After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

Chasing you again.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian gently caressed Yuhuai Xing's back in distress, coaxing him bit by bit.

The sadness and pain that Yuhuai Xing had accumulated in his heart all rushed out at this moment like a collapsed embankment.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Gu Cinian gently helped Yuhuai Xing wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Grandma has always hoped that Xing Xing would be happy for you."

It is a good thing for Yuhuai Xing to cry at this moment, the accumulated bitterness and sadness are stuffed in Yuhuai Xing's heart, which will lead to depression in his heart.

All the pain he suffered in the past should have been poured out long ago.

I don't know how long I cried, but it was so long that Gu Ci Nian looked at Yu Huai Xing's red eyes and said distressedly: "Xing Xing... don't cry, we don't cry, eyes should hurt."

After kissing Yu Huaixing's eyes, Gu Cinian brought a hot towel to apply to Yu Huaixing's eyes.

Maybe it was because of crying, Yu Huai Xing fell asleep exhausted after pouring out all the accumulated emotions.

Gently stroking Yu Huaixing's fair and delicate face, he gently helped him wipe away the tears, and felt a pain in his heart while rubbing his red eyes.

He wanted to take the letter in Yuhuai Xing's hand and put it away, but Yuhuai Xing held it too tightly and he couldn't pull it away. Gu Cinian sighed helplessly and coaxed softly: "Baby, I just want to help you put the letter away." good."

In his sleep, Yuhuai Xing didn't know if he heard it, but he slightly relaxed his hand holding the letter.

After Gu Cinian took the letter from his hand, Yu Huaixing subconsciously grabbed the things around him, and grabbed the corner of Gu Cinian's clothes.

"Baby..." Gu Cinian's eyes were full of distress, and his hands holding Yuhuai Xing tightened a little.

The yellowed envelope was put away by Gu Cinian. There were only two sentences on it, but it contained all grandma's hopes.

Grandma said, I hope Xingxing can live happily.

Grandma said that we stars deserve all the joy and happiness.

Holding Yuhuai Xing in his arms, Gu Cinian is very grateful to grandma at this moment.

Thinking of the scene of Yuhuai star jumping into the river without any attachment, his heart can't help trembling now.

Fortunately, grandma once wrote such a letter.

"Xing Xing..." Gu Cinian gently kissed the tip of Yuhuai Xing's nose, but his heart felt sour and unbearable, "Baby..."

What happened to Yuhuai star made him resentful, but why didn't he bring pain and grievance to Yuhuai star?

Thinking of the ten years in his previous life, his heart was like being cut open by a sharp knife, and the heart was gouged out piece by piece.

Like Ling Chi.

But...he deserved it.

The pain he suffered was not even one ten-thousandth of that of Yuhuai Star.

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This time Yuhuai star fell asleep for a long time, and two days had passed when he woke up again.

Waking up on the soft bed, he half-opened his eyes, moved a little, and hugged his warm embrace tightly.

"Star, are you awake?"

Following the voice, raising her head slightly, Yu Huaixing stared at the man's deep eyes in silence for a few seconds, then nodded slightly: "Yes."

Gu Cinian's embrace was very warm, so warm that he was in a trance for a moment when he woke up.

In this dream, he dreamed of his grandma again, the kind old man looked at him with a smile, and the grandma said: "Xing Xing, live well."

Live well……

Yu Huaixing smiled slightly, his enthusiasm welling up, he took a deep breath and suppressed it.

"What's wrong with the stars? Why are your eyes red again?" Gu Cinian worried, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

After recovering from the dream just now, Yu Huaixing shook his head: "It's okay."

Fumbling on the bed, Yuhuai Xing suddenly searched in a panic, Gu Cinian hurriedly asked: "What are Xing Xing looking for?"

"The letter, the letter my grandma left for me is gone!" Yu Huaixing's hand trembled a little, and Gu Cinian grabbed it in the next second.

Gu Cinian comforted him: "Trust me, I'm afraid it will get wrinkled, please put it away for Xing Xing, I'll bring it to you."

Take the letter, and he handed it to Yuhuai Xing.

Holding the intact letter, Yu Huaixing breathed a sigh of relief, holding the precious one in his hand, his eyes were a little redder than before.

"Gu Cinian, thank you."

Getting out of bed with the letter, Yu Huaixing put the letter away, with the corners of his mouth slightly curved, showing a faint smile.

Seeing Yuhuai Xing put the letter in the box, Gu Cinian didn't know why he felt a little uneasy at the moment.

Holding the box, Yu Huai Xing was about to walk towards the door, but Gu Cinian quickly grabbed his wrist: "Xing Xing, where are you going?"

Now he didn't dare to let Yuhuai Xing out of his sight, the scene of Yuhuai Xing pulling him away and jumping into the river in front of his eyes was like yesterday.

Yu Huaixing was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at him, and after a few seconds he said softly: "I'm going to the temple."

That temple was the only connection he had with his grandma. He didn't know if the temple was burned down in the fire last time.

What would he do if it really burned down?

"I'll go with you." Gu Cinian didn't let go of Yu Huaixing's wrist, and said softly, "You're still very weak now, can you go when you're better?"

A few days later on the road, Yuhuai Xing turned to look at Gu Cinian but found that the man was looking at him all the time, he said: "Gu Cinian, actually you don't need to accompany me."

He smiled at Gu Cinian: "You are very busy, you go and deal with your own affairs first, I will take care of mine."

Gu Cinian was startled, and explained softly: "I'm not busy, I'm not busy at all, I just want to be with Xingxing you."

Hesitant and apprehensive, he finally asked, "Xing Xing, you... want to dismiss me again?"

Yuhuai Xing dismissed him when he was in the hospital, and later threw him directly into Jiang, this time...

"You're planning to abandon me again, aren't you?" Gu Ci Nian's deep voice was a little hoarse, and it sounded a little more aggrieved and a little more disturbed.

Yu Huai Xing paused, and he smiled very shallowly: "We... are not in that kind of relationship."

What is the relationship between him and Gu Cinian... now?

In fact, he can't tell, but at least...they are not in a relationship that can say these words.

These words should be said between lovers.

"It's not that kind of relationship..." Gu Cinian's voice was hoarse than before, he laughed and muttered to himself, "Yes, no...Xingxing, you have never believed me. No, it's my fault, I failed to make you believe me..."

Obviously he knew all of this, and he also knew that since Yuhuai Xing left him, he had already decided not to want him.

But... even though he knew, even though he knew better than anyone else, he still wouldn't let go.

"Xing Xing is sorry." Gu Cinian smiled bitterly, slowly clenched his hands on his lap, restrained his emotions, and tried to calm down as much as possible.

"I can chase you again until you agree." He took a deep breath, suppressing the beating pain in his heart, his eyes were full of anxiety and expectation, "OK?"

Yuhuai Xing unconsciously twirled his fingertips, and the part of his heart that was hot before began to heat up again.

This feeling made him feel both familiar and strange, mixed emotions from the past, mixed with happiness and sadness, and with some slowly creeping fear.

Clenching his fingertips, he inhaled slowly, and smiled at Gu Cinian as calmly as possible: "It's not necessary, let everything that happened in the past, let the past pass, between us... Maybe what you treat me is not the same. Love, just because we have been entangled for too long, so that you misunderstood."

Gu Cinian clenched his fists tightly, the veins on the back of his hands gradually emerged, but the neatly trimmed nails were embedded in his flesh.

He is using the pain in his body to alleviate the pain in his heart.

"Stars..." His breathing sank a little.

"I know you don't believe me, but..." Gu Cinian, who is high above the ground, is full of grievances and bitterness at this moment.

Like a large dog abandoned by its owner.

He said hoarsely, "but you can't deny my love for you."

Like, love, these he knows better than anyone else.

For Yuhuai star, he can give everything he has, and he can even bear it again and again, lowering his bottom line again and again, just for Yuhuai star.

Always arrogant, he never felt sorry for anyone, let alone bowed his head for anyone, except for Yuhuai Xing.

For Yuhuai star, he can do anything, as long as he is happy, for his smile, even if Yuhuai star wants the moon, he will take it off and give it to him.

All this is only because of Yuhuai star.

He doesn't like Yuhuai star, but love.

But...Yu Huaixing denied his love, he said...he said it was just an illusion.

"Xingxing..." His voice was choked up, and he was very hoarse, "I will prove it to you, I love you."

Looking into Gu Cinian's deep eyes, seeing the seriousness and firmness in his eyes, Yu Huaixing's heart was suddenly burned again.

He half lowered his long eyelashes, and slowly turned his head back.

Going to the temple, Yu Huaixing stared at the temple that was not engulfed by the fire as before, he was slightly stunned.

Turning his head to look at Gu Cinian, the man gave him a gentle smile and explained: "The fire was extinguished in time, except for a few pieces of yellow cloth, everything else was intact."

Yu Huaixing nodded slightly, knowing that all of this was due to Gu Cinian's help, he looked at him sincerely and said, "Gu Cinian, thank you very much."

"Xing Xing, if you really thank me, can you promise me one thing." Gu Cinian said.

Yu Huaixing looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish the rest.

Gu Ci read: "Don't say thank you to me again, okay?"

The word "thank you" always feels distant to him, like a relationship that can be separated at any time.

He helped Yuhuai Xing only because he wanted Yuhuai Xing to be happy, so he was willing to do anything for him.

Yuhuai Xing nodded slightly, and nodded slowly after a few seconds: "Okay."

Entering the temple, the monk who delivered the letter from grandma to Yuhuai star saw Yuhuai star and Gu Cinian folded their hands and bent slightly to greet them.

Yu Huai Xing also clasped his hands together and bent down to return the gift.

"Last time about grandma, thank you master." Yu Huaixing put his hands together and bent down to express his gratitude to the monk.

"Benefactor Jade, you are welcome." The monk said slowly, "Benefactor Fang begged devoutly in the temple for seven days and nights before asking me, and then please ask me to hand over the box to you, Donor Jade."

Donor Fang is Yuhuaixing's grandma. Her surname is Fang. She worshiped the Buddha statue piously for seven days and seven nights in the temple. Even the monks in the temple were moved by seeing it.

When the agreed date came, the monk had contacted Yuhuai Star during the day. At that time, it might be because the mobile phone automatically cleared the strange information, so the monk did not contact Yuhuai Star until night.

Hearing Yuhuai Xing's anxious voice from the phone, the monk waited until Yuhuai Xing came over.

"Thank you, master." Yu Huaixing thanked the monk again.

"And... I'm sorry about the fire in the temple."

"Jade benefactor, don't worry about it. The fire has already been extinguished. Fortunately, your friend, Jade benefactor, is here."

While they were talking, many pilgrims came into the temple, and the monks had to go to work. After a while, the smell of incense wafted in the temple again.

Walking to the place where the fire caught fire last time, it has been cleaned up, and now there is no trace left at all.

Wen Biyu came to this temple by accident that day, because he had taken too many medicines before, and was being chased for debts during the period, so he fled here in a panic.

She has been hiding in the dark, but she did not expect to meet Yuhuai star here.

The moment she saw Yuhuai star, her hatred and jealousy burst out, and she wished she could eat Yuhuai star.

Fortunately, Gu Cinian arrived in time that day, otherwise it is unimaginable what will happen.

Gu Cinian still feels lingering fear when he thinks about it now.

"What about her?" Yu Huai Xing asked suddenly.

Gu Cinian knew who Yuhuai Xing was asking, and he didn't want Yuhuai Xing to meet Wen Biyu, for fear that it would arouse his sadness and even want to cover up the past.

"Xing Xing, do you want to see her?" Gu Cinian asked.

Yuhuai Xing was silent for a few seconds, then slowly shook his head: "I don't want to."

This topic passed by immediately, and Gu Cinian was slightly relieved.

You can go out to the backyard from the door. The old tree with the red ribbon has stood there for hundreds of years.

The breeze blows, and the red ribbon hanging on the tree flutters gently.

Yu Huaixing looked at the ancient tree in front of him and smiled very shallowly.

Fortunately... the letter from grandma in this life was delivered to him.

last life...

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