Don't move the old man's bounty

Jiang Juan fell into a coma for a full week under the influence of the drug. Every time he showed signs of waking up, Deputy Yu would ask the doctor to give him another injection. If the doctor was not afraid that he would be disabled sooner or later, maybe the other party would let him Not necessarily sleeping for half a month.

Although the effect of the sedative will keep him in a medium-deep sleep, he is not unconscious all the time. He often wakes up for a few seconds, and he can feel his body maintain a stiff and uncomfortable posture, making him feel uncomfortable all over his body. His musculoskeletal muscles were so sore, and he tried his best to do a simple movement like twitching his fingers, and the person lying next to him would wake up immediately and help him change to a slightly more comfortable position.

He didn't dare to think that the unbearable memory was a nightmare anymore, maybe the short escape experience was the real dream.

When he really woke up, he felt that there was another person lying beside him. Although his body temperature was not as hot as he had imagined, it made him furious. He tore off the oxygen mask and kicked that person, kicking him out of bed.

The man still maintained the posture of hugging him, and woke up the moment he made a move, and was kicked down by him just as he was about to speak.

Even at the height of the hospital bed, it would be difficult to recover from an unsuspecting fall, but the man got up without even caring about rubbing the sore spot, holding his hand, suppressing his restless emotions, hugging him with red eyes. She hugged him and leaned close to the tip of his cold nose.

The face that was close at hand was so similar to him that it made him burst into tears instantly.

Jiang Zhu hugged his crying brother and comforted him over and over again: "It's okay, it's all over, brother is here... I'm sorry for you, I didn't even notice that you were in danger, now I'm safe... Don't be afraid, Brother being with you will always save you from having nightmares."

Compared with Jiang Juan, that comfort was more for him. Jiang Zhu knew that the person who was afraid was actually himself.

After that, Jiang Juan recovered for three months. Although his body recovered in all aspects, the psychological trauma brought to him by the undercover operation was long-lasting. Every night he would wake up from the painful memories and suffocation brought by the nightmare. Let him believe that the nightmare will devour him sooner or later, so that he fears sleep and has a mental breakdown to the extreme. Even the psychiatrist said that he is now only a thin line away from a lunatic. If he moves forward, his psychological problems will deteriorate into mental illness.

So he had to receive psychological treatment for a long time, and the effect was not optimistic at first. He refused to open his heart to anyone. No matter how hard the psychologist tried, he refused to tell his experience during the undercover period, which led to the news that the top national security officials sent to him. He was always skeptical, and there was nothing Deputy Yu could do about it.

When he was receiving psychological counseling, Jiang Zhu yelled at Deputy Yu outside the ward: "You know that he has gone through this, why did you expose his scars! You have already obtained the information you want, don't hurt him anymore, Can't you treat him as a person!!"

At that time, he was looking at the sky by the window, ignoring the counsel of the psychiatrist, and only vaguely heard the roar.

He sighed, and finally opened his mouth to people other than Jiang Zhu and Yu Fu, but what he said was: "Kill me, please."

In order to keep his younger brother alive, Jiang Zhu tried many methods. He took Jiang Juan back to his old house in the countryside for a few days. Seeing that the situation didn't improve, he took him to a small town far away in the south of the Yangtze River to relax.

It seems that the whole world is forcing Jiang Juan to speak. Only Jiang Zhu hopes that he can keep silent. His residual value keeps putting pressure on him. Compared with knowing the truth, it is more of a gloating attitude towards the victim. He can't wait to tie him to the pillar of shame and kill him like a sacrificial lamb.

Jiang Zhu rejected Guoan's "help" through Yu Fushang, and tried to enlighten Jiang Juan in his own way.

"Knowing that Deputy Yu made you do such a dangerous thing, I was going crazy, but at that time I had no way to stop it. All I could do was pretend to be you and show up in front of Mom, so that she wouldn't I'm too worried about you. Speaking of which, I have to pretend to be you from time to time to appease Jiang Xun. He is so close to you that he sleeps in the same bed. Without you, it's like dying, and..." Jiang Zhu's expression was a little sad, "Since his mother passed away, his mental state has not been very stable. You have such a good relationship with him, I can't just leave him alone."

At this time, Jiang Zhu didn't know about the secret relationship between his younger brother and Jiang Xun, until Jiang Juan said the next sentence before he became suspicious.

"Brother, if something happens to me, please continue to take care of him."

After returning from undercover, Jiang Juan's posture lowered to a humble level, and every sentence was filled with pleas, which made Jiang Zhu feel very distressed.

Probably it was inspired by Jiang Zhu pretending to be him to deceive other people. Later, Jiang Juan did the same thing, and he did it for ten years.

After that, I don't know how long it took for Jiang Juan to have the courage to go out and meet people through Jiang Zhu's efforts, and slowly returned to a normal and orderly social life, but soon the second blow came.

Their mother was diagnosed with lung cancer, which was at an advanced stage. Jiang Zhu didn't dare to tell Jiang Juan about it. He didn't let him know the bad news until Jiang Juan came out of the escape state and began to accept the reality. Otherwise, his mother would die suddenly. , The blow to him never stops here.

The unexpected joy is that this incident became Jiang Juan's motivation. He quickly adjusted his mentality and emotions, spent the last days with his mother, and had the idea of ​​coming out during the period when his mother's condition was relatively stable. I hope he and Jiang Xun can get their mother's blessing.

Before telling his mother the whole story, he first told Jiang Zhu about it, but Jiang Zhu couldn't accept that he fell in love with a man, and even wanted to join hands with him for the rest of his life. It was the first time in so many years that a man with such a good temper treated him harshly. Hit him and scold him for not knowing the severity.

But Jiang Juan was probably too excited at the time, just thinking that his elder brother couldn't accept a younger brother who likes men, and ignored the sentence that Jiang Zhu had always emphasized:

"Why him! Why is it him!"

Jiang Juan thought, maybe it was because he and Jiang Xun had lived together for so long but never explained the matter to Jiang Zhu that it aroused his anger. Sincerely willing to develop with Jiang Xun for a long time, Xu Shi was moved by his persistence, but Jiang Zhu still hesitated.

After that incident, Jiang Zhu didn't see Jiang Juan again for a long time. He thought that his brother was angry with him, so he ran to look for him every day but there was no sign of him. After all the good words, the man did not respond to him.

After a few days, he finally felt that something was wrong. Jiang Zhu had never been angry with him before, but that person had a very good temper, and he should calm down in two days at most. Now that he has been out of contact for so long, there is no guarantee that something happened.

He asked his relatives and friends to no avail, so he had no choice but to contact Deputy Yu, asking if that person had set his mind on his brother. Jiang Zhu, who was ordered by Guoan to participate in a cruel "hunting game" on his behalf, has been out of contact for several days, and Deputy Yu is arranging staff to prepare for the rescue.

He didn't even have time to pursue the responsibility. When he rushed to the Chongming River, he saw Jiang Zhu hanging from the bell tower with thin iron chains. His lungs were pierced by a sharp weapon. Every breath was accompanied by unimaginable pain. A knife that was not too deep and not shallow would not kill him in a short time, but he was always entangled in the despair of losing blood. He knew that he was going to die but with such a sad luck, he even remained awake when he was rescued.

At that time, Jiang Zhu was speechless. When he was being carried on the stretcher, he held onto him tightly. He tried his best to move his lips, but he couldn't make a sound. time.

Jiang Zhu smiled apologetically at his younger brother who had already panicked and even forgot the instinct to cry, took off the ring between his fingers with difficulty and slowly, and put it on his hand.

Jiang Juan shook his head at a loss, he had already guessed what choice Jiang Zhu made at the critical moment of dying, he shook his head in vain, his mind went blank, staring at the glaring blood on his hands, crying Begging: "No...no! Brother, don't go, don't leave me, I only have you as a relative...Brother, please, brother!"

He felt that the strength of the ring in his hand was getting heavier, which was the limit that a dying person could arouse when he returned to the light. He saw the man struggling to speak, and said silently: "... everything after that, I will leave it to you It's..."

"Brother, I don't want it, brother... brother!"

Deputy Yu forcibly pulled him up and got him up and away from the dying Jiang Zhu, just when the rescuers were about to push the man into the ambulance, a man suddenly rushed over from a distance, threw himself on Jiang Zhu and cried loudly: "Ah Juan! Ah Juan! How could this be, Ah Juan, don’t scare me...can you open your eyes and see me? Ah Juan, don’t scare me, okay?”

Seeing his lover throwing himself on his twin brother and shouting his name, Jiang Juan didn't know what to think, so he punched Yu Fu's face hard, pulled up his collar and asked, "What did you do! What the hell have you done!"

Deputy Yu held his hand, but was not in a hurry to let him go, but wiped away the blood on the ring between his fingers with gentle force like stroking.

"...This is his last wish. He hopes to die for you, and you——live well for him."

The rest of Jiang Juan's life was clearly arranged at this moment. He was pushed into the ambulance in a daze, and watched his brother, in his own capacity, leave a smoke-burned scar, and kissed Jiang Xun's for the last time for him. Forehead, said his last goodbye to that person, sent his only family member away in a daze, and became "Jiang Zhu" in a daze.

At this moment, Jiang Juan had already died with Jiang Zhu.

He didn't know how to live as Jiang Zhu, how to face their relatives and friends in the past, and he didn't know how to deal with Jiang Xun who was in pain and Xiao Shi who was owed a love debt by his brother, and even himself was the The one who can't accept reality the most.

His mental state is worrying, and he is likely to tell anyone the secret of the two brothers' identities swapping in an unconscious state. In order to prevent him from harming others and himself, Deputy Yu can only separate him from Jiang Xun, who is also mentally unstable. Isolate them and provide psychological counseling to the two. Jiang Xun only said that after "Jiang Juan" died, "Jiang Zhu" couldn't accept the reality and couldn't stay in Yanxi, who had too many common memories with his younger brother, so he took the initiative to apply for a transfer to Changning .

In fact, he did transfer Jiang Juan, who was already working in the Yanxi City Bureau, to Changning Anti-drugs—a place that eats human flesh and drinks human blood, which is enough to turn a living good person into a skeleton and pus, and this is Jiang Juan himself. Asked for no other reason, he discovered the reason why his brother had to die.

After his mood stabilized, Deputy Yu gave him the suicide note that Jiang Zhu had prepared earlier in the morning. I apologize, and I wish the two of them can grow old forever, and their lives will be free from restraint, and they can go to the life they are looking forward to.

From then on, no matter how Jiang Juan pressed him, Deputy Yu kept it secret and kept silent about the real cause of Jiang Zhu's death.

After he was transferred to Changning, his boss in Guoan was replaced by Shen Jinsu, the chief of the third division known as "San Shen". Jiang Juan used himself as a bargaining chip to inquire about the information from the other party, and learned that Jiang Zhu was investigating the murder of their father. The suspect ended up tragically, and the culprit who caused their father to be buried in the explosion whirlpool more than ten years ago, and finally died without a whole body was——

Jiang Yu's father, Jiang Yu.

It's never an exaggeration to say that good fortune tricks people. After going around for so many years, they have returned to the original point.

Although Jiang Juan knew that all of this had nothing to do with Jiang Xun, and even Jiang Xun was one of the victims of Jiang Yu's evil deeds, but as long as he thought of the blood that killed his father and enemy flowing in the body of the person he still loves so much, he could not wait... ...

I can't wait to destroy him with my own hands.

Thinking of the countless nights of sharing the same bed in the past, he really wanted to have another chance to hold that person in his arms, strangle him by the neck when he was asleep, and slowly tighten his fingers, slowly shrinking, and he could feel the arterial blood The pulsation rushing past under the fingertips, under the effect of suffocation, the person will wake up with a start, with a blushing face, he raises a pair of eyes full of doubt and fear, opens his mouth slightly, but can only make a hoarse breath, Finally struggling to die in his arms.

The strength of his resistance will gradually weaken, the rhythm of his heartbeat will become slow, and finally he will stop breathing, the residual heat in his body will dissipate, and it will slowly become cold in his arms.

Fortunately, I woke up from the dream.

I don't know how many times I dreamed that Jiang Xun died in his hands, and Jiang Juan woke up again in the long dead night, staring at his trembling hands covered in cold sweat, as if in a nightmare.

He had to make an end of it all.

He took a deep breath, picked up Jiang Zhu's broken cell phone, and pressed the wrong key several times with trembling hands. In a short sentence, it seemed as long as a hundred years.

"Xiao Shi, Jiang Juan is gone."

It's not "Jiang Zhu", but "Jiang Juan" is gone.

From now on, he has to make himself a real "Jiang Zhu"...

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In the next chapter, Xiao Shi ceases to be a human being.

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