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Shen Zhao looked at this face, the dark sky was behind her, the sky and the sea joined together, and it was hard to tell where the boundary was.Wave after wave, the sea water surged up, making the sound of whimpering water.

It seems that they are also singing and crying about that absurd love.

People are ridiculous sometimes, the more they expect something, the more they are all in vain.

Shen Zhao lowered her eyes, her eye sockets felt a little blurred, she twirled the blue diamond with her fingertips, and the light glistened in her eyes, she asked softly, "Why me, why?"

She spoke, her voice gradually filled with sobs.The moment the eyelashes blinked, tears dripped from the eye sockets and fell into the surging sea water.

Song Ling clenched her fingers slightly, she stared at Shen Zhao's moist eye sockets, those eyes were no longer the same, full of stern despair.

She just felt distressed.

"Azhao, it's not like that..." Song Ling opened her mouth, she wanted to explain something, but after investigating everything from the beginning, she found that she didn't know how to explain it.

She was wrong, from the beginning, she was wrong.

She knew that she would come back sooner or later, but she still had a fluke mentality, always thinking that she could hide it from her for the rest of her life.

This ridiculous relationship was doomed to be her fault from the very beginning, but afterward, the love didn't know what happened, it just got deeper and deeper, and it also hurt her completely.

"Azhao, I love you." Song Ling grabbed her hand, squatted there, looked up at her, her words were so firm, but they sounded powerless.

A powerlessness that was about to lose her forever.

Shen Zhao pursed her lips lightly, her smile was full of helplessness and bitterness, she looked at the person in front of her with devastation, and asked her softly: "Song Ling, why do you love me?"

This was the third time she asked her this question. Maybe she was really stupid and didn't see it clearly from the beginning. Every time she asked this question, Song Ling never answered her seriously.

She laughed, but that happened once.She told her seriously: Maybe it's a pair of eyes...

But at that time, she only took it as a joke. It turned out that she had told her from the beginning.

Yes, what she fell in love with was just her eyes, eyes similar to others.

For this, she can do whatever it takes.

Using a tracker to monitor a person who has only met once, using her father's life to threaten her, force her, tell her to break up with Sil, lie to her that she loves her, and watch her fall into this future In the deception in the name of love, when she falls completely, give her a fatal blow head-on, so that she will never recover.

The love she got in exchange for abandoning Sil and dignity was nothing more than a scam.

Shen Zhao raised his hands, held Song Ling's face, looked down at her eyes, and she said softly, "Song Ling, I'll dig out these eyes for you, okay?"

Song Ling trembled all over, she grabbed her hands holding her face with her backhand, and called her in fright: "Azhao! I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you..." Her trembling voice gradually became incoherent. In this way, even though there was a deviation later, she still couldn't argue with it.

It was she who lied to her, forced her, used her as a substitute, and used those methods. She wanted to explain, but all the explanations were nothing more than the word "love" in the end.But this kind of love, at such a moment, is too pale, more powerless than all reasons.

Song Ling gradually stopped, her throat hurt like being cut by a knife, she looked up at her, raised her lips to kiss her, said recklessly, full of fear: "Azhao, I love you, I really love you You." This is the only truth she can explain and say.

The lips touched, driving Shen Zhao completely mad, declaring the anger she suppressed in her heart.

She pushed her away and said fiercely: "Song Ling! Do you regard me as a person with thought, personality and dignity? No, Song Ling, you have no heart!" She raised the blue diamond on her fingertips, her eyes Scarlet said desperately, "I am your animal and plaything imprisoned in the cage! No dignity! No equality! No freedom! Nothing! And it is the key to lock this cage! I fell in love with you because I was a bitch, and I deserve it right for falling into this trap!"

Every word and every sentence of the heart-piercing pain was deeply rooted in Song Ling's heart. She couldn't justify it. Apart from bearing it silently, she had no right to refute it.

Shen Zhao threw the blue diamond at her, tried hard to hold back the tears in his eyes, and said coldly: "Song Ling, a person like you is not worthy of talking about love." She pushed away her touch, got up and turned around to turn around. leave.

Song Ling got up in a panic, stepped forward and grabbed her wrist, and called her sadly: "Ah Zhao, don't go...don't go..."

Shen Zhao stopped and looked at the dark clouds with crab shells in the sky.She had heard the same thing half a year ago, but at that time, she severely hurt that man's heart.

"Let go." Shen Zhao said.

Song Ling held back the soreness in her heart, grabbed her wrist tightly, and said, "I won't let go, Ah Zhao, I'm sorry, don't leave, okay..."

Shen Zhao suddenly burst into tears from laughter, she raised her head, not letting the tears flow down, without turning her head, she said softly: "Do you know? When I broke up with Si'er, she also said to me, 'Zhao Zhao, Don't leave, okay?' But what the hell, I still left her and said a lot of things that hurt her, Song Ling, people like you will never understand, and will never know, what is the value of sincerity."

She shook off Song Ling's hand completely, and ran away from her without looking back.

Song Ling stood there in a daze, the sea water surged up behind her and wet her calves, the coolness came up, but it was far less than the desolation in her heart.

She will lose Shen Zhao completely, just like Rui Sier lost her.From the beginning to the end, she may not know what she really wants, whether it is Xiang Jin or Shen Zhao, she can't tell the difference, so she did this ridiculous thing, she regarded Shen Zhao as Xiang Jin and fell in love, but in During such absurd process, that love had changed for a long time. She used excuses to convince herself that it was just a substitute, so that when Xiang Jin came back, she still hesitated, but at this moment, looking away After leaving the back, she knew that she loved Shen Zhao, she wanted Shen Zhao, and she didn't want Shen Zhao to leave.

Most likely, she would not shed tears when she saw the coffin. Until such a decisive moment, she would never understand what is sincerity and what is what she wants most.

Thinking of something in a panic, she turned her head to look for the blue diamond. The sea water poured up and washed away everything on the beach long ago. The sky was so dark that it was almost impossible to see anything clearly.

The tide in the sea was ebbing, and suddenly there were blue stars flickering. Song Ling caught a glimpse of the blue diamond in the gravel. She brushed away the sand, picked it up, and held it tightly in her palm.

This was a birthday present for her. Maybe there were other intentions at that time, but at that moment, she really wanted to send her birthday wishes.

Song Ling squatted there, hugging her calves with her arms, and buried her head between her knees, tears slowly flowing from the corners of her eyes, dripping into the sea water.