deep desire

Sitting in Lu Jingshen's car, Feng Si casually showed him the way.

It doesn't matter to him, if Lu Jingshen wants to go, he will take people there, if he can't bear it, Lu Jingshen will run away by himself.

Lu Jingshen was driving the car, a little absent-minded. The atmosphere in the car was silent and awkward. He wanted to say something, so he said, "You found a job here again?"

Feng Si only threw out two words: "Let's talk."

Lu Jingshen: "I would rather pay millions of dollars than go back to fulfill the contract?"

Feng Si glanced back at him and smiled: "Okay, head office Lu, I have to earn a million dollars for half a year, anyway, you don't care about this little money, anyone can ask you for 100 for any photo. Wan, I've worked for you for three months anyway, so don't make it difficult for me to give you money like this?"

Lu Jing stared deeply at the front and focused on the road conditions, and could hear the sarcasm in Feng Si's words without looking at Feng Si's expression, this man didn't care about money at all, he just wanted to stab him with words.

"I don't want you to lose money." That's all he said.

Feng Si accepted it graciously: "Thank you very much."

Although the tone sounds very frivolous.

Lu Jingshen didn't say anything anymore, there was no point in continuing this topic.

He parked the car by the side of the road at the place, and he looked up and saw the signboard of the nightclub in front of him, with a dazzling rainbow logo shining above it.

All the staff at the entrance to solicit business are dressed in fancy clothes, intentionally showing their strong and strong muscles, and greeting every guest coming in and out with bright smiles.

Lu Jing's deep eyes flickered, Feng Si unbuckled his seat belt, and reminded him unhurriedly before pushing the door to get out of the car: "It's too late to regret leaving now."

Lu Jingshen's lips were pursed into a line, and she didn't make a sound.

Feng Si went on to say: "Although not all the people who go in are gay, and some come to see the excitement, as long as they are men, everyone will assume that he is. If someone accosts or even harasses you inside, you can't blame others."

Lu Jing let out a deep voice: "Get out of the car."

Feng Si stared at his raised jaw line, and twitched the corner of his mouth: "Then let's go."

When he walked to the door, Feng Si greeted people calmly, like a regular visitor here.

Those muscular men smiled and called his name, and when their eyes fell on Lu Jingshen beside him, someone whistled.

Although there are few people who come to play in this kind of place and still wear orthodox straight suits, it is not impossible. After all, there is a market for the abstinence department, and this kind of people often have more fun when they are excited. They take it for granted that Lu Jingshen is also in this category.

Lu Jing kept his eyes fixed, and forced himself not to care about those too hot and explicit gazes that fell on him.Sweat was already seeping out of his palms, he followed closely behind Feng Si, and every step he took was extremely difficult.

After entering, the eyes are full of moving figures, frantically waving their arms, twisting their waists and hips on the dance floor, with colorful spotlights above their heads, and the sound of music is deafening.

The men who were putting on a passion show on the stage were almost naked. One had only a pair of tight briefs and a tie around the neck, and the other had only key parts tied up with a coquettish colored silk cloth. The man imitated the action of copulation and danced close to his body, which caused the audience to boo and scream again and again.

Lu Jingshen couldn't stand it at all, the choking smell of tobacco and alcohol came over his face, he subconsciously moved closer to Feng Si's direction.

Feng Si's unique breath poured into his nose and nose, allowing him to barely catch his breath in this smoky place.

There seemed to be an illusory space separated between the eardrum and the noisy world, and those strange things were forcibly screened out, he could only hear his own heartbeat, and only Feng Si was in his eyes.

Feng Si watched the performance on stage with great interest, and walked towards the place where the crowd gathered.

Lu Jing regained his senses and immediately followed. The darkness and overcrowding made it difficult to move an inch. From time to time, his body was touched by hands stretched out from all directions. He resisted the discomfort and avoided it, trying to grab Feng Si's arm.

Feng Si turned around and saw his embarrassment in his eyes: "If you can't persist, you can leave."

Lu Jing knew that Feng Si wanted to drive him away, he really felt uncomfortable all over and wished he couldn't leave immediately, but he still shook his head at Feng Si's sneering eyes.

Feng Si didn't bother to say any more, he found his friends and strode over.

Six or seven people sat around a table drinking, chatting and playing games, and some people went to dance after playing for a while, or those who came back from the dance floor joined in.

Seeing Feng Si approaching, everyone greeted him enthusiastically. Noticing Lu Jingshen who came with him, someone directly reached out and touched his abdominal muscles, making exaggerated admiration sounds.

Lu Jingshen's face was pale, and his movements were greatly avoided. He shook his hand away with a cold face. He was stunned for a moment, then whistled, and asked Feng Si with a smile: "Is this guy coming here for the first time? Isn't he straight?"

Feng Si was about to smile: "What do you think?"

Six or seven pairs of eyes fell on him to look at him together, Lu Jingshen looked embarrassed, the extreme discomfort made him not want to stay here for a second, but there was another voice in his mind forcing him to stay.

He can't go.

Trying to suppress those restless and anxious emotions, he tried to calm down and say something: "I..."

"He's my former boss. He came here on a business trip. I happened to meet him. I brought him for a drink. He's not used to the environment here. Just take a look and forget about his ideas." Feng Si's tone She is frivolous, and she is not ambiguous when talking about her relationship with Lu Jingshen.

Everyone "chucked", Lu Jingshen's arrogant and cold oriental handsome guy was really attractive, but Feng Si brought people here but only showed them and didn't think about anything else, did he play with them?

Feng Si smiled and toasted to apologize, everyone's attention was finally diverted from Lu Jingshen, and they continued to play the game just now.

While Lu Jing breathed a sigh of relief, he became more and more embarrassed, he seemed like a superfluous person, standing here listening to Feng Si talking and laughing happily with others, and what he said was all he couldn't get in his mouth.

He also couldn't understand the dice game they played. Some of the losers were fined with alcohol, and some had to kiss their companions in public and perform extraordinarily intimate behaviors.

No one thinks there is a problem, anyway, here, everyone enjoys it.

Feng Si also looked careless when playing the game, with a smile on his mouth, and when the dice cup was flying in his hand, he looked more handsome, although his luck seemed to be very bad today, drinking one cup after another .

Once the result was drawn out again, the crowd erupted into a burst of cheers and boos. Before Lu Jingshen understood what happened, Feng Si raised his eyebrows. He seemed to have lost again.

But this time he didn't pick up the wine glass like before, others were urging him, instead of drinking, he wanted to pick someone to kiss.

"Hey, why are you still hesitating? You can't deny the loss?"

"This is the first time Feng has lost in this game, right? I thought he would never lose."

"Don't be so embarrassing, how about I cooperate with you?"

The one who came to Feng Si with a smile was a shirtless man with curly brown hair and blue eyes, blinking his eyes and hooking his fingers on Feng Si's chest muscles, full of temptation: "Do you want it?"

Feng Si put his hands in his pockets and looked at the person who was sticking to him with a smile. He didn't look embarrassed, but he didn't move.

The booing around them grew louder, and Lu Jingshen's expression went blank for a few seconds, before he finally realized what they were going to do belatedly.

The other party got closer and closer, and when Feng Si leaned sideways, Lu Jingshen's hand suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist.

Feng Si glanced at him, Lu Jing's deep voice was drowned in the loud music and noise: "No."

Feng Si's eyes were calm, and he just looked at him like that.Lu Jing tightly clenched his wrist, pulled him towards her, and kissed him sideways.

Kissing Feng Si's lips mixed with the smell of alcohol and bitter tobacco again, Lu Jing felt deeply uncomfortable, the turbid and dirty air made him suffocate, and Feng Si's cold lips seemed to remind him all the time of the relationship between them It's over, Feng Si gave up on him, this kiss Feng Si doesn't refuse doesn't mean he will accept it, it's just a punishment in a game, the target is the same for everyone.

The clearer it is, the more unwilling it is.

Lu Jing grinded his lips deeply, trying to invade between his lips and tongue, the bitter taste spread in his mouth, even the taste on the tip of his heart was also bitter.

Feng Si's hands were always in his pockets, motionless, allowing Lu Jing to kiss himself deeply, neither refusing nor cooperating.

He stared at the pair of eyes that were close at hand, closed tightly, and the eyelashes kept trembling, even at this time, Lu Jing's brows were deeply frowned.

The people watching the theater didn't like it, and some people shouted: "Let's have something intense! What is this!"

Feng Si raised his lips and smiled, and sat down on the high stool behind him. Before Lu Jingshen could react, he pulled the man over and sat on his lap, wrapped his arms around his waist and pressed the back of his neck with one hand, and kissed again Go up and turn against customers.

Different from Lu Jingshen's careful movements, Feng Si's relatives were very fierce and ruthless, completely imprisoning Lu Jingshen in his arms, stirring in his mouth like venting, and his tongue almost reached his throat.Lu Jing deeply tasted the pain of eating. His oral mucosa may have been crushed, and blood may have been bitten from the tip of his tongue. The bloody smell mixed into Feng Si's breath, rampaging between his lips and tongue, and soon forced him to can not breathe.

The hand on his waist slipped in from under his suit jacket, pulled up his shirt, and kneaded and stroked his waist with extremely erotic and obscene techniques.

Lu Jingshen was trembling all over. He was being booed by so many people in front of the crowd. Even if he covered his ears and closed his eyes, he knew that everything he and Feng Si were doing was under the watchful eyes of the crowd. Some even picked up their mobile phones to take pictures. .

But he was the one who stopped Feng Si from kissing others, and he was the one who took the initiative to kiss Feng Si, no matter how embarrassing he was, he couldn't back down.

Feng Si's other hand pressing on his neck turned forward, brushed his Adam's apple, slid down, and began to unbutton his shirt.

One, two, and when it reached the third one, Lu Jingshen finally couldn't bear it and held down his hand, and slowly opened his eyes.

Facing Shang Fengsi's calm eyes that contained no warmth, Lu Jing was deeply hurt by his gaze, and there was pleading in his eyes.

He couldn't accept being undressed and naked in front of so many people in a place like this.

He is begging Feng Si, don't do this.

Feng Si's hand rested on his chest, stalemate for a moment, and finally withdrew his hand, raised his chin at the others: "Is it all right?"

Whistles were heard.

Lu Jing lowered her head, buttoned her shirt in embarrassment, and stood up from Feng Si.

Feng Si didn't look at him anymore, and played a few more games with others. At 01:30, regardless of other people's repeated attempts to stay, he left the sentence "I'm going back, I have something to do tomorrow", and insisted on leaving.

Walking out of the bar, Lu Jingshen kept his head down. His previously neat suit had become disheveled. The cold wind blew through him, and he shivered. When he looked up, he saw Feng Si standing under the streetlight in front of him, looking at him.

The banter and jokes in his eyes have all subsided, like he said those words to himself that night and then left without looking back, and the way he looked at him was the same.

Lu Jing panicked deeply, and strode forward: "Are you going back? I'll take you back."

Feng Si asked him: "Do you think that's acceptable?"

Lu Jingshen: "...does it have to be like that?"

"If you don't like this kind of place, you don't have to come," Feng Si sneered, "but you can't accept yourself calmly in this kind of place, you are so nervous and flustered that you can't speak, and if you go to the sun, you are somewhat sure that you can truly Identify yourself?"

Lu Jingshen insisted: "I know it's not that easy, but I followed you in and persisted until the end, isn't that okay?"

Feng Si was unmoved: "Why did you follow me in? Without a bed partner, can you be so sad, so humbled?"

"It's not a bed partner," Lu Jing interrupted him in a deep voice, "It's not a bed partner..."

Feng Si: "If it's not a bed partner, what is it? A friend in benefits and a bed partner seem to be similar."

"No!" Lu Jingshen raised his voice, the corners of his eyes were red, and he seemed drunk even though he hadn't drunk, "I will not allow a bed partner to live in my house and interfere with my work and life repeatedly. , there's never been anyone like you."

"But Boss Lu," Feng Si reminded him, "I want more than that. If you can't do it, why do you come to me? Do you know how long you said for a little time?"

Lu Jing was stunned.

Feng Si finally raised his hand to touch his cold face, and eased his voice: "Go back, don't come to this kind of place again."

Lu Jing was stunned, Feng Si waved his hand to stop a taxi.

When he opened the car door, Lu Jingshen called to him: "I'll take you back."

"No need," Feng Si said, "Go back to the hotel, it's so late that you don't need to make another trip."

After Feng Si finished speaking, he got into the car and closed the door.

Lu Jing watched the car drive away with deep eyes, standing in the complete silence on the street late at night in a foreign country, lost her mind.

In the car, Feng Si dug out Liu Jie's WeChat and made a voice call directly.

Woke up Liu Jie who was sleeping, and hung up immediately after connecting without waiting for someone to curse, and sent an address and a sentence.

"Your boss is here now, watch him go back."

Putting away his phone, he leaned back lazily in his seat.

He put one hand behind his head, closed his eyes, and a slight smile gradually appeared on the corner of his lips.