But Jiang Juan underestimated his feelings for Jiang Xun.

He thought that when the righteousness of the family was in front of him, he would choose to investigate the truth of his father's death without hesitation, but when the shocked Jiang Xun looked at him in astonishment and asked him with a dry smile if he was joking, he hesitated.

He knew how insecure Jiang Xun was. Ever since his mother passed away, he had been blaming himself for the negligence that killed his mother. He couldn't get out of the shadow. It was his promise to give him another home that made it hard for him. Take the first critical step of trust.Obviously, I understand his pain best, how can I abandon him before the promise is fulfilled, and push the lover who is clinging to the edge of the cliff and struggling to survive back to the abyss again?

He can't.

And all he can do is say goodbye to the man before leaving: "I will be back, if you can't wait, don't wait."

Deputy Yu found a reason to suspend him from school. I don’t know what excuse he found to appease his family. His mother didn’t know anything about it, so he believed what the police said, but he believed that Jiang Zhu would definitely agree with Vice President Yu. There were countless scenes, but fortunately, Deputy Yu had sworn to him with his life, promising that he would never reveal what he was doing to his brother, otherwise their deal would not stand.

Before leaving, Deputy Yu asked him how much he could pay for the investigation of this old case, and he said bluntly, "All."

It was only afterwards that he realized that the answer was too heavy. His desire for knowledge and obsession with the truth of the past was actually far less than that of his family and lover, but as soon as he said the words, he found that he had no room to take them back.

Deputy Yu looked at him with eyes full of pity and sadness, but his hands did not hesitate. An injection was stuck into his arm, and the cold liquid quickly melted into his blood, and half of his body was instantly paralyzed.

He grabbed Deputy Yu and wanted to ask him what was going on, but he felt powerless, dizzy and couldn't stand up, his legs became weak and he knelt down, his vision became more and more blurred.

"you……"

"Sorry, this mission is too dangerous. I can't let you harm yourself and others. Only by becoming the character you play from the bottom of your heart can you be the safest..."

Jiang Juan didn't know how long he had been in a coma before regaining consciousness. After opening his eyes, his eyes were covered with white flowers for a long time, and his eyes couldn't fix the focus for a long time. Only the constant dull pain in his body could make him feel that he was still alive.

He wanted to speak, but his throat was so dry and hoarse that he couldn't utter a word.

"Don't move, the effect of the medicine has just passed." Someone whispered in his ear, and then felt his pulse, "Deputy Yu handed you over to me, let me take you into the organization, you are still very weak, just You can listen to me first, the reason why you didn't explain what you were about to encounter before coming here is because neither Vice Minister Yu nor you have anyone you can trust, and now there are only the two of us here, so it's safe."

Jiang Juan's vision and senses recovered slightly, and his body was able to move slowly. The man fed him some water, helped him up, and said, "You can call me San'er. Our next task is to Find Ananda."

Jiang Juan found himself lingering in the corner of what seemed to be a warehouse. The discomfort in his body made him instinctively want to protect his body, but when he lowered his head, he saw his scrawny and shapeless hands first.

He pretended that he was not awake yet, and shook his head vigorously, but he couldn't change the fact that his body wasted away rapidly during the time he fell asleep. He touched his face, and lost the feeling of the past. At this moment Protruding cheekbones, sunken cheeks, and chin full of green stubble, if he hadn't remained awake, he would have thought he had time-traveled to someone.

He hurriedly checked the abnormalities on his body, and finally found the reason—his arms were covered with residual needle holes, some of which were obviously recent injuries, and the earliest ones should have been a few days ago.

"What did you do to me... what is this!" The voice trembled.

"Calm down, it's not a drug, it's just a special drug that can make people lose weight quickly in a short period of time. Many undercover agents have used it." San'er explained, "It's hard to win their trust if you don't, not just you , even I may die, it will be difficult for Guoan to insert nails into the organization."

"...What?" Jiang Juan tapped his forehead, trying to make himself more sober, "Guoan...fuck, isn't that bastard from Deputy Yu's department? Why did you drag Guoan out?"

"Only Deputy Yu himself can explain this to you. I only know that you must carry out this undercover mission. Your mission is to find Ananda."

"I'm here to investigate the cause of my father's death. I don't want to find any men or women. Damn, this is different from what we said before. I want to go back and ask for an explanation..." He was about to get up as he spoke.

San'er grabbed his sleeve and asked, "Is your father Jiang Xun?"

Jiang Juan looked at him suspiciously, and San'er said again: "I know, it must be, Ananda may be the only one who knows about that now, if he dies, you really have no chance."

While Jiang Juan was hesitating, San'er dragged him out of the warehouse. He was in the dark environment for a long time, and the harsh light outside made him unable to open his eyes for a while. He was afraid that the strong light would damage his eyesight, so he could only block it with his hands. His eyes were dim, and he felt that he was pushed into the back seat of the car and forced to lie down, and a blanket that exuded a strong odor was covered, and he was almost suffocated in it.

San'er sat in the cab, started the car and said, "Is this your first time? Don't be afraid, there will always be a first time. After this time, with experience, you will feel that there is nothing to be afraid of." , life and death are nothing more than that, if the King of Hades ordered you to die in the third watch, even if it is the second watch, you still have two or three hours to live, right? Anyway, the suicide note has been written, and if something happens to you, Deputy Yu will help you take care of it Your family."

"……No."

"Huh? Nothing."

"There is no suicide note, he never asked me to write one."

At that time, Jiang Juan saw San'er's downcast face from the side and back, and thought it was because he felt that he was too unreliable and wondered whether to throw him down right away.It wasn't until San'er was shot between the eyebrows in order to bring him to the organization that he didn't know that the brief moment of concentration was the preparation and awareness of the other party's sacrifice for him.

The scorching muzzle of the gun immediately hit Jiang Juan's temple. For the first time in his life, the shock of seeing a person alive and dead in front of his eyes and the fear of the unknown encounter made him tremble uncontrollably, and his breathing and heartbeat stopped. Controlled, the blood rushes fast but does not bring any warmth, his whole body is icy cold, as if even the eardrums are about to be shattered by the pulsating impact, his brain is blank, and only the black muzzle of the gun can be seen in his eyes.

"Welcome to the hunting ground, this is - the real world."

The undercover mission lasted for three months. During the three dark months, the inhuman abuse and insult almost drove Jiang Juan crazy. The scars on his wounds are painful but not fatal. Whenever the wounds get worse, he will receive effective treatment and continue to breathe. Such a life that is worse than death makes him deeply desperate, and he commits self-mutilation behaviors under extreme mentality several times.

He felt that the pain of death was nothing more than that.

The only thing the other party showed mercy was that they did not use any addictive psychotropic drugs on him. Drugs such as ketamine, heroin, and amphetamine are all suitable for torture and torturing victims. , Even if Yama possesses a body, he has to honestly confess all the secrets.

Perhaps the other party felt that he was just a poor ghost who knew nothing about the police intelligence, and was simply pushed out to be cannon fodder, so they simply skipped this step. They treated him more like a lowly plaything, just wanting to see him He is full of ugly and comical virtues, and he can do all kinds of humiliating deeds.

When his dignity as a man was trampled on, Jiang Juan, whose patience had finally reached its limit, felt ashamed, and finally pleaded with the only man who was willing to help him uncuff him and give him a moment of "freedom" who slept next to his pillow every night. Said: "Kill me...Please see that I have satisfied you after sleeping for half a month...Kill me, please..."

The man had a pair of gray-blue eyes, with unknown emotions flowing in them, but Jiang Juan had no intention of probing his thoughts. He raised his skinny hand and placed it on the man's holstered hand weakly. Make him draw out the gun and slowly put it on his neck.

"Shoot, please..."

"Perhaps..." The man stroked his long-lost face, moved with compassion, "Maybe I can let you go, and let you have an explanation for this mission, but I have a request, May I?"

Jiang Juan was firm in his desire to die, but at that moment he saw a glimmer of hope in the man's gray eyes, thinking that Jiang Xun, who still knew nothing about his situation and regarded him as all hope for the rest of his life, would definitely do it for him. For his self-blaming brother and innocent mother, he felt that it would be too unfair for them to die here. After hesitating for a long time, he tremblingly let go of the man's hand holding the gun.

"Be good," the man patted his head, and whispered softly in his ear, seeming to comfort, but also seeming to bewitch, "I'll let you go, promise me, remember my name - Ka Suo."

When Jiang Juan woke up again, he was already in the hospital. His eyes were filled with sombre white. The smell of disinfectant water made him feel unreal. The beauty that appeared in his dreams every day will be in vain, and he will return to the dark, damp, rotten and dead air again, where even mice dare to walk around his body boldly, leaving him behind. Down the basement of countless painful memories.

He was so weak that one wondered if he had the strength to heave his chest again after every breath he exhaled.

Even he himself felt that he was going to die, but when he saw Deputy Yu who was standing by the bed, his eyes still full of pity and a little sad, he sat up suddenly with that breath, and ripped off all the equipment on his body. grabbed the collar of Deputy Yu and shouted hoarsely: "You didn't tell me it would be like this, why didn't you tell me!!"

After he finished speaking, he lost his strength and fell down staggeringly. Deputy Yu hurriedly supported him, pushed him back to the bed with the plainclothes beside him, and inserted the oxygen tubes back one by one.

"It's hard to get a life back, why bother to kill yourself again." Deputy Yu said helplessly, "I reminded you of everything that happened today, but I still have to apologize to you, I chose wrong people."

Jiang Juan tore off the oxygen mask from his face, his eyes were bloodshot, his face was blushing unnaturally and he yelled at him: "But you didn't say that people would die! You didn't say...you didn't say they would... He would do that to me..." He buried his face in his palm, unable to accept such an unbearable self, covered his painful head, and slammed into the sharp corner of the table, and blood flowed all over his face.

Deputy Yu pressed him, covered the wound on his head, and yelled for the plainclothes to call for a doctor. After a sedative injection, Jiang Juan calmed down and fell into a deep sleep after a while.

Deputy Yu wiped the blood off his head, gritted his teeth and sighed, and ordered: "...Bring Jiang Zhu here."

The author has something to say:

Deputy Yu: Poison oaths are meant to be broken.

In the memory, the ex-boyfriend (cannon?) friend also appeared. Ah Juan is really the hero in this series that makes me feel distressed the most. It is difficult for Xiao Shi to end without shedding a few layers of skin.

Recently, I was thinking about whether to write Song Shensi and Shen Jinsu's hunting game "Ghost Field" in the next part, with unlimited streams. The "Paradise" that Jiang Xun participated in in the first part simplified a lot of rules, so I only wrote it as a sub-volume. I feel this One can do some foreshadowing.

By the way, I will ask for a day off tomorrow for the company relocation.

Thank you for reading the text, cute~

Thank you Brother Xun for tipping a landmine today.

Thanks for feeding! !

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