world is barren and desolate. It is the appearance of Feng Si that gives him the only bright color .

The poem printed on the postcard sent back from Norway is the most appropriate for his state of mind.

Feng Si was his last and only rose.

No one can underestimate the person he loves, he desperately forced himself to confess in front of the camera, in order to give the other party a sense of security, but he knew better that he himself needed this sense of security, to be recognized by Feng Si, to prove that Feng Si The shop is his.

Going from one extreme to another, such a crazy idea, may be the beginning of another mental illness, but he doesn't care.

With Feng Si in his world, there will be sunshine and evergreen seasons from now on. He will give everything to let that person stay here for him for a long time.

"Alex?"

Feng Si's voice recalled Lu Jingshen's thoughts, the elevator door had already opened, Lu Jingshen smiled at him, "Let's go, what do you want to eat?"

Feng Si raised his eyebrows in surprise: "You actually laughed?"

This was the first time he really saw Lu Jing smiling deeply, not the formulaic upturned lips when facing business partners, but a gentle, happy smile just for him.

Lu Jing asked calmly, "Is it not possible?"

Of course, if it wasn't for being in public, Feng Si would have stretched out his arms to hug him.

"Alex, is this foul of you?"

Feng Si's protracted voice was full of smiles, as if he was very happy.

Lu Jingshen asked again: "What to eat?"

"Western food, the one in front." Feng Si casually pointed.

Originally, he didn't plan to choose this, but now he just wants to find a small private room that is quiet and undisturbed, so that he can touch the people around him.

Even a simple touch and hug will do.

Lu Jing nodded deeply.

Seeing his reflection in Feng Si's smiling eyes, and slowly relaxing, he seemed to have learned another way to make Feng Si happy.

He will try harder to make this person look at him and only him all the time.