Kasamatsu's black silk

About the appearance of Kasamatsu-san's room, I have imagined countless times in my mind.

Reminiscent of Kasamatsu-san’s character, the interior must be very clean and tidy, maybe so tidy that I feel a little ashamed of myself. The decoration style of the whole room should be blue and white, and the furniture only has a single bed, desk, chair, It’s just a wardrobe and a bookshelf. The backpack and basketball used by the basketball club are placed in a corner of the room. There should be no less than two star posters on the wall. There will be a few open reference books on the desk. All of them are magazines related to basketball.

In fact, the actual room view is not much different from what I imagined.

only……

I stood stiffly outside the door, not even daring to be careless about the most basic breathing.

As I said just now, I have imagined the appearance of Kasamatsu-san's room countless times in my mind, and at the same time imagined countless reasons why I would enter Kasamatsu-san's room.

However, in all these countless imaginations, none of them was entered by me as a girlfriend.

It was a completely unexpected situation, which made me somewhat unprepared.

"What's the matter? I've been dazed outside the door... Isn't it what you said you wanted to see? The room."

"Yes, that's right." Even simple conversations were almost impossible to utter due to my excessive nervousness. I forced myself to calm down, but I still couldn't look directly into Kasamatsu-san's eyes, "Although it's me Yes, but...how should I put it? Well, I...I'm not ready yet."

To be precise, it should be that I am not even mentally prepared yet.

I put my hands up to cover my cheeks, which were so hot that they were almost smoking.

I just confessed my love to each other yesterday, today is the first date, even though we are both adults, we have kissed many times... But we will soon progress to... to this point, will, will it be too fast Yes!

"Huh? Mental preparation? What..."

Kasamatsu-san suddenly lost his voice in the middle of speaking.

He fell into thought with a blank expression, and then changed his face, and his whole face flushed red.

"Ah... ah, uh, that... I, I'm not... I didn't mean that!"

Kasamatsu Yukio, who only took the initiative to invite me into his bedroom 10 minutes ago, was completely flustered, even worse than I was when I realized that the unfolding was too fast and panicked. For some reason, seeing him like that made me I calmed down—even though my heart was still restless, at least I wouldn't be like Kasamatsu-san who couldn't even speak a complete sentence.

"Didn't Kasamatsu-san mean that? What do you mean?"

"That means...that..."

Kasamatsu-san, you stuttered so much that I couldn't understand what you were trying to say at all.

I don't understand why the person who raised it first became so flustered, but I patiently waited for the moment when Kasamatsu-san calmed down.Maybe it was because I was too calm, Kasamatsu-san also took a few deep breaths to straighten out her breathing, then looked at my face and let out a long sigh.

"You did it on purpose?"

"Eh? On purpose?" I, who had never thought about such a thing before, was a little stunned by Kasamatsu-san's question, "What is it on purpose, I'm not so bad... and it was obviously Kasamatsu-san who mentioned it first."

I muttered softly, but Kasamatsu-san could still hear me clearly.

He blushed and retorted loudly.

"So that's not what I said!"

Sure enough, I still think too much.

Ashamed of my limitless associative power, I silently covered my face.

Just now, Kasamatsu-san, who was overly shy, almost drove me down the stairs and deprived me of the opportunity to enter his bedroom. Of course, it was my desperate efforts to save this kind of sad story from developing.

Kasamatsu-san stepped aside a little bit inside the door to let me into the room, muttering some words that I didn't quite understand. My legs stepped over the door frame, and the mobile phone in my pocket rang at the right time, as if trying to stop me from moving.

"..."

"Sorry, I'll take a call."

Xiaosheng and Kasamatsu-san apologized, I took out the phone from my pocket, turned around quickly and opened the phone cover at the same time, the name of the incoming call was very unexpected... I don't know if I should say it was an accident, anyway, it was my friend's name .

"...Why are you calling me so late?"

"Your voice sounds unpleasant, Natsu."

"Of course! This is at a critical juncture!" In order not to let Kasamatsu-san hear my conversation with my friend, I went down to the living room on the first floor, and my phone rattled, "Damn... ...Finally, we were about to successfully cross the line, but you just called me..."

"What successfully crossed the line, don't use such misleading rhetoric for me."

The friend on the other end of the phone hit me calmly with a tone that seemed to see through me... Maybe she could really see it, I couldn't help thinking, after all, the timing of her call was too coincidental.

Is it intentional?It is more acceptable for me to say that a friend did this on purpose.

"I almost crossed the line of Kasamatsu-san's bedroom door just now, just one step away! Damn it! Tell me what's the matter, if it's not something important, I won't talk to you for a week!"

"You bastard who forgets your friends after seeing sex, thanks to me worrying about you all afternoon, otherwise who would call... eh? Wait." There was an obvious pause in the friend's voice, "What did you just say? Kasamatsu Classmate bedroom door? Where are you now!?"

"Where? Of course Kasamatsu-san's house."

"..."

"Huh? Why are you silent? Ah, my friend, do you still think I'm lying? I told you that it wasn't my hallucination, let alone that I had a fever and burned my brain. I really heard Kasamatsu My classmate confessed to me!"

"No, that's enough, stop, STOP. What you said is the truth. I understood when I watched you drag Kasamatsu-san out of the coffee shop in the afternoon and then he dragged you away by the wrist. .Now that’s not the problem, Natsu, I said, is your brain okay? No problem? You really understand what you just said, right? "

"My brain is fine, there is no problem. Of course I understand what I say. Do you think I am in the third grade of elementary school? I am already in the third grade of high school, my friend! Don't underestimate me!"

"...I think some parts of you are not as good as a third grader, really."

A word from my friend caused fatal harm to me, and the overflowing pain made me cry out in grief, almost crying on the spot.

"Friend, you are too much, really too much, how can you say that about me."

"It's so noisy, shut up." I could tell that my friend was really angry, and I quickly stopped crying, "Natsu, let me ask you, are you at Kasamatsu's house...seeing the parents? "

"Eh?"

See parents?

My friend talked about a topic that seemed far away. My inflexible brain immediately froze and stopped working. Of course, it restarted in three seconds, but I almost choked on my own saliva before I could catch my breath. .

"Cough, what are you asking! That kind of thing is impossible! Kasamatsu-san and I just dated yesterday... Do you think it's realistic to go to the other party's house to meet the parents the next day!?"

"I think so..." The friend sighed, "Looking at your reaction, Kasamatsu-san's house, except for you and him, no one is there, right?"

"Ah... um... that's right."

Having said that, I probably understand what my friend wants to say.

At night, in a closed space, two people who are lovers are alone.

In fact, before I went downstairs to answer the phone, I thought about it a lot. Even though it was Kasamatsu-san, I would not be disgusted with anything. How should I put it, the progress was too fast?Coupled with Kasamatsu-san's blushing reaction just now, it made me clearly understand that he really didn't have that kind of intention.

So I feel at ease.

"Natsu, you are too naive."

"What, I believe that Kasamatsu-san is not a good person?"

"That's not the problem, Natsu. You have to know that men are wolves...ah, no, Kasamatsu-san's words, it might not be appropriate to compare him to a wolf. Even if he is a docile cat, Natsu, have you seen it before?" Is there a cat with a fish in front of it that can bear not to eat it?"

...So friend, do you mean that I'm the fish waiting to be eaten?

After hastily ending the phone call with my friend, when I went back upstairs, Kasamatsu-san did not show the impatience I imagined, and greeted me very normally, just like any time he saw me.

"Call, are you ready?"

"Hmm." I didn't know if I was guilty, so I stuffed the phone in my pocket even more, "It's a call from a friend, asking me if I'm okay..."

"Is that guy? I often saw you together at school, and the relationship is really good."

"Uh-huh."

"..."

"...?"

Kasamatsu-san suddenly fell silent.

Although he wasn't very good at talking, it still made me feel a little weird. I sneaked a glance over there, and unexpectedly found the silent Kasamatsu-san staring at me.

There was a thud in my heart for no reason.

[Cat] and [Fish].

Don't, don't think about it!

I shook my head vigorously, trying to get rid of the strange metaphor that my friend had planted in my brain just now, but it didn’t seem to be very successful in terms of the result. The clock rose back to near the dangerous red line.

Ahhh that's enough, Kasamatsu-san doesn't mean that, he's that Kasamatsu-san!

So, so there is no need to worry about this kind of mess...

"Natsu, won't you come in?"

Kasamatsu-san's voice was different from usual.

I can't tell what the difference is, I just feel a little out of breath all of a sudden.Because of too many worries in my mind, I have been standing outside the door and failed to step in after going upstairs, and Kasamatsu-san has been sitting on the bed in the room, as if waiting for me to pass.

...the bed...wait for me...in the past...! ?

"Kasa, Kasamatsu-san."

"what happened?"

"Do not……"

No, the vocal cords are almost unable to make sounds according to their own consciousness.

The momentary silence seemed to be regarded as a compromise by Kasamatsu-san. He looked at me and suddenly laughed.

"Natsu, come here."

It must be a curse.

I can't help thinking that when my body is out of the control of my brain and I can't help but walk into the room.

Whether it's hands, feet, or body, none of them belong to me anymore. They are all attracted by the person in front of them, and they subconsciously approach, and then approach again.I walked over to Kasamatsu-san and sat down on the empty seat by the bed.

Even without looking in the mirror, I knew how red my face was. The excessive tension made my joints stiff and my breathing became difficult.

I lowered my head and was immediately turned in the face.

"Don't run away."

It was Kasamatsu-san's extremely serious face that occupied his field of vision.

At a very close distance, I watched his mouth open and close, and every word and every word came to my ears clearly.

"look at me."

Even without saying that...

Just as the slightly raised gaze touched Kasamatsu-san's eyes, he immediately fell into the blackness uncontrollably.

—Even without saying that.

——I can't escape from Kasamatsu-san either.

——Because, I was caught by you a long time ago.

Slowly approaching, breath touching, rubbing the tip of the nose.

Both me and Kasamatsu-san blushed, but neither of them had any intention of running away.

After a tentative touch between lips, they pressed together tightly again.

The sound of the heartbeat is so clear, it seems that it is no longer in my chest, but is beating and beating in my ear. Gradually, I can no longer hear other sounds. Kasamatsu-san's palm holding my arm is frighteningly hot , that heat almost made me feel like I was going to melt in his palm.

"Natsu."

After the long kiss that took away all the oxygen in my body, Kasamatsu-san hugged me and whispered my name in my ear.

Just like that, I feel like my heart is going to break.

I don't know where to put my hand and grabbed Kasamatsu-san's lapel. I suddenly felt the body hugging me tremble. After a short pause, the force on my body increased several times. I was unprepared He didn't even have time to resist, so he fell backwards.

"Wow--"

The only luck is that there is a bed behind me, otherwise I don’t know how painful it would be...

Um?etc?bed?

There seems to be something wrong! ?

The blurry consciousness caused by KISS woke up instantly, I stared forward with wide eyes, and what I could see was naturally the ceiling of Kasamatsu-san’s bedroom... No, before that, what I saw was a picture that almost occupied me The face of all vision.

Kasamatsu-san had already loosened his arms that were hugging me, and used them to prop up the bed on either side of my head. He didn't say anything, just looked down at me quietly.

I couldn't help swallowing.

Obviously it was Kasamatsu-san, but at this moment, his expression, his appearance, made me feel like I was facing a strange man whom I met for the first time.

——"Have you ever seen a cat with a fish in front of it but can't bear to eat it?"

The voice of my friend rang in my ears.

Kasamatsu-san is a cat, but I am a fish.

—will be eaten.

Not even the bones were left, all were swallowed.