After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Don't leave me, please. (repaired)

If he really doesn't want to wake up, then... what should he do?

"Xingxing... don't, don't do this..." Yuhuai Xing held both hands in his hands and pressed them gently on his forehead. His eyes were red and his hoarse voice was trembling, "You can't leave me, you have already left I did it once, please...come back..."

The wound that had been hidden in his previous life was now being torn open. He really thought it was a dream, a nightmare he often dreamed about, but the cut in his heart was bloody and bloody, and he couldn't lie to himself because of the pain. .

Yuhuai Xing's body in his arms was getting colder and colder, her fair skin was like snow, without any blood color.

Holding Yuhuai Xing's hand, holding it tightly, his gouged heart was only slightly comforted when he felt the temperature of his body.

At least...he was still alive, he didn't leave himself.

As long as I am willing to wait, even ten or twenty years... Yuhuai Star will still wake up, right?

Will it... will it really...

Xing Xing hates him so much, does he hate seeing himself...would he just think about falling asleep like this...

He couldn't bear the pain of his previous life again. The memory of that time was like a pool of mud that could melt everything in the world into a pair of rotting bones.

The thoughts in his heart were like a broken string of pearls, falling down in an instant, turning into a scalding fireball, which made him choke on his breath.

"Brother..." Gu Cixu called softly at the door.

A few days ago, he came to Gu Cinian to know the news about Yuhuai Star. At that time, he was worried and came to see Yuhuai Star. When he entered the ward, he was frightened by Gu Cinian.

Gu Cinian stood by Yu Huaixing's side, he held his hand, and muttered something in a low voice, his eyes were red, he looked at Yu Huaixing in a depressed state but his eyes were full of tenderness.

"Brother..." Gu Cixu walked in, and he whispered, "Brother, you haven't slept for many days, go to sleep, or your body won't be able to hold on."

From the day he came here, he saw with his own eyes that Gu Cinian took care of Yuhuai Xing all night long, not letting others touch her.

He had never seen Gu Cinian like this before, as gentle and affectionate as if he could drown people, but his eyes were filled with an undispelled sadness.

At this moment, he realized that Yuhuai Star was so important to Gu Cinian, so important that he even didn't care about his own life.

"Brother, you are like this... If you fall down, who will take care of Xing Xing?" Gu Cixu said.

Mentioning Yuhuai Xing, Gu Cinian finally had some reaction. He lowered his eyelashes, lowered his head and kissed the back of Yuhuai Xing's hand, and said after a while, "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette."

He still didn't dare to sleep, he was afraid that he wouldn't be the first to know when Yuhuai Xing woke up, and he was also afraid that he would experience those bone-gouging pains again in his dream.

those dreams...

In the dream, the blood oozing from Yuhuai Xing's body stained the whole dream red, and the strong smell of blood lingered in the air.

In the cold winter and the twelfth lunar month, strong winds hit him one after another, and Yu Huaixing was only wearing a thin shirt that he wore indoors.

When Yu Huai Xing fell to the ground, blood oozed out from under his body, and the pure white clothes on his body were slowly soaked in blood, gradually dyeing a large area red.

The snowflakes that fell one after another fell on him and melted into the scalding blood that gushed out from under him.

That day……

The quarrel between him and Yuhuai Xing in the house that day, no, to be precise, he lost his temper.

Before he went home, his scandal with others had been on the hot search for a long time. After the unpleasant conversation when he got home, Yu Huaixing looked at him calmly and obediently, his beautiful eyes were covered with water. Fog, but was quickly suppressed by him.

Yu Huaixing smiled lightly, he squeezed his wrist tightly, and slowly let go after a while, there were a few eye-catching red marks on his wrist.

His thick eyelashes were half down, he smiled very faintly, and murmured softly.

Thinking of what Yuhuai Xing said, Gu Cinian's heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp knife, and even his breathing became a little heavier.

At that time, Yuhuai Xing was probably about to give up. When he was kicked out of the door, he passed by his ears with a choked voice, as if a big hole had been broken in his heart.

The pain is suffocating.

He didn't want to recall the words Yuhuai Xing said, let alone the scene when he saw Yuhuai Xing lying in a pool of blood.

Going out to the smoking area, he took out a pack of menthol cigarettes from his pocket.

He took out a mint cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. Gu Cinian bit the cigarette and took a deep breath. The cold mint poured down his throat into his lungs, and the cold breath filled the inner walls of his heart and lungs.

Gu Cinian lowered his eyes, holding the cigarette between his slender fingers with well-defined knuckles, and the cigarette end flickered on and off.

Rubbing the back of his hand, looking at the faint scars on the back of his hand that had not completely faded, he slowly turned his palm over.

"Does it hurt?"

Yu Huai Xing's voice suddenly sounded in his mind, soft and gentle, very pleasant to hear, but also... very painful.

It was still pouring rain outside, which coincided with the sound of rain in his memory, and the rain fell on his heart like ice needles.

The smoke sandwiched between the index finger and middle finger was burning slowly. The smoke was like a wisp of white mist rising up, and it disappeared without a trace in a blink of an eye.

That night...Yu Huaixing leaned in his arms, his eyes were always looking at the pattering rain outside, his light-colored beautiful eyes were distracted, and his eyes were full of sadness.

He wanted to torture himself with pain, trying to get rid of the memory hidden in his heart in this way.

Although the cigarette butt did not fall into his hands in the end, every time he thought of Gu Cinian, he still felt lingering fear.

If he was a step late, the cigarette butt that fell on his hand fell on Yuhuai Xing's hand, he might not be able to bear it.

He would rather stab a knife in his body than Yu Huai Xing to suffer any more pain.

He raised his hand and took the last puff of the cigarette. As the smoke slowly drifted away, he looked down at the back of his hand.

Turning his hand over, looking at his palm, Gu Cinian gradually came to his senses.

His eyes moved to the cigarette that exuded a faint mint smell. He held the cigarette, and without moving his eyelids, he directly pressed the burning cigarette butt to his palm.

The hot cigarette burnt his skin and scalded his flesh and blood. Instantly, the soot stuck to his flesh and blood, leaving only a scorching pain.

Gu Cinian didn't lift his eyelids, his gaze was fixed on the bloody wound on his palm.

At this moment, he understood why Yu Huai Xing wanted to kill himself.

When the pain is too great to bear, there is always a need for catharsis.

Looking at the burnt area covered with soot and blood spots, Gu Cinian pressed the cigarette butt down heavily on the other part of his palm without hesitation.

The spark from the cigarette butt passed through the flesh and was extinguished in the oozing blood.

Open the window slightly, and the wind with rain blows in through the gap of the window and falls on his wound.

When the scorching and painful wound touched the water, it was like being directly scalded by a hot iron on the tender skin, and then was splashed with a touch of ice water, like a hot coal fire being extinguished by cold water, leaving only white steam.

"Buzzing—"

The phone vibrated again, Gu Cinian glanced blankly, looked at the phone which was damaged and even had two cracks on the screen, and slowly pressed the power off button.

This phone belongs to Yuhuai Star, Fang Zihuai has been calling Yuhuai Star all this time, he didn't touch Yuhuai Star's phone, he was afraid that Yuhuai Star would blame him.

But now, he didn't want to hear the vibrating sound of his phone, nor did he want to see the name "Fang Zihuai".

"Dong dong dong." There was a cautious knock on the door.

"Mr. Gu."

"Come in."

Secretary Li came in after getting permission, and he respectfully handed over the information in his hand to Yuhuai Xing: "Mr. Gu, I found it."

Gu Cinian took the document and carefully flipped through it page by page. Secretary Li obviously felt that the air pressure around him continued to drop suddenly, making him a little out of breath.

"The Yu family..." He laughed suddenly, and Secretary Li couldn't help shivering, and then he heard Gu Ci read, "It's time to disappear."

Secretary Li's back was covered with cold sweat, and he asked cautiously, "Mr. Gu...where are those two people?"

Those two people refer to the people who wanted to attack Yuhuai Star that night.

The misfortune of the Yu family and Gu Ci Nian's heart were all on Yuhuai Xing. These things made Yu Ning almost want to kill someone, and he wished he could cramp and skin Yuhuai Xing.

When he saw Wu Hao's hot search, he finally couldn't hold back, and tried every means to find outlaws to do things for him.

Looking at Yuhuai Xing's photo, he crumpled the photo into a ball and squeezed it in his palm.

He has always felt that Yuhuai star snatched Gu Cinian, if not for Yuhuai star, Gu Cinian would be his.

It was Yuhuai Xing's female cousin who robbed his elder brother Gu!

As long as Yuhuai star disappears, as long as Yuhuai star dies, the person standing beside Gu Cinian must be him!

The delicate and beautiful boy in the photo was torn apart bit by bit by the scissors, and a photo was smashed to pieces by him.

Gritting his teeth, his expression twisted: "That female cousin of Yuhuai Star must die!"

"Then Mr. Gu, what should we do with those two people?" Secretary Li asked.

The two people who took Yu Ning's money before had become lustful halfway, and later took the opportunity to escape when they rolled down with Yu Huai Xing, and now they have been arrested.

The cigarette butt was thrown into the trash can, Gu Cinian squinted his eyes, and said with a cold hostility: "I will teach you how to do it? I shouldn't teach you what is the most tormenting person, right?"

Looking down at the scar on his palm, Gu Cinian's eyes were stern: "It must make them feel that death is better than life, right?"

Secretary Li naturally knew what Gu Cinian meant, how could Gu Cinian let those two people go easily, if it wasn't for them, Yuhuai Star wouldn't be lying here.

If they had hurt Gu Cinian, there might still be a chance - but they had hurt Yuhuai Star.

Gu Cinian wished that the person he hid in his heart would suffer because of those two people, and they dared to covet Yuhuai Star without knowing their life or death, how could Gu Cinian let them go?

Death is a very simple thing, and the pain is only a moment.

Gu Cinian will not let them die so easily, no, it should be said that Gu Cinian will not let them die, and even save their lives when they want to die.

The most painful thing in the world is to be tortured to the brink of death every time but to be pulled back to continue the torture, hanging on the breath to survive but not to die, Gu Cinian just wants to watch them being tortured little by little with his own eyes, watching them suffer every day. Begging to die because of all kinds of pain but not being able to die.

Secretary Li hurriedly nodded in response: "Understood, Mr. Gu!"

……

Time is ticking, from autumn to early winter, several months have passed.

But Yuhuai Xing was still asleep.

After the hospital confirmed that Yuhuai Xing's physical condition was fine, Gu Cinian took Yuhuai Xing back home.

Everything about Yuhuai Xing was taken care of by Gu Cinian himself. Yuhuai Xing was lying on their bed, covered with a soft quilt, quietly, only the sound of breathing in the room.

From autumn to winter, Gu Cinian touched Yuhuaixing's long hair, stroked his face lightly, lowered his eyes and smiled softly: "Xing Xing, your hair has grown, but long hair is also very beautiful. , Xingxing, you look good whether you have short hair or long hair."

Gu Cinian leaned over and kissed Yuhuaixing's lips, and helped Yuhuaixing push the long hair behind his ears, revealing his small and warm ears.

Looking at the Yuhuai star lying quietly, Gu Cinian said softly, "Xingxing, it's already winter. You are most afraid of the cold, and the heater is turned on in the room, so I don't know if it will be warm enough. Can you tell me? "

Holding Yuhuai Xing's hand, he pulled out a bitter smile: "But you won't tell me, right..."

Raising his head, he covered Yuhuai Xing with some quilt, looked at his soft lips, Gu Cinian frowned slightly, and blamed himself: "Xing Xing...is it too dry recently, your lips are so dry I'm getting skinny, I'll help you put on some lipstick later, okay?"

"I'll help you apply the lipstick." He took out the lipstick specially bought for Yu Huaixing, and applied it on him gently, carefully and carefully.

Kissing Yuhuai Xing's lipsticked lips, he smiled: "It's very sweet, it's Xing Xing's favorite flavor, it's white peach flavor."

"If you don't like the white peach flavor now, then you can change to other flavors next time, as long as you like it."

"Switch to apple flavor?"

"Can you change it to rose flavor?"

"Or cherry."

"As long as you like the stars, any flavor is fine."

Gu Cinian talked to Yu Huai Xing gently, even though Yu Huai Xing would not respond to him at all, he didn't feel embarrassed at all, so naturally it seemed normal.

In his previous life...he also talked to Yuhuai Xing like this, but at that time Yuhuai Xing only responded with a cold face, now...now...

At least his response was warm, his hands were warm, his body was warm, he was still alive... still alive...

Holding Yuhuai Xing's hand, he applied skin cream on Yu Huai Xing, carefully even covering the crevices of his nails.

"Dry weather in winter."

"Xingxing, your hands are very beautiful. Do you feel more comfortable after applying skin cream?"

"I also painted it, I'm afraid my hands are too rough and it will hurt you."

……

As Gu Cinian spoke, his voice choked up and he smiled slowly, but his eyes were red.

He experienced the same pain as in his previous life again. Every night he would have endless repeated nightmares. In the dream, he was covered in blood. The blood on Yuhuai Xing's body stained his clothes and hands, and he left forever in his arms. up.

Every time he dared not sleep, in order to take better care of Yuhuai Xing, he had to sleep for three or four hours a day to maintain his body's original functions.

Every time he wakes up from the dream, he has to hug Yuhuai Xing for a long time, feeling the temperature of his body so that his stiff body can relax a little.

He has been comforting himself in his heart, Yuhuai star will wake up, he will definitely wake up...

But in fact, he was really scared. The fear was like a flood of insects and ants, constantly gnawing at the deepest part of his heart.

Lying on the bed, Gu Cinian hugged Yu Huaixing in his arms, he didn't dare to hug him too tightly for fear of hurting him, so he only dared to hug him very carefully and lightly.

His heart was leaning against Yuhuai Xing's back, and their hearts were close together. He whispered in a hoarse voice: "Xing Xing, I heard that the heart can transmit the other party's thoughts by relying on the heart... so... you I know how much I miss you..."

"I really miss you so much, I'm going crazy thinking about you..."

"But it's okay, I will wait for you, no matter how long I will wait for you... I have waited for most of my life in my last life, and I will always wait in this life..."

"As long as the stars don't leave me behind..."

After saying this, Gu Cinian buried his head in Yuhuai Xing's neck, the soreness in his heart made his eyes burst with heat.

"Don't leave me, never leave me again, Xing Xing..."

"Please... I was really wrong, I can't bear the pain of losing you again, please, never leave me... the stars..."

"Please...don't leave me..."

……

Gu Cinian begged over and over again, he could bear anything, he could bear Yuhuai Xing ignoring him, he could bear Yuhuai Xing lying on the bed and not waking up, but he couldn't bear Yuhuai Xing really leaving him at this point.

He couldn't imagine what it would be like if Yuhuai Xing really left him again, probably he would really go crazy.

No, now he's gone mad.

-

In the dark and narrow room, filled with the endless smell of blood, two men could be heard screaming heart-piercingly and collapsing.

Footsteps could be heard in the corridor, and the two men huddled in the corner and looked at the door shivering.

The door was pushed open, and the two men became conditioned to fear. There were countless scars on their bodies, their eyes were bloodshot, and the potion in their bodies hadn't dissipated. The torture left by the potion made them even more broken.

After seeing the person who came in, the two men immediately crawled over and knelt down to beg for mercy: "Mr. Gu, I'm sorry, I, we are just fascinated for a while, please forgive us, please forgive us... Please, Mr. Gu... Mr. Gu... ..."

They knelt and kowtowed continuously, their skin was torn and oozing blood stained the ground, Gu Cinian took half a step back in disgust.

Looking at the two men who were tortured so much, his eyes were like a pool of ice, which was filled with ice that would not melt for a thousand years, and just one glance made people shiver.

Gu Cinian's expression was cold: "Someone has to repay the blood shed by the stars."

He was very calm when he spoke, and even his tone didn't fluctuate, but the air around him seemed to freeze into ice, making it hard to breathe.

Those two men didn't know the relationship between Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Xing, but the person who came to torture them every day once sneered at them and said that they deserved it, and who made them dare to touch someone they shouldn't.

When they saw Gu Cinian approaching, they probably guessed the reason, but their miserable appearance only made Gu Cinian more ruthless.

Cutting the skin with a knife will not cause death. The cut will penetrate deep into the flesh and blood, and the blood will flow out slowly, with a strong bloody smell. If the knife cuts deeper, it will cause death if the blood flows too much.

But the knife just stops at the level that can make people suffer but not kill. Whenever they are tortured so painfully that they want to die, they are powerless to die.

The wound has not yet healed, and medicine is injected into their bodies every day. The cruelest thing about this medicine is that it can keep people awake when they are tortured, and they can clearly feel the pain in the body. Slowly magnify the pain infinitely.

The daily torture that was as painful as Ling Chi's made these two men almost go crazy, but how could Gu Cinian's cruelty stop here.

Today's medicine was delivered, and Gu Cinian put on his white gloves slowly. The two men backed away when they saw it, and they could only crawl away because of the pain, begging for mercy in a low voice: "Don't...don't...please Forgive me, forgive me... ah—"

The potion was mercilessly thrust into their bodies, and within a minute they fell to the ground and curled up, their faces turning pale and struggling in pain, even their expressions were ferocious.

Hearing the screams in the room, Gu Cinian glanced in disgust, turned around and walked back while taking off his white gloves and throwing them into the trash can.

How are these enough?They must pay a price for this, and the best price is to torture them to the point where they want to die quickly but cannot die.

After not staying outside for long, Gu Cinian rushed home after dealing with the two men.

He was worried that he hadn't seen Yuhuai Xing with his own eyes.

……

"Brother Nian, Brother Nian?"

Gu Cinian felt someone gently pushing him, a pleasant voice rang in his ears, Gu Cinian suddenly opened his eyes, staring at the person in front of him, he was stunned for a long time.

"Star……"

He hugged the person in front of him, and slowly saw him clearly. He said in a hoarse voice in disbelief: "Xing Xing, you are back? You are back!"

"I'm back." Yu Huai Xing said with a smile.

In the evening, after dinner, Gu Cinian and Yuhuai Xing were nestled on the sofa watching TV together, and the cherries that Yuhuai Xing liked to eat were placed on the table.

He twisted one to feed him, Yu Huaixing smiled at him and opened his mouth, softly biting the cherry into his mouth.

Everything was so harmonious and peaceful. He listened to the sound played on the TV and looked at Yuhuai Xing nestled in his arms from time to time, feeling that life was beautiful.

Yuhuai Xing came back, he, he still called himself Brother Nian, and... smiled at him!

Gu Cinian has never been as happy as he is now, he feels that all the tantrums and tantrums have completely disappeared in all this.

Gu Cinian had no idea what was playing on TV, his eyes were all on Yuhuai Xing.

He saw Yu Huaixing pick up the cherries he washed specially on the table, eat one, and then took a cherry that was still stained with crystal water droplets and turned to look at him.

"Brother Nian, do you want to eat?"

Yuhuai Xing hugged his waist and leaned in his arms. When he turned his head, he saw that the cherry was bitten by Yuhuai Xing between his teeth, and his peach-colored soft lips were slightly parted, reflected by the deep red color of the cherry. Fresh and tender.

Gu Cinian's throat rolled up and down, and he wrapped his arms around Yuhuai Xing's waist, his voice hoarse: "Eat..."

Yu Huaixing's waist is very thin, with smooth curves, he hugged her lightly and dared not use force, for fear that this thin waist would not be able to hold back the strength.

"May I feed you?" Yu Huaixing nibbled on the cherry with his teeth, and spoke with a somewhat vague tone, soft and waxy, as if he was acting like a baby.

He raised his head, his clear and beautiful amber eyes shone brightly under the warm-colored light, and he couldn't look away.

"Okay..." Gu Cinian leaned down slightly, lowered his head and gently bit the cherry in Yu Huaixing's mouth, and kissed him softly.

The sweet and delicious cherries flowed in the mouths of the two of them, leaving the unique sweetness of cherries. Gu Ci Nian licked Yuhuai Xing's lips with insatiable desire.

His soft peach-coloured lips still smelled of cherries, and now they were as bright red and beautiful as cherries.

Gu Cinian kissed his lips delicately, as if he hadn't eaten enough cherries, but he didn't dare to use force, he just kissed lightly.

Yu Huai Xing was very obedient and soft in his arms, leaning softly against his arms, when he was in this sweet atmosphere, suddenly Yu Huai Xing pushed him away and ran outside.

"Xing Xing!" He ran out in a panic, but saw snowflakes falling outside, Yu Huai Xing stood there looking up at the falling snow, with a smile on his mouth.

As the snowflakes fell, blood-red liquid suddenly flowed down from his body.

Yuhuai Xing slowly turned his head and smiled at him: "Brother Nian... goodbye..."

Gu Cinian felt that he was going crazy, he ran over desperately, but saw Yuhuai star getting farther and farther away from him, and finally there was a "bang"——

An afterimage of a speeding car flashed past, leaving only a sea of ​​blood in an instant.

"Star!"

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