After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

left him forever.

"Star!"

The heart-piercing shout pierced the darkness, Gu Cinian suddenly opened his eyes, he subconsciously hugged the person in his arms tightly, and kept breathing heavily.

Waking up in a panic from the dream, he still has lingering fears.

Holding the person in his arms, feeling the temperature from Yuhuai Xing's body, he hugged Yuhuai Xing even tighter with his trembling hands.

Just now it was just a dream... a nightmare... Yuhuai Xing is still alive, although he refuses to open his eyes to look at himself, at least he is still alive...

"Xingxing... Xingxing..." Gu Cinian kept calling Yuhuai Xing's name softly, as if trying to wake him up from his deep sleep.

The scene where Yu Huai Xing smiled at him just now overlapped with the scene where Yu Huai Xing was covered in blood and fell into a pool of blood. The previous scene broke apart like a mirror in an instant.

The fear in his heart quietly began to spread, he hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly with trembling hands, kissed his warm earlobe lightly, and got off the bed.

He took out a sharp knife from the drawer, and without hesitation slashed fiercely on his wrist.

Pain followed from the oozing of blood, he felt the pain and looked at Yu Huaixing who was lying quietly on the bed, slowly pulled the corner of his mouth, and breathed a sigh of relief.

The fear in my heart gradually dissipated, but it brought endless bitterness.

The bitterness of the heart occupied the heart as the fear dissipated, and the blood flowed out with a strong smell of blood.

The pain made him recover from the trance where he couldn't recognize reality, but his stiff body quietly let out a sigh of relief.

His wound was very deep, and it even slowly tore apart with his movements. Gu Cinian didn't care about his wound, and even wanted the wound to keep hurting like this.

The pain of the wound allowed him to distinguish between reality and dreams. The first half of the dream was too beautiful, and the beauty made him sink, but in that beautiful dream... the last part was the fear that made his heart tremble.

The fear in the dream can only dissipate slowly in the constant pain from his wound. Gu Cinian lowered his eyes, looked at the bleeding wound again, and wrapped a few more bandages to cover it After those bloodstains, he went to bed and hugged Yu Huaixing tightly in his arms.

Only by holding Yuhuai Xing and listening to his heartbeat can he feel at ease.

……

"Buzzing—"

The mobile phone on the desk rang without warning, Gu Cinian frowned slightly, his brows tightened even more when he saw the strange number with only a string of numbers.

The phone kept vibrating until it hung up automatically, but the phone vibrated again the next second after being hung up by the system.

Gu Cinian's private number is only known to a few people, and now this string of unfamiliar numbers made him subconsciously tighten his eyebrows.

Looking at the number on the phone screen, he squinted his eyes with a flash of danger, afraid of disturbing Yu Huai Xing, he lowered his head and kissed Yu Huai Xing's face, took the phone to the next room and pressed the answer button.

"Gu Ci Nian, what did you do to Brother Xingxing!" An angry question came from the phone.

Listening to the voice from the mobile phone, Gu Cinian naturally recognized who the other party was, his eyes sank, and a stern look flashed across his sharp eyes.

"Fang Zihuai, where did you get your number?"

Fang Zihuai snorted and said angrily, "I asked you what happened to Brother Xingxing? Why can't I contact him? Where is he now?"

The murder of Yuhuai star was suppressed by Gu Cinian, so no one else knew about Yuhuai star's injury.

It's just that recently Yu's family was suddenly exposed to tax evasion, the company was in jeopardy, and a murder case was found out during the review. Now it's like a building that will collapse if you push it casually.

Because of the murder, Yu Ning was taken away by the police, but he has not been released yet.

Fang Zihuai felt a little flustered when he saw the series of changes in Yu's family. He thought he would have a lot of time, but he couldn't get in touch with Yuhuai Star, and these things were completely unexpected.

If these things are related to Gu Cinian, then Yuhuai Xing must be unable to contact him because of Gu Cinian.

Gu Cinian sat on the sofa, tapped his slender index and middle fingers on the table, raised his eyelids, and suddenly said: "I remember that Xing Xing also knew a difficult person before, and his name was Fang Zihuai. Eyes naked."

He suddenly sneered: "How can you say that kind of person who covets others is so righteous?"

The phone was quiet for a few seconds, and Fang Zihuai sneered: "Your thing? When did Brother Xingxing become yours? Gu Cinian, you have to have a limit to your arrogance!"

Gu Cinian's dark eyes turned cold, what he just said casually, he only knew that Yuhuai Xing had met someone in the hospital before, but at that time he was not worried that Yuhuai Xing would leave him, so he didn't think about it at all. I have paid attention to these things, and I don't know that the person Yuhuai star met in her previous life was called Fang Zihuai.

What he said just now was just trying to get words out of Fang Zihuai's mouth.

Hearing Fang Zihuai's ridicule, he didn't respond, and tightened his fingers on the table to make a fist - Fang Zihuai was also born again.

No wonder... no wonder Fang Zihuai knows some things about Yuhuai Star very well, no wonder he knows how to get Yuhuai Star's attention, all of this was premeditated...

He should have found out earlier, if Fang Zihuai hadn't been able to contact Yuhuai Xing and called him in a mess this time, he might not have found out so quickly.

After Fang Zihuai calmed down, he realized something was wrong. He gritted his teeth and asked, "How do you know about the hospital?"

He met Yuhuai Xing at the hospital in his previous life, and in this life he met Yuhuai Xing at the Starry Night Club was part of his plan.

But how did Gu Cinian know about him and Yuhuai star in his previous life?

Is it...

"Gu Ci Nian...you are also reborn, right!" He didn't use a question, but a statement, because whether Gu Ci Nian admits it or not, it is a fact.

Only those who are reborn with memories will know what happened in the previous life.

"What did you do to Brother Xingxing? Did you hurt him? What did you do to him!" Fang Zihuai's tone was a little anxious.

Gu Cinian was born again, so all the strange things he thought about Gu Cinian before could be explained, no wonder he was willing to humbly endure Yuhuai star’s ignorance of him, no wonder he disappeared when facing Yuhuai star The arrogance of the past...

But it was because Gu Cinian was reborn that he was even more worried, he was afraid that Gu Cinian would go crazy like in his previous life.

last life...

He still has lingering fears when he thinks of those things.

Gu Cinian sneered: "Xing Xing is my lover, and I don't need to worry about other people."

"Brother Xing Xing is not your lover! Hello? Hello! Gu Cenian!" Fang Zihuai listened to the "beep" sound from the system, and clenched his fists when he saw the phone that had already hung up.

"Gu Cinian, this lunatic...what on earth will he do to brother Xingxing..." Fang Zihuai sat down on the chair, the memory of his previous life was still vivid in his mind.

Not long after Yuhuai Star died, the smell of blood almost enveloped the entire Jincheng...

-

The winter wind in the south is bitterly cold, and there is a long period of winter rain near the Chinese New Year.

Condensed mist lingered, looking bleak and desolate.

The heating was turned on in the room, and the warmth was completely different from the outside world.

"Your body is naturally cold," Gu Cinian stroked Yuhuai Xing's face, and said softly, "Is the temperature enough now? It's almost Chinese New Year, I said that I will spend every year with you in the future, Xing Xing... ...Wake up soon, okay? Let's go to watch the fireworks. You said before that you like watching the fireworks blooming during the Chinese New Year. I will accompany you. As long as you like it, you can do anything, so..."

His forehead was pressed against Yuhuai Xing's forehead, his voice was hoarse than before: "Wake up quickly, please... Please..."

These days, Gu Cinian bought a lot of things that were posted during the Chinese New Year. He personally posted the room and decorated it according to the atmosphere Yuhuai Xing and he described before.

Red lanterns were hung in the house, red grilles were pasted on the windows of the room, and even the quilts and sheets were replaced with red ones.

On the eve of the Chinese New Year, Gu Cinian specially bought a lot of fireworks and planned to put them on the New Year's Eve until the New Year's Eve.

Yuhuai Xing likes to watch fireworks, even though he doesn't want to open his eyes to see himself, but he still wants to do something he likes.

"Xingxing... Tomorrow is New Year's Eve." Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing, and gently tucked the slightly longer hair around his ears behind his ears.

"I'll set off fireworks for you, as long as you open your eyes, you can see it... It doesn't matter if you don't open your eyes, I will wait for you, until the day you want."

New Year's Eve is approaching, and there are lights and festoons outside, and there is joy everywhere, and there is no shortage of excitement on the hot search at the moment.

The fact that Yu's house was exposed some time ago is solid evidence, and in the end it collapsed without pushing, and there were no fragments left.

This matter has been on the hot search for a long time, and someone found out that the driving force behind the downfall of the Yu family was NX, which sparked heated discussions for a while.

[Absolute son! What is the mysterious existence of NX? !Last time it was the Gu family, this time it was the Yu family, and the Yu family was really treated too badly, although they deserved it! 】

【Who is the big guy behind NX? I wonder why he did this. Is it purely to seize the market and become a giant? 】

[The thinking upstairs is too simple. If you really just want to become a giant, why use this method to show the grievances and grievances of the rich and powerful families, but these are not what we ordinary people can know, hey! 】

[Speaking of which, Yu Ning was really involved in the murder case, looking forward to the final result! 】

As the Chinese New Year approached, everyone basically forgot about this incident, but this time the hot search directly blew up everyone, and even burned them all.

The hot search is clearly marked with #余宁谢莉#, when everyone saw this hot search, they were not interested for a while, and they were shocked when they clicked in.

When he was in his second year of high school, he saw that a girl had sent Gu Cinian a love letter and Gu Cinian hadn't lost it. The girl dropped out of school that night after he saw it.

At that time, everyone didn't take it seriously, and no one cared at all. Now looking at the murder evidence in the hot search, there is an uproar.

After Yu Ning forced the girl to drop out of school, he did not stop his behavior. Under his torture, Xie Li finally committed suicide by jumping off the building after she returned to the countryside.

All the comments were condemning Yu Ning, and after a night of hot searches, Weibo suddenly froze, and the comment area was full of crying and cursing.

[Crap, why is there such a person in the world?After killing Xie Li, he even attacked Yuhuai Xing? ! 】

[I didn't expect Yuhuai Xing to be bullied by him. Seeing Xing Xing's high school life, I really want to cry. Now my typing hands are trembling...]

[A large part of the campus bullying that Yuhuai Star received in his third year of high school was due to Yu Ning. The villain has his own rewards. He has carried so many wicked things on his body and also bears a life. He should be sentenced to death no matter what! 】

The trending search has been on Weibo for three days. Fang Zihuai's heart trembled when he saw this trending search. He knew that the fact that this trending search was kept was the result of Gu Cinian's laissez-faire.

He didn't think that Gu Cinian would let it go. Gu Cinian was not such a kind person, and Yu Ning should be suffering a lot by now.

Looking at those comments, he felt uneasy.

Since Yuhuai star lost contact, he has been unable to contact Yuhuai star. He knew that Gu Cinian wanted to hide Yuhuai star and he would not let him find it easily, but he was more worried because of this.

……

On New Year's Eve, the cold prison was filled with the smell of medicine, accompanied by miserable cries.

Gu Cinian watched Yu Ning being tortured and about to collapse in the video, but he didn't feel any pleasure in his heart.

Holding the peppermint smoke between his fingers, he slowly exhaled the white smoke, and said without any ups and downs, "Let him die quickly."

Secretary Li nodded in response: "The new medicine has been developed, and the pain will be multiplied several times."

After closing the computer, Gu Cinian's eyes were half-closed, and the cold mint wrapped around the tip of his tongue, but it was full of bitterness.

Turning over his palm, with the palm facing up, he slowly pressed the menthol cigarette in his hand directly onto his palm.

The cigarette butt scalded the skin and burned the flesh and blood, and he felt a little better feeling the pain from the wound.

Yu Ning must be damned, but if he had arrived earlier, then Yuhuai Star would not have been tortured like this, and would not have been refusing to wake up...

The soot was blown away by the wind blowing in from the open window, and the blood-stained flesh under the scalded skin was exposed. He clenched his fist tightly, bandaged it casually and went back to the room.

For so many years, he has never believed in love, nor will he know how to love others. From his previous life to this life, when he learns to love others, Yuhuai Star will not give him a chance.

"It's okay..." Gu Cinian brought hot water, wiped Yu Huaixing's face with a wrung hot towel, and then changed him into a couple shirt of the same style as his. He said softly, "I will work hard Yes, I will make amends and pursue you again, Xing Xing...I don't expect you to forgive me...I, I just want to be by your side..."

Holding Yuhuaixing to the sofa in front of the French window, he let Yuhuaixing lean on his shoulder, hugging him tightly.

Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, a string of flowers flew towards the sky with a sound of "咻", and with a "bang", a gorgeous firework exploded in the sky.

Then there were several sounds, and the sky exploded with beautiful flowers one after another, and the night was full of fireworks, which were dazzling.

"Star, do you like it?"

Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand, and gently twirled his fingers: "If you don't like it, I'll release others for you in the future. We can buy whatever you like, okay..."

As he spoke, he suddenly choked up, but the smile he pulled out was bitter and tight.

Holding Yuhuaixing's hand, interlocking his fingers, he kissed Yuhuaixing's ear, and said in a hoarse voice, "Xingxing, I love you."

Love is just a free gift for him, an illusion that will disappear when he is satisfied, but when he realizes that the person who has long been rooted in his heart has left, the pain of uprooting him is simply unbearable.

He has been crazy since the day Yuhuai star fell in a pool of blood in his previous life, he knew that he could not leave Yuhuai star, his mind and heart were full of him.

He couldn't bear that kind of pain, but at that time he didn't even understand what kind of emotion it was, he only knew that his heart felt like a layer of flesh had been gouged out, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't bear it.

"Bang bang bang-"

Pieces of fireworks bloomed in the night sky, and a little light lit up in the silent dark space made the trembling people hiding in the corner finally find a little light.

Yu Huaixing, who was curled up in a dark corner, looked at the fireworks that did not know when they ignited, curled up and watched quietly, he twirled his hands tightly, and suddenly held him with both hands.

"Xingxing, you should go to a more free place." A kind voice came, and through the light of the fireworks, he saw a kind old man.

"Grandma?" Yu Huaixing held the old man's hand tightly, his eyes were moist, "Is it really you? Grandma? I miss you so much..."

He begged his grandma in a hoarse voice: "Grandma... can you take me away, don't leave me here alone... I'm so scared, please, please grandma..."

It was dark all around, only the light of some fireworks suddenly lit up, he couldn't remember why he was afraid, but he was almost swallowed by fear.

"Grandma... Please, woo woo woo..."

Grandma also held his hand, touched his head, and smiled kindly: "Xing Xing, you have your own life, you must live it well."

"Live well?" Yu Huaixing's eyes were covered with tears, the surrounding darkness surrounded him, only a little bit of fireworks light gave him a chance to breathe in the suffocation.

"Xing Xing, live well." The feeling of stroking her head disappeared, and Yu Huai Xing subconsciously reached out to grab it in fear, but the world was suddenly completely plunged into darkness, and even the light of the burning fireworks disappeared instantly.

……

"Star!" Waking up from the nightmare, Gu Cinian subconsciously hugged the person in his arms tightly.

He opened his eyes and looked at Yuhuai Xing who was leaning quietly in his arms. The fear in the dream just now hadn't dissipated. He leaned on Yuhuai Xing's neck and took a deep breath.

"Good morning, Star."

Fireworks bloom all night, from New Year's Eve to New Year's Day, it is a new year.

Gu Cixu came to see Yuhuai Xing. When he came in from the outside, he saw the newly added wounds on Gu Cinian's palm and wrist in the living room.

The wound on the palm burned by the cigarette butt has not healed completely, and the new wound on the wrist and arm has been wrapped with several layers of bandages, and the blood still seeps out.

"Brother, take care of your hands." Gu Cixu whispered.

Gu Cinian followed Gu Cixu to call the doctor over. He just wanted pain and didn't intend to resist the treatment, because he had to take care of Yuhuai Xing himself, so he couldn't let other things delay it.

The doctor helped Gu Cinian treat the wound. Seeing that Gu Cinian's hands were not only covered with wrists, but also the inside of his arm were covered with large and small deep and shallow scars, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

As Gu Cinian's personal doctor for so long, it was the first time he saw Gu Cinian like this.

The doctor helped Gu Cinian treat the wound and was about to instruct some precautions, when Gu Cinian's deep and stern face came into his eyes when he raised his head, it seemed to have some pity.

After a pause, he swallowed the doctor's instructions that were just on the verge of his mouth.

"Brother..." After the doctor left, Gu Cixu sat on the sofa and called him softly.

"I dreamed that the stars left me forever..." Gu Cinian lowered his eyes and said.

Gu Cixu was stunned for a long time when he heard the sound, and then he heard the second sentence from Gu Cinian: "I am looking forward to the stars waking up, but I am also afraid that the things in the dream will happen again..."

"His smiling face was reflected in my mind and engraved in my heart, but then he closed his eyes quietly in my arms, and his body could no longer warm up..." Gu Cinian murmured, "Xing Xing he……"

He choked up, swallowed the uncomfortable feeling in his throat, covered his head with his hands and said in a hoarse voice: "I will wait... no matter how long I will wait..."

"He'll wake up...he'll wake up..."

Gu Cixu looked a little uncomfortable, he grabbed Gu Cinian's hand, and could only echo softly: "I will wake up, the stars will wake up, brother, don't worry."

Looking at Gu Cinian's situation, Gu Cixu really couldn't do anything but comfort him.

Gu Ci Nian's long and narrow eyes lowered slightly, and he murmured something softly, but this time the voice was a little soft, Gu Ci Xu didn't hear it.

Watching Gu Cinian get up and go upstairs with dull eyes, Gu Cixu has been thinking about the sentence that Gu Cinian couldn't hear clearly and could only see the shape of his lips.

I don't know what he suddenly thought of, and his face suddenly turned pale.

-

The moon at night pushed through the clouds and mist, and slowly sprinkled in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and sprinkled on the floor of the house.

The weather in the new year is better than previous years. The evening wind blows away the cumulus clouds, revealing sparse stars dotted on the curtain of the night.

Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand tightly, and suddenly woke up from the dream again. He looked at the person in his arms for the first time, and only when he saw him lying in his arms safe and sound did he breathe slowly .

Every time he falls asleep, there is Yuhuai star in his dream, and the front of every dream is as sweet as an illusion, making him prefer to live in the dream all his life.

But every time after that sweet moment, he will be greeted with shock that he cannot bear, and the end of every dream will make him full of fear.

This situation continued, and the heart-piercing pain was so painful that he had difficulty breathing even in his dreams.

Holding Yu Huai Xing, Gu Cinian put his head on his shoulder, half-down eyelashes could not hide the fear and anxiety in his red eyes.

The fear of seeing Yuhuai Xing lying in a pool of blood in those dreams struck, and the fear in his heart flooded and swept his whole body.

Those nightmares that frightened him kept flashing through his mind, and every time his heart flashed, it was like being cut severely by a sharp knife shining with cold light.

The knife cut him in unbearable pain, the broken heart was full of blood holes, bitter and sorrowful vines slowly grew from the blood holes, squeezed through the tender flesh of the heart, and slowly extended towards the limbs.

Bitterness kept coming up, dripping down from Gu Cinian's reddened eyes, slowly spread with his humble begging.

Yu Huaixing was hugged tightly by Gu Cinian, his hoarse pleading lingered in his ears, and he moved his fingers under the quilt lightly.

The night light was turned on to the brightest, and the pale yellow light shone, Yu Huaixing's body shrank back, and he slowly opened his eyes, which were moist.

Although the movement of the person in his arms was very slight, Gu Cinian was still aware of it. Looking at Yuhuai Xing's beautiful eyes that had just opened, his heart tightened suddenly.

"Star?"