Kasamatsu's black silk

Forgot where I heard it.

It is said that men have a special complex for women's breasts. Eight out of ten men have an Oedipus complex. They have different feelings for the breasts that are a symbol of women and that have nourished them since childhood.

This kind of nonsense that only male babies drink milk has always seemed to me to be nonsense.

...But now, looking at the cool photo in my hand, I began to feel that those words might be true.

What?Not all men are big-breast control?Poor milk is king?

Don't be silly, isn't poor breasts also boobs?

And who cares about poor-breast control and big-breast control, those are not the point, the point is that my boyfriend is obviously of the big-breast type!Looking at the photo in my hand, it is irrefutable evidence from the inside to the outside!

I took a breath and tried to calm myself down, at least not to let the hand holding the magazine tremble in front of Kasamatsu-san. Then I opened the cover of the magazine again without giving up. After being blinded by the beautiful woman with big breasts in a swimsuit inside, I closed my eyes in pain. write up.

Needless to say the reason for the pain——

Lowering my head, I could quickly see that the size of my chest could only be regarded as an ordinary ups and downs. After a pause of about three seconds, I turned my head to look at Kasamatsu who had been deliberately ignored by me since just now and had not said a word. Yukio.

Well, his face looks worse than I imagined.

As for the reason, if you think about it with your toes, you can know that the erotic publications hidden (?) on the bookshelf were discovered by your girlfriend, so it’s embarrassing, right?In front of me, Kasamatsu-san, who was stiff like a statue, had a subtly and sharply changed face. Seeing him like this, even though I understand rationally that the one who should be appeased in this situation is me, emotionally speaking, I still can't help but think A way to appease him.

"Well, Kasamatsu-san, it's okay~ Boys now have a few copies of this kind of magazine, right? Although I don't mind, but don't put it in such an easy-to-find place~" I made a far-fetched smile , and handed him the book in his hand, "here, please put it away quickly?"

"oh oh……"

Kasamatsu-san's reaction didn't seem to understand what I was talking about, but he nodded in accordance with the atmosphere, and reached out to pick up the photobook, but the moment his eyes touched the cover, his body shook visibly, and then Kasamatsu-san I grabbed the photobook with a speed that I didn't even have time to react, threw it on the ground, and finally kicked it further with my feet.

His face, as expected, was completely red.

"No, no, this, that..."

"Is it possible that Kasamatsu-san wants to say that it was a misunderstanding?"

"Uh."

"Misunderstanding or something, I can't justify it. I have read the content twice. At least I took it away before I saw the content clearly. .”

"makes sense."

Kasamatsu-san looked a little resigned.

He hung his head and sighed so long that I almost thought I could see the drooping ears on top of his head.Just as he was thinking, "Kasamatsu-san looks cute like this~", he raised his eyes and looked at me cautiously.

"...Aren't you angry?"

"why?"

She probably understood what Kasamatsu-san meant, but she followed her instinct and asked a rhetorical question.

Sure enough, he gave the answer I expected.

"When you see that kind of book...you usually get angry, right?"

Does that kind of book talk about cool photos in swimsuits with big breasts?Ah, generally speaking, should a girl be angry when she sees this kind of book at her boyfriend's house?Because I haven't talked about this kind of topic with female friends, I don't know what is the normal reaction.

Personally, I don't feel angry.

"I'm not angry."

I told Kasamatsu-san what was on my mind.

"Compared to being angry, what I feel more is a little sad."

It's not that Kasamatsu-san feels sad for reading Qingliang's photo, nor is it because he is sad for holding such a book.

Emotions are directed at me.

——Sure enough, there is nothing in my whole body that suits Kasamatsu-san's liking.

"Why, Kasamatsu-san likes me?"

Accidentally said it out loud.

Even I understand what can be said and what can't be said, so I was startled and immediately looked away from Kasamatsu-san.

The voice was very low just now, I don't know if I can pretend to be an idiot to pass the test.

"Ahem, Kasamatsu-san? I think it's too late—"

"Are you thinking about those things?"

In Kasamatsu's voice, I couldn't hear the previous panic at all. Instead, I turned my head to look at him in a panic. The red on my cheeks hadn't faded away, but the expression looked terribly serious.

...Kasamatsu-san?

He took a step closer to me, and I subconsciously took a step back.

"Although I think it's impossible... Are you thinking about those messy things?"

Can't answer.

Obviously this person didn't show any scary expression, but he was a little more serious, his tone was also, and his articulation might be stronger than usual, just this made me feel terrible.

The unexplained sense of fear made me step back every time Kasamatsu-san took a step closer.

"Kasamatsu...student..."

"Why do I like you...? Are you an idiot?"

Kasamatsu-san's room wasn't that big at first, and I didn't take a few steps back before I felt my back hit the wall. With no way out, I subconsciously turned around to check what was going on behind me, but what I saw was Kasamatsu-san's hand reaching out to support him. The picture of living on the wall and surrounding me by the wall.

This time it wasn't a dream, nor was it some bad fantasy.

I turned my stiff neck and bumped into Kasamatsu's eyes, and I couldn't escape.

"It's okay for me to say it again, no matter how many times I will say it."

I can almost hear my own heart beating.

"I like you, Natsu."

"It's a foul to say such a line at a time like this..."

——Yukio.

Thinking about it afterwards, it was really a very shameful thought. I don’t know if it was because Kasamatsu-san called his name too many times. If he hadn’t lowered his head and kissed him, I would have called him by his name at that time.

Lips tighter than ever before, robbing me of the last bit of my ability to think.

The high fever should have subsided the night before, but I felt that my breath was so hot that my whole body was on fire.He couldn't breathe, but the hands that were touching the opponent's chest were grabbed and pressed against the wall, leaving no room for struggle.Struggling to open my eyes halfway, I happened to see Kasamatsu-san also slightly opened some eyes, staring at me.

No, my heart is about to break.

"Uh, uh..."

The lack of oxygen is so severe that even the brain has become a mess.

The only thing that can be felt is the hot and wet touch on the lips, and the only thing that can be heard, apart from the full-colored sound of water, is the noisy heartbeat that seems to be beating in the ears.

Some pain.

I have kissed Kasamatsu-san several times, but this is definitely the hardest one.

Something is different.

I can't feel the tenderness of Kasamatsu-san at all, but only endless plunder.

How long will it last?

My consciousness, which was about to sink into the darkness, emerged as thinking about other people's affairs, but it was quickly covered by another consciousness——

It's not bad to continue like this until the end of the world.

The confinement of my hands loosened unknowingly, I did not push Kasamatsu-san's chest like before, my drowsy mind directed my body to wrap it around Kasamatsu-san's neck.

"Huh...haha..."

I clearly felt that Kasamatsu-san's body froze all of a sudden.

The deep kiss that hadn't stopped suddenly stopped, and he distanced himself from me, staring at me with confusion in his black eyes, but soon this confusion was replaced by shock beyond my expectation.

Kasamatsu-san pushed me away at once, and he himself took a big step back.

"What's wrong?"

Still out of breath, I didn't realize just how intense the kiss was until now, and I suddenly felt embarrassed—even though I had blushed a long time ago.

There was no reply from the other side.

The surprised expression on Kasamatsu's face has risen to the level of seeing a ghost, but he didn't stare at me, otherwise I must think that there must be some kind of evil spirit attached to me that only he can see.

Seeing that he didn't respond, I tried to call him again.

"Kasamatsu-san?"

"Ah! I'm here!"

"..."

Why this reaction?Could it be that I pressed him against the wall and kissed him forcefully?I thought it was me who was suppressed. Could it be that I imagined it?No, no, no such possibility, right?Human brain supplement skills are not strong enough to tamper with memories, right? !

Probably because he felt that his reaction was a bit abnormal, Kasamatsu-san pursed his lips and calmed down. He frowned and put the back of his hand to his mouth as if he was thinking about something. After a while, Kasamatsu-san came to a certain conclusion and avoided talking to him. My eyes made contact, and he lowered his head and grabbed my wrist.

Just when I thought he was going to pin me against the wall again...or the bed next to him, he took my hand and led me out of the bedroom door.

"It's getting late, I'll take you home."

"……Eh!?"

>>>

"Great."

On the other side of the phone, a friend sighed from the heart.

Even that sigh was full of joy, which really made me wonder where to start complaining.

"That's great, Natsu."

"It's not good at all!"

This person definitely did it on purpose!I have endured and said nothing, but I have deliberately repeated that sentence. Is it to deliberately annoy me and let me fight back! ?

It's really too much! !

"Here, you are confused and sad! Don't play with the girlish heart of your friend who sincerely called to talk about love, you!"

"Where did you play with you, I also sigh from the bottom of my heart."

I understand, just by listening to the voice, I also understand that your words are from the heart!That's why it's even more irritating, bastard!

It's a pity that I couldn't feel my mood at all on the other end of the phone.

"I've been worried since I hung up the phone that night. If you and Kasamatsu-san really join hands and step into the hall of adulthood or something, I don't know how to look at you from now on."

"...I never knew you were such a conservative person."

"Conservative? No, I was just thinking that you, a pervert, finally made a move on Kasamatsu-san. It's so scary."

"Wait, wait for me, under normal circumstances, I'm the one who gets pushed down!?"

What does it mean for me to attack Kasamatsu-san... although, although I really want to... ahem.

"It didn't end up being overthrown, did it?"

"Ugh..."

The friend hit the nail on the head with a word.

It hurts, my heart hurts, my knee hurts.

"Will you die if you poke me less twice? You..."

"It's rare to have such an interesting thing for me to poke, it's a pity not to poke."

"It's not something interesting." Holding the phone, I turned over on the bed. "It's not interesting to be 18 years old and have not been pushed down or anything... It makes me want to cry, okay?"

"You haven't been pushed down by others, Kasamatsu-san will be very happy, right?"

"……can you?"

I'm not sure at all.

After I saw the photobook of big-breasted girls on Kasamatsu’s bookshelf, I didn’t have confidence in myself. Although the atmosphere was very good for unknown reasons, I was already mentally prepared. No matter how I looked at it, I developed to There was no strange atmosphere at the last step, but it was Kasamatsu-san herself who stopped it all.

And it was already at that point last night, why did Kasamatsu-san suddenly propose to send me home?

Incredible.

"I say you, since you care so much, just ask Kasamatsu-san himself."

"How do you want me to ask? 'Why didn't you push me last night?' - Can't even ask!"

"It's a surprise. I thought you were ashamed of having a thick skin."

"...I will be angry."

"When you confess your confession, you dare to tell people directly, 'Because your legs in black silk are so beautiful, so I'm tempted~' Such a shameless line, the shame of the sentence just now is much lower than that ?”

Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happen to cover the painful heart.

"Okay, I'm not kidding you anymore."

"Dear friend, have you finally changed your mind and planned to come to appease me?"

"Yeah, I'm here to soothe your wounded heart."

When my friend said that, I really wanted to raise my hands and shout long live—even though I was lying on the bed.However, I forgot that my friend is not an ordinary person, and simply believed what she said, and I would definitely pay the price of blood and tears for it.

Indeed, after a few seconds, my friend let me taste my innocence... No, maybe I can't say that, as a result, she did make me temporarily forget about Kasamatsu-san.

Many people must have heard of a folk remedy—pain transfer method. For example, if you have a stomachache right now, you will definitely not feel the stomachache after lifting a stone and hitting yourself in the foot.

Because your feet will hurt more.

"The summer vacation is almost over, how is your summer homework going?"

...Of course I didn't move a single word. Isn't this nonsense?