After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Stolen dream.

Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing in his arms, and he wanted to hug him tightly.

He could see Yuhuai Xing's moist eye sockets but he didn't dare to use force, he could only restrain his strength.

"Xing Xing, am I dreaming again now..."

The man gently stroked Yuhuai Xing's back, and begged in a hoarse voice: "Xing Xing... I really hope this dream will stay in the first half. Behind the dream... Are you going to leave me again?"

Gu Cinian's eyes were flushed: "I know, I know... Sometimes I really hope that you hate me. Compared to having no nostalgia, you will at least think about me if you hate me... Even if it's far away looking at you..."

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing's voice was a little hoarse, he didn't have much strength when he just woke up, and his voice was not loud.

Leaning on the man, he subconsciously grabbed the corner of his clothes.

The bitterness and pain spreading deep in his heart made his eyes glow, but he couldn't find the source of the bitterness and pain.

Gu Cinian was stunned for a moment, his heart was beating violently, which was caused by fear and fear, the sound of the violent heart beating was completely transmitted to Yuhuai star because the two were holding Yuhuai star close to each other.

"Xing Xing, you... are you going to leave me again..." Thinking of his usual dream, he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would push him away like before, holding Yuhuai Xing in fear, he held Yuhuai Xing His hand tightened a little more.

With a hoarse voice, Gu Cinian begged with trembling fear, "Xingxing... for a while, just for a while, let me hug you for a while..."

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing blinked, the moist heat was suppressed by him, and the beautiful eyes were a little dazed.

Feeling the warmth of Gu Cinian embracing him, he was at a loss but also a little happy - it was the first time he saw Gu Cinian like this.

Yu Huaixing's voice was a little hoarse, his throat was very dry just after waking up, he rubbed against Gu Cinian's arms: "Brother Nian, I'm thirsty..."

Gu Cinian's heart was still beating crazily, fear and dread still shrouded his heart, he was very distressed when he heard Yuhuai Xing's slightly hoarse voice.

Even though he was afraid that Yuhuai Xing would leave him, he still felt sorry for Yuhuai Xing's voice, so he let go of his arms, held his hand with one hand, and poured water for him with the other.

He has always kept hot water by the bed, and now he can pour water directly without going out to get water.

After pouring a cup of hot water, he slowly cooled it down and handed it to Yuhuai Xing: "Be careful of scalding the stars."

His gaze stayed on Yuhuai Xing all the time, fearing that he would disappear from his eyes as usual and fall into a pool of blood.

Blood spread from under Yuhuai Xing's body, every time Gu Cinian saw that scene, it was as if an ice tip was inserted into the depths of his heart, the blood flowed out, and the suffocation gradually enveloped him.

Gu Cinian did not loosen the hand holding Yuhuai Xing, he restrained his strength, and did not make Yuhuai Xing feel uncomfortable or use too much force on the premise of clenching tightly.

Seeing Yuhuai Xing drinking water from his custom-made couple cup, his heart was beating even more. It was those dreams that pushed him away again.

After drinking some hot water, Yu Huaixing felt that his throat had improved a lot, but his body was very tired now. He looked down at Gu Cinian holding his hand, and struggled gently.

Gu Cinian rang the alarm bell loudly, fearing that it would hurt Yu Huaixing but even more afraid that he was trying to break free from his hand and leave, so he hugged him before letting go.

"Xing Xing, did I hurt your hand?"

"Or... are you leaving me again?"

Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuai Xing's slender waist into his arms, begging hoarsely: "I'm sorry Xing Xing, can you let me hold you for a while longer? Xing Xing..."

"I'm really scared... That feeling really hurts... No matter how many times I've experienced it, it still hurts to suffocate..."

"Brother Nian..." Yu Huaixing looked at him cautiously, he sneaked a glance at Gu Ci Nian's hand holding him tightly out of the corner of his eye, and said in a low voice, "Brother Nian, have you encountered any unhappy things recently? "

Gu Cinian was stunned when he heard Yuhuaixing's words, Yuhuaixing's cautious appearance made him feel distressed, he shook his head, put his hand on Yuhuaixing's face, and said softly: "I am very happy to see you."

"Really..." Yuhuai Xing lowered his eyelashes halfway, and when he raised his face, he smiled softly, and asked in a low voice, "Is that why you want to do those things now?"

"Those things..." The uneasiness in Gu Cinian's heart spread.

Yuhuai star said "hmm": "Don't you always do those things to me every time you are unhappy?"

After being dazed for a while, Gu Cinian listened to Yuhuai Xing continue: "It's okay, although I'm very tired now, but I can do it if you want..."

"I'm going to get something here." Yu Huaixing withdrew his hand from Gu Cinian's, and Gu Cinian subconsciously grabbed him tightly as soon as he got out of bed, "Xing Xing, don't go!"

The movement just now was too big, and the unhealed wound on Gu Cinian's hand was pulled, causing a sharp pain.

pain……

His eyes moved to his own wound, looking at the wound that was still oozing blood, he stretched out his hand and pulled hard on the wound, and the flesh and blood that had been given medicine to stop the bleeding was tossed open, bleeding again.

Blood oozes out faster than before, and the pain hits suddenly, Gu Cinian's heart tightens, and the hand holding Yuhuai Xing trembles and clenches even tighter.

Doesn't he seem to be dreaming?

"Brother Nian, what are you doing!"

As soon as Gu Cinian raised his head, he saw Yu Huaixing helplessly grabbing a bandage from the bedside table next to him to stop the bleeding, his eyes were full of worry.

Gu Cinian's heart was beating crazily "plop plop plop".

Feeling the tearing sensation from the wound on his hand, feeling the severe pain, he couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled.

His star... really woke up!

Gu Cinian's thin lips parted slightly, and his hoarse voice trembled slightly: "Xing Xing, you, are you awake? Are you really awake, right..."

A great surprise poured into his heart, and his heart was full of unspeakable joy. He couldn't help but hug Yuhuai Xing tightly, and he let go of it in just a second.

He was afraid that the blood from his wound that was still oozing would stain Yuhuai Xing's clothes.

"Xingxing..." Gu Cinian held Yu Huaixing's hand, feeling the temperature of his hand, his hand was still trembling slightly, and his flustered heart hadn't calmed down yet.

It's really scary... Such a beautiful picture now unconsciously scares him.

He had too many dreams that frightened him, and he was afraid that all these dreams were made because of his extravagant desires.

Fearing that all of this is false, afraid that Yuhuai Xing will push him away at some point, and fall into a pool of blood in front of his eyes and fall into a deep sleep forever without nostalgia.

"Brother Nian... what's wrong with you?" Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian with some anxiety, and asked in a low voice, "Did I do something wrong again? I, I will listen to you, and I won't talk to you again. Others are getting so close, you, don't be angry..."

"Star?" Gu Cinian finally felt something was wrong.

He looked at Yuhuai Xing carefully like an abandoned kitten, this scene overlapped with Yuhuai Xing in his previous life in his memory, Gu Cinian was breathing heavily.

"I'm sorry..." Yu Huaixing explained in a low voice, "I didn't mean it, that person is our classmate, so I didn't refuse him when he chatted with me a few more words... It's almost time to start school, Brother Nian, let's go together How about going to Jin University? I'm sorry...you, don't be angry..."

Go to Jinda University together... In their previous life, they did study at Jinda University, but in this life Yuhuai Star didn't want to see him so they chose B University. The Jinda University that Yuhuaixing said was...

Breathing stagnantly, Gu Cinian felt his body a little stiff, he tentatively asked softly: "Xing Xing...how many years have we been together?"

Yuhuai star lowered her eyes slightly, and whispered after a few seconds: "It's been more than a year..."

More than a year... Gu Cinian is finally confirmed now - Yuhuai Xing has lost his memory, his memory only stays before the year they were together in his previous life.

"Xingxing... let's go to the hospital first, shall we?"

His hand trembled slightly, and he didn't dare to let go of Yu Huaixing's hand. He was holding Yu Huaixing while making a phone call.

On the way, Yuhuai Xing was always worried about Gu Cinian's wound. He was a little at a loss for the current situation, and was led away by Gu Cinian nervously and uneasy.

In the past, Gu Cinian seldom treated him like this at home, and even less would he hold his hand outside.

Today's Gu Cinian made him feel uneasy, he didn't know if Gu Cinian was angry because of Xing Li's matter, or because he did something to make him angry.

Every time Gu Cinian was nice to him first, he would be cruel to him afterwards.

Going to the hospital, Gu Cinian asked the doctor to perform a full-body examination on Yuhuaixing. After the examination results came out, Gu Cinian looked at the report and his hand holding the report tightened slightly.

Yuhuai Xing lost part of his memory due to the severe impact on his head and his body's stagnation.

"That part of the memory is temporarily lost, and it will recover slowly." The doctor said, "His condition must be rested, and he must not be eager for success. He must slowly recover by himself, and his memory cannot be stimulated suddenly, otherwise it will lead to reaction. Effect."

Yu Huaixing was waiting for Gu Cinian in the ward, he twisted his fingers uneasily, flustered by what happened now.

After waking up, Gu Cinian seemed to be a different person.

He didn't know why Gu Cinian's hand was injured, and he didn't know why Gu Cinian asked him to have a full body examination. He wanted to ask Gu Cinian but didn't dare to ask.

Seeing that the door of the ward was pushed open, Yu Huaixing immediately stood up and looked at Gu Cinian uneasily: "Brother Nian... what's wrong?"

When Gu Cinian came in, he restrained the bad look on his face. He walked towards Yuhuai Xing, shook his head and said softly: "It's okay, Xing Xing, are you hungry? Do you want to eat anything?"

"All, both are fine." Yu Huaixing smiled at Gu Cinian, he was not used to Gu Cinian like this.

Pursing his lips, he clenched his fingertips and asked in a low voice, "Brother Nian...did I do something wrong?" In the past, Gu Cinian would never treat him like this. Although he occasionally teased him on a whim, he didn't I've tried to be so gentle...

Gu Cinian was stunned for a moment, recalling his former self, a flash of distress and self-blame flashed in his eyes.

It's no wonder that Yuhuai Xing is uneasy, he never gave Yuhuai Xing a sense of security before, and sometimes he didn't even care about his mood.

"No, I did something wrong." Gu Cinian took Yuhuaixing's hand, his voice was hoarse, and he kissed Yuhuaixing's fingertips, and he said softly, "Xingxing, I love you."

Yu Huaixing was stunned, he felt a soft touch from his fingertips, he subconsciously withdrew his hand, and blinked his eyes in a panic.

"I, I love you too, Brother Nian."

As soon as the words fell, the tips of his ears turned pink.

Gu Cinian has never said "I love you" to him before, this is the first time Gu Cinian has said this to him for so long.

"Let's go have breakfast." Gu Cinian kissed Yuhuaixing on the corner of his eyes with his hands on Yu Huaixing's face.

After the new year, the weather is still very cold now.

Gu Cinian sent someone to send Yuhuai star's thick clothes just now. He put a thick coat on Yuhuai star, put on a scarf hat, and put a mask on him. Looking at the tightly wrapped body, only a pair of beautiful eyes were exposed. Only Huai Xing was satisfied.

"All right."

"No need to dress like this..." Yu Huai Xing had never tried dressing like this before, he looked at Gu Cinian and whispered, "Brother Nian, I'm not so cold..."

"You are not in good health, so you should be careful in this weather." Gu Cinian took Yu Huaixing's gloved hand out the door.

Yu Huaixing just woke up and his body can't eat too greasy food, he has to adapt slowly, Gu Cinian didn't dare to order too heavy oil, all the dishes he ordered were light dishes.

There was heating in the room, Gu Cinian helped Yu Huaixing take off his scarf hat and coat, took his hand and groped for his fingertips.

"Brother Nian..." Looking at everything strange, Yu Huaixing leaned towards Gu Cinian, seeing that his temper seemed to be much gentler, and asked in a low voice, "Aren't we in Jincheng? It says City B?"

Hearing this, Gu Ci Nian paused for a moment, Yuhuai Xing's memory stayed in the past year when they were together in the previous life, so it was natural to feel strange to see all this.

Lowering his eyes, Gu Ci Nian suppressed the emotions in his eyes. He hugged Yuhuai Xing in his arms and searched for words: "Something happened before, you may not remember it when you fell on your head. It's been a semester now, wait until you We'll report back when we feel better."

He took a spoonful of the soft, thick and delicious porridge, which was just warm enough to eat, and fed it to Yu Huaixing's mouth. He said, "Come on, drink the porridge first."

Yu Huaixing pursed her lips, watched Gu Cinian slowly open her mouth to drink the porridge, and gently twisted the corner of her clothes with her hanging fingers.

The aroma of mushroom chicken spread in his mouth, he licked his lips lightly, his heart beat half a beat.

"Brother Nian...I'll do it myself." Gu Cinian had never fed himself like this before, although he was happy, he also felt embarrassed.

"Don't move." Gu Cinian stopped Yuhuaixing's hand, seeing him swallow the porridge and feed him another spoonful of porridge, "Drink more."

Yu Huaixing responded gently, opened his mouth to drink the spoonful of porridge, and his heart beat faster.

While feeding Yuhuai Xing, Gu Cinian smoothed out the excuse he just found: "Xing Xing, we will go to school when you are in better health. You said before that you don't really want to be in Jinda University, so we will go to university in City B."

"Is B big?" Yu Huaixing has no memory of the fact that he has fallen, let alone what he has said.

"Yes, so you have to take good care of your body first."

After being fed half a bowl of porridge, Yu Huaixing stopped Gu Cinian from feeding himself, and whispered, "I'm full."

Gu Cinian didn't force it, Yu Huai Xing had just woken up, and it was enough to eat half a bowl of porridge, now there is no need to rush, the body needs to be recuperated step by step.

He took a paper towel and wiped Yuhuai Xing's mouth. Seeing that Yuhuai Xing was not used to it but did not evade it but twisted his fingertips lightly, he felt distressed. Now Yuhuai Xing talked to him very quietly and cautiously Afraid of making myself angry.

At this time in his previous life, he only treated Yuhuai Xing with a playful mind, and he didn't restrain his emotions at all, nor did he even think about restraining himself.

Yuhuai star will be like this... It's all because of his wanton treatment in the past.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian looked at such a well-behaved and obedient Yuhuai Xing, but his heart hurt more than ever.

Now Yuhuai Xing has amnesia, and still loves him as before, but seeing his cautious appearance, he feels more clearly how bad he was before.

He held Yu Huaixing's hand, felt the warmth of his palm, gently stroked his fingertips, and murmured softly, "I'm sorry."

"What's wrong with Brother Nian? Why do you apologize?" Yu Huaixing looked at Gu Cinian in confusion, and lightly touched Gu Cinian's injured arm, "Is the wound hurting?"

When he was in the hospital, Gu Cinian had been taking care of Yuhuai Xing's body, and only after Yuhuai Xing had a complete physical examination did he allow the doctor to help him treat the wound.

His wound was deep before, and it was more serious now that he had torn it open in the room.

Even with the medication, it must still be painful.

Seeing the worry in Yuhuai Xing's eyes, Gu Cinian felt warm in his heart, mixed with bitterness and sadness at the same time.

Why couldn't he discover his own mind earlier?

If he had found out sooner... everything would have been different...

"It doesn't hurt." Gu Cinian covered the back of Yuhuai Xing's hand with his palm, and held his hand in his palm, "Blowing on the stars won't hurt anymore."

"Brother Nian..." Yuhuai Xing lowered his head to cover his face, but he couldn't hide the powder from the tips of his ears.

Gu Cinian also liked to tease him before, but he couldn't get used to it every time, and always felt very shy.

"Would Xing Xing not want to?" Holding Yuhuai Xing with one hand, and caressing his face, Gu Cinian lowered his head and kissed him on the corner of his mouth, "Then I'll ask Xing Xing if she is willing."

The distance between the two of them was very close, the warm breath sprinkled on the skin, it was hot and humid, the corners of Yuhuai Xing's lips still had the soft touch just now, and the pink ears were slowly being dyed into peach red.

Looking at the young and soft man in his arms, Gu Cinian felt that his heart was about to melt.

Yuhuai Xing fell into a coma for more than half a year before waking up, and now the weather is cold everywhere, Yuhuai Xing's body has to rest now, and he can't bear the slightest torment.

After eating, Gu Cinian and Yu Huai Xing went straight home, fearing that Yu Huai Xing would catch cold if the cold wind blows, Gu Cenian immediately put on hot water for him to take a bath.

The bathroom was filled with hot air, with a faint fragrance of flowers, Yu Huaixing soaked in the hot water with violet bath salts, slowly shrunk his body and submerged half of his face in the water.

His thick and curled eyelashes were stained with water droplets, and his fair skin was steamed into a beautiful pink color. When he raised his head from the water, the water droplets slid down his slender neck, like a picture of a lively beauty bathing.

Thinking back on what happened today, he was still a little dazed.

When he woke up, he only felt a dull pain in his heart, and an unexplained sadness and bitterness slowly spread from his heart.

He seemed to have had a long, long dream. The dream was cold and dark, filled with a sense of sadness and bitterness.

When he woke up from that dream, his chest was swollen and uncomfortable, and the sourness and pain gushing from the bottom of his heart made his eyes warm.

But no matter how hard he tried to recall, he still couldn't remember what he dreamed about.

After soaking in the bathroom for a long time, it was so long that Gu Cinian was afraid that he would faint in the bathroom and knocked on the door before he came back to his senses and responded in a panic.

Putting on a bathrobe casually, when he opened the door to go out, he saw Gu Cinian standing at the door of the bathroom, with a flash of anxiety in his eyes.

The anxious mood slowly subsided when he saw him coming out, and turned into worry.

"Why didn't you dry your hair?" Gu Cinian wiped his hair with a dry towel, and the strength was well controlled.

Before Yu Huai Xing lost his memory, he was the one who wiped Yu Huai Xing's hair, so he was very proficient in these things.

"Brother Nian, I'll do it myself." Yu Huaixing hesitated to take the towel, but Gu Ci Nian refused.

"Does Xing Xing hate me now?" Gu Cinian said while wiping Yu Huai Xing's hair, his tone sounded a bit pitiful.

"How could that be!" Yuhuai Xing immediately denied, and when he met Gu Cinian's deep eyes, he blinked and lowered his head, and whispered, "How could I hate Brother Nian..."

Gu Cinian's heart seemed to be gently pressed against the softest part of his heart by a soft ball of a cat's paw, it was so soft.

"I know." Gently wiping his hair with a towel, he lowered his head and approached Yuhuai Xing, gently touched the tip of Yuhuai Xing's nose with his tall nose, met his beautiful eyes, tilted his head slightly and kissed him Those soft lips.

Yu Huaixing had just come out of the bathroom, his clear eyes were still foggy, when he looked at people he was obedient and soft, like cotton candy, it could sweeten people's hearts.

Bringing the hair dryer over, Gu Cinian sat behind Yuhuai Xing and gently dried his hair. The half-wet hair slowly dried in his hands under the blowing of the warm wind, and the soft strands slipped through the gaps between his fingers. , with the fragrance of white peach.

The warm wind blew past, and there was a faint fragrance in the air. After drying her hair, Yuhuai Xing had already fallen asleep in Gu Cenian's arms.

Yuhuai Xing leaned back unconsciously, her slender body curled up in Gu Cinian's arms, her thick eyelashes half-down, casting a small shadow under her eyes.

Hearing the long breathing, Gu Cinian's movements also eased.

Holding Yuhuai Xing and walking towards the bed, he gently put him down on the bed, brushed his long hair away with his hands, gently wiped his face with the pads of his thumb, and said softly: "Good night Xing Xing .”

Yu Huai Xing just woke up today, so it's no wonder he's tired after tossing around for so long today.

Gu Cinian covered Yuhuaixing with a quilt and went into the bathroom. When he came out of the shower, he heard a soft hum, and he hurried over to hug Yuhuaixing in his arms.

Gently stroking Yuhuai Xing's back, Gu Cinian patiently waited until the sound of shallow breathing came again, and then slowly heaved a sigh of relief.

"I had a bad dream again." The arms around Yu Huaixing tightened, and he lowered his eyes with an incomprehensible emotion.

Facing the pain of almost losing Yuhuai star once again in this life made him feel a layer of fear in his heart, and he couldn't bear this pain again.

Looking down at the person in his arms, he just wanted to hold him tightly in his arms, love him well, and try his best to make up for the grievances and discomforts he had brought to Yuhuai Xing in the past.

The person in his arms was quietly pillowed on his shoulders, the warm yellow light was reflected on his face, and the long eyelashes drooped naturally, the beauty was enchanting.

I don't know when it started, but when he came back to his senses, Yuhuai Xing's figure had already been engraved in his bones.

It's not that Yuhuai star can't leave him, but he——can't leave Yuhuai star.

He bowed his head and kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, seeing the warm and beautiful scene now, his heart was sour and astringent.

This scene is really beautiful, beautiful like a dream.

He always remembered every dream he had during Yuhuai Xing's drowsiness. The first half of the dream was sweet and warm and intoxicating, but the second half made him terrified and afraid.

Holding Yuhuai Star, he dared not close his eyes for a moment, for fear that all these things would disappear from his eyes when he closed his eyes and opened them again.

There was still bursts of pain from the wound that had been treated and re-packed by the doctor, and Gu Cinian's sense of uneasiness in his heart was slightly weakened when he felt the pain.

But even so, his heart was still hanging, as if he was half asleep and half awake.

Yuhuai Xing only lost his memory temporarily, and he will recover his memory sooner or later.

All of this... is just a short-lived sweetness that he stole.

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