Favor

For a while, Yao Xu felt that he had almost no weaknesses. He was like a person who died once, and he didn't find it strange to experience anything again.

He doesn't care too much, nor is he afraid of too much.

However, the facts proved that the weakness that he thought he no longer had had actually been hidden in his heart all along.

He will never be able to resist Ni Xingqiao.

This kind of feeling seems to be cut continuously, and it was destined thousands of years ago to worry about this person in this life.

As soon as he came in front of this person, he became incoherent and swayed from side to side, and he would always be led away by the other party for the things he had decided on.Moreover, Ni Xingqiao always seems to be able to arouse his own terrible desires, possessive desires, intrusive desires, and even destructive desires.

He wanted to leave red and purple marks on Ni Xingqiao's body, he wanted to see him sweat and cry, he wanted to hear this person choked up and begged for mercy before saying he loved him.

Sometimes Yao Xu would reflect on what he should do. He obviously wanted to treat Ni Xingqiao tenderly, but he couldn't help wanting to possess him even harder.

It's okay to not have an erection.It will set you on fire.Yao Xu kissed, caressed, and swallowed instinctively. They were all men, and they knew too well how to be aroused.However, Ni Xingqiao's reaction was wrong.

Ni Xingqiao was eager and fearful at the same time, his hands were tightly grasping the hem of his clothes, and his home clothes were crumpled.

His throat was tight, his body was covered in cold sweat, his back was pressed against the wall, and he stared straight ahead without any focus on his eyes.

After so many years, he thought he would be fine when Yao Xu came back.However, that scene back then haunted him like a nightmare, making him seem to be drowning in the underworld.

Yao Xu noticed his abnormality and raised his head to look at him.

Ni Xingqiao was trembling all over, not the kind of trembling caused by lust encroaching on his body, but fear, a fear that was very strange to Yao Xu.

Yao Xu stared at Ni Xingqiao for a while, then frowned. "Is it so reluctant?"

Yao Xu looked at him worriedly, "Why are you sweating so much?" Yao Xu raised his hand to touch his face, and the cold sweat made him flustered.Yao Xu didn't know what happened to him, he only knew that Ni Xingqiao was experiencing great pain now.

He held the other's hand tightly and wiped his sweat carefully.It took Ni Xingqiao a while to come back to his senses. He was standing there disheveled and began to cry at some point.

Ni Xingqiao was sad and disappointed, angry with himself, and also sorry for Yao Xu.

He hugged Yao Xu subconsciously, for fear that the other party would leave because of his lack of cooperation.

He hugged him tighter and tighter, and Yao Xu realized more and more that something that he didn't know was happening to Ni Xingqiao. "What's the matter?" Yao Xu finally raised his hand.He knew that with such a hug, they would be inseparable.

Now he and Ni Xingqiao are no longer the two boys they used to be, even the most basic social situations are different, but Yao Xu never cared about this.

What he cares about is that if one day, he really hurts Ni Xingqiao...

"I'm done." Ni Xingqiao was trembling in Yao Xu's arms, and at this moment he finally broke down emotionally, crying uncontrollably.

For so many years, Ni Xingqiao digested this secret by himself.He was anxious and painful countless times, but he never dared to let others know.Originally, he didn't want Yao Xu to know.

He was afraid that Yao Xu would feel that all this was because of him, that Yao Xu would blame himself and be upset, that Yao Xu would feel sorry for himself.

This is the last thing Ni Xingqiao needs, he just needs Yao Xu's love, it's as simple as that.

But now, he felt that because of this incident, he was extremely disappointed in himself, and because of this, he felt that he could not fall in love with Yao Xu properly.

He was so scared to death that he would be like this for the rest of his life.Not only can't get an erection, he even feels terrible about having sex.What can he do...

Yao Xu didn't know what happened to Ni Xingqiao, but he could feel the great grief from the other party.

Ni Xingqiao cried in front of him, which made Yao Xu gradually regain his former feeling.

In the past, he was the person that Ni Xingqiao could rely on with confidence, and he was also the person who made the other party trust him without reservation.

During the eight or nine years, who knows how many days and nights and reincarnations it was.They don't count anymore.

Those past times have become a glimpse at this moment, the important thing is why the person in my arms is crying now.Yao Xu caressed his back and kissed his ears lightly.

Just like many years ago, when they were childhood sweethearts.Ni Xingqiao cried for a long time, they just stood at the door of the house in such a mess, and Yao Xu also patiently accompanied him.

Over the years, Yao Xu's personality has also changed a lot, or in other words, he has just returned to his most authentic personality, and he doesn't need to be as restrained as before, and without Ni Xingqiao by his side, he doesn't need to be gentle.

But during the [-] minutes when Ni Xingqiao held him and wept, the temperature and tears of the other party seemed to help him regain his memory, and his heart became soft again.

After all, he and Ni Xingqiao are destined to be two people.The baby kiss that was like a joke more than [-] years ago may have been God's guidance to parents, and that fate should have belonged to them.Ni Xingqiao cried until he had no more tears, and was completely tired from crying.

He lay on Yao Xu's shoulder in despair, feeling the sense of being hugged by the other party.

For many years, he has been waiting for this embrace. "Yao Xu." "Yes." Ni Xingqiao pursed his lips.

After Yao Xu left that year, he also seemed to be a different person, but now, Yao Xu finally came back, as long as he saw him, Ni Xingqiao seemed to be the happy little fairy from before.

All his emotions are only drawn by this person.Even his character is determined by Yao Xu.

Ni Xingqiao kept calling Yao Xu's name as if to confirm something.

Yao Xu patiently answered over and over again, a little helpless.He could feel Ni Xingqiao's unreservedness, the more the other party was like this, the more shameful he felt about himself.

He is hiding his ugly side to win the other party's love. He is afraid that he will be exposed and annoying.

What he looks forward to most is to hug Ni Xingqiao again, that cute little prince who lives in the castle, eagerly waiting for the knight to come out of the evil black forest.

After all these years of wanting nothing, Yao Xu's heart came alive again at this moment.He remembered the sentence he said when he confessed to Ni Xingqiao back then, just look at me, and I will live.

It turns out that no matter how many years, it has always been like this.Yao Xu resigned to his fate.

After Ni Xingqiao confirmed, he closed his eyes and relaxed. "Shouldn't you pull up your pants first?" Yao Xu couldn't hold back and asked this sentence.Ni Xingqiao suddenly laughed, "You pulled it down for me, and you are responsible for lifting it up."

Yao Xu sighed, and wanted to let go of Ni Xingqiao and help him lift his trousers, but Ni Xingqiao didn't let go, so the two embraced in an awkward position, and Yao Xu pulled his home trousers up. "Tell me." Yao Xu asked, "What happened?"

He wanted to get up and find a tissue to wipe Ni Xingqiao's sweat, but Ni Xingqiao grabbed his clothes tightly and refused to let him go.

Yao Xu had no choice but to use his own clothes to wipe him slowly, his heart was clenched tightly.Ni Xingqiao bit his lip.

"If you don't tell me, I can only understand that you don't want to have sex with me." Ni Xingqiao glared at him, "Don't use this trick against me again, I'm not afraid of you anymore."

Yao Xu had no choice but to change his attitude and said, "Then please, tell me what's wrong." Yao Xu waited quietly for him to confess.

Ni Xingqiao was silent for a while, then let go of Yao Xu, went into the room and took out a can of beer from the refrigerator.

He stood there, drank it in one gulp, and was a little dizzy.Yao Xu said: "It looks very unusual, and I can only tell it through the strength of alcohol." Ni Xingqiao's eyes were red, and he squeezed the can hard with his hands. "I can't get an erection."

"What?" Yao Xu looked at him in disbelief.

"It's useless to think of any solution, and it's useless to see a doctor." Ni Xingqiao pursed his lips sadly, "I'm a useless person." Yao Xu stood there, frowning and looking at him.

Ni Xingqiao lowered his head, gritted his teeth hard, and finally said the matter.

Pressured in my heart for so many years, Ni Xingqiao is really going crazy.

Because of this incident, he would always quarrel with himself, belittle himself, berate himself, and even hurt himself.

Reason told him that people don't live for erections, and he still has many important things to pay attention to.

But isn't it like this for everyone, the more you lose something, the more you care about it.Ni Xingqiao even talked about sex because of this incident, he felt shameful.

"How could this happen..." Yao Xu muttered softly, and as if he suddenly remembered something, he asked Ni Xingqiao, "Is it because of Qi Meiling?"

Ni Xingqiao's tears flowed out like a flood, and he knew the answer without answering Yao Xu.

That scene was their mutual nightmare.

However, Yao Xu did not expect that Ni Xingqiao had to bear more than he imagined.

He walked over and hugged each other tightly.For a moment, regret and heartache consumed him.

"I'm sorry." Yao Xu was heartbroken, he never thought that his fatal injury to Ni Xingqiao had already begun since then.In other words, it started from the moment he fell in love with Ni Xingqiao.Ni Xingqiao burst into tears again, he didn't want Yao Xu to feel like a crying idiot, but he really couldn't help it.

Over the years, countless emotions have been suppressed in his heart, and Ni Xingqiao has never felt that he is a person who can bear these.He is not brave, not strong, not strong.

He just wanted to act coquettishly to Yao Xu, wanted Yao Xu to coax and pamper him, wanted Yao Xu to accompany him to face all the difficulties in life.He is such a worthless person.

But because Yao Xu was not around in the past few years, he has been enduring it.Those emotions finally vented out today, because his Yao Xu hugged him again.

"Yao Xu..." Ni Xingqiao wiped away his tears with Yao Xu's clothes, "You're sorry for me." "I'm sorry."

"Then make it up to me and don't leave me again." Ni Xingqiao cried and said, "Is that okay?"