After the rebirth, the scumbag went crazy for me

you can't leave me again...

Why is there no trace of the letter from grandma in the previous life?

If it wasn't for this life, he would never have known that grandma had written to him.

Feeling the breeze blowing by, he slowly closed his eyes to enjoy the peace at this moment. Fortunately, he knew grandma's wish in this life.

If grandma wants him to live, then he will...live well.

At least... for now to be alive.

The breeze blowing carried a faint fragrance of grass and trees, and the cold wave brought about by the rain for more than ten days had not subsided.

Warm clothes were draped over his body before his skin felt slightly cool, and the man gently helped him arrange the clothes.

"The wind is cool, be careful of catching a cold."

Yu Huaixing turned to look at Gu Cinian, opened his mouth slightly, and was about to say "thank you", when he suddenly remembered that he promised Gu Cinian not to say "thank you" to him again, so he smiled slightly at him.

Piously burned a few sticks of incense in front of the Buddha, he asked for a red ribbon, hung the red ribbon on the old tree, and watched it flutter in the wind, with a slight smile in his eyes.

Under the tree, Yu Huaixing looked at the man beside him, seeing Gu Cinian hanging a red ribbon, with his devout expression, Yu Huaixing was a little stunned.

In the past, Gu Cinian never believed in these things, and he didn't even go to temples, let alone worship Buddha.

But now...he actually showed such a devout expression.

It's as if what he's praying for is so important that he's willing to believe something he hasn't believed before.

After leaving the temple, Yuhuai Xing fell asleep again on the way. Since waking up, he has been drowsy. Gu Cinian has been very worried about this. He even took Yuhuai Xing for a physical examination. Fortunately, nothing happened.

The doctor said that Yuhuaixing's occurrence of such a situation may be due to the relaxation of the mentally tense nerves, and Yuhuaixing's body already unconsciously relies on his body, so naturally he will be more lethargic than before.

In fact, Gu Cinian discovered early on that Yuhuai Xing would depend on his body, and he would always sleep better when his cool body was in his arms.

But whether it's because of habit or because of the scorching heat of his body, Yuhuai Xing can rely on him, even if it's just a hot water bottle for human flesh.

Sometimes he would be frightened by his bottomless forbearance, but no matter how many times he tried again, he would still not regret having such thoughts, let alone doing so.

Even willingly, willingly.

Gently hugging Yuhuai Xing into his arms, Gu Cinian took the fluffy blanket he specially prepared and covered Yuhuai Xing's body.

Along the way, he was afraid that it would make Yuhuai Xing sleep uncomfortably, so he specifically asked the driver to drive more slowly and steadily.

Never wake up Yuhuai star.

Hugging the person in his arms, Gu Cinian lowered his eyes and stared at his baby, but his usually sharp and loose eyes were soft like a gentle breeze at this moment.

After returning home, Gu Cinian carefully picked up Yuhuai Xing, and he went upstairs steadily after the driver opened the door.

Putting Yu Huai Xing lightly on the bed, perhaps leaving the hot embrace, Yu Huai Xing unconsciously clutched the corner of Gu Cinian's clothes, frowning slightly.

Seeing Yuhuai Xing's small movements, Gu Cinian couldn't help but twitch his mouth slightly after a moment of bewilderment.

Carefully got on the bed, hugged Yu Huaixing into her arms, held Yu Huaixing's hand that was holding the hem of his clothes with one hand, and gently stroked his back with the other to coax him.

After falling asleep, Yuhuai Xing quietly leaned against Gu Cinian's arms, her long and thick eyelashes drooped naturally, and a small shadow fell on her eyes.

The tip of the nose is moist and tall, and the light-colored soft lips are slightly parted, soft and obedient.

I don't know if he was tired from sleeping in one position all the time, he rubbed against Gu Cinian's shoulder unconsciously, it was so soft that it could melt Gu Cinian's heart.

The pale yellow light illuminated the room, and there was a faint fragrance floating in the quiet air, everything was so warm.

Holding the baby in his arms, Gu Cinian now thinks that he is dreaming.

If it is really a dream, can he let his dream last longer?

The weather in City A is quite different from that in City B. The weather has been sunny for a few days recently, and now it's raining again.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Yuhuai stared at the rain that was falling tirelessly outside, and he listened to the sound of the rain outside with a calm expression.

"Xing Xing." Gu Cinian came in with freshly boiled pure white and fragrant chicken soup, seeing Yu Huai Xing staring blankly at the pattering rain outside, he suddenly felt a little uneasy.

Taking the chicken soup to Yuhuai Xing's side, he suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and said, "Drink some chicken soup."

He simmered the chicken soup for a long time. It was simmered slowly over an old fire, and it was fragrant and delicious, and the steaming heat was full of fresh fragrance.

Stirring the chicken soup with a spoon, Gu Cinian took a spoonful of the chicken soup and fed it to Yu Huai Xing's mouth: "Xing Xing, take a sip."

Yu Huaixing stared down at the chicken soup beside his mouth, and the aroma of chicken soup lingered on the tip of his nose. After a few seconds, he said softly, "I'll do it myself."

After receiving the bowl of chicken soup, he didn't catch a glimpse of the disappointment in Gu Cinian's eyes. He turned his head to enjoy the rain outside, and slowly drank the soup spoon by spoon.

After drinking half a bowl of soup, he whispered, "Gu Cinian, I want to go back to City B in a few days."

The uneasiness in his heart continued to spread again, Gu Cinian clenched his fists and tried to calm down: "Okay, we will go back after the rain stops in a few days."

Yu Huai Xing half drooped her long eyelashes, and slowly raised her head when she turned to look at him: "You can go back first, you are very busy with work recently, in fact, you don't have to worry about me at all."

Gu Cinian is really busy recently, during the day he either stays in the study or goes out on business, at night he is afraid that he will wake up in the middle of the night if he is not in Yuhuai Star, so he dare not leave for a moment.

But Yu Huai Xing didn't know what Gu Cinian was busy with, just like Gu Cinian wouldn't take the initiative to talk about it.

Wen Biyu, a mother-in-law lunatic, has remembered every account he has ever done to Yuhuai Xing. He has never been a kind person, so he will definitely not let Wen Biyu show kindness.

After learning what Wen Biyu did to Yuhuai Star, Gu Cinian has been looking for Wen Biyu's trace, and he wants to make Wen Biyu pay a terrible price for all the things he did to Yuhuai Star.

His methods are cruel and cruel, and Yuhuai Xing is so pure and kind, how dare he let Yuhuai Xing know this?

Yuhuai star is like a pure white snow lotus blooming on the top of a snow mountain. The pure white petals are as clear and crystal clear as snow. He should be held in his arms and pampered.

Those cruel and dark things have nothing to do with him, and they can't even be contaminated.

"I want to be with you." Gu Cinian's deep and magnetic voice was hoarse, as if begging, "Can you?"

Yuhuai star did not speak.

These are Gu Cinian's freedom, no matter when he leaves or not, it is Gu Cinian's freedom.

The rain lasted for three days and three nights, and finally stopped after three days.

After returning to City B, Yu Huaixing returned to the house he rented, looking at the room that was not much different from before he left, everything was in a daze like a dream.

But he knew it was all true.

The cut wound on his wrist that he hid a few days ago is still aching, and the pain is reminding him one by one - all of this is real.

Rubbing the red string on his wrist, he tightly held the box that could tell his age, and whispered softly: "Grandma, I will live, at least in the next few years, I will live well... ..."

Perhaps it is because of grandma's expectations that there is so much hope in a difficult life.

In this colorful world, he is just a common man.

"Stars." Someone knocked on the door.

When returning to City B, Gu Cinian also came back with him and sent him home.

Standing at the door, Yu Huaixing stroked the red string on his wrist. He slightly raised his head to look at Gu Cinian, looking at such a handsome face in front of him, he said, "Gu Cinian, thank you."

"Didn't you promise me Xing Xing?" Gu Cinian interrupted him, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually spread.

"I'm sorry." Yuhuai Xing smiled apologetically, and he said softly, "The letter in the box, and the temple affairs, many things... thank you."

Hearing Yuhuai Xing's thank you, the uneasiness in Gu Cinian's heart gradually melted away, mixed with bitterness and turned into sharp needles, piercing straight into the depths of his heart.

The sourness and bitterness smeared and intertwined into a huge net, tightly enclosing his heart and tightening it continuously.

He suffocated in pain.

His thin lips moved slightly, before he heard Yu Huaixing say: "I will pay back the favor I owe you, you can do whatever you want."

"Gu Cinian." Yu Huaixing called him softly, "You are still interested in me, right? Then I can cooperate with you to be your lover for a period of time. After the contract is over - we will have nothing to do with each other, okay?"

"Not good!" Gu Cinian almost yelled, he was breathing heavily, and his body froze in place at some point.

He never thought that Yuhuai star would return favors in this way, even though he wanted what Yuhuai star wanted almost crazy, but... what he wanted was the complete Yuhuai star.

Yu Huai Xing wants to sever ties with him forever in this way?dream!How is it possible, how could he agree!Even if he died, he would not agree!

"Xing Xing..." He moved his stiff hand, took Yuhuai Xing's hand and begged hoarsely, "Xing Xing, you can't treat me like this, you want to break up with me and leave me behind, right? No, You can't do this, you can't leave me again..."

Seeing Gu Cinian's reddened eyes, Yu Huaixing's long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and he half-downcast his eyelashes for a few seconds before raising them.

"If you find it troublesome, we don't need to live together, I can meet your needs, after a while—"

"Yuhuai star!" Gu Cinian breathed heavily, he stared at Yuhuai star closely, his red eyes turned red.

"Is that how you see me? I do all this for this? Demand?" He snorted self-deprecatingly, rolling his tongue on his back molars, "I'm an asshole! I know I used to be a scumbag, but the stars..."

His voice softened, but became even hoarse: "I don't need anything, I don't even need to touch you, I just want to stay by your side, that's all..."

A slight stabbing pain came from the tip of his heart, Yu Huaixing unconsciously clenched his fingertips, he did not raise his eyes, nor did he look at Gu Cinian's eyes.

The complicated and disordered emotions are like a ball of tangled wool, he can't sort it out, but he dare not sort it out.

All that remains of a shattered heart is a pile of fragments, long overdue to be cleaned up.

"It's okay." He smiled lightly at Gu Cinian, and said, "Think about it carefully, and you can tell me if you have other requests. Or if I repay you twice, you can also estimate what you helped me with." A price, but I can't afford that much at the moment, but I can pay it in installments, and I will make up the interest."

Yu Huaixing's voice was very soft when he spoke, but at this moment, the pleasant tone was like vines with poisonous thorns spreading across his heart, and then slowly tightened.

The venomous spikes pierced into his flesh little by little, gradually paralyzing his body with unbearable pain.

"Enough!" Gu Cinian took a heavy breath, and wanted to smile at Yuhuai Xing, but the corners of his mouth were stiff and unable to move.

"It's late." He took a deep breath hard, and his voice softened, "Xing Xing, you should go to bed earlier, remember to cover the quilt."

Hands clenched into fists, nails digging into flesh, pain kept him awake.

He smiled gently at Yuhuai Xing, "What do you want to eat tomorrow? I'll buy it for you."

Looking at Gu Cinian's back, the light light reflected behind his tall figure, making the shadow very long.

With Gu Cinian's figure disappearing around the corner, Yu Huai Xing slowly retracted his gaze.

Leaning his back behind the door, he stroked the red string on his wrist with his fingertips, and slowly closed his eyes, his fingertips turning red.

Gu Cinian's serious eyes, firm words, willing bowing and humble begging when facing him, as well as his gentle smile...all of them are constantly passing through his mind, like frame by frame Like a slideshow, it was so clear he couldn't forget it.

This strange yet familiar Gu Cinian is completely different from the Gu Cinian he once knew, but there is a shadow of what he once loved in him.

Just as he is still so arrogant and domineering, the man standing at the pinnacle of power is capable of doing things with ease, even though he is ruthless, it is always exciting.

But he is so gentle, when looking at him, the sharp and cold eyes can soften immediately, as gentle as the West Lake in autumn.

Almost drowned.

He seems to have never been able to understand Gu Cinian, just like now he can't know when Gu Cinian is the real Gu Cinian.

The night was getting dark, and the originally bright moonlight was blocked by thick dark clouds. With a flash of lightning, the sound of rain hitting the leaves sounded outside.

Yu Huaixing, who was curled up in the quilt, flinched subconsciously, and suddenly woke up from a dream. He held the quilt and slowly opened his eyes.

Hearing the sound of rain outside, he opened his lips slightly: "It's raining in City B too..."

A small night light was turned on in the room, the pale yellow light elongated the shadow, and the shadow reflected on the wall beside the bed moved slightly with the movement of Yuhuai star.

The rain seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of crashing rain could still be heard clearly even with the windows closed.

Yu Huaixing got up from the bed, he walked slowly to the window, enjoying the dark world outside.

The clouds were dense, and only the street lamps were on outside. The windows were poured by the downpour, leaving streaks of water, which were illuminated by the light-colored street lamps, making them look even colder.

Yu Huai Xing looked out the window quietly, and touched the French window with his hand. The icy rainwater passed through the glass to Yu Huai Xing's fingertips, bringing a chill.

The rain blurred the world, leaving only the noise of the rain.

Under the dim rain, Yu Huaixing's gaze that was about to withdraw suddenly paused.

Looking at the gray in the distance, he quickly ran to the door and ran downstairs.

The author says:

Happy Friday——