Kasamatsu's black silk

My mind went blank and my breathing became difficult.

Being in a posture that I have never experienced before, being watched by Kasamatsu-san like that... I always feel that I don't know what to do anymore.I absolutely don't have any thoughts of pushing him away, but I can't reach out to hold him, even though I know that if this continues, it will become uncontrollable, but my body...my fingers still don't listen at all.

Can't even move.

and.

"Natsu."

You see, the man is calling my name again in what could be called a foul voice.

Attracted by Kasamatsu-san's eyes, I swallowed involuntarily, opened my mouth and subconsciously took a breath.

"...Kasamatsu, classmate."

so close.

Really, so close.

Obviously, we have had contact with each other at a closer distance than this, but now it is a completely different experience for me.I can feel that Kasamatsu-san above is lowering his head little by little, further shortening the distance between us, and the hand that was sluggish until now has finally returned to my own control—I raised my hand and touched it lightly. his cheeks.

"……like you."

I closed my eyes and waited quietly to receive everything from Kasamatsu-san.

... and the like are also very possible, aren't they?

………….

Sorry!So far, it was all just my unlimited imagination... Because after listening to the words on the phone from my friend, I can't help but think wildly, which is the reaction that a normal adolescent girl should have?That's right, it must be like this!

"……I say."

Well, take a step back and say that's really not right, and definitely not my fault.If my friend hadn't said those messy things, I wouldn't have thought of going to such a bad place... No, no, no, Kasamatsu and I are already seniors in high school. In today's Japanese society, high school couples will develop It will be a matter of time before we reach that step, and Kasamatsu-san and I will reach that step sooner or later, so it's not a bad idea, I'm just doing a preview of the realization - in my mind.

"Hey……"

So it's not that I have a problem with my morals, and I'm not a pervert or something, I'm not a pervert!Although I am trying to convince myself with words in my heart over and over again, I don't seem to be too firm... Ah no, I am very firm in thinking so!

Let's take a step back then.

What's wrong with imagining it!

"Hey, let me say, how long are you going to stand outside the door?"

"Eh?"

Not realizing the meaning of the voice that interrupted my thinking, I raised my head in a daze, and met the helpless eyes of Kasamatsu-san who was sitting on the bed.

……Oops.

Because I fell into a strange fantasy, it seems that I have been standing outside Kasamatsu-san's bedroom door since just now, without moving.

……sorry!I've been thinking about it since outside the door, can't I!

But these things are irrelevant - I nodded to confirm my thoughts - what is important now is to say something so that Kasamatsu-san will not find it strange... to bring the matter to the past.

"That, that..."

Kasamatsu-san looked at me who was stuttering and sighed.

But soon, as if seeing something funny, he laughed.

"Not yet? Are you mentally prepared?"

Folding my arms around my chest, I looked at my Kasamatsu-san with a calm smile. He was really handsome.While I felt my heartbeat speed up by a beat, I also felt a little unspeakable unwillingness.

"I've already prepared it!" After retorting loudly, I subconsciously took a breath, raised my legs and stepped into the door of Kasamatsu's bedroom, "Shhh, excuse me!"

I thought I'd get more nervous after entering the room.

But in fact, my sense of tension was completely overwhelmed by all kinds of curiosity that exploded, and I felt as if I had discovered a small new world. I couldn't help but look around and look at the layout of the entire room.

On the whole, it is not much different from my previous imagination.If I have to say that there is something different, it is that the part of the desk and bookcase that cannot be seen from the door is neater than I imagined.

And, the object leaning against the desk.

"……Guitar?"

Because I don't usually touch it, I don't know much about musical instruments.

Even so, the features of the shape, structure and other parts of that thing clearly convey to me that it is indeed a guitar, a guitar that belongs to one of the musical instruments.

However, even if it is a wooden guitar with a very ordinary shape, I can't imagine the reason why this thing will appear in Kasamatsu-san's room.

He rubbed the back of his neck a little embarrassedly.

"Ah, that, it's playing a little bit."

"Eh!? Can Kasamatsu-san play the guitar!?"

"...I said that your reaction is too rude."

"Yes, but!"

I thought those hands were always touching the basketball.

Thinking about it now, is it because the Kasamatsu-san I know is too one-sided?I thought I already knew a lot about Kasamatsu-san, I thought I had been watching everything about him from behind him for a long time, and I never let my eyes leave his figure even after I realized that I fell in love with him.

But these are far from enough.

The Yukio Kasamatsu I know is only a small part of Yukio Kasamatsu as a whole.

A little bit lost, but also feel a little lucky.

"Kasamatsu-san."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

I couldn't help laughing.

"Could you play it for me? Guitar."

Yukio Kasamatsu's appearance other than playing basketball.

——As long as it is about Yukio Kasamatsu, I want to see it.

Kasamatsu-san just nodded at my sudden and what could be called willful request.

"Okay."

The combination of Kasamatsu-san and the acoustic guitar is more suitable than I imagined.

I thought I was used to the way this guy played basketball, and something as quiet as playing a musical instrument would be out of step with an athletic boy, but the way Kasamatsu-san played the guitar didn't feel out of place at all.

It's very suitable.

Whether it is sweating on the court when dribbling and jumping, throwing the basketball in the hand into the basket; or now, with a quiet and soft expression, focusing on playing and singing.

All fit perfectly.

and.

(Really, so handsome.)

I sat on the chair with my legs crossed, gradually immersed in Kasamatsu-san's voice.

In front of me, the handsome Yukio Kasamatsu was my boyfriend.

Even though I've thought about it so many times that even I feel a little bored, I still can't help thinking about it... What I heard, Kasamatsu-san's confession to me, isn't it really a dream?

After all, this person is so excellent and charming in all aspects. In contrast, as my friend said, I have nothing to recommend me——I looked down at myself—no breasts No waist, no face, no figure, strange hobbies, mediocre cooking skills, even if you dress up, you can’t call it cute, let alone don’t dress up...I can’t think of any advantages, and a lot of disadvantages can be imagined in an instant , such me.

Why does Kasamatsu-san like me?

Just thinking about it makes me want to sigh.

"...Natsu?"

"Ah, I'm sorry."

Probably because he noticed the abnormal negative emotions on my side, Kasamatsu-san, who was playing the guitar, stopped picking the strings, and the sound of the piano also stopped. He looked over with a little worry, but I couldn't help avoiding my eyes.

Kasamatsu-san couldn't find out what I was thinking just now—even though I didn't understand the reason, I still thought about it, and then stared at the texture of the floor with an expression that I found unnatural, and my words naturally stammered.

"T-speak, Kasamatsu-san is really good! You play the guitar very well!"

"Eh? Ah...it's not good, it's just average..."

"No, no, it's really good!" I hurriedly interrupted Kasamatsu, "Although I don't know much about music, and I haven't listened to anyone play the guitar before, I can understand that Kasamatsu is very good!"

"Yes, is it...?"

"Ok!"

I nodded vigorously, the person opposite seemed to be a little embarrassed by my enthusiasm, and the slightly abrupt topic could not be continued, but for me at this time, even a second of silence would be embarrassing, So I frantically racked my brains to find something to talk about.

And my weak brain occasionally came up with good answers.

"Kasamatsu-san, can you teach me how to play the guitar?"

Kasamatsu-san's reaction was almost exactly the same as when he asked to hear him play the guitar before.

He froze for a moment, and without even a second of hesitation, he nodded in agreement.

"Okay." Kasamatsu-san said.

The left hand should be placed here, the right hand should be placed there, the way the fingers press the strings, the way the strings are plucked, what the sound of each string is... I thought that according to my clumsy personality, I probably wouldn’t be able to figure it out. After Mr. Kasamatsu explained those things one by one, I learned them easily.I even played a beginner's etude under the guidance of Kasamatsu-san. The touching feeling is really indescribable.

I'm going to call a friend to report it early tomorrow morning!Said that I learned an extra skill tonight!

"Hahaha, you look happy?"

"Really?" During the conversation with Kasamatsu, I couldn't help plucking the strings a few more times, "It's the first time I play the guitar today, but it's very interesting~"

"Hmm... If Natsu can play to this level for the first time, it's amazing."

"Eh? There's nothing like that, Kasamatsu-san taught it better."

"It's you who learn quickly."

"I'm not boasting. My friends always say that I'm clumsy and can't do anything well. Besides, Kasamatsu-san doesn't need to be humble. The method he explained to me just now is very simple and easy to understand, and his attitude is super friendly. Learn the basics very quickly."

So, maybe Kasamatsu-san is very suitable to be a teacher in the future?

I said what I thought truthfully, and then I couldn't help but sigh.

"If all the teachers in the school were like Kasamatsu, maybe I would be more interested in studying."

Huh?strangeness?Why did Kasamatsu-san suddenly stop talking?

Eh?Why don't you open your face?

Hey hey hey! ?His ears... rather his whole face was so red! ?

I don't understand the reason for Kasamatsu-san's sudden series of changes, but the heat from Kasamatsu-san's face is still transferred to me through the air.Did I say something wrong just now?Or did something wrong?After thinking hard, I still couldn't come up with a definite answer. The inexplicable shyness directly made the temperature of my face rise a lot.

No, no!It would be embarrassing if this atmosphere continued!

"Kasa, Kasamatsu-san!" I took a deep breath, "That...! I want to continue learning the guitar in the future... Is there any teaching materials suitable for beginners...?"

"Oh, oh... As for the books, I remember I still have the introductory textbooks I bought before, so you wait."

I don't know whether Kasamatsu-san recovered from the strange state, or he followed my words to improve the atmosphere, he hesitated, then turned and walked towards the bookshelf.

Seeing this, I hurried to follow.

Kasamatsu-san was already rummaging through the far right of the third row.

"I think it was put on this side when I sorted out the bookshelf last time... Ah, I found it."

As he said that, Kasamatsu-san took out one book from a pile of books that seemed to be the size of a magazine. Maybe it was because there were too many books that were squeezed too tightly. When he took out the guitar teaching book, he also brought out another book. Magazine.The magazine fell down at the same time as it was brought out. Without even seeing the cover clearly, I subconsciously reached out to pick it up, and caught it before it hit the ground.

"Huh—almost fell... Huh?"

I had no intention of watching it.

When I picked up the magazine, I only thought about returning it to the original owner of the book, but a casual glance, let me see a strange photo on the cover... Well, maybe I can’t say it’s strange, because it’s printed on the cover. No, it's just a cute girl in a swimsuit.

Probably not just the cover, but even the inside is similar.

It turned out to be the case.

The magazine I hold in my hand now is that one, the legendary, Cool Photo?

It fell from Kasamatsu-san's bookshelf, a cool photo?

No, so far is not the point.

I don’t think I’m such a narrow-minded girl. After all, just like girls like to look at handsome guys, it’s normal for healthy male high school students who are in their adolescence to have such a cool photo book or two at home—even if Is that Li Song Tong Xue - so seeing this kind of book falling off Kasamatsu-san's bookshelf doesn't make me unhappy, really, not at all.

Only, the question is, why...?

Kasamatsu-san, can you tell me why, no matter it's on the cover or in the book, all the girls' CUPSIZEs are so... um... majestic?

After a long time, I finally choked out a word in Kasamatsu-san's bedroom where the temperature dropped below freezing point.

"So, Kasamatsu-san, you like this type..."