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Song Ling was stunned, squatting there like petrified, motionless, and even forgot to think for a moment.

Every word she said was like a sharp knife, piercing her heart fiercely.If she could have expected such a day, she would definitely not have started this relationship with such absurd ideas when they first met.

Song Ling raised her hand to grab her, so cautiously, she looked up at her again, those beautiful eyes were full of humbleness as low as dust.

She said slowly: "Azhao, I'll make it up... I was wrong, let's start over, shall we?" Her voice gradually sobbed, her sobs broke down, and a long tear trail was drawn on her fair face.

Shen Zhao lowered her tearful eyes, the mist of tears blurred the people in front of her eyes, she had never seen Song Ling like this before, that person who used to be proud on the top of the snow-capped mountains, but now he was so humble.

What is she?

Everything is a deal, not even fair, she is the one who asks her, and willingly becomes the recipient of this relationship, she has no right to say anything.

Later, he lost everything and fell in love with her, but he did it on his own.

Going around and going around, nothing has changed, it is because she is too greedy and wants too much, everything is just back to the original point.

How precious is a human heart, how can she afford it.

Shen Zhao wiped away her tears, raised her head to let the tears in her eyes flow back, she took a deep breath, and said in the most flat manner: "Song Ling, I was wrong, let's end this relationship."

Song Ling froze her fingers slightly, she looked up at her in astonishment, after a long time of stunned, she finally asked her: "What do you mean?"

Shen Zhao didn't look at her, and said dumbly, "Let's end it."

The palms of her hands became cold, and Song Ling suddenly became at a loss. She smiled in a panic, looked at her face again, and said slowly: "You still love me, don't you? If you love me, why do you want to break up? I won't break up." .”

Shen Zhao withdrew her hand, looked down at her palm, where she had made a deep mark, and said, "I don't love you."

Song Ling was stunned for a long time when she heard her words, her eyes were dead silent, without any light, she swallowed the pain in her throat, and asked her in a hoarse voice: "You lied to me, didn't you?"

Shen Zhao smiled instead of anger, she looked at her again, and asked her heartbroken: "Song Ling, what do you call me? Tell me that nothing happened, just like before? I am a person, alive I have thoughts and dignity! I am not a body without a soul, I cannot accept your love, let alone myself."

Song Ling was silent, she leaned there with downcast eyes.

Yes, this was an unforgivable mistake. She broke her heart completely. That heart was saved once with great difficulty. How rare is the love that comes back to life? She will not I don't understand, but in the end it was destroyed by her own hands.

Standing outside the door with her head down, Meng Yunan heard the conversation between the two people in the room, and knew the root of the outbreak. From the first time she saw Shen Zhao, she knew that such a day would come.

Reaching out to knock on the door, Meng Yunan walked in, Song Ling caught a glimpse of her, wiped away tears calmly and stood up.

Meng Yunan walked to the side of the bed and looked up at the two of them. This kind of relationship is not without redemption, as long as they love each other, A Ling sincerely repents, and Shen Zhao will soften his heart.

She glanced at Song Ling and said softly, "A Ling, you should go back first."

Song Ling looked at her, Meng Yunan nodded to her, she knew what she meant, and then looked at Shen Zhao beside the bed, saw her looking at the person on the bed without blinking, and finally turned around and left the door according to her words.

After leaving the ward, You Huan was standing outside the door. Song Ling met her eyes and was stunned for a moment. She nodded to greet her, and turned to leave.

You Huan suddenly stopped her, "Songling..."

Song Ling stopped and didn't look back.You Huan turned around, looked at her back, she pursed her lips, and then slowly said: "Yunan will help you, the most taboo in love is hurting people's hearts, it is really rare to save a heart."

Song Ling's drooping eyelashes froze for a moment, and her eyes fell on the empty space. After a while, she said, "I know."

You Huan looked at the back that was gradually going away, and there was a touch of loneliness and sadness in his eyes. Why is love in this world so difficult?

In the ward, Meng Yunan tested various indicators for Shen Zhonghua, and the situation stabilized for the time being. She adjusted the drip again, caught a glimpse of Shen Zhao's expression after a while, and said slowly: "Let him sleep for a while."

In the hospital in the early morning, the silence is like another world.

Shen Zhao looked up at her wearily, pulled the corners of his lips, and said, "Thank you."

Meng Yunan sat on the hospital bed next to him, bowed his head and said, "You don't have to thank me, I don't have the ability to revive him, and I don't know how long he can last."

Shen Zhao's eyes were blurred with tears, dripping silently on the back of her hand, her heart felt like a knife was twisted, this farewell between life and death, she had no way to change it except being unable to accept it.

"No matter what the outcome is, I will be with him."

Meng Yunan bowed her head and said slowly: "Xiang Jin is her half-sister, she entered the Song family when she was eight years old, and at the beginning, Ah Ling didn't like her."

Shen Zhao was startled, and looked up at Meng Yunan, "Why are you telling me this?"

Meng Yunan slightly pulled the corner of her lower lip, and said softly: "I don't have any intention to excuse Ah Ling, I just want you to know her past." She chuckled, "Why? You loved her once, don't you want to Knowing her past, I don't want to know why she fell in love with Xiang Jin, and why did she use you as a substitute?"

Shen Zhao pursed his lips slightly, but did not speak.

Meng Yunan smiled and continued: "A-Ling lost her mother when she was very young. You said you were an orphan, but she has no difference from you except that she has a father who treats her indifferently. Do you know , Ah Ling had severe autism when she was a child. She had no friends, and she couldn't even speak well. It is acquired. The more people lack something, the more they desire and depend on it. But at such a time, Xiang Jin appeared. When she was 13 years old, she was kidnapped and suffered a lot. It was the nine-year-old Xiang Jin who took a shot for her, and that shot almost killed her. For a person who is extremely lacking in love, you should be able to understand what that shot means. After that, she put Xiang Jin in her heart, but according to her temperament, and their relationship like that, it is doomed that this deformed love will end without a problem. Everyone has obsessions, and so does A Ling, but Her obsession was deeper because of her innate personality. After Xiang Jin left, she never mentioned it again. Until she met you, she naturally transferred this obsession to you... "

Shen Zhao was slightly stunned, and raised his eyes to meet Meng Yunan's.

Meng Yunan smiled, "She is naive, right? A person who can't even express love, said 'I love you' for the first time in her life, and it was to you. I admit that Ah Ling has serious character flaws, Sometimes she is too strong and stubborn, she always does more than she says, sometimes she is misunderstood and unwilling to explain, but life is not a movie, no one has God's perspective, no one is sure, this love will end in the end What was the result? She always thought that Xiang Jin was her salvation, but let me tell you that the one who redeemed her was obviously you, Shen Zhao. Others may not be able to tell how much she loves you, not even herself. I don’t know, but you can feel it, right? I can tell you with certainty that most of the love you think is fake is actually true. When you love someone, when you look into her eyes, when you kiss , such deep love, how could it be fake?"

Shen Zhao gradually withdrew her gaze, looked at her father's face on the hospital bed, and said in a daze, "Are you asking me to forgive her for being used as a substitute, losing the most basic dignity and freedom of being a human being, forgetting all the past, and re-establishing the old relationship with her? "

Meng Yunan lowered her eyes, thought for a moment before saying softly: "There are crippled personalities in the world. Some people are born in the sun, and some people are born in the dark. Everyone has a meaning of existence. Ah Ling is wrong, and I will not blame her for that." There is no need to argue, but if you still love her, are you willing to watch her fall into the darkness of hell forever?"

Meng Yunan looked at Shen Zhao's face, her eyes were obviously moved, she is a soft-hearted person, some mistakes are errors of principle, no matter what, they are unforgivable, but deep down in her heart, she can see that Shen Zhao loves her. Ling's, based on this love, maybe she can also tolerate such mistakes.

Shen Zhao didn't speak, she lowered her head, her mind was in a mess, she didn't know what to do, she fell into such a contradiction again, just like she fell in love with Song Ling, that time, she abandoned Lost her dignity, but this time, what else can she abandon?

Meng Yunan got up, she looked at Shen Zhao, and understood the contradiction in her heart.

It was impossible for her to forgive Ah Ling immediately, but since there was a conflict, it was the beginning of a turning point.

The rest will be left to time and A Ling's sincerity.

Meng Yunan turned around and left the ward, leaving Shen Zhao alone in front of the bed to guard Shen Zhonghua.

Outside the villa, Song Ling's car stopped at the door instead of entering the garage.

She planned to bring Shen Zhao's changed clothes to the hospital. At such a moment, she would definitely live in the hospital and never leave Zhonghua's bed.

If Zhong Hua can't hold on, she doesn't know what reason is left to keep Shen Zhao...

In a daze, she opened the door and entered the room. The lights in the room were bright. Song Ling was stunned for a moment, and when she raised her eyes, she caught a glimpse of Xiang Jin sitting in the living room.

She frowned slightly and asked, "Why are you here?"

Seeing Song Ling's reddish eyes, Xiang Jin also froze for a moment, she was in a daze, she stood up slowly, and even forgot the warm smile on her face, her face was a little ugly, and she said in a daze, "I'll come and see you. "

Song Ling didn't respond to her, and walked towards the stairs, and went upstairs to clean up Shen Zhao's clothes.

After finishing packing quickly, she went downstairs with her bag in her hand. Just as she was about to go out, someone behind her suddenly called her: "Sister——"

Song Ling stopped and didn't look back. She stood at the entrance and said lightly, "If you don't feel well, don't run around. Also, don't come in casually in the future. I will change the password of the door. "

After finishing speaking, Song Ling didn't stay any longer, just opened the door and went out.

Xiang Jin subconsciously took two steps forward, and before he could say anything, he heard the door slam shut, and then stood there in a daze.

She could feel the coldness in Song Ling's body, the indifference she had never seen before.