deep desire

In the blink of an eye, it was Saturday, and Lu Jingshen woke up on time at seven o'clock in the morning, and put his phone on the charger first.

During this period of time, he chatted with Feng Siye every night, and often fell asleep while talking, and when he woke up early in the morning, his mobile phone was usually in a state of no power and automatically turned off.

The good thing is that his sleeping condition has improved a lot, and he no longer feels tired and weak every day, and needs to rely on coffee and cigarettes to continue his life.

After working out, I made a simple breakfast. While eating, Lu Jingshen picked up his mobile phone. Feng Si just sent a message saying that there is a temporary meeting in the morning, and it may not end until after ten o'clock, so let him come later.

Lu Jingshen replied "OK", and looked at the time, it was only before eight o'clock.

Walking into the study, he originally wanted to read some documents to pass the time, but after sitting down, he unconsciously picked up the postcard at hand.

He had read these dozens of postcards countless times. Lu Jing's deep gaze rested on them, he was absent-minded for a moment, and picked up his pen.

At [-]:[-], Feng Si's meeting ended and he walked out of the college's office building. A few colleagues made an appointment to have lunch together and asked him if they wanted to come together.

Feng Si refused with a smile, saying that he had an appointment.

A colleague who has a good relationship with him teased casually: "Have you dated a girlfriend?"

Lu Jingshen's car was parked opposite the office building, he just opened the door to get out of the car, and met Feng Si's eyes.

Feng Si pouted in Lu Jingshen's direction: "Did you see it? A male friend."

After he finished speaking, he waved to others and said "goodbye", walked over slowly, and greeted Lu Jingshen, who motioned him to get in the car: "Do you want to go back to the dormitory?"

"Not going back, just go."

Feng Si changed hands with him and asked Lu Jingshen to go to the passenger seat and drive by himself.

When getting into the car, Lu Jing was deeply aware of other people's curious eyes, sat in the car with his head down, and quickly closed the door.

Feng Si reminded him: "Don't be nervous, they are probably looking at your car, after all, it is a sports car worth tens of millions, and it's rare to have the opportunity to see it."

They are going to the resort today, otherwise Lu Jingshen would not have driven such a high-profile and ostentatious car.

"I'm not nervous," Lu Jingshen explained, "I know they're looking at the car, and I'm afraid I'll cause you gossip."

"What gossip?" Feng Si drove out of the school, deliberately teasing him, "If you were a woman, maybe they would still think that I was taken care of by a rich woman, but you are not."

Lu Jingshen didn't know how to respond to his words, so she simply stopped talking and handed over the roses she bought on the way just now: "For you."

Feng Si accepted it happily. Today's flowers are a little different. The rose petals are sprinkled with gold powder, which is very beautiful.

"Is this a new breed?" he asked.

Lu Jingshen: "I don't know, it's more expensive than ordinary ones anyway."

"That will cost Mr. Lu." Feng Si put the flowers under the windshield in front of him, and said to him with a smile, "You send me roses every day, and my colleagues saw them. Now everyone thinks I have roses." A very enthusiastic and proactive girlfriend, I can't explain it yet."

Lu Jingshen: "...you work here, will sexuality affect you?"

"It's enough not to let them know," Feng Si disapproved. "It's really not good. At worst, I will change to another job in the future, but try not to. I quite like my current job."

Seeing that Lu Jing was deep in thought, Feng Si stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers in front of him: "Don't think too much, I don't care about this at all."

Lu Jing nodded deeply: "I know."

The car drove to Lu's resort, which was suggested by Feng Si. Originally, Lu Jingshen said that he would take a two-day short-distance trip around, but Feng Si suddenly mentioned that he wanted to go to his resort last night, saying that he came back after not having anything to do Yes, it's a pity.

Lu Jing deeply thought that he still cared about what happened before, but Feng Si's tone of voice when he said this clearly didn't take what happened last time to heart.

It was almost noon when they arrived at the place. Lu Jingshen had specially contacted the housekeeper here before, and someone had already arranged lunch for them.

As soon as they arrived at the villa, someone came to report to Lu Jingshen, Feng Si was not interested in listening, so he put the rose in a vase by the door and went upstairs first.

When Lu Jingshen came up, he was chewing gum and holding up his mobile phone to take pictures of the lake and mountains opposite.

"It's time to eat, what are you chewing gum for?" Lu Jing asked him deeply.

Feng Si put away his mobile phone and threw a piece of chewing gum over: "This is smoking cessation gum, you should come with me too. Quitting smoking is a little more difficult than imagined. It might be easier for two people to supervise each other."

Lu Jing looked surprised: "Are you planning to quit smoking?"

"How many cigarettes do you smoke every day?" Feng Si asked him back.

Lu Jing hesitated deeply: "Three or four..."

Some time ago, he smoked more fiercely, but he didn't say it.

"You didn't have to socialize before, so you smoked one very occasionally, right?" Feng Si said "tsk", "It seems that I got it wrong."

"No," Lu Jingshen quickly denied, "I just want to smoke."

Feng Si: "Okay, whether you were led to spoil it by me, or you want to smoke, quit smoking, let's go together, okay?"

Lu Jingshen actually liked the smell of tobacco on Feng Si's body, but there is no harm in quitting smoking. Since Feng Si has made up his mind, he certainly has no objections.

"But why did you suddenly think of quitting smoking?"

"If you want to quit, then quit," Feng Si said, reaching out to touch his face, "in case you take this as a life-threatening medicine."

Lu Jing was taken aback.

The lunch has been delivered, Feng Si withdrew his hand: "Let's go, let's go eat first."

In the afternoon, Lu Jingshen took Feng Si to the outside, strolling from Huatian farm, horse farm, ski resort all the way to the golf course.

Feng Si took pictures along the way, he liked it quite a bit, but it's a pity that he only had one and a half days, so he couldn't have a good time.

"For you, isn't it better to find a quiet place where you can read a book or watch a movie if you come to these entertainment places?" He turned his head and asked the people around him.

"Will you feel bored when you're with me?" Lu Jing said in a hesitant tone, really lacking confidence.

Although they had known each other for more than seven years, the time they really got along was only three months plus three months. With his personality, even if he tried hard to imitate others to chase others, he would not do well.

He didn't want Feng Si to indulge him blindly, this person tolerated him for seven years, he really wanted to make up for Feng Si, and he didn't want Feng Si to suffer any more grievances.

"I don't think you're bored."

Feng Si smiled: "Alex, you don't know yourself well enough. You are very interesting here. What I said just now means that you can occasionally try something other than your interests. When I was in Africa, I Take you to play, don't you also have a good time?"

Speaking of Africa, Lu Jingshen was actually very sorry. He left in a hurry back then. Their journey was not over yet, and there were still many places left to go. Unfortunately, he only took a long vacation last year. This year, Lu Jingqing is going to get married, so he probably has no time to go out: "Let's go to Africa next year, during the next summer vacation. I'll make preparations early, and I can go there for at least a month, and finish the journey we didn't finish that year."

Feng Si curled up his lips: "Okay, let's go together next year."

Then they climbed up the back hill, behind which was an open space under construction.

Feng Si glanced at it, and asked Lu Jingshen: "This land belongs to your family too? Is this going to build an airport?"

Looking at the terrain plan, it really looks like an airport runway, and most of the construction has already been carried out.

"Building a small general-purpose airport," Lu Jingshen explained, "has been approved, and someone from the construction unit came to report the progress to me before the meal."

Feng Si raised his eyebrows: "Building a small airport here? Do you still need to watch it yourself?"

Lu Jingshen: "I'll show you when it's completed."

Feng Si narrowed his eyes and thought about it, as if he understood something, he smiled: "Really? Then I'll look forward to it."

The way the domineering president chases people needs to be different.

He just cooperates.

After nightfall, they drank on the terrace of the villa. Lu Jingshen seemed to be very excited today, drinking one after another, all of which were good wines that he asked someone to airlift from a French winery, and they just arrived this morning.

Feng Si watched him gradually have a drunken face, shaking the wine glass lightly, his own thoughts were a little turbulent after drinking too much, stretched out his fingers, brushed Lu Jing's deep Adam's apple lightly, and helped him untie one. Button his shirt so he can breathe.

Lu Jing's eyes were fascinated, her Adam's apple rolled, and the blush on her face faded to the end of her eyes. Feng Si's eyes were all too familiar, eager and longing.

He was probably drunk, so he grabbed Feng Si's hand and slowly moved towards him.

His mind was full of the image he had drawn into the painting when he went to Fengsi's dormitory that day after taking a shower.

Feng Si remained calm, stared deeply at Lu Jing, and slowly poured a sip of wine into his mouth.

not the right time yet.

He really felt sorry for Lu Jingshen, his past experience, his depression and pain, but this was different from how he treated the relationship between them.

Lu Jingshen has a spiritual dependence and a physical obsession with him, but it's not enough.

What he wants is purer love. Before Lu Jingshen truly recognizes himself, he can accompany him, comfort him, and tolerate him, but he will not cross that line again.

Feng Si withdrew his hand, Lu Jing was stunned.

The person in front of him turned his head and whispered into his ear: "Alex, don't try to seduce me like this, you've only been chasing me for a few days?"

The deep and laughing voice drummed the eardrums, pulling back Lu Jing's deeply confused mood.He closed his eyes and shook his head. He didn't mean that. He was indeed under the influence of alcohol just now.

He is also serious about chasing Feng Si, and he will not give up halfway.

Feng Si backed away, Lu Jing raised his hand deeply to touch his dizzy temple, and couldn't drink any more.

Feng Si's gaze suddenly stopped, and fell on Lu Jingshen's raised wrist, paused for a few seconds, put down the wine glass and took his hand that was lowered again.

Before Lu Jingshen could respond, Feng Si had already untied his watch strap.

Take off the watch and put it on the table, there is a worn black leather bracelet with almost no original texture underneath.

He was not mistaken just now, what Lu Jingshen was wearing was indeed the transfer rope they bought back at a flea market in a certain city in Africa seven years ago.

"You still have this?" Feng Si touched it, and a smile appeared in his bright black eyes, "It's all broken like this, put it under the watch, don't wear out the chassis of your millions of watches .”

Lu Jingshen didn't expect to be seen by him, so he saw it when he saw it, and explained calmly: "I've been wearing it all the time, and I'm used to it, I took it off for a while before."

Needless to say, Feng Si knew that Lu Jingshen didn't have such a thing in his hands during the three months they were hanging out, and he probably put it back on after he returned to England.

But Lu Jingshen said all the time, meaning that he had worn this bracelet with him for the past seven years.

Obviously it has no special meaning, and when I bought it, it was just for fun and worthless at all, but Lu Jingshen can wear it for seven years.

Feng Si thought, maybe the past seven years were really not his unilateral wishful thinking.

"It's a pity that I lost that one at some point." He helped Lu Jingshen put the watch back, no longer pressing it on top of the leather strap. "Just wear it like this. If others ask, just ignore it."

Lu Jing nodded deeply and accepted his proposal.

After another glass of wine, Lu Jingshen received a call from An Xin.

Unfortunately, his parents also came here today. When they first arrived, they heard that he was here, and An Xin said that he would come over to him later.

After hanging up the phone, Lu Jing was a little embarrassed to meet Feng Si's teasing eyes.The incident from last time was inevitably brought up, Feng Si asked him with a smile: "Do you want me to avoid it?"

Lu Jingshen: "No, you go down with me."

What was not said was that his parents would be here half a week now, and after agreeing to Feng Si's proposal last night, he was already mentally prepared to meet his parents here.

An Xin came to deliver the cake to Lu Jingshen. Lu Jingshen doesn't like sweets, but she made it with her own hands, and he would always try it to save face.

But I didn't expect that Lu Jingshen didn't come here alone this time, the man who greeted her with a smile, An Xin recognized at a glance that he was his son's assistant, and also another person in that photo.

Although she had never asked about Lu Jingshen's photo in person before.

Feng Si was rarely polite and serious: "Hello, madam."

Anxin smiled gently: "Hello."

She turned her head and complained about her son: "Ah Shen, why didn't you say that you brought friends here? I knew I would have brought two extra cakes here, and I made them at home and brought them here specially."

Lu Jingshen didn't want to say at all, just let Feng Si take care of the cake, he wasn't interested at all.

Feng Si saw through Lu Jing's deep thoughts, and couldn't help laughing to flatter An Xin: "Madam's craftsmanship is very good, this cake looks delicious, but Mr. Lu doesn't like sweets, if you bring two more yuan, we'll eat it It's all wasted."

"Then can you eat sweets?" An Xin asked him with a smile, "If you like it, I'll continue making it tomorrow."

Feng Si nodded: "I like it very much, thank you Madam, I'm sorry."

"You don't need to call me that," Lu Jingshen interrupted suddenly, reminding Feng Si, "You can just call me Auntie."

Feng Si glanced at him in surprise, Lu Jingshen's expression was normal, and An Xin also said: "Yes, you are Ah Shen's friend, you don't need to meet me like this, just call me Auntie."

Feng Si changed his words in a polite manner: "Thank you, Auntie."

Before leaving, An Xin saw the rose in the vase by the door, and asked Lu Jingshen: "Ah Shen, did you buy this? Or was it given to you by someone else? It's very beautiful, can you give it to me? I want to see this gold powder What technique was used to get it up?"

Lu Jingshen: "I'll ask someone to buy some and send them over tomorrow."

An Xin heard the polite refusal in his words, so she let it go, told them to rest early, and went back to her side.

After the people left, Feng Si picked up a fork, made a small piece of cake and tasted it, it tasted really good.

Then it was sent to Lu Jingshen's mouth: "Open your mouth."

Lu Jing frowned subconsciously, hesitated for a moment, and reluctantly opened her mouth.

Feng Si took a bite by himself, then gave Lu Jing a deep feed, and shared the same piece of cake with him.

"Your mother should have seen our relationship, right? When she asked you for flowers, she seemed to be testing you."

Lu Jingshen: "Yes."

There's no way his parents didn't know about the photos, it was just him lying to his ears before.

Even if he can't admit his relationship with Feng Si immediately, he will try his best to let his parents know that he and Feng Si are serious and not just playing around.

"I'll find a suitable opportunity to tell them," Lu Jing assured, afraid that Feng Si might misunderstand, "Really."

"Don't worry," Feng Si ate the last bite of cake and comforted him with a smile, "Let's wait until you catch me."