Lost him like in a previous life.
The needle port of the hanging needle was removed when the needle was torn apart, so there was so much blood. Now the dried blood has been processed, and the band-aid is re-applied.
The doctor is now treating the wound between Yuhuaixing's fingers, the tweezers are holding the alcohol cotton ball, his hands and body are tense, as if there is nowhere to start.
When the alcohol cotton ball touched the wound, Yuhuai Xing subconsciously frowned slightly, and Gu Cinian immediately said angrily: "Be gentle! Do you want me to cripple your hand?"
The doctor complained incessantly, he was already very light, but alcohol will hurt no matter how lightly it touches the wound!
Gu Cinian said angrily with a dark face, "Get out of the way!"
The doctor hurriedly moved away, Gu Cinian sat on the chair and took Yuhuaixing's hand, and with the other hand, he gently disinfected the wound with an alcohol cotton ball, but when the alcohol cotton ball touched the wound, he would still unconsciously frown slightly.
"It hurts?" Gu Cinian's heart also ached, "Then I'll be gentle."
Yuhuai Xing is actually very afraid of pain. When he got close to Yuhuai Xing, he found that although Yuhuai Xing didn't say a word when he was bullied, he seemed to be able to bear the pain.
In fact, it's just because he's used to it, and if he shows emotion, the bully will get even worse as if he's having fun.
But no matter how well he hides it, there will still be small emotions that cannot be hidden.
A person who is so afraid of pain keeps hurting himself. He must have experienced very painful things... The pain is so painful that only pain can relieve it a little.
And those painful things... a large part of the reason stems from him.
Gu Cinian's heart was suddenly pulled, and his heartache, guilt and self-blame were like a huge net to engulf him, and even breathing became difficult.
He clenched his fist heavily and then released it. While disinfecting the wound between Yu Huaixing's fingers very lightly, he lowered his head and blew gently on the wound.
The light wind that blows away some of the pain, Yuhuai star's eyebrows are much wider than before, Gu Cinian is very slow and very light, afraid that Yuhuai star will hurt, it took a long time to heal the wound with almost no pain Sanitized.
Applying good medicine to the wound, Gu Cinian held his hand and lowered his eyes, as if he was restraining his emotions.
"Don't do this anymore."
Yu Huaixing didn't make a sound, actually it didn't matter to him, the pain actually made him feel better.
After all, this is a catharsis.
He was swallowed by darkness, maybe only pain can make him feel alive.
"Yu Huai Xing," Gu Cinian leaned forward and hugged Yu Huai Xing, his face was buried in Yu Huai Xing's neck, his hoarse voice seemed to be pleading.
"Don't do this in the future, don't hurt yourself."
Yu Huaixing's drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he closed his eyes deeply.
……
Because of Yuhuaixing's health, Gu Cinian did not let him go out of the hospital. After Yuhuaixing had a complete physical examination and got a report to confirm that there were no other problems, he went through the discharge procedures.
On the way back, the driver came to pick him up. Gu Cinian sat in the back seat with Yuhuaixing. He held Yuhuaixing in his arms and gently twirled the fingertips of his uninjured other hand.
The person in his arms is like a butterfly whose wings have been wet by water, so fragile that it will break him if touched lightly.
"Star……"
"Buzzing—"
Gu Cinian's voice was interrupted by the vibrating sound of the mobile phone unexpectedly, Yu Huaixing groped for his mobile phone to answer: "Hello, Brother Yin."
In the past two days, he finally opened his mouth, and Gu Cinian heard the sound of "Brother Yin" clenching his fists calmly.
He didn't say a word to himself for so long, but because of a phone call from Gu Ciyin, he opened his mouth, and the first sentence he spoke was "Brother Yin"!
The wide and slender hands were clenched into fists, and the joints made a "click" sound.
After Yu Huaixing finished talking on the phone, Gu Cinian snatched his mobile phone: "You are so kind to him, and you don't even want to say a word to me, right?"
Yu Huaixing looked at him and said calmly, "What do you want me to say?"
After looking at Gu Cinian for a few seconds, he lowered his head and replied to the message.
When he left the wrap-up banquet, he passed out due to a stomachache, and he didn't have time to explain to Gu Ciyin. It had been a long time since he woke up.
Gu Ciyin called him several times, and he replied to Gu Ciyin's message when he was in the smoking area, saying that he was fine.
That night, someone saw Gu Cinian holding him with a pale face in pain and rushing to the hospital, that's why Gu Ciyin didn't call the police.
When he got home and got out of the car, Yu Huaixing recalled his resignation and wanted to get out of the car by himself while holding his hand.
He walked to the yard, stood in the yard and looked at the champagne roses in the shape of stars in front of him, lowering his eyelashes lightly.
He came here just because he wanted to find a place to smoke. He touched the cigarette in his pocket, but found nothing.
Not only was the cigarette gone, but even the lighter was gone.
"Looking for this?" A magnetic voice came from behind, Yu Huaixing turned his head and saw Gu Cinian shaking a pack of menthol cigarettes and a lighter in his hand.
Yuhuai star remained expressionless: "Give it back to me."
"Give it back to you?" Gu Cinian snorted, he slowly approached Yuhuai Xing, and hugged him in his arms, "When your stomach is better, you will start tormenting your broken body, you really treat yourself like an iron wall ah!"
"I'm torturing myself, not to tormenting you, Mr. Gu doesn't need to react so much." Yu Huaixing still had this indifferent tone.
He glanced at his bandaged fingers, raised his head with a chuckle, met Gu Cinian's deep eyes, and stroked the man's face with his hand.
"Or are you also interested in self-harm?"
Hearing the word "self-mutilation", his eyes stopped on Yuhuai Xing's bandaged fingers, and the images of Yuhuai Xing's self-mutilation in his previous life suddenly flashed in his mind, and the scene where Yuhuai Xing swiped a knife on his arm suddenly froze.
Bright red blood oozed from the wound and slowly flowed down from the fair skin. The arm was soon soaked in blood, and the hot blood dripped onto the floor, forming a pool of blood.
In a trance, he was a little at a loss, and his arms holding Yu Huaixing tightened.
"How about I teach you?" Yu Huaixing glanced at Gu Ci Nian, raised his head and smiled calmly, "What method do you like? Using cigarette butts or knives?"
Reaching out his hand to snatch the cigarette from Gu Cinian's hand, he took out one and lit it. The scarlet flame flickered on and off. He was about to put the cigarette butt on the back of his hand when Gu Cinian's hand stroked the back of his hand. The hot cigarette butt It was pinched on the back of Gu Cinian's hand.
The skin on the back of Gu Cinian's hand was scalded, and the soot was blown away by the wind, revealing a piece of scalded flesh oozing blood.
Gu Cinian snatched the cigarette butt that was still burning and threw it under his feet, stepped on it and crushed it fiercely, the cigarette butt could no longer see its original appearance.
Facing Gu Cinian's dark eyes, he could see the suppressed anger inside, when Yu Huaixing thought that Gu Cinian could finally stand it no longer, he was hugged tightly, Gu Cinian leaned over and kissed him deeply lips.
Yu Huaixing's mouth still had the smell of mint smoke, and the faint mint smell lingered between the lips and tongues of the two of them. The slightly cool breath seemed to be bitter, and Gu Cinian felt his heart swell and uncomfortable.
"Are you feeling better now?" Gu Cinian kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "When you think about self-harm in the future, it will be like today."
Like today... is it to toss him?
Leaning on Gu Cinian's shoulder, slightly slowing down from the hasty and intense kiss just now, Yu Huaixing looked down at the wound on the back of Gu Cinian's hand that was burned by the cigarette butt.
That layer of flesh was scalded off, the congealed blood turned dark red, and the remaining soot and broken flesh and blood were mixed together, looking horrible.
Gu Cinian held Yuhuai Xing's face and kissed him on the end of his eyes, the scorching pain from the back of his hand seemed to make him slightly feel the pain Yuhuai Xing had suffered.
What kind of mood is he in tossing himself bit by bit, looking at the wound he made when hurting himself, watching the blood flow out of the wound, what kind of mood is he in?
Thinking of his previous life when he was watching the surveillance at home, he saw Yu Huaixing staring at the blood, his eyebrows slowly furrowed because of the pain, but his eyes were calm, his chest seemed to be stuffed with water-stained cotton.
A sense of suffocation spread from the bottom of his heart, slowly devouring him.
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Wu Hao's deeds have been on the hot search for several days, and now everyone knows about it, and "Seven Years" has been boiling for a few days because of this incident.
Some netizens who were filled with righteous indignation left messages asking to replace Wu Hao. If a good pot of porridge is ruined by him, everyone's hard work will be lost. This is Xingxing's debut work!
[Originally Wu Hao didn't want to watch it, but it's starring Xing Xing, for Xing Xing I have to contribute to the box office! 】
[Wu Hao just gritted his teeth and took a few glances for such a small role, and the beauty of the stars can help us wash our eyes without fear! 】
[Woooooo Yuhuai star's face is really amazing!I can’t get enough of it every time I watch it, but it’s a pity that Xing Xing’s Weibo is closed, so it’s good to post a daily one too! 】
The comments and Weibo posted by netizens were all tagged with "Seven Years", and "Seven Years" still had a lot of publicity expenses left for this.
Fang Zihuai clicked into Yuhuai Star's hot search, and saved the photos of Yuhuai Star one by one.
Sliding his finger, Wu Hao's hot search appeared in the hot search related place, Fang Zihuai frowned and clicked in.
Looking at Wu Hao's revelations, Fang Zihuai snorted: "Gu Cinian is really capable of doing it, and he doesn't even keep any sympathy."
He couldn't go to the set these days because of school matters, and he couldn't come over on the day of the finale. Thinking of the hot searches on the day of the finale banquet, he squeezed his phone tightly.
On the day of the film's finale, Yu Huai Xing had a stomach problem and was photographed when Gu Cinian sent him to the hospital, and it quickly became a trending search.
The candid photos only captured Gu Cinian's profile, he hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, his sharp brows were wrinkled, and his eyes were full of worry.
The title of the hot search was very eye-catching, saying that Gu Cinian liked Yuhuai Xing, and he robbed Gu Ciyin of his sister-in-law. Later, he kept implying that Yuhuai Xing was the reincarnation of a goblin, and the two brothers of Gou turned against each other because of him.
The trending search was withdrawn within 2 minutes after it was posted on it. Not only could it not be searched during the period, but some dark and dark Yuhuai star Weibos were all blocked, and even the search could not be found.
When Fang Zihuai saw that the trending search was withdrawn, he knew who it was. Sure enough, it didn't take long for Yuji, which secretly took photos and deliberately distorted the facts just to attract attention, went bankrupt and closed down. Not only owed a huge sum of money, but also went to jail.
Fang Zihuai clicked into Yuhuai Star's WeChat, he clicked on the emoji package and chose a cute emoji package to send it.
Looking at the emoji of the kitten rolling, he sent another emoji of Mao Mao misses you so much.
"Buzzing."
Yuhuai Xing's cell phone vibrated twice, and Gu Cinian caught a glimpse of the note on the unread message on it, and deliberately moved the position of the sofa pillow, and the vibration, which was not loud at all, was completely isolated now.
"Let's watch a movie at night under the stars, what movie do you want to watch?" Gu Cinian peeled the orange, broke off a piece of the peeled orange and fed it to his mouth.
Recently, Yu Huai Xing has been staying at home during his recuperation period. Although Gu Cinian has to go to the company, he always comes back on time.
They had just finished dinner, and Yu Huaixing was reading the original "Seven Years". He didn't know if he heard Gu Cinian's speech, but he didn't raise his eyes.
After reading the current page, Yu Huaixing turned a page, and the paper made a slight friction sound when his slender fingertips flipped over the page, which was pleasing to the eye and listen to.
Gu Cinian put the orange petals on Yuhuai Xing's mouth for a while, but Yuhuai Xing didn't even look up.
"Xing Xing," Gu Cinian put his arms around Yu Huai Xing's shoulders and pushed his head back, biting half of an orange petal and feeding it into his mouth.
When the lips of the two touched, the orange petals were split into two, the sweet orange aroma spread in the air, and the juice slipped into the mouth along the lip, sweet and fragrant.
Yuhuaixing swallowed the orange, Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuaixing dissatisfied and lowered his head, kissed his lips again, licking his lips lightly with the tip of his tongue, the corners of his lips curled slightly: "It's very sweet."
Looking up, Yu Huaixing looked at him calmly, then glanced around him a few times and started groping on the sofa.
"What are you looking for?" Gu Ci Nian asked.
Yuhuai Xing continued to search for the gap in the sofa: "Where is my mobile phone?"
Remembering that the unread message contact he accidentally saw just now hadn't spoken, he frowned when Yuhuai Star found him.
"Why are you looking for a mobile phone?"
Yuhuai Xing didn't speak, he took away the pillow beside him and found his mobile phone in the crevice, Gu Cinian snatched his mobile phone: "What do you need to use the mobile phone for?"
"Give it back to me." Yuhuai Xing didn't want to talk too much with Gu Cinian, Gu Cinian saw Yuhuai Xing's expressionless face was stabbed in the heart, he raised the phone up, his eyes fell on Yuhuai Xing's lips superior.
"You kiss me."
Yu Huaixing thought it was funny, he hooked his lips and smiled: "Why, the previous campus romance made you miss the present, and want to relive it?"
In his previous life, Gu Cinian would often do this when he was at school. He used to be timid and shy. At that time, when he heard Gu Cinian asking him to kiss him, he twitched his fingertips lightly, and he hung his head and did not dare to lift it up.
After doing this many times, he overheard other people's conversations, and was very afraid that Gu Cinian would get tired of his current appearance.
At night, when Gu Cinian asked him to go to his house, when Gu Cinian leaned close to his ear again, and the magnetic and clear voice of a young man rang in his ear, he felt the warm breath hitting the delicate skin On the bed, the hot and humid touch made the tips of his ears turn red.
That time, he clutched the corner of his clothes and lowered his head, making a big decision. When he raised his face again, he turned his head and slowly approached Gu Cinian, and kissed those two thin lips that were slightly cool.
At that time, he didn't know how red his hot face was. Gu Cinian was stunned for two seconds and clasped the back of his head with his hand to deepen the kiss.
In the past, he thought that Gu Cinian would ask him to kiss him because he liked him, but later he gradually realized that Gu Cinian just wanted to see his expression of being at a loss and unable to bear the joke.
"At that time, do you want to see my face flushed and my ear tip stained with heat?" Yu Huaixing put his arms around Gu Cinian's neck, slightly raised his head to look at him, his beautiful eyes flashed with a sloppy smile, " It's a pity that Yuhuai Xing who used to be shy because of your words died long ago, and now Yuhuai Xing can't arouse your interest, Mr. Gu."
Raising his small face, he kissed Gu Cinian's lips with a smile on his lips, there was a faint smile in his eyes.
Gu Cinian reached out to take the mobile phone in his hand when Gu Cinian was on his way, and Gu Cinian hugged him from behind as soon as he got up.
"I'm sorry...don't say that, I, I didn't do it for fun, it doesn't matter if you're not shy."
He just asked Yuhuai Xing to kiss him just because he didn't want Yuhuai Xing to pretend to be someone else in his heart, and Yuhuai Xing was willing to take the initiative, even if it wasn't sincere, he would be happy for it.
Even if he knows it's fake better than anyone else.
What Yu Huaixing said was like a knife piercing Gu Cinian's heart bit by bit with a cold light, but he had no way to refute, he could only let the knife go deeper and deeper.
In the winter of that year, he remembered that after Yu Huaixing agreed to his almost joking confession, he was still shy every time he faced his teasing.
He likes to watch Yuhuai Xing because of the reddish appearance of his ear tips when he speaks, and his delicate and gentle face is usually expressionless when he is bullied by others, as if he is used to everything, but he said "I want you to kiss me" Yuhuai Xing The fair and delicate face will be dyed a beautiful peach pink, the head buried in his collar, the exposed white and slender neck will also be dyed pink, even the shrunken fingertips are pink, soft like cotton candy .
Yu Huaixing's eyes can't hide his thoughts, although he promised his so-called confession to be with him, but he is also very obedient and will not take the initiative to approach him, and when he sees him with his friends, he will keep a distance, and will only stay behind silently watching him.
When he looked at him, he seemed to be afraid that he would be unhappy if he saw it, and he would look carefully once or twice every time.
Yuhuai Xing is like a timid little milk cat, obviously eager to get close, but afraid to get close, every time he will be careful to hide his emotions as if he is afraid of making him angry.
Maybe it's because of too much experience in the past, so much that he has long been used to hiding his true self, even burying his inner desires, and has always been so obedient and well-behaved.
Looking back on everything now, Yuhuai Xing didn't want to hide his desire, but he didn't give Yuhuai Xing enough sense of security.
With a sense of security, he is naturally not afraid of being thrown away.
"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian's voice was hoarse, he buried his face in Yuhuai Xing's neck with his usual pride, and it sounded a bit pitiful.
At that time, Yuhuai Xing's body was as thin as now, no, even thinner than now.
Now he nourishes Yuhuai Xing's stomach and helps him recuperate his body bit by bit. His slender body is at least better than then.
In the cold winter, he was wearing a school uniform. The large school uniform was blown by the cold wind, which made his body thinner. The thin clothes could not block the cold wind, and his slender waist seemed to break if he folded it.
"At that time, I..." Gu Cinian's voice choked, he took a deep breath, and the faint fragrance of Yu Huaixing's body melted into his heart, like a knife wrapped in honey.
Sweet pain.
His thin body was shivering in the cold winter. When he picked up this kitten home, he wanted to throw it away if he was tired of playing. When the kitten showed its belly obediently, he should have gotten tired of it. The game is no longer interesting, but look at it. With those clear and beautiful eyes, he hugged him for ten years.
The first time I saw Yuhuai Xing, he was wearing a baggy school uniform, walking timidly with his head down, his black soft hair was long, covering his beautiful eyes.
He seemed afraid that others would see his face.
His thin body, which seemed to collapse in the wind, was only wearing a thin sweater in the cold winter, and a school uniform outside, not even thick clothes.
Looking at it from a distance, his eyes stayed in one place for two more seconds.
It snows every winter in Jincheng, and Yuhuai Xing will always stay alone at the end. Every time when there is no one, he will go to the back garden of the campus. It is an old garden, far away from the teaching building, and it is usually very Few people passed by.
Gu Cinian sometimes goes over there, there is no particular reason, but sometimes he feels that the people around him are noisy.
I remember that the weather was very cold that day, and Gu Cinian was about to go back after talking on the phone with Gu Cixu, when not far away, I saw Yuhuai Xing walking here still wearing a thin school uniform.
There was no one in this place, only the cold wind whistling past, Yu Huai Xing came walking with his body shivering against the cold wind, but he didn't bow his head like usual.
The biting cold wind blew across the skin, causing bursts of stinging pain. Yuhuai Xing's long hair covering his eyes was blown away, revealing his delicate and beautiful face.
Little drops of water fell on the face, but when I looked up, I saw soft snowflakes falling slowly, turning into water when they touched the skin.
Gu Cinian looked at Yuhuai Star, and saw the cowardly little milk cat looking up at the falling snowflakes with its feathers stretched out, wanting to catch the snowflakes with its palm.
The snowflakes fell on his palm and then quickly and slowly melted away. Seeing the swarming snowflakes, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, with a smile on his brows, Gu Cinian's heart suddenly trembled.
In an instant, some strange emotion melted in the apex of my heart, slowly blending into my blood.
Looking at Yuhuai Xing's soft snow-like smile, he suddenly curled his mouth slightly.
Maybe he found new joys.
But at that moment, the trembling of the heart was really because of fun?
But no matter what the reason was, he still confronted Yuhuai Xing like this in the end, which left him full of scars.
"Sorry……"
Yu Huai Xing closed his eyes deeply: "It's not necessary."
It doesn't make sense to talk about the past now, just like Gu Cinian's heart is cold, he can't keep warm, and he doesn't want to keep warm.
Pulling away Gu Cinian's holding hand, he walked towards the balcony without looking back.
In a blink of an eye, it will be September, and after a while, it will be the start of the university, and he has to report for duty.
The start time of the university is about the same, he has to report and Gu Cinian will have to go back to Jincheng even if he doesn't go, at least they won't have to see each other many times.
Taking the phone to the balcony, he wanted to check the dormitory environment of University B, but just as he turned on the phone, he saw the message Fang Zihuai had sent him.
During this period of time, Fang Zihuai was busy with things, and he hadn't seen him much since "Seven Years" was finished.
Fang Zihuai sent several emoticons, and the last emoticon was a kitten touching his stomach and saying that he was hungry, very cute.
The next message is when he asks himself when to invite him to dinner.
Yu Huaixing still remembered that when Fang Zihuai invited him to dinner last time, Gu Cinian also invited him to dinner, because of Wu Hao's matter, he deliberately agreed to Gu Cinian.
He promised to treat Fang Zihuai to dinner next time as compensation.
[Anything is fine, as long as you have time. 】Yu Huaixing replied.
It was less than 1 minute before the reply, and there was a reply.
Fang Zihuai: [Good duck? jpg];
Fang Zihuai: [Brother Xing Xing, I am free recently, when are you free? 】
Finally they made a date three days later on Saturday.
With her hands on the balcony and the wind blowing, Yu Huai Xing's thick long eyelashes drooped slightly.
At this time in his previous life, he was still at Gu Ci Nian Jincheng's house, immersed in false dreams.
At that time, he thought that he had found his belonging and found his own light. It was quite sad when he thought about it. He was scarred and scarred by the miserable ten years, but why didn't he learn well?
Why do you think that the tenderness that Gu Cinian gave him is true?
The breeze from the balcony blew by, with a faint rose scent, messing up the hair on his forehead, but it failed to blow the pool of stagnant water in his eyes.
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It rained for two days without warning in City B, and the clouds finally cleared up on the third day.
On this day, Gu Cinian came back from the company early, and Yu Huaixing just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and happened to run into Gu Cinian who came into the room.
"Xing Xing, let's eat." Gu Cinian said, "Auntie just cooked."
Gu Cinian took off his coat, and now he was only wearing a shirt. The black shirt was originally buttoned to the top, but when he got home, he unbuttoned one, revealing his sexy collarbone.
He rolled up his sleeves up to his arms, revealing the strong and smooth muscle lines of his forearms, full of hormonal breath.
"No need." Yuhuai Xing said calmly, "I'm going out later."
He and Fang Zihuai made an appointment to treat him to dinner tonight.
Gu Cinian paused: "Where are you going?"
Yu Huai Xing glanced at him, not intending to hide it: "I promised to treat Zi Huai to dinner before."
"Zihuai...Fang Zihuai..." Gu Cinian sneered, "So you want to dress up for him, right? I wanted to go to the movies with you before, but why didn't I see that you were interested!"
"So what do you want to say?" Yuhuai Xing smiled slightly, he walked towards Gu Cinian, put his arms around Gu Cinian's neck, and looked up at him slightly.
Caressing Gu Cinian's face with his hand, his brows and eyes slightly curved, like a proudly blooming rose, charming and intoxicating.
"Do you want me to repeat it? A lover should look like a lover, right?"
Yu Huaixing's words were like a needle piercing into his heart, slowly grinding away.
A lover should behave like a lover... In the past, he also treated Yuhuai Xing in the same way. Yuhuai Xing didn't care about his feelings, just like he didn't care about Yuhuai Xing's feelings.
"Eat by yourself, you're tired from working all day." Yu Huaixing tiptoed slightly, and kissed the corner of Gu Cinian's mouth, "Eat well."
After a slap, he gave another candy, which was the way Gu Cinian used to.
Every time when Yuhuai Xing was about to be unbearable, Gu Cinian always seemed to be intimate with him, making his heart slowly turn back.
But the pain will accumulate, just like a balloon filled with water, drop by drop of water is added, and after the last drop of water is added, the balloon will burst and burst.
That car accident was the last drop of water.
While crushing Yuhuai star, it also took a piece of his heart out.
At the restaurant agreed with Fang Zihuai, both of them arrived early.
Yuhuai star handed the menu to Fang Zihuai: "Let's see what you want to eat?"
After receiving the menu, Fang Zihuai ordered a few dishes and ordered two glasses of juice.
The dishes were all served soon, Yuhuai Xing stared at the dishes in front of him in a daze, then smiled lightly and said, "I didn't expect your taste to be similar to mine."
Fang Zihuai smiled: "Really, that proves that Brother Xingxing and I are destined for each other, we are a natural couple!"
Yu Huaixing smiled, but did not refute the joke.
Fang Zihuai gave Yuhuai Xing a piece of beef: "Brother Xingxing, try it."
Watching Yuhuai Xing eating the beef he had pinched, a smile flashed in Fang Zihuai's eyes. He knew that Yuhuai Xing would think it was a joke, but it was his sincere words.
But that's okay, he still has a lot of time.
Be patient enough to wait for Yuhuai Xing to realize his existence.
After dinner, they went to the lake to digest food. The restaurant is not far from the lake, and it only takes 10 minutes to walk there.
Walking towards the lake, Fang Zihuai and Yuhuai Xing walked side by side. The evening breeze was a bit cool, Fang Zihuai took off his coat and put it on for Yuhuai Xing.
"No." Yu Huai Xing declined with a smile, "I'm an older brother."
He is one year older than Fang Zihuai, and now Fang Zihuai is full of youthful breath. Compared with him, he is already 27 or [-] years old, how can he want the clothes of a teenager.
Fang Zihuai's hand paused slightly, he knew Yuhuai Xing would definitely feel this way, he is different now, his age seems to be a galaxy blocking him.
At this age, he can act like a baby with Yuhuai Xing naturally without being rejected, but he is also treated as a younger brother.
"Brother Xing Xing, what are you brother and brother, I'm not a kid." Fang Zihuai didn't accept Yu Huai Xing's polite refusal, and put his clothes on him.
"Want to see if I'm a kid?" Fang Zihuai leaned over and whispered in Yuhuai Xing's ear, "I specially trained my abs for Xing Xing."
Yu Huai Xing blinked his eyes and couldn't help but smile, and joked: "Okay, look at our Zi Huai's abdominal muscles."
These words undoubtedly treated him like a child, Fang Zihuai hugged Yuhuai Xing suddenly, buried his head in his neck: "Brother Xing Xing... I will get angry."
Being hugged suddenly, Yu Huai Xing was startled. After regaining his senses, he patted Fang Zihuai's back lightly, and said with a light smile, "Okay, I was wrong."
Fang Zihuai's half-drowned eyes showed a possessive desire that didn't match his age. When Yuhuai Xing let him hold him for enough time and patted him to get him up, he slowly let go of Yuhuai Xing, and he returned to the usual sunny boy.
The lake water at night is dark blue, and the surrounding lights reflect in the water, flowing slowly with the slightly rippling microwaves.
Their shadows were stretched very long by the light, Fang Zihuai looked sideways, and there were dots of starlight reflected on Yu Huaixing's face, as beautiful as walking out of a painting, captivating.
Looking at his side face, Fang Zihuai took a step forward and helped him put his clothes back together. Yuhuai Star was never supposed to belong to Gu Cinian, he had suffered enough grievances, and Gu Cinian didn't deserve it at all. Yuhuai star.
Yu Huaixing turned his head to look at him, the corners of his mouth slightly curved: "Let's go back."
Fang Zihuai still wanted to stay with Yuhuai Xing for a while longer, but his health was not good, and now the evening wind in autumn would be very cold.
"I'll take you back, Brother Xingxing." Fang Zihuai said.
Yu Huai Xing shook his head: "There is no reason for a younger brother to send an older brother."
"Brother Xingxing," Fang Zihuai looked at Yuhuai Xing and said seriously, "I'm eighteen next week."
Yuhuai Xing was a little stunned, he realized that Fang Zihuai might be a teenager, and he didn't want others to say he was young, so he nodded in response: "Zihuai, congratulations in advance."
Fang Zihuai knew that even if Yuhuai Xing said so, he would not regard him as an adult, but only as a younger brother.
The two walked to the side of the road, Yu Huaixing watched Fang Zihuai get into the car, and waved goodbye to him.
"Text me when you get home."
Watching the car go away, Yu Huai Xing didn't look back until the shadow of the car was gone.
Walking on the road, I accidentally saw the clothes on the shadow's shoulders, and realized that I forgot to return the clothes to Fang Zihuai just now.
He sent Fang Zihuai a message, saying that he would wash it up and return it to him.
Fang Zihuai replied quickly: [No hurry-];
Fang Zihuai: [Cute cat rolling?JPG];
The two chatted for a few words, Yuhuaixing chuckled and put his phone away. His phone was out of battery, and he forgot to charge it when he went out. Now there is still 5.00% of the battery left, so he can only turn on the power saving mode.
Walking to another place by the lake, Yu Huaixing sat on a stone chair and watched the lake quietly with the wind blowing. Looking at the calm and wide lake in this way could calm his mind.
After sitting there for a while, he got up and walked to the side of the road. When he was about to take a taxi home, a figure rushed out and covered his mouth and dragged him into the darkness.
"Well--"
Yuhuai Xing instinctively struggled, but when he was dragged into the darkness and surrounded by darkness, he suddenly lost his strength.
Looking at the darkness around him where no light could be seen, he felt that it was difficult for him to breathe, and a thin layer of cold sweat oozed from his forehead.
"What are you dawdling about, why don't you hurry up?" a person next to him said in a low voice.
"Fuck! This kid is too good-looking, do you really want to kill him like this?" Another person felt a little regretful.
"Damn it! Didn't you treat men badly, and even said men are disgusting!" At the beginning, the man lowered his voice and suddenly "tsk", "He/mother is really good-looking!"
Yu Huaixing felt hands touching his face, and the touch made his stomach churn.
"How about we first..."
The other party seemed to understand, and Yin smiled: "Okay! Anyway, we can do business in the end, and it's not that we are not allowed to do this now!"
Stomach twitched for a few minutes, Fengxia began to twist and hurt now, Yuhuai Xing was a little short of breath, when the two people found that his condition was not right and were about to check, Yuhuai Xing hit him hard with all the strength in his body, and they rolled together down the hill.
When rolling down, Yuhuaixing seemed to hear someone calling him, and the pleasant voice was full of anxiety and fear. Yuhuaixing suddenly remembered the day he had a car accident, the moment he was hit by a car, except for the pain, he recalled many things.
Many of those things were related to Gu Cinian, and as he reminisced about his ten years like a revolving lantern, he realized that all his memories of those ten years were related to Gu Cinian.
This time, he didn't feel that he had a chance to survive. The pain in his stomach clenched together with the pain when his body rolled down. All the pain gathered and spread out, eroding all his veins. Now he can't even think. there is none left.
"Yuhuai Star!"
As a clear and distant sound of fear passed by, Yu Huaixing's head suddenly hit something hard, his consciousness of being gripped by pain gradually dissipated, and he sank into a white mist.
"Yuhuai Star!" The man's voice was hoarse, and he ran over like crazy.
He ran down the hillside, holding Yu Huaixing's body lying beside the stone, his whole body was stiff.
The scene of him holding Yuhuai Xing in his previous life suddenly flashed. He hugged Yuhuai Xing with trembling hands, and suddenly felt a wet liquid on his palm.
The liquid covering his palm was still hot, and a light flashed outside, and he saw his palm was blood red through the light.
"Blood……"
Gu Cinian muttered to himself, his heart was suddenly smashed, and the scene of Yuhuai Xing lying in a pool of blood came to mind and was frozen.
In his previous life, Yuhuai Xing had been lying in his arms like this, the temperature of his body gradually disappeared, no matter how much he covered him, it was always cold in the end.
"Xing Xing... Yuhuai Xing, you, you don't scare me... I, I was wrong..." Gu Cinian's voice choked, his heart seemed to be eaten by thousands of insects and ants, and he couldn't go through the pain. finish a sentence.
"I was really wrong...don't, don't leave me...stars...stars..."
His breathing became short of breath, he hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, and kept rubbing his slightly warm hands, fearing that his hands would never get warm again in a second.
The ambulance arrived, the lights of the car came on, and the doctor rushed over tremblingly. When they saw Gu Cinian, they were frightened for a moment, and their hearts almost stopped beating.
Gu Cinian's eyes were red and his face was dark and terrifying, like a ghost from hell, who could send them all to hell in the next second.
"If he has something to do..." Gu Cinian still held Yu Huaixing's hand tightly, his eyes were like hell's flames, and there was no ashes left that could burn a person.
"If something happens to him...I'll let you be buried with him..." He said this very softly, even without any fluctuations in his tone, but it was like chains that seduced the soul, causing cold sweat to ooze from the backs of the doctors.
Gu Cinian lightly stroked the back of Yu Huaixing's hand, looking at him with that
The needle port of the hanging needle was removed when the needle was torn apart, so there was so much blood. Now the dried blood has been processed, and the band-aid is re-applied.
The doctor is now treating the wound between Yuhuaixing's fingers, the tweezers are holding the alcohol cotton ball, his hands and body are tense, as if there is nowhere to start.
When the alcohol cotton ball touched the wound, Yuhuai Xing subconsciously frowned slightly, and Gu Cinian immediately said angrily: "Be gentle! Do you want me to cripple your hand?"
The doctor complained incessantly, he was already very light, but alcohol will hurt no matter how lightly it touches the wound!
Gu Cinian said angrily with a dark face, "Get out of the way!"
The doctor hurriedly moved away, Gu Cinian sat on the chair and took Yuhuaixing's hand, and with the other hand, he gently disinfected the wound with an alcohol cotton ball, but when the alcohol cotton ball touched the wound, he would still unconsciously frown slightly.
"It hurts?" Gu Cinian's heart also ached, "Then I'll be gentle."
Yuhuai Xing is actually very afraid of pain. When he got close to Yuhuai Xing, he found that although Yuhuai Xing didn't say a word when he was bullied, he seemed to be able to bear the pain.
In fact, it's just because he's used to it, and if he shows emotion, the bully will get even worse as if he's having fun.
But no matter how well he hides it, there will still be small emotions that cannot be hidden.
A person who is so afraid of pain keeps hurting himself. He must have experienced very painful things... The pain is so painful that only pain can relieve it a little.
And those painful things... a large part of the reason stems from him.
Gu Cinian's heart was suddenly pulled, and his heartache, guilt and self-blame were like a huge net to engulf him, and even breathing became difficult.
He clenched his fist heavily and then released it. While disinfecting the wound between Yu Huaixing's fingers very lightly, he lowered his head and blew gently on the wound.
The light wind that blows away some of the pain, Yuhuai star's eyebrows are much wider than before, Gu Cinian is very slow and very light, afraid that Yuhuai star will hurt, it took a long time to heal the wound with almost no pain Sanitized.
Applying good medicine to the wound, Gu Cinian held his hand and lowered his eyes, as if he was restraining his emotions.
"Don't do this anymore."
Yu Huaixing didn't make a sound, actually it didn't matter to him, the pain actually made him feel better.
After all, this is a catharsis.
He was swallowed by darkness, maybe only pain can make him feel alive.
"Yu Huai Xing," Gu Cinian leaned forward and hugged Yu Huai Xing, his face was buried in Yu Huai Xing's neck, his hoarse voice seemed to be pleading.
"Don't do this in the future, don't hurt yourself."
Yu Huaixing's drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he closed his eyes deeply.
……
Because of Yuhuaixing's health, Gu Cinian did not let him go out of the hospital. After Yuhuaixing had a complete physical examination and got a report to confirm that there were no other problems, he went through the discharge procedures.
On the way back, the driver came to pick him up. Gu Cinian sat in the back seat with Yuhuaixing. He held Yuhuaixing in his arms and gently twirled the fingertips of his uninjured other hand.
The person in his arms is like a butterfly whose wings have been wet by water, so fragile that it will break him if touched lightly.
"Star……"
"Buzzing—"
Gu Cinian's voice was interrupted by the vibrating sound of the mobile phone unexpectedly, Yu Huaixing groped for his mobile phone to answer: "Hello, Brother Yin."
In the past two days, he finally opened his mouth, and Gu Cinian heard the sound of "Brother Yin" clenching his fists calmly.
He didn't say a word to himself for so long, but because of a phone call from Gu Ciyin, he opened his mouth, and the first sentence he spoke was "Brother Yin"!
The wide and slender hands were clenched into fists, and the joints made a "click" sound.
After Yu Huaixing finished talking on the phone, Gu Cinian snatched his mobile phone: "You are so kind to him, and you don't even want to say a word to me, right?"
Yu Huaixing looked at him and said calmly, "What do you want me to say?"
After looking at Gu Cinian for a few seconds, he lowered his head and replied to the message.
When he left the wrap-up banquet, he passed out due to a stomachache, and he didn't have time to explain to Gu Ciyin. It had been a long time since he woke up.
Gu Ciyin called him several times, and he replied to Gu Ciyin's message when he was in the smoking area, saying that he was fine.
That night, someone saw Gu Cinian holding him with a pale face in pain and rushing to the hospital, that's why Gu Ciyin didn't call the police.
When he got home and got out of the car, Yu Huaixing recalled his resignation and wanted to get out of the car by himself while holding his hand.
He walked to the yard, stood in the yard and looked at the champagne roses in the shape of stars in front of him, lowering his eyelashes lightly.
He came here just because he wanted to find a place to smoke. He touched the cigarette in his pocket, but found nothing.
Not only was the cigarette gone, but even the lighter was gone.
"Looking for this?" A magnetic voice came from behind, Yu Huaixing turned his head and saw Gu Cinian shaking a pack of menthol cigarettes and a lighter in his hand.
Yuhuai star remained expressionless: "Give it back to me."
"Give it back to you?" Gu Cinian snorted, he slowly approached Yuhuai Xing, and hugged him in his arms, "When your stomach is better, you will start tormenting your broken body, you really treat yourself like an iron wall ah!"
"I'm torturing myself, not to tormenting you, Mr. Gu doesn't need to react so much." Yu Huaixing still had this indifferent tone.
He glanced at his bandaged fingers, raised his head with a chuckle, met Gu Cinian's deep eyes, and stroked the man's face with his hand.
"Or are you also interested in self-harm?"
Hearing the word "self-mutilation", his eyes stopped on Yuhuai Xing's bandaged fingers, and the images of Yuhuai Xing's self-mutilation in his previous life suddenly flashed in his mind, and the scene where Yuhuai Xing swiped a knife on his arm suddenly froze.
Bright red blood oozed from the wound and slowly flowed down from the fair skin. The arm was soon soaked in blood, and the hot blood dripped onto the floor, forming a pool of blood.
In a trance, he was a little at a loss, and his arms holding Yu Huaixing tightened.
"How about I teach you?" Yu Huaixing glanced at Gu Ci Nian, raised his head and smiled calmly, "What method do you like? Using cigarette butts or knives?"
Reaching out his hand to snatch the cigarette from Gu Cinian's hand, he took out one and lit it. The scarlet flame flickered on and off. He was about to put the cigarette butt on the back of his hand when Gu Cinian's hand stroked the back of his hand. The hot cigarette butt It was pinched on the back of Gu Cinian's hand.
The skin on the back of Gu Cinian's hand was scalded, and the soot was blown away by the wind, revealing a piece of scalded flesh oozing blood.
Gu Cinian snatched the cigarette butt that was still burning and threw it under his feet, stepped on it and crushed it fiercely, the cigarette butt could no longer see its original appearance.
Facing Gu Cinian's dark eyes, he could see the suppressed anger inside, when Yu Huaixing thought that Gu Cinian could finally stand it no longer, he was hugged tightly, Gu Cinian leaned over and kissed him deeply lips.
Yu Huaixing's mouth still had the smell of mint smoke, and the faint mint smell lingered between the lips and tongues of the two of them. The slightly cool breath seemed to be bitter, and Gu Cinian felt his heart swell and uncomfortable.
"Are you feeling better now?" Gu Cinian kissed Yuhuai Xing's lips, and said in a hoarse voice, "When you think about self-harm in the future, it will be like today."
Like today... is it to toss him?
Leaning on Gu Cinian's shoulder, slightly slowing down from the hasty and intense kiss just now, Yu Huaixing looked down at the wound on the back of Gu Cinian's hand that was burned by the cigarette butt.
That layer of flesh was scalded off, the congealed blood turned dark red, and the remaining soot and broken flesh and blood were mixed together, looking horrible.
Gu Cinian held Yuhuai Xing's face and kissed him on the end of his eyes, the scorching pain from the back of his hand seemed to make him slightly feel the pain Yuhuai Xing had suffered.
What kind of mood is he in tossing himself bit by bit, looking at the wound he made when hurting himself, watching the blood flow out of the wound, what kind of mood is he in?
Thinking of his previous life when he was watching the surveillance at home, he saw Yu Huaixing staring at the blood, his eyebrows slowly furrowed because of the pain, but his eyes were calm, his chest seemed to be stuffed with water-stained cotton.
A sense of suffocation spread from the bottom of his heart, slowly devouring him.
-
Wu Hao's deeds have been on the hot search for several days, and now everyone knows about it, and "Seven Years" has been boiling for a few days because of this incident.
Some netizens who were filled with righteous indignation left messages asking to replace Wu Hao. If a good pot of porridge is ruined by him, everyone's hard work will be lost. This is Xingxing's debut work!
[Originally Wu Hao didn't want to watch it, but it's starring Xing Xing, for Xing Xing I have to contribute to the box office! 】
[Wu Hao just gritted his teeth and took a few glances for such a small role, and the beauty of the stars can help us wash our eyes without fear! 】
[Woooooo Yuhuai star's face is really amazing!I can’t get enough of it every time I watch it, but it’s a pity that Xing Xing’s Weibo is closed, so it’s good to post a daily one too! 】
The comments and Weibo posted by netizens were all tagged with "Seven Years", and "Seven Years" still had a lot of publicity expenses left for this.
Fang Zihuai clicked into Yuhuai Star's hot search, and saved the photos of Yuhuai Star one by one.
Sliding his finger, Wu Hao's hot search appeared in the hot search related place, Fang Zihuai frowned and clicked in.
Looking at Wu Hao's revelations, Fang Zihuai snorted: "Gu Cinian is really capable of doing it, and he doesn't even keep any sympathy."
He couldn't go to the set these days because of school matters, and he couldn't come over on the day of the finale. Thinking of the hot searches on the day of the finale banquet, he squeezed his phone tightly.
On the day of the film's finale, Yu Huai Xing had a stomach problem and was photographed when Gu Cinian sent him to the hospital, and it quickly became a trending search.
The candid photos only captured Gu Cinian's profile, he hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, his sharp brows were wrinkled, and his eyes were full of worry.
The title of the hot search was very eye-catching, saying that Gu Cinian liked Yuhuai Xing, and he robbed Gu Ciyin of his sister-in-law. Later, he kept implying that Yuhuai Xing was the reincarnation of a goblin, and the two brothers of Gou turned against each other because of him.
The trending search was withdrawn within 2 minutes after it was posted on it. Not only could it not be searched during the period, but some dark and dark Yuhuai star Weibos were all blocked, and even the search could not be found.
When Fang Zihuai saw that the trending search was withdrawn, he knew who it was. Sure enough, it didn't take long for Yuji, which secretly took photos and deliberately distorted the facts just to attract attention, went bankrupt and closed down. Not only owed a huge sum of money, but also went to jail.
Fang Zihuai clicked into Yuhuai Star's WeChat, he clicked on the emoji package and chose a cute emoji package to send it.
Looking at the emoji of the kitten rolling, he sent another emoji of Mao Mao misses you so much.
"Buzzing."
Yuhuai Xing's cell phone vibrated twice, and Gu Cinian caught a glimpse of the note on the unread message on it, and deliberately moved the position of the sofa pillow, and the vibration, which was not loud at all, was completely isolated now.
"Let's watch a movie at night under the stars, what movie do you want to watch?" Gu Cinian peeled the orange, broke off a piece of the peeled orange and fed it to his mouth.
Recently, Yu Huai Xing has been staying at home during his recuperation period. Although Gu Cinian has to go to the company, he always comes back on time.
They had just finished dinner, and Yu Huaixing was reading the original "Seven Years". He didn't know if he heard Gu Cinian's speech, but he didn't raise his eyes.
After reading the current page, Yu Huaixing turned a page, and the paper made a slight friction sound when his slender fingertips flipped over the page, which was pleasing to the eye and listen to.
Gu Cinian put the orange petals on Yuhuai Xing's mouth for a while, but Yuhuai Xing didn't even look up.
"Xing Xing," Gu Cinian put his arms around Yu Huai Xing's shoulders and pushed his head back, biting half of an orange petal and feeding it into his mouth.
When the lips of the two touched, the orange petals were split into two, the sweet orange aroma spread in the air, and the juice slipped into the mouth along the lip, sweet and fragrant.
Yuhuaixing swallowed the orange, Gu Cinian hugged Yuhuaixing dissatisfied and lowered his head, kissed his lips again, licking his lips lightly with the tip of his tongue, the corners of his lips curled slightly: "It's very sweet."
Looking up, Yu Huaixing looked at him calmly, then glanced around him a few times and started groping on the sofa.
"What are you looking for?" Gu Ci Nian asked.
Yuhuai Xing continued to search for the gap in the sofa: "Where is my mobile phone?"
Remembering that the unread message contact he accidentally saw just now hadn't spoken, he frowned when Yuhuai Star found him.
"Why are you looking for a mobile phone?"
Yuhuai Xing didn't speak, he took away the pillow beside him and found his mobile phone in the crevice, Gu Cinian snatched his mobile phone: "What do you need to use the mobile phone for?"
"Give it back to me." Yuhuai Xing didn't want to talk too much with Gu Cinian, Gu Cinian saw Yuhuai Xing's expressionless face was stabbed in the heart, he raised the phone up, his eyes fell on Yuhuai Xing's lips superior.
"You kiss me."
Yu Huaixing thought it was funny, he hooked his lips and smiled: "Why, the previous campus romance made you miss the present, and want to relive it?"
In his previous life, Gu Cinian would often do this when he was at school. He used to be timid and shy. At that time, when he heard Gu Cinian asking him to kiss him, he twitched his fingertips lightly, and he hung his head and did not dare to lift it up.
After doing this many times, he overheard other people's conversations, and was very afraid that Gu Cinian would get tired of his current appearance.
At night, when Gu Cinian asked him to go to his house, when Gu Cinian leaned close to his ear again, and the magnetic and clear voice of a young man rang in his ear, he felt the warm breath hitting the delicate skin On the bed, the hot and humid touch made the tips of his ears turn red.
That time, he clutched the corner of his clothes and lowered his head, making a big decision. When he raised his face again, he turned his head and slowly approached Gu Cinian, and kissed those two thin lips that were slightly cool.
At that time, he didn't know how red his hot face was. Gu Cinian was stunned for two seconds and clasped the back of his head with his hand to deepen the kiss.
In the past, he thought that Gu Cinian would ask him to kiss him because he liked him, but later he gradually realized that Gu Cinian just wanted to see his expression of being at a loss and unable to bear the joke.
"At that time, do you want to see my face flushed and my ear tip stained with heat?" Yu Huaixing put his arms around Gu Cinian's neck, slightly raised his head to look at him, his beautiful eyes flashed with a sloppy smile, " It's a pity that Yuhuai Xing who used to be shy because of your words died long ago, and now Yuhuai Xing can't arouse your interest, Mr. Gu."
Raising his small face, he kissed Gu Cinian's lips with a smile on his lips, there was a faint smile in his eyes.
Gu Cinian reached out to take the mobile phone in his hand when Gu Cinian was on his way, and Gu Cinian hugged him from behind as soon as he got up.
"I'm sorry...don't say that, I, I didn't do it for fun, it doesn't matter if you're not shy."
He just asked Yuhuai Xing to kiss him just because he didn't want Yuhuai Xing to pretend to be someone else in his heart, and Yuhuai Xing was willing to take the initiative, even if it wasn't sincere, he would be happy for it.
Even if he knows it's fake better than anyone else.
What Yu Huaixing said was like a knife piercing Gu Cinian's heart bit by bit with a cold light, but he had no way to refute, he could only let the knife go deeper and deeper.
In the winter of that year, he remembered that after Yu Huaixing agreed to his almost joking confession, he was still shy every time he faced his teasing.
He likes to watch Yuhuai Xing because of the reddish appearance of his ear tips when he speaks, and his delicate and gentle face is usually expressionless when he is bullied by others, as if he is used to everything, but he said "I want you to kiss me" Yuhuai Xing The fair and delicate face will be dyed a beautiful peach pink, the head buried in his collar, the exposed white and slender neck will also be dyed pink, even the shrunken fingertips are pink, soft like cotton candy .
Yu Huaixing's eyes can't hide his thoughts, although he promised his so-called confession to be with him, but he is also very obedient and will not take the initiative to approach him, and when he sees him with his friends, he will keep a distance, and will only stay behind silently watching him.
When he looked at him, he seemed to be afraid that he would be unhappy if he saw it, and he would look carefully once or twice every time.
Yuhuai Xing is like a timid little milk cat, obviously eager to get close, but afraid to get close, every time he will be careful to hide his emotions as if he is afraid of making him angry.
Maybe it's because of too much experience in the past, so much that he has long been used to hiding his true self, even burying his inner desires, and has always been so obedient and well-behaved.
Looking back on everything now, Yuhuai Xing didn't want to hide his desire, but he didn't give Yuhuai Xing enough sense of security.
With a sense of security, he is naturally not afraid of being thrown away.
"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian's voice was hoarse, he buried his face in Yuhuai Xing's neck with his usual pride, and it sounded a bit pitiful.
At that time, Yuhuai Xing's body was as thin as now, no, even thinner than now.
Now he nourishes Yuhuai Xing's stomach and helps him recuperate his body bit by bit. His slender body is at least better than then.
In the cold winter, he was wearing a school uniform. The large school uniform was blown by the cold wind, which made his body thinner. The thin clothes could not block the cold wind, and his slender waist seemed to break if he folded it.
"At that time, I..." Gu Cinian's voice choked, he took a deep breath, and the faint fragrance of Yu Huaixing's body melted into his heart, like a knife wrapped in honey.
Sweet pain.
His thin body was shivering in the cold winter. When he picked up this kitten home, he wanted to throw it away if he was tired of playing. When the kitten showed its belly obediently, he should have gotten tired of it. The game is no longer interesting, but look at it. With those clear and beautiful eyes, he hugged him for ten years.
The first time I saw Yuhuai Xing, he was wearing a baggy school uniform, walking timidly with his head down, his black soft hair was long, covering his beautiful eyes.
He seemed afraid that others would see his face.
His thin body, which seemed to collapse in the wind, was only wearing a thin sweater in the cold winter, and a school uniform outside, not even thick clothes.
Looking at it from a distance, his eyes stayed in one place for two more seconds.
It snows every winter in Jincheng, and Yuhuai Xing will always stay alone at the end. Every time when there is no one, he will go to the back garden of the campus. It is an old garden, far away from the teaching building, and it is usually very Few people passed by.
Gu Cinian sometimes goes over there, there is no particular reason, but sometimes he feels that the people around him are noisy.
I remember that the weather was very cold that day, and Gu Cinian was about to go back after talking on the phone with Gu Cixu, when not far away, I saw Yuhuai Xing walking here still wearing a thin school uniform.
There was no one in this place, only the cold wind whistling past, Yu Huai Xing came walking with his body shivering against the cold wind, but he didn't bow his head like usual.
The biting cold wind blew across the skin, causing bursts of stinging pain. Yuhuai Xing's long hair covering his eyes was blown away, revealing his delicate and beautiful face.
Little drops of water fell on the face, but when I looked up, I saw soft snowflakes falling slowly, turning into water when they touched the skin.
Gu Cinian looked at Yuhuai Star, and saw the cowardly little milk cat looking up at the falling snowflakes with its feathers stretched out, wanting to catch the snowflakes with its palm.
The snowflakes fell on his palm and then quickly and slowly melted away. Seeing the swarming snowflakes, the corners of his mouth slightly curved, with a smile on his brows, Gu Cinian's heart suddenly trembled.
In an instant, some strange emotion melted in the apex of my heart, slowly blending into my blood.
Looking at Yuhuai Xing's soft snow-like smile, he suddenly curled his mouth slightly.
Maybe he found new joys.
But at that moment, the trembling of the heart was really because of fun?
But no matter what the reason was, he still confronted Yuhuai Xing like this in the end, which left him full of scars.
"Sorry……"
Yu Huai Xing closed his eyes deeply: "It's not necessary."
It doesn't make sense to talk about the past now, just like Gu Cinian's heart is cold, he can't keep warm, and he doesn't want to keep warm.
Pulling away Gu Cinian's holding hand, he walked towards the balcony without looking back.
In a blink of an eye, it will be September, and after a while, it will be the start of the university, and he has to report for duty.
The start time of the university is about the same, he has to report and Gu Cinian will have to go back to Jincheng even if he doesn't go, at least they won't have to see each other many times.
Taking the phone to the balcony, he wanted to check the dormitory environment of University B, but just as he turned on the phone, he saw the message Fang Zihuai had sent him.
During this period of time, Fang Zihuai was busy with things, and he hadn't seen him much since "Seven Years" was finished.
Fang Zihuai sent several emoticons, and the last emoticon was a kitten touching his stomach and saying that he was hungry, very cute.
The next message is when he asks himself when to invite him to dinner.
Yu Huaixing still remembered that when Fang Zihuai invited him to dinner last time, Gu Cinian also invited him to dinner, because of Wu Hao's matter, he deliberately agreed to Gu Cinian.
He promised to treat Fang Zihuai to dinner next time as compensation.
[Anything is fine, as long as you have time. 】Yu Huaixing replied.
It was less than 1 minute before the reply, and there was a reply.
Fang Zihuai: [Good duck? jpg];
Fang Zihuai: [Brother Xing Xing, I am free recently, when are you free? 】
Finally they made a date three days later on Saturday.
With her hands on the balcony and the wind blowing, Yu Huai Xing's thick long eyelashes drooped slightly.
At this time in his previous life, he was still at Gu Ci Nian Jincheng's house, immersed in false dreams.
At that time, he thought that he had found his belonging and found his own light. It was quite sad when he thought about it. He was scarred and scarred by the miserable ten years, but why didn't he learn well?
Why do you think that the tenderness that Gu Cinian gave him is true?
The breeze from the balcony blew by, with a faint rose scent, messing up the hair on his forehead, but it failed to blow the pool of stagnant water in his eyes.
-
It rained for two days without warning in City B, and the clouds finally cleared up on the third day.
On this day, Gu Cinian came back from the company early, and Yu Huaixing just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and happened to run into Gu Cinian who came into the room.
"Xing Xing, let's eat." Gu Cinian said, "Auntie just cooked."
Gu Cinian took off his coat, and now he was only wearing a shirt. The black shirt was originally buttoned to the top, but when he got home, he unbuttoned one, revealing his sexy collarbone.
He rolled up his sleeves up to his arms, revealing the strong and smooth muscle lines of his forearms, full of hormonal breath.
"No need." Yuhuai Xing said calmly, "I'm going out later."
He and Fang Zihuai made an appointment to treat him to dinner tonight.
Gu Cinian paused: "Where are you going?"
Yu Huai Xing glanced at him, not intending to hide it: "I promised to treat Zi Huai to dinner before."
"Zihuai...Fang Zihuai..." Gu Cinian sneered, "So you want to dress up for him, right? I wanted to go to the movies with you before, but why didn't I see that you were interested!"
"So what do you want to say?" Yuhuai Xing smiled slightly, he walked towards Gu Cinian, put his arms around Gu Cinian's neck, and looked up at him slightly.
Caressing Gu Cinian's face with his hand, his brows and eyes slightly curved, like a proudly blooming rose, charming and intoxicating.
"Do you want me to repeat it? A lover should look like a lover, right?"
Yu Huaixing's words were like a needle piercing into his heart, slowly grinding away.
A lover should behave like a lover... In the past, he also treated Yuhuai Xing in the same way. Yuhuai Xing didn't care about his feelings, just like he didn't care about Yuhuai Xing's feelings.
"Eat by yourself, you're tired from working all day." Yu Huaixing tiptoed slightly, and kissed the corner of Gu Cinian's mouth, "Eat well."
After a slap, he gave another candy, which was the way Gu Cinian used to.
Every time when Yuhuai Xing was about to be unbearable, Gu Cinian always seemed to be intimate with him, making his heart slowly turn back.
But the pain will accumulate, just like a balloon filled with water, drop by drop of water is added, and after the last drop of water is added, the balloon will burst and burst.
That car accident was the last drop of water.
While crushing Yuhuai star, it also took a piece of his heart out.
At the restaurant agreed with Fang Zihuai, both of them arrived early.
Yuhuai star handed the menu to Fang Zihuai: "Let's see what you want to eat?"
After receiving the menu, Fang Zihuai ordered a few dishes and ordered two glasses of juice.
The dishes were all served soon, Yuhuai Xing stared at the dishes in front of him in a daze, then smiled lightly and said, "I didn't expect your taste to be similar to mine."
Fang Zihuai smiled: "Really, that proves that Brother Xingxing and I are destined for each other, we are a natural couple!"
Yu Huaixing smiled, but did not refute the joke.
Fang Zihuai gave Yuhuai Xing a piece of beef: "Brother Xingxing, try it."
Watching Yuhuai Xing eating the beef he had pinched, a smile flashed in Fang Zihuai's eyes. He knew that Yuhuai Xing would think it was a joke, but it was his sincere words.
But that's okay, he still has a lot of time.
Be patient enough to wait for Yuhuai Xing to realize his existence.
After dinner, they went to the lake to digest food. The restaurant is not far from the lake, and it only takes 10 minutes to walk there.
Walking towards the lake, Fang Zihuai and Yuhuai Xing walked side by side. The evening breeze was a bit cool, Fang Zihuai took off his coat and put it on for Yuhuai Xing.
"No." Yu Huai Xing declined with a smile, "I'm an older brother."
He is one year older than Fang Zihuai, and now Fang Zihuai is full of youthful breath. Compared with him, he is already 27 or [-] years old, how can he want the clothes of a teenager.
Fang Zihuai's hand paused slightly, he knew Yuhuai Xing would definitely feel this way, he is different now, his age seems to be a galaxy blocking him.
At this age, he can act like a baby with Yuhuai Xing naturally without being rejected, but he is also treated as a younger brother.
"Brother Xing Xing, what are you brother and brother, I'm not a kid." Fang Zihuai didn't accept Yu Huai Xing's polite refusal, and put his clothes on him.
"Want to see if I'm a kid?" Fang Zihuai leaned over and whispered in Yuhuai Xing's ear, "I specially trained my abs for Xing Xing."
Yu Huai Xing blinked his eyes and couldn't help but smile, and joked: "Okay, look at our Zi Huai's abdominal muscles."
These words undoubtedly treated him like a child, Fang Zihuai hugged Yuhuai Xing suddenly, buried his head in his neck: "Brother Xing Xing... I will get angry."
Being hugged suddenly, Yu Huai Xing was startled. After regaining his senses, he patted Fang Zihuai's back lightly, and said with a light smile, "Okay, I was wrong."
Fang Zihuai's half-drowned eyes showed a possessive desire that didn't match his age. When Yuhuai Xing let him hold him for enough time and patted him to get him up, he slowly let go of Yuhuai Xing, and he returned to the usual sunny boy.
The lake water at night is dark blue, and the surrounding lights reflect in the water, flowing slowly with the slightly rippling microwaves.
Their shadows were stretched very long by the light, Fang Zihuai looked sideways, and there were dots of starlight reflected on Yu Huaixing's face, as beautiful as walking out of a painting, captivating.
Looking at his side face, Fang Zihuai took a step forward and helped him put his clothes back together. Yuhuai Star was never supposed to belong to Gu Cinian, he had suffered enough grievances, and Gu Cinian didn't deserve it at all. Yuhuai star.
Yu Huaixing turned his head to look at him, the corners of his mouth slightly curved: "Let's go back."
Fang Zihuai still wanted to stay with Yuhuai Xing for a while longer, but his health was not good, and now the evening wind in autumn would be very cold.
"I'll take you back, Brother Xingxing." Fang Zihuai said.
Yu Huai Xing shook his head: "There is no reason for a younger brother to send an older brother."
"Brother Xingxing," Fang Zihuai looked at Yuhuai Xing and said seriously, "I'm eighteen next week."
Yuhuai Xing was a little stunned, he realized that Fang Zihuai might be a teenager, and he didn't want others to say he was young, so he nodded in response: "Zihuai, congratulations in advance."
Fang Zihuai knew that even if Yuhuai Xing said so, he would not regard him as an adult, but only as a younger brother.
The two walked to the side of the road, Yu Huaixing watched Fang Zihuai get into the car, and waved goodbye to him.
"Text me when you get home."
Watching the car go away, Yu Huai Xing didn't look back until the shadow of the car was gone.
Walking on the road, I accidentally saw the clothes on the shadow's shoulders, and realized that I forgot to return the clothes to Fang Zihuai just now.
He sent Fang Zihuai a message, saying that he would wash it up and return it to him.
Fang Zihuai replied quickly: [No hurry-];
Fang Zihuai: [Cute cat rolling?JPG];
The two chatted for a few words, Yuhuaixing chuckled and put his phone away. His phone was out of battery, and he forgot to charge it when he went out. Now there is still 5.00% of the battery left, so he can only turn on the power saving mode.
Walking to another place by the lake, Yu Huaixing sat on a stone chair and watched the lake quietly with the wind blowing. Looking at the calm and wide lake in this way could calm his mind.
After sitting there for a while, he got up and walked to the side of the road. When he was about to take a taxi home, a figure rushed out and covered his mouth and dragged him into the darkness.
"Well--"
Yuhuai Xing instinctively struggled, but when he was dragged into the darkness and surrounded by darkness, he suddenly lost his strength.
Looking at the darkness around him where no light could be seen, he felt that it was difficult for him to breathe, and a thin layer of cold sweat oozed from his forehead.
"What are you dawdling about, why don't you hurry up?" a person next to him said in a low voice.
"Fuck! This kid is too good-looking, do you really want to kill him like this?" Another person felt a little regretful.
"Damn it! Didn't you treat men badly, and even said men are disgusting!" At the beginning, the man lowered his voice and suddenly "tsk", "He/mother is really good-looking!"
Yu Huaixing felt hands touching his face, and the touch made his stomach churn.
"How about we first..."
The other party seemed to understand, and Yin smiled: "Okay! Anyway, we can do business in the end, and it's not that we are not allowed to do this now!"
Stomach twitched for a few minutes, Fengxia began to twist and hurt now, Yuhuai Xing was a little short of breath, when the two people found that his condition was not right and were about to check, Yuhuai Xing hit him hard with all the strength in his body, and they rolled together down the hill.
When rolling down, Yuhuaixing seemed to hear someone calling him, and the pleasant voice was full of anxiety and fear. Yuhuaixing suddenly remembered the day he had a car accident, the moment he was hit by a car, except for the pain, he recalled many things.
Many of those things were related to Gu Cinian, and as he reminisced about his ten years like a revolving lantern, he realized that all his memories of those ten years were related to Gu Cinian.
This time, he didn't feel that he had a chance to survive. The pain in his stomach clenched together with the pain when his body rolled down. All the pain gathered and spread out, eroding all his veins. Now he can't even think. there is none left.
"Yuhuai Star!"
As a clear and distant sound of fear passed by, Yu Huaixing's head suddenly hit something hard, his consciousness of being gripped by pain gradually dissipated, and he sank into a white mist.
"Yuhuai Star!" The man's voice was hoarse, and he ran over like crazy.
He ran down the hillside, holding Yu Huaixing's body lying beside the stone, his whole body was stiff.
The scene of him holding Yuhuai Xing in his previous life suddenly flashed. He hugged Yuhuai Xing with trembling hands, and suddenly felt a wet liquid on his palm.
The liquid covering his palm was still hot, and a light flashed outside, and he saw his palm was blood red through the light.
"Blood……"
Gu Cinian muttered to himself, his heart was suddenly smashed, and the scene of Yuhuai Xing lying in a pool of blood came to mind and was frozen.
In his previous life, Yuhuai Xing had been lying in his arms like this, the temperature of his body gradually disappeared, no matter how much he covered him, it was always cold in the end.
"Xing Xing... Yuhuai Xing, you, you don't scare me... I, I was wrong..." Gu Cinian's voice choked, his heart seemed to be eaten by thousands of insects and ants, and he couldn't go through the pain. finish a sentence.
"I was really wrong...don't, don't leave me...stars...stars..."
His breathing became short of breath, he hugged Yuhuai Xing tightly, and kept rubbing his slightly warm hands, fearing that his hands would never get warm again in a second.
The ambulance arrived, the lights of the car came on, and the doctor rushed over tremblingly. When they saw Gu Cinian, they were frightened for a moment, and their hearts almost stopped beating.
Gu Cinian's eyes were red and his face was dark and terrifying, like a ghost from hell, who could send them all to hell in the next second.
"If he has something to do..." Gu Cinian still held Yu Huaixing's hand tightly, his eyes were like hell's flames, and there was no ashes left that could burn a person.
"If something happens to him...I'll let you be buried with him..." He said this very softly, even without any fluctuations in his tone, but it was like chains that seduced the soul, causing cold sweat to ooze from the backs of the doctors.
Gu Cinian lightly stroked the back of Yu Huaixing's hand, looking at him with that
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