Favor

The sister of the store manager of the "favorite" dessert shop chatted with Yao Xu for a while, and then let him enjoy these desserts and the time similar to the past quietly.

She said, "Think carefully about my proposal, but I charge a fee for recruiting apprentices. If it is you, you can get a discount." She got up and left with a smile.

Yao Xu nodded, meaning that he would think about it carefully.

He remembered the bold words he had said before, saying that when he grows up, he wants to open a dessert shop and make desserts for Ni Xingqiao for the rest of his life.At that time, he said this from the bottom of his heart, but he felt that the time was far away, so far away, if the sister of the store manager hadn't mentioned it, he would have almost forgotten it.

The current Yao Xu has no dreams.

When he separated from Qi Meiling and Ni Xingqiao in a certain sense, he found that he seemed to be a precarious duckweed without roots.No roots, nowhere to go.There is nothing more expected.

His only thought is to live on, to truly walk into life in his own way.

He had had enough of the life arranged by Qi Meiling in those years, and after liberation, he just wanted to breathe freely.

But people do need a destination, so as not to go too at a loss.

He sighed, deciding not to continue thinking about it for now.

Yao Xu picked up the drink on the table and took a sip. He was very pleasantly surprised. Maybe the store manager’s sister knew that he didn’t like sweetness, so this is the most authentic fruit juice taste.

Sitting in his favorite seat in the past, drinking a drink, looking at the box full of letters written by Ni Xingqiao in front of him.

Yao Xu's heart seemed to be wrapped in clouds, and he was at a loss.He tried to move forward, but was trembling again.

At this moment, no one can explain his confusion, all he can do is to give himself some more time.

When Yao Xu left "Favorite", the store manager's sister asked him to go back and think about it, and pointed to the box and said, "Don't disappoint love." Yao Xu thanked with a smile, it was rare for him to smile like before.Because it was inconvenient to ride a bicycle with a big suitcase, Yao Xu found a place nearby to return the shared bicycle, and then took the bus back to his current residence.

He is now sharing the rent with others, two bedrooms and one living room, and he lives in the second bedroom.The shared roommate is a young man from out of town who works in a real estate agency and is often scolded by the leader because of poor performance. Yao Xu saw him sitting in the corridor crying several times.In life, individuals have their own suffering.

When Yao Xu got home, his roommate was cooking noodles, the two said hello, and he went back to his room.Close the door and put the box on the table.

Yao Xu's room is very small, a bed, a wardrobe, a table, a chair, that's all.

But he likes this small room very much and tidies it up every day.

Yao Xu sat at the table, stared at the box for a long time, tried to open it several times, but he didn't have the courage.

He knew what was contained in this box. It was Ni Xingqiao's sincere love, which made him, a sinner, ashamed to face it.He is also very clear that once he opens these letters, he will no longer be able to control his emotions, and will spare no effort to express his thoughts and desires for Ni Xingqiao, but at the same time, he may also hurt the other party.

He had seen what Qi Meiling looked like when she went crazy, and he didn't want Ni Xingqiao to live in the shadow.

Yao Xu turned around and opened the drawer first.

A drawer full of medicines, he wants to get rid of them every day.

When he was in the hospital, he once heard an old man with all white hair crying, heart-piercing. After listening carefully, he found that the other party refused to take the medicine. The first time I started to take medicine for this disease, and now I am in my 60s, and I haven't stopped taking medicine for a day.

Yao Xu took out the medicine, poured water and Yu Sheyan, no matter how reluctant he was, he still took it.

He closed his eyes and sighed, one after another.

After that, he sat by the bed and stared at the box. To Yao Xu, the box was like a banshee who could cast spells, and he was powerless to parry or resist.

He really wanted to know what Ni Xingqiao wrote to him, whether it was a cute coquettish or an unhappy complaint.Whatever it was, he wanted to know.

It turned out that they have been doing the same thing for so many years.Yao Xu finally opened it.

A box full of letters, the most recent date on top.Ni Xingqiao had been writing letters to Yao Xu until recently.Yao Xu poured these letters on the bed and arranged them according to time.

He started to read the first one, and before he finished the third one, his heart was about to explode.

His cute and innocent little boy, the little boy who seemed to bloom because he touched it, was miserable and depressed all day long after he left.

In this life, Yao Xu has nothing to desire, the only thing he desires is that his beloved little boy can live happily without any worries.

However, because his little boy loved him, that so-called carefree happiness disappeared.

Yao Xu knew how to restrain his desires since he was a child, but at this moment, he completely lost control.

The letter was thrown on the bed, and he didn't even have time to put on his coat. In the winter, he ran out the door wearing only a sweater, like a reckless beast.Yao Xu couldn't wait to meet Ni Xingqiao.

At this moment, Yao Xu fully understood that it was never Qi Meiling who defeated him, nor was it some damn fate, it was obviously himself.He was going to apologize to Ni Xingqiao, and then beg for his forgiveness.He wants to apologize to the other party for his cowardice, evasion and dark selfishness over the years, and to confess his badness and shamelessness.If possible, he hoped that Ni Xingqiao would be happy again.

He went out of the gate of the community and didn't see a taxi, so he ran while looking for a taxi, sweating all over in the cold winter.When Yao Xu finally got into the taxi, he wheezed and urged the driver to drive faster.

The driver said, "Hurry up, hurry up, I was photographed for speeding, you pay me a fine"

Yao Xu was speechless after being taught the lesson, so he could only pinch his hands in anxiety.

In the middle of the night, Ni Xingqiao worked with his computer at home, causing back pain.

There was a project meeting to be held in the past few days, but the colleague who was in charge of the project was on a business trip, and the work of summarizing the materials fell on him.

He hasn't been able to go to work properly these days because of Yao Xu's affairs, and now the time is tight and the tasks are heavy, so he can only take it home and continue to work.

That colleague saved the data in a mess, and just rearranging it made Ni Xingqiao dizzy.

He had just finished taking the eye drops, so he wanted to get some air, so he ran to the balcony and opened a gap in the window.

With the cool wind blowing in, he finally cleared his mind a little.

Lying on the window sill in a daze, I don't know how long I stood there, when I suddenly saw a familiar figure rushing into my sight.Ni Xingqiao was stunned, thinking it was his hallucination.

He watched helplessly as that person appeared, and then entered the unit door of his house.

Ni Xingqiao collected himself and hurried to open the door.

Yao Xu ran upstairs in a panic, because his steps were too fast, he accidentally stepped on the air when he went upstairs.

Ni Xingqiao had been standing at the door of his house listening to the footsteps. When he found that the footsteps disappeared but Yao Xu did not come up, he went downstairs suspiciously.After only one floor down, he saw Yao Xu standing there. "Yao Xu" is not a hallucination, Yao Xu really came.Ni Xingqiao couldn't hold back, although he really wanted to be a bit colder, but he still showed joy.

Yao Xu looked at him in surprise, he didn't expect Ni Xingqiao to appear in front of him, he quickly patted his dirty trouser legs, and looked at him with some embarrassment.

At this moment, all restrained emotions are like a fortress that has been washed down, and there is nothing left.

Ni Xingqiao looked at Yao Xu condescendingly, and asked him, "Why are you here?"

"Apologize." Yao Xu looked up at Ni Xingqiao who was standing on a high place, "I'm here to apologize to you."

Ni Xingqiao wanted to cry, but held back.

"It's so fresh." Ni Xingqiao said, "Don't give me any embarrassment." "I'm sorry." Yao Xu said, "I'm an asshole."

Ni Xingqiao was tense, but Yao Xu's words pierced his heart.

He tried not to let himself cry, "Yao Xu, if you tell me that you have something to hide, I can understand." Yao Xu hesitated to speak.

"So no, is it just that you just don't want to see me?" "No." Yao Xu didn't know how to explain it, how could he tell Ni Xingqiao that he was mentally ill?

"Okay, you apologize, but I don't have to forgive you." Ni Xingqiao said, "But since everyone is here, come in and have a glass of water before leaving." He was about to leave, but the next second, Yao Xu Stepping up quickly, she leaned against the wall and kissed him.

Ni Xingqiao's mind was still muddled by his work, and his brain turned very slowly. The sudden person and the sudden kiss made him unable to react for a while.

Yao Xu's kiss was so intense that Ni Xingqiao couldn't stand it, like a ferocious beast whose animal nature had been aroused, he even vaguely tasted blood.Ni Xingqiao's back was pressed against the wall, and he felt that Yao Xu was about to squeeze him into the wall.

But soon, Ni Xingqiao slowly regained his spirit.

At first he didn't think so much, no matter how much, he was immersed in Yao Xu's kiss.

After kissing for a long time, both of them were a little emotional.

Ni Xingqiao took Yao Xu back home, raised his leg after entering the door, kicked the door shut, and then hugged Yao Xu to prevent him from escaping.Now that you're here, don't even think about leaving.

Ni Xingqiao thought that this place was Pansi Cave, and Yao Xu was the Tang Seng who was seduced by him!

However, Ni Xingqiao soon understood that Yao Xu was not a Tang monk, he was not as capable as he was.

The kiss after so many years was lingering and sentimental, Yao Xu's heart was sour and swollen, and it was about to burst.

He couldn't kiss enough, as if he wanted to make up for all the kisses he had missed all these years.

Ni Xingqiao was soon out of breath, but he was reluctant to stop.He let Yao Xu bite his lip, and let Yao Xu's hands start to mess with him.Distraught.

Ni Xingqiao hasn't felt this way for a long time.

He has always had a shadow about sex, and because of Qi Meiling's appearance back then, he couldn't get an erection from then on. This incident made Ni Xingqiao feel very painful for a long time.He even went to the doctor for it.The doctor said it was caused by psychological factors.So he went to see a psychiatrist again.But nothing works.

Ni Xingqiao was anxious for a long time because of this, and even felt that he was not worthy of having sex anymore.

But if the opponent is Yao Xu, he thinks Yao Xu can accept him.Ni Xingqiao has always been full of confidence in Yao Xu.

Therefore, when Yao Xu's hand was probing his lower body, Ni Xingqiao was nervous but also a little excited.

He straightened his body, and even forgot to respond to Yao Xu's kiss.Yao Xu caressed Ni Xingqiao's lower body through his thin home pants, but soon he realized that Ni Xingqiao didn't respond.Yao Xu slowly opened his eyes and stopped his kiss.

Ni Xingqiao looked at him, not knowing how to speak about his situation.

But Yao Xu didn't need him to speak, but at the next moment, he suddenly knelt down on one knee and pulled off his home pants at the same time.touch you no response

Then I will use other methods to make you respond.

Yao Xu didn't even think about it, so he sucked that part of Ni Xingqiao.Ni Xingqiao gasped in shock, then held his breath, tears streaming down his face.

The scene from many years ago suddenly reappeared in his mind, he and Yao Xuchi were lingering, Qi Meiling stood at the door and screamed in shock.

That horror movie-like scene has tormented Ni Xingqiao day and night in these years, now it seems that the scene reappeared, Yao Xu gave him oral sex, he looked up at the ceiling, and began to tremble slightly.

Ni Xingqiao said silently in his heart, quickly forget, please, quickly forget