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Shen Zhao dragged his exhausted body and walked out, holding back the tears for a long time. At this moment, he could no longer bear it anymore. The tears mist blurred his eyes, and the street lights in the distance became blurry. She couldn't see clearly, and gradually cried out ,intermittent.

She felt so tired, she had never been so tired, as if she had been emptied physically and mentally.

She was cheated of everything, even her heart was lost.After breaking up with Sier, her father was critically ill. She thought she was already in hell, but it seemed that the jokes with her were not enough, and they wanted to drive her into a situation where she would never be able to recover.

Even people's hearts are unreliable, and all the promises she made have failed. She clearly planned to overthrow everything and love that person, but at this juncture, she was hit head-on.

Shen Zhao stopped, and gradually slid down. She squatted on the side of the road, hugged her knees and buried her head in tears, her shoulders trembling uncontrollably.In the dark and cold night, she didn't know where else to go.

How did she make herself like this...

The mobile phone on his body suddenly rang, and it seemed clear and bleak in the silent night.

Shen Zhao held back his sobs and took out his cell phone, which was the hospital's number.

She wiped away her tears, got on the phone in a panic, and hurriedly said, "Hello."

"Is it Shen Zhonghua's daughter?" The environment on the other end was noisy and the voice was urgent.

Shen Zhao's heart pounded, he stood up and said, "I am."

"Your father is critically ill, family members come over and sign the critical illness notice as soon as possible!"

The sound seemed to be deafening, Shen Zhao's ears rang all of a sudden, and the world spun.

When the phone was hung up, her lips were trembling in panic, and the dim street lights shone across the sky, making her dizzy and at a loss for what to do.

go to the hospital...

He frantically waved to stop cars on the side of the road, but the more anxious he was, the more there was no car.

Tears flew out from the end of her eyes uncontrollably, and the cold wind blew on her face, which hurt like being separated by a knife.

Suddenly a car drove up beside him, Shen Zhao was stunned, and looked up to see the people in the car.

Song Ling: "Get in the car."

Shen Zhao looked up at her in a daze, hesitated for a few seconds, opened the door and got in the car.

Song Ling frowned lightly, caught a glimpse of Shen Zhao's flustered expression, and knew that she had just received a notification from the hospital.

All things came together, and she was so flustered that she even forgot to fasten her seat belt.

Song Ling stretched out her hand, and Shen Zhao subconsciously trembled all over. She raised her eyes and stared at her with vigilance in her eyes.Song Ling stopped her hand in mid-air, did not move forward, and only gently reminded her: "Seat belt."

Only then did Shen Zhao react, and hastily pulled the seat belt to fasten it. Her fingers trembled in panic, and it took a long time for the buckle to be inserted.

Song Ling pressed her hand and said distressedly, "Zhao Zhao, nothing will happen."

With just one sentence, tears came up mistyly again, blurring her eyes, she lowered her eyes, and tears fell down with a patter.

"Let's go." The voice was hoarse and weak, Shen Zhao pulled out his fingers and said slowly.

Song Ling was stunned for a moment, then withdrew her hand, stepped on the gas pedal, and drove to the hospital.

Along the way, Song Ling drove the car very fast, and there was silence in the car, no one spoke.

Half an hour later, the car drove to the gate of the hospital.

Shen Zhao unbuckled his seat belt, opened the door and rushed into the hospital.

When I arrived at the inpatient department, I realized that the person had been pushed into the emergency room.

The nurse was a new face. After asking, she brought the critical illness notice and asked the family members to sign it.

Shen Zhao lowered his head, looked at the paper, exhausted all his strength and finally raised his hand to take it, and asked with a choked voice, "Why did this happen?"

The nurse said: "The residual index of Gu Chuan is too high, and the proliferation of tumor cells is out of control. They have already proliferated and accumulated in a large amount in the hematopoietic tissue, inhibiting the normal hematopoietic function."

Shen Zhao held the paper tightly, as if it was a talisman to urge her father's life, as long as she didn't sign it, her father would not leave her.

"Is there no other way?" Shen Zhao's eyes were blurred with tears, and even his voice was hoarse.

The nurse also showed a heavy expression: "Your father's bone marrow surgery at the end of last year was not good. The residual index of the bone marrow transplantation was zero, and now it has reached 2. The tumor cells spread too fast. There is no other way, if we forcibly return the infusion to promote the discharge, people may... be gone tomorrow..."

The nurse didn't continue to speak, Shen Zhao almost couldn't stand up, Song Ling held her shoulders and held her tightly.

Shen Zhao lowered his head, looked at the critical illness notice that she didn't even dare to read, and said over and over again: "Why did this happen, why did this happen..."

With all her strength, after signing the paper, Shen Zhao stayed in front of the operating room. She squatted in the corner, afraid of blocking people coming and going. She squatted there small and exquisite, as if surrounded by the whole world. All abandoned.

Song Ling stayed by her side until early in the morning before the lights in the operating room were turned off.

When the doctor came out of the operating room, Shen Zhao heard the sound and got up quickly. She sat for too long, her legs and feet were numb, and she staggered when she got up. Song Ling hurriedly grabbed her to prevent her from falling.

"Doctor, my father...how is he?" Shen Zhao rushed over and asked anxiously.

The doctor took off his mask and said with a heavy face, "It's time to take a step forward, and the family members must be ready at any time."

"Why? Why, I never knew, there are remnants of his bones..." Shen Zhao asked with red eyes.

"Zhao Zhao, Ah Ling!" Suddenly a voice came from the other end of the corridor, Song Ling turned her head and saw Meng Yunan and You Huan running towards this side.

Meng Yunan and You Huan received the notice from the hospital, hurried to catch the nearest flight, and went straight to the hospital after getting off the plane.

Meng Yunan walked to Shen Zhao's side, saw her red and swollen eyes, and was stunned for a moment before saying, "Uncle's bone remained before it was worn. He said not to tell you. Later, I also used targeted drugs to inhibit tumor cells, but the effect was not good." Not much..."

Shen Zhao bit her lips tightly, and slowly slid down, squatting there, holding her face with her hands.

From the very beginning, his father had no intention of telling her that he didn't want her to bear anything, and he didn't want her to be sad, so he planned to die alone.

But the pain in the world is not divided into morning and evening, it is a lifetime concern, how can it be less because of sooner or later.

Shen Zhao buried his head, sobbed slowly, and gradually began to cry loudly.

She doesn't want to lose her father, the only person who loves her...

In this world, there is no one who loves her like this again.

no more...

Meng Yunan's eyes were also overflowing with moisture. Birth, old age, sickness and death are the most powerless things in this world. Even if she has great medical skills, she still cannot save her.

She turned around to go back to the office to put on a white coat, You Huan was standing behind her, Meng Yunan raised her eyes and met hers, she raised her head and wiped her tears, when she was about to speak, You Huan said softly: "I'll be with you. "

Meng Yunan stared at her. This was the first time in her life that she had experienced such a thing. She was not in a better mood than Shen Zhao, but at this moment, even though they were silent, with just one look, her A Huan would understand.

This is a tacit understanding between them.

Shen Zhao stood by the bed, and Shen's father was unconscious, wearing an oxygen mask on his face. As his breathing became short of breath, white mist appeared on the mask, and the electrocardiogram beside him kept beeping, which was the only sign that her father was still alive.

Shen Zhao looked at the electrocardiogram next to him, the heartbeat and blood pressure were all abnormal, and he was in danger at any time.

His fingers gripped him tightly, refusing to let go at all.

A sleepless night, Song Ling stayed by her side all the time.

At this moment, she couldn't even find any position to protect her, she couldn't do anything except be silent like this.

In one day, she endured too much, she was haggard, her face was ugly, the corners of her mouth were dry and peeled, and she didn't even drink a sip of water.

Seeing this, Song Ling turned around to pour a glass of water, and walked over to bring it to her.

Shen Zhao's eyes were blank, he just stared blankly at the face of the person on the hospital bed, when the water glass was handed over, she was in a daze, but didn't take it.

"Azhao..." Song Ling leaned over, her voice hoarse.

Before she finished speaking, Shen Zhao stretched out her hand and waved it away. She knocked the glass of water to the ground like this. The hot water splashed all over the ground and onto the back of Song Ling's hand, which turned red immediately. She squeezed her palm slightly, The water seemed to scald her heart.

She pursed her lips and stood there in a daze.

Outside the ward, Meng Yunan heard the voice, stopped quickly and stood outside the door, You Huan followed behind her, and immediately asked her with his eyes, Meng Yunan stretched out his hand to grab her, shook his head slightly at her, the two of them did not go in, stood at the door.

Song Ling wiped off the water from her hands, stood behind Shen Zhao, and still said softly: "Azhao, go to sleep, I will guard here."

Shen Zhao's eyes were empty, and he slowly lowered his eyes to the empty space, and said in a daze: "Song Ling, you can do whatever you want, it doesn't matter if you want to be a substitute or take my life, I'll sell you two years, now It's still within the agreed time, but can I beg you, can you go?"

Song Ling's eyes were red, and she looked at the profile of the person beside her.She has no expression at all, her eyes are dark and empty, full of exhaustion and despair, this kind of Shen Zhao, she only saw in the time after she broke up with Raisel, she suffered from depression because of this, all day long She didn't sleep all night, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, and her eyes were full of scarred despair. In her eyes, she couldn't see any hope of living.

But Shen Zhao at this moment is even more frightening than that at that time.

Song Ling's fingers trembled slightly, she knelt down to be level with her, supported her shoulders with both hands, forcing her to look at herself, she heard the trembling in her voice, maybe, she was about to lose the person in front of her.

"A Zhao, look at me." Song Ling's lips were trembling, and she held her tightly with both hands, "You look at me! I'm sorry! A Zhao, I really never thought that things would turn out like this. No, I don't want to lose you, Zhao Zhao..."

Hearing Song Ling's words, Shen Zhao's eyes became slightly alive. Her eyes were lowered, and they fell on the face that she hated, with a beautiful face, and a tear was gradually drawn at the end of her eyes.

Shen Zhao said coldly: "What else do you want?"

Song Ling froze suddenly, let go of her shoulders with both hands in a daze, the tears gradually stopped, the heating dried her tears, and her face was sore.

Shen Zhao squinted at the panicked face, and suddenly felt a moment of pleasure. At this moment, she just wanted to hurt her severely, even though it hurt her [-]% and hurt herself [-]%, but she still said unfeelingly to her: "Song Ling, I would rather never have met you, never."